There was a sick girl who loved you

Perspective: A disease

Type: Knife (probably a candy bar)

Recommended bgm for this chapter: Scarlet Moonlight, Kuangsaki ノ Absolute

(It still has nothing to do with the main plot, just scribbling. I found a song that I haven’t found for a long time today. I’m in a good mood, let’s swallow the knife together "Super cute and sensible")

(After reading it, you may know why Ah Bing is so contradictory.)

(Well, it’s actually the brain hole of that song. 〖darkside〗 can also be used as the bgm of this chapter)

There are two mes in one body.One is sleeping in the dark, the other is confused in the light.Can you accept me like this, me like a monster, me who loves you deeply.

You like me, I know.But it's not me now, I can see that your eyes don't have the tenderness before, only surprise left.

How could you not like such a gentle person.

But, can you, don't think of me as him... Really, really, it's so uncomfortable...

If I kill him, will you only like me?

You just need to look at me alone, stop looking at others through me! !Otherwise, I want to kill you too.

In fact, sometimes I really envy Abai, he can not care about anything, he can be spoiled by so many people, and he can only look at himself.

No... I'm not envious, it's mine... it's mine... yes, I want it back, it's mine! !

"monster."

"nausea."

"Go to hell."

Hehehehehe...hahahaha...damn damn damn damn damn! ! ! !I'm not, I'm not, I'm not...?

Why?

Why? !

Why! !

Damn, aren't you guys... trash.What right do you have to scold me.

kill 'em kill 'em kill 'em kill 'em...

My mind was screaming like this all the time, every blood vessel was about to burst, and every drop of blood was about to boil.My hands are dyed red, how beautiful it is.

"Hey, it's so comfortable." The feeling of letting those guys disappear.

"What are you staring at me for? You deserve it." I looked at the wide-eyed faces on the ground and smiled happily.They died, they died.

"Hahahahahahaha... you deserve it, you deserve it, you die, you die..."

It's so uncomfortable to be so close to Ah Bai even after seeing me like this.What should I do, I want to kill you, kill you, the person I love deeply.

If I kill you, you will only look at me like them...?

Don't look at me with frightened eyes, you really think of me as a monster... I love you!love you! !Look at me... look at me...it's not Ah Bai, it's me!It's me! ! !

Let me kill you! ! !

……

……

……

"Hey, are you finally willing to listen?"

"We can be together forever."

"Keep looking at me all the time..."

But why... am I crying...?

Abai:

I am sorry.

and also……

I love you.

Tell me, how does it feel to kill your lover with your own hands?That deep sense of powerlessness gushing from the bottom of my heart... only I know.

Ye Bai loves you, no matter who Ye Bai is, he loves you.

but,

Bye now.

"It turns out that if you die, you won't wipe my tears anymore..."

(Actually, it’s not abuse, it’s just scribbling hhhhhhh I even drew a picture hhhhhh the text is 800 characters long, wait for me!!!)