My deskmate is gay

After Milo listened, he pulled Xu Yi up, and said, "Then let's go to the hotel now, and you tell me again, we just happen to eat up."

"Okay." Xu Yi pinched Milo's little finger and said cautiously.

The two walked quietly on the way to the hotel. It was almost afternoon and the temperature was not as high as before. Xu Yi narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was thinking about something.

"Xiao Yi, what do you want to tell me?" Milo was also very curious, but he didn't dare to continue talking because he seemed to have accidentally touched Xu Yi's string just now.

"..." Xu Yi bit his lip, "Well, wait."

The two walked back to the hotel like this, and entered the door of the room. Milo poured Xu Yi a glass of water, and then sat opposite him: "What's wrong? What's the matter?"

Xu Yi clenched his hands tightly, then said in silence for a while, "I... want to tell you something."

"Ok?"

"Milo, actually... I have, psychological problems." Xu Yi's voice trembled slightly, a little afraid of Milo's attitude.

"..." Milo didn't expect Xu Yi to confess to himself at this time. To be honest, he was a little excited. He didn't expect this day to come so fast. Does this mean that Xu Yi's feelings for him are getting stronger and stronger? It's getting real.

"It's okay, good boy." Milo walked over and touched Xu Yi's head to express his comfort.

Xu Yi took a deep breath, and continued, "Actually... I wasn't like this before..."

The story of things is long, but simple.

Xu Yi used to live in a happy family with a gentle mother and a strict but doting father. This kind of life lasted until Xu Yi was four years old.

At that time, Xu Yi obviously felt the difference from before. The number of times he saw his father was obviously less, and his mother seldom smiled. Sometimes in the middle of the night, when Xu Yi wanted to ask his mother to accompany him to the bathroom, he could still go to the bathroom from I saw my mother wiping tears through the crack of the door, but even so, my mother was still very gentle to Xu Yi.

Xu Yi was still young, so he didn't know what happened until that day came.

Xu Yi stayed at home that day, his mother asked him for leave, and he didn't know when he would go to school, but Xu Yi's mother said that something happened, and asked a nanny to watch Xu Yi. Noisily waiting for mother to come back.

When Xu Yi stayed alone for at least an hour, his mother suddenly rushed in from the outside, and then hurriedly took the suitcase in her hand, and then took Xu Yi with one hand to go outside.

"Mother, where are we going?" Xu Yi stared blankly at his mother, feeling obviously different in his heart. This time, his mother seemed very excited, and there were tears on her face.

"Go back to grandma's house." Mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hand, and then left Xu's house without looking back.

When the two returned to grandma's house, there was no one except grandma.The two aunts satirized his mother all the time, although Xu Yi couldn't understand what they meant, but that... look, he will never forget it in his life.

His mother endured it like this. After more than a month, Xu Yi never saw his father. Only his mother would hug him gently when thunder struck, and only his mother would sing to him at night.Only his mother would hold his little hand tightly when he was sick.

That day was also a Sunday, and my mother suddenly said that she would take Xu Yi out to play. Xu Yi was very happy, and then the two of them were walking on the street.

The mother looked at the surrounding vehicles, and then said to Xu Yi: "You stay here obediently, and mother will be back soon."

Xu Yi looked at his mother expectantly, and then...

Seeing his mother being slammed into the sky by a car, like a parabola in the function, and then fell heavily on the ground, blood was all over the ground, Xu Yi widened his eyes, Forgot even to shout.

It was he who wanted my mother to buy candied haws.

It was him who killed his mother.

In the end, Xu Yi's father finally appeared. He silently arranged for his mother's funeral, then took Xu Yi's hand and said, "Let's go home."

Xu Yi didn't know how he felt in his heart, and a disgusting feeling emerged in his heart, and then he used words that didn't fit his age: "I want to be here, you can go."

Father was stunned, but still didn't know what to say to grandma, and then forced Xu Yi to take him home.

Xu Yi hasn't laughed since then, and the school's parent meeting has never notified his father to attend, and he stays in his room every day after school, dazed.

In fact, it was in a daze, but it was just showing the scene of his mother's death over and over again.

Then, Xu Yi was diagnosed with depression.

Then, Xu Yi got bigger and bigger, and the knot in his heart got bigger and bigger, so now that he leaves home, he doesn't want to go back to the place full of his mother's memories.

His father's business grew bigger and bigger, and then he married another, and then he had a younger sister named Xu Ling.

Xu Yi just looked at them indifferently, happy and happy.