My deskmate is a sand sculpture

"?「好き」って言って?「好き」って言って" The mobile phone placed on the desk rang suddenly. Yi An got up from the bed, looked at the mobile phone in the distance, and was too lazy to answer the call.

But the person who dialed the number was not that lazy, and persistently harassed Yi An over and over again.

Yi An had to get up to see which god called him in the middle of the night, and he was very persistent.

"Hey, He Ming, what's the matter?" Yi An lay back on the bed and answered the phone with his eyes closed.

The other side of the phone was quiet for a while, Yi An said impatiently: "Hang up if you have nothing to do, sleepy."

There was finally movement on the other end of the phone, and he heard He Ming say in a voice that couldn't be calmer, "Gao He jumped off the building."

"Well, dead?" Yi An asked.Of course he didn't believe it, how could a rational person like Gao He jump off a building, he saw that Gao He might not necessarily die if He Ming died.

What's more, it's hard for anyone to believe it when such a calm voice is used to say such a thing.

"It looks like you won't be able to survive." He Ming clicked his tongue and continued, "You're such a scum."

"Hehe, you must be sick." After speaking, Yi An angrily hung up the phone, "I want to see if Gao He can really jump off a building."

Saying that, Yi An slipped on his slippers and came to the balcony. He saw that the window of the balcony was open.It's a little strange, it's midnight, how could it be open.

Yi An faintly felt a little uneasy in his heart.

He turned to Gao He's room, but found that there was no one there. He looked at the bulging quilt, wouldn't he sleep in it?Thinking, stepped forward and lifted the bed.

He just feels his scalp tingling now.

Because there was really no Gao He in the bulging blanket, it was just a few artificially placed pillows.

"Gao He! Gao He!" Yi An opened the door of Gao He's room, walked around Gao He, but he couldn't find him, only saw the open door.

"Could it be that He Ming and Gao He deliberately punished me." Yi An thought, and closed the door by the way.Going back to Gao He's room, he also closed the window, and then turned back into his own room.

"Let's settle accounts with them tomorrow."

Rather than saying that Yi An is stupid, it is better to say that Yi An is running away.

It's impossible for that guy Gao He to do something stupid.

It's a pity that he overlooked one point, that is, the strongest person will often fall into the smallest pit.He got up many times, overcome one sad and lonely night after another, and shed many, many tears.

When he was covered in bruises, when he encountered a small pit that was less than one-tenth of his strong wind and waves, he fell down once, and he really fell down, without me getting up again and continuing to walk.

These small pits one after another left scars on his body, and every time he fell down, all the wounds were torn.

"Xiaohe, father and mother will be back in two months, please be good at home, mother will call you every day, mua, mother loves you."

"Sorry, Xiaohe, mom works overtime late, so I forgot, don't worry, there will never be a next time."

"Ah, call, your father is sick, and mother takes care of him. I'm really sorry. Mom and Dad will be back in a few days."

"Uh, because your father was sick those few days, so he has to make up for these few days, and he will be back soon, good boy."

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"Gao He, why don't your parents come to the parent-teacher meeting? You can't be an orphan, hahahahaha."

"Gao He, no matter how good your grades are, your parents can't always stay behind."

"Gao He, ask your parents to come here, on a business trip? Really, who do you usually live with? Yourself? Don't lie to the teacher, you are still a primary school student."

"Gao He's parents, hello, I know this child is good, but it's okay if he doesn't come, see when you have time... But independence doesn't mean letting go... Forget it, I'm not much about your family affairs as an outsider interfered."

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"Gao He, are you not happy to receive the award? Who is your father or mother? You must be so happy to see your son so good down there, huh? Didn't come...Sorry."

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"Boy, what about alone? Then let my brothers sit in the big house. Seeing that you are so beautiful, you must be a bitch. Come and show my brothers."

"How lonely it is to be alone, my brothers promise to cheer you up."

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"Okay, then you also promise me one thing, give me a kiss."

"Sorry, I forgot, I promise there will be no next time."

"It's just a broken bracelet, why are you crazy?"

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"Why did you fall in love early? Ah? Why didn't you learn well! Is there no one to discipline you at home? If you fall in love early, how can you like other boys!? Are you disgusting? Do you know what others will say about us? Dead pervert ah!"

"He's with you? Oh, is he there? Don't we care about you enough? Are you dissatisfied with earning so much money to support you? What can he give you? A broken bracelet worth tens of dollars? I'll throw him away What can you do? I still don't believe it, you will fight with your mother for a boy today. "

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"Gao He, let's break up."

"Reason? My mother said that puppy love is fine, but homosexuality is not."

"I threw away everything you bought for me. It's useless for you to keep it anyway."

"I just can't understand you."

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Gao He, you can't sleep at night and have no appetite, but you know that Yi An dreams without you, eating, drinking and having fun.

It was Yi An's every word that overwhelmed that heavy sadness.

After 18 years of discussion and loneliness, he fell down in front of Yi An and couldn't get back up again.

It turns out that death is not terrible.

The most terrifying thing is obviously to be alive.

When you are alive, you will be distressed, you will be sad, and you will be afraid.

After death, there will be no distress, sadness, or fear.

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Headache, that's what Gao He felt at first, but it's not as good as one ten-millionth of the pain after falling from the building.

Gao He opened his eyes and found that he was looking at the sky.

Isn't he dead?

Gao He was so frightened that he quickly looked away, and was taken aback by Yi An who was beside him.

"Ian?"

"What's the matter, after thinking about life, I don't even recognize me?" Yi An said with a smile.

"Am I dreaming?"

"Aren't you stupid?" Yi An pinched Gao He as he said that, it really hurt.

"But I obviously s..." But I'm obviously dead.Gao He's words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't get them out.

"What's the matter, could it be that the sky is poisonous, and it made you stupid?"

"I'm fine."

As long as Gao He doesn't say anything about death, there will be no abnormality.

But he was forced to speak what he didn't want to say.

"Do you know the behavior of Crane Dance?"

"I want to dance for you."

"In the future, you can only listen to me alone."

"Okay, now I want you to promise me that you will wear this bracelet every day. This is ours..." Gao He paused, then smiled and said, "A token of love."

Gao He watched Yi An put on the bracelet with a smile, and suddenly felt that he had a dream earlier?Actually, he's still alive, right?

But the pain of jumping off the building...and Yi An pinching him...

He's on the verge of confusion.

Yi An obviously doesn't like me, so why did he agree to my confession.I'm about to die, it's all because of Yi An, it's Yi An who killed me...

"I'm sorry, please forgive me this time, I will never forget it next time."

Gao He wanted to say, yes.

But he, like other people's souls, has no control over his own body, not even a choice of language.He just looked at the book indifferently and didn't answer.

But he can't change anything.

As a result, the second time you want to break up, I will still be so sad.You said, why did my whole life fall into your hands?

Don't go any further... Falling down really hurts.

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Headache, that's what Gao He felt at first, but it's not as good as one ten-millionth of the pain after falling from the building.

?

"Impossible...again..."

"What?" Yi An asked.

Impossible, how could it go back to the past again.

This time, we must...

Sure enough, I can't even write, and I can't even move...

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I went back in time countless times, but I couldn't escape death after all.

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Time has allowed me to see through your heart.

This obsession should also be let go.