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Xie Yu transferred to Tao Xiang the monthly subscription money for the fourth month, but he returned it. Xie Yu saw it and turned it back again, and was returned again. The two of them began to compete on Alipay like children.

Oh Huo: What are you doing?Why not?

taojug: It's nothing, I won't play with you anymore.

Oh huh:? ? ?

Tao Xiang was about to explain the details when Xie Yu directly hung up a QQ call.

"You mean, don't you take orders in the future?" Xie Yu asked him.

"Well, I won't accept the power leveling and accompanying play orders." Tao Xiang answered truthfully.

There was silence on the phone for a while, and Tao Xiang heard the sound of the door being opened, which was extremely ear-piercing.

"So I won't be able to play with you anymore, right?" Xie Yu on the other end of the phone seemed to light a cigarette, "Do you think... have I bothered you recently?"

"What?" Tao didn't understand what he meant.

"I mean, do you think my recent words and deeds... bother you?" Xie Yu asked him in a low voice, his voice hoarse with panic, "If you mind, I... can change it."

Tao figured it out.

Xie Yu must have misunderstood. He misunderstood that the reason why he suddenly stopped playing with him was because he disliked his words and deeds that deliberately teased him recently.

"No, you think too much." So Tao Xiang couldn't help laughing, and explained to Xie Yu, "After I don't play with you, I can still play games with you. You just do it, I don't want to charge you money I want to send you whoring for nothing, okay?"

"...Huh?" Xie Yu didn't respond.

"I mean, I'm going to change careers and stop playing with you. I can accompany you when I have spare time outside of work without charging any money." Tao Xiang further explained.

"Oh..." Xie Yu understood but didn't show a happy look, "So, you don't mind my recent words and deeds, right?"

"Yes." Tao Xiang, who really didn't mind, and was even secretly happy sometimes, answered truthfully.

"Even if you don't play with me anymore, you are still going to continue playing with me, right?" Xie Yu continued to ask him.

"Yeah." Tao wanted to pause for a moment, and then added as if he was not sure, "...as long as you are willing."

Xie Yu was silent.

After a while, he opened his mouth again, accusing in a very low voice.

"Tao Xiang, you bullied me." He said.

The voice sounded aggrieved and lost, but it was soft and out of shape.

He immediately hung up the phone, leaving Tao Xiang, who was in a daze, standing there holding the phone.

taojug: I have not.

taojug: I will never bully you.

Since Xie Yu hung up the phone, Tao Xiang could only explain through Penguin messages.

It's just that Xie Yu didn't return for a long time.

It was almost until it was completely dark and the time in the lower right corner of the computer screen was about to jump to nineteen o'clock before he replied slowly:

Oh Huo: I'm almost home.

"..." Tao Xiang, who had been waiting for a long time, was dumbfounded.

He wanted to continue discussing with Xie Yu about "Why did you say I bullied you", but after typing on the keyboard for a long time, he couldn't organize a very suitable wording, so he just gave up.

"Have you had dinner?" Xie Yu, who jumped into the YY channel, seemed to have forgotten about it, and chatted with Tao Xiang as usual.

"Eat." Tao Xiang replied in a muffled voice, still remembering what Xie Yu said in the morning.

Xie Yu chuckled lightly, as if she knew clearly in her heart, but she refused to go deeper into this topic.

"I'm a little tired today, I don't want to play games anymore." He sent Tao Xiang a video link, and said lazily, "Do you want to watch a movie with me?"

I want to hear you outline the details of my bullying you.

Tao wanted to say in his heart.

Just thinking about it, he opened the link honestly with his hand and entered the video playback page.

——The sci-fi movie "Interstellar" released on November 2014, 11.

"I watched this movie alone, and it was a ticket for two people." In the long prelude of the movie, Xie Yu's deep voice seemed to become distant, full of memories, "Dolby Giant Screen on Monday night The hall is very big and empty, and when I booked the theater by myself, I thought, this movie theater is too picky, and the heating is so low, I'm about to freeze to death."

"For more than two hours, I shrunk into a ball, spread out on a chair, and waited for the person on my right."

"But he didn't come. Until the end of the movie, I was so dumbfounded that he didn't come either."

Xie Yu didn't look sad when he said this, and his tone was even a little playful: "I've been aggrieved since I got home, and I always wanted to go to the Internet cafe to find him and ask him why he didn't come."

"My roommate said that when I entered the house with red eyes, I couldn't do it after lying down overnight. I didn't get up the next morning, so he drove me to the hospital."

"After the examination, it was not a serious illness, but I had to take medicine and injections. The little nurse who gave me the injections was not skilled, and it took three needles in a row to get it right. I felt that my whole right hand It made her swollen."

"I've been lying on the bed for two days, and the potion hanging on my head is so heavy, I'm so angry with that brat. Why does he show that he likes me so much?"

"If his pure black eyes weren't so pretty when he looked at me. If those two pointed little canine teeth weren't so cute when he smiled at me, how could I have the courage to ask him out? "

Tao Xiang didn't answer Xie Yu's question, he just remained silent.

Listen silently, recall silently.

He remembered the meaningful smile on Xie Yu's face when he handed him the phone the morning Xie Yu called to stop him.

"Little friend, you didn't take your mobile phone."

In the morning after the all-nighter, Xie Yu, who had done homework all night, chased out of the Internet cafe, stopped Tao Xiang at the entrance of the alley selling breakfast snacks, and handed Tao Xiang's mobile phone to him with a smile.

"Ah?" At that time, Tao Xiangren was still a little silly, staring at Xie Yu's cheeks that were flushed by the cold wind, he was stunned for a while.

"Your mobile phone." Xie Yu solemnly put Tao Xiang's mobile phone in a transparent protective case into his arms, with the back facing inward, facing a place Tao Xiang could not see.

"Oh..." Tao wanted to react belatedly, and said thank you with a blushing face.

"Go back to bed early." Xie Yu glanced at Tao Xiang, who was holding a cup of soy milk, with white froth on the corner of his mouth, his tea-brown eyes bent into the shape of crescent moons, "Next time, you don't have to stay with me all night."

"...I didn't, I..." Tao Xiang, who had seen through his mind, wanted to explain anxiously, but was embarrassed by Xie Yu's silent gesture and couldn't say a word.

He didn't want to say anything more to Tao Xiang, but on the way back to the Internet cafe, he turned back three times in a row.

The first time was when he just took two steps out, seeing Tao Xiang still standing there and staring blankly at himself, he couldn't help laughing out loud.

The second time was when he was about to walk out of the alley, he turned his head and looked straight at Tao Xiang who had just received the pancake fruit and was staring at his back, then looked away in a panic, turned around and continued. Go forward.

As for the third time...

The third time, which Tao Xiang will never forget in his life, happened when he left the alley and reached a place Tao Xiang could not see.

He is gone.

Tao Xiang, who had watched Xie Yu disappear completely at that time, sighed, took a bite of the hot pancake fruit, and was about to leave in the opposite direction from Xie Yu when he saw that young man reappear in front of him.

He was standing at the corner where he had disappeared before, facing the light, and the November wind blew up his thin hair, which was softly soaked in the warm morning light.

He seemed to be smiling, but that smile was different from any previous smile, with shyness and embarrassment that shouldn't have appeared.

"cell phone."

This young man bathed in the morning light followed Tao Xiang's example, pointing to the crook of his arm, as if hinting at Tao Xiang's mobile phone in his arms.

cell phone……

Behind Tao Xiang's transparent phone case, there is a movie ticket for "Interstellar".

The movie theater closest to the school, Monday night, 45:[-], should be the time summed up from Tao Xiang's regularity of coming to the Internet cafe every Monday.

"Tell me, is there any possibility... Xie Yu also paid attention to me?"

Not long ago, Tao Xiang asked Xu Yifan such a question, asking in a very light and fragile tone, as if he never knew what Xie Yu was thinking.

So, does he really know?

When he accepted the movie ticket from Xie Yu, when he saw the anticipation in Xie Yu's eyes, even earlier... when he was half asleep and half awake, the tip of his nose suddenly smelled a faint smell of mint——

Does he know it?

"That was all five years ago."

Tao wanted to remember Xu Yifan's answer to himself in this way.

The past time is like a moat, separating the two people who once liked each other.

In the room that has not seen light for a long time, the musty smelling pillow cannot bear such a beautiful dreamer at all.

It's better to just forget about it and treat him and Xie Yu as strangers.

"When did you know?" Tao Xiang, who was found out by Xie Yu, was not very surprised, and even had a calmness far beyond any moment.

"It's been a while." Xie Yu replied, "I've been skeptical since I found out that the tuba you registered to play with has been a friend of my previous account and knew my name a long time ago."

Oh, so it is.

When Xie Yu was added with the current tuba, Xie Yu had no idea that the person on the other side of the account was himself.

So that tentative greeting turned out to be the source of revealing his identity?

"You already know my name, Tao thought." Xie Yu continued, "But I never had time to ask your name."

"Why don't you come to the Internet cafe and see me again? You... don't like me anymore?"

His voice gradually trembled, and his deep and hoarse voice was like a handful of snow water, dripping coldly in Tao Xiang's heart.

"But if you don't like me anymore, why do you still appear in front of my eyes and acquiesce to all my desires and expectations, making me feel... like a fool who can't get a response."

"..."

He doesn't know much.

Tao Xiang couldn't help thinking this way.

He doesn't seem to know what I've been through, so naturally he won't know why I gave up on him.

Then I... Now, the disabled me, who is completely indistinguishable from before, obviously hasn't been seen by him yet.

--very nice.

So amidst Xie Yu's series of questions, Tao Xiang chose to remain silent.

He even made plans for Xie Yu to stop contacting him, even if he would be overwhelmed by such a decision, and never smile again.

"Why don't you talk? Tao thought."

His silence obviously aroused Xie Yu's dissatisfaction.

"What the hell do you... want from me?"

"..." No matter how Xie Yu asked, Tao Xiang pursed his lips tightly, letting the light in his eyes gradually dim, but still remained silent.

"Forget it." Xie Yu finally said such a sentence, with a deep sense of helplessness in his tone.

Just when Tao Xiang thought he was going to be disappointed and put an end to the relationship between the two of them, Xie Yu suddenly played a video for him, and Tao Xiang accepted it stiffly.

Because there is no camera, Tao thinks the lens here is pitch black, but Xie Yu doesn't mind.

"Tao Xiang." He called Tao Xiang's name.

In the camera, Xie Yu was leaning on the chair, with his head slightly raised, his tea-brown eyes glowing with a tender and affectionate light.In the heated room, he was only wearing a thin light blue shirt, under the loose buttons, the large smooth and white chest deeply attracted Tao Xiang's gaze.

"Would you like to kiss me?" He suddenly laughed and said softly.

There was no anger on his face, nor disappointment.

Only the maple leaf-colored lips were soft and moist, just like the one Tao Xiang wanted to kiss at first.

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The title comes from the poem in the movie "Interstellar", Dylan Thomas' "Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night"

Don't walk into that good night gently.

Don't submit to the death arranged by fate.

感谢在2019-12-2005:02:55~2019-12-2219:49:42期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!