Mr. Guda is forced to go on a blind date

Tatsuka Fujimaru asked this question so abruptly that Takashi Natsume couldn't respond.

The boy with blond brown hair slightly widened his eyes, but then regained his composure and nodded.

"Yes, I have been able to see monsters since I was a child," he said.

"It's amazing." Fujimaru Tatsuka said with emotion.

"No, this is not something to be praised or envied." Natsume Takashi's mood became a little depressed, "When I was young, I often got into a lot of trouble because I couldn't distinguish between people and monsters."

Being called a liar by classmates, and being called "that kid is really creepy" by foster parents.

Even being involved in danger caused by monsters from time to time.

Just because he can see it.

Fujimaru Tachika was a little dumb, he didn't know how to open his mouth to comfort the other party, but it was obvious that Natsume had already relieved himself a lot, and the extra comfort would not have much effect.

After much deliberation, Fujimaru Tatsuka decided to say something fun to make up for the topic he provoked, which caused the gentle boy to fall into a slightly depressed mood.

"Natsume, do you know that I am actually a magician." He covered his face with one hand pretending to be mysterious, and leaned over and said.

Just as he thought, Natsume Takashi showed a puzzled look.

"Magician?" he repeated.

Natsume Takashi recalled that the other party did mention something casually when they first met, but he did not clearly indicate that he himself was a magician.

Natsume Takashi was not particularly surprised by the opponent's status as a magician after contacting the summoning array drawn by Fujimaru Tatsuka.

It's just that this magician is definitely not the one who performs magic tricks on TV shows.

"Yes." Fujimaru Tachika raised his right hand, motioning the other party to look at the red pattern on the back of his right hand, "This thing is called a command spell, and it can help me better supply magic power to my followers."

But when it comes to Servants, there is a lot to explain.

He secretly sighed, and began to briefly tell Natsume Takashi what a magician is, what a command spell is, and what a follower is. Natsume Takashi was dumbfounded, as if it completely exceeded his understanding of the world .

After all, this is the "unknown" that came from another world to this world.

"Unfortunately, I can't even be called a third-rate magician." Fujimaru Tachika shrugged helplessly. Although this movement is not elegant, it can express his mood at this moment, "I experienced it once before. It's been a long, tiring, but extremely enjoyable trip, during which I've seen many amazing things and learned about a side of the world that most people don't know about."

Spirit transfer, heroic spirit summoning, singularity, magic king.

No matter which one, it is not something that ordinary people can touch.

Fujimaru Tachika himself never thought that he could tell such a thrilling story in such a flat tone.

It may be that he has long been used to the danger, and it may be that the dangerous part of those memories is gradually weakened in his view today, and the memories of getting along with friends at the singularity are gradually strengthened.

After listening, Natsume Takashi could only say "so you have experienced so many things" to express his astonishment.

Although he knew that he could not be the only person in this world who was caught in various difficulties, but now it seems that there are indeed many people who are experiencing or experiencing extremely difficult things, but he has not met them.

"However, those experiences are very precious memories for me now. Sometimes I can only think of the embarrassing things that the heroic friends did in the singularity, but I can't remember their handsome appearance." Fujimaru Tachika Said in a cheerful tone.

Natsume Takashi also laughed.

"If your friend finds out, he will definitely beat you up."

"That's right, so I absolutely dare not reveal anything."

Feeling that the atmosphere became more relaxed, Fujimaru Tateka hugged her knees and continued, "But there are also some after-effects, just like the after-effects of war. After experiencing those extraordinary adventures, I am more interested in I felt out of place in my daily life and fell into confusion and anxiety.”

Natsume Takashi listened quietly.

"It's not that daily life is bad. On the contrary, it's really pleasant. At least I don't have to worry about enemies popping up, whoever sneaks into my room, or who steals it away. The Holy Grail does things, but."

Fujimaru Tachika paused.

"Too peaceful daily life sometimes makes me doubt whether everything I have experienced before is just a dream? But the smiling faces of the important people around me, that is, the juniors who have accompanied me through countless singularities, tell me that it is all real."

"But even so, sometimes looking at the blue sky and the clouds floating leisurely, I still feel unreal, maybe I haven't fully adapted to the current pace of life."

"Probably because I always feel empty in my heart, something is missing, and with this feeling comes anxiety."

Fujimaru Tachika has no way to explain that anxiety. It may be anxiety about whether the existing life can continue to be maintained, or it may be about whether he will become a person in two worlds with the heroic spirits after completely living a peaceful life. There was no chance to see their restlessness again.

Natsume Takashi hesitated to speak, he felt as if he could understand the other party, but he didn't seem to be able to, but in the end, he wanted to speak out what was in his heart.

"I have a problem too."

He spoke calmly, as if he was talking about something unrelated to him. If it wasn't for the distress and seriousness on his expression, Fujimaru Tachika felt that he would have been deceived.

Probably because this matter has really been chewed by the other party many times in the other party's heart, so that he can speak it out with a calm attitude at this moment?

"A person once told me that I have to make a choice between monsters and humans." Takashi Natsume thought for a while, but still didn't say Mr. Natori's name directly, "Because sooner or later, I will be attacked by monsters." In the case of my important person, then at that time, should I protect humans or protect monsters?"

To be honest, he cherishes his human friends very much, and from the bottom of his heart, he hopes that they can stay away from danger and live a happy life. This is why he chose to hide many things at the beginning. Monsters appear as a result of being hurt.

But at the same time, he also met a lot of monster friends in the interaction with monsters. When interacting with people, there will be fetters, and the same is true when interacting with monsters. Monsters, bound together.

That is the so-called giving emotion, it is difficult to take it back.

But as Mr. Natori said, monsters and humans are two different races after all, and they will inevitably have conflicts. What should he do when he is in the middle of the two?

Is it really necessary to choose between humans and monsters?

He can't.

"I can't do it." In the end, Natsume Takashi told Fujimaru Tatsuka this conclusion.

Fujimaru Tachika suddenly understood why Da Vinci insisted on letting him come to Yahara. He thought that the interesting thing the other party said referred to the Holy Grail, but now it seems that it may also be alluding to Natsume Takashi.

Two equally confused teenagers also have extraordinary identities and extraordinary experiences.

The gentle wind at night was not completely blocked by the barrier, and a little bit could penetrate, making Fujimaru Tachika's heart peaceful again.

The light of the stars continued to twinkle, and the moon seemed a little sleepy. At this moment, part of itself had been hidden in the thick black clouds, but the vision was not dimmed by it.

In this peaceful atmosphere, Fujimaru Tachika suddenly stood up.

"I seem to understand." The corner of his mouth rose.

"Understood what?" Natsume Takashi also stood up with him, and found that his field of vision became more open. He could see a light in the forest in the distance. Judging from the time and location, there should be a monster. hold a party.

"Just like Natsume, you have to choose between monsters and humans. In fact, the anxiety and confusion that plagued me are also a choice." Fujimaru Tachika paused, "No, it's not a choice to be precise, but a choice." A misunderstanding."

"I have always felt that since I have stayed away from the extraordinary and come to the daily life, I must obey the daily life and live a daily life, but in fact, I know very well that the world I see is different from what most people see. The world you see makes a fundamental difference.”

Just like what Natsume said "choose one of the two", he subconsciously made a "choose one of the two" for himself before.

He used to think that everyday and extraordinary were incompatible, so in the process of integrating into daily life, he began to feel uneasy, and he began to question himself constantly.

If I really integrate into the everyday, will I lose my extraordinary?

It's not a nostalgia for the extraordinary thrills and specials, but just a worry about "whether you will lose the companions who fought side by side at the singularity once you fully integrate into the daily life".

And after experiencing those extraordinary adventures, the world reflected in his eyes has long been different from the people around him.

Daily life is indeed beautiful and stable enough, but Fujimaru Tatsuka thinks that is not what he wants.

But absolute extraordinary is also not what he wants.

So he fell into a misunderstanding of "choosing one of the two".

After listening to Natsume Takashi's narration of his troubles, Fujimaru Tatsuka had an idea gradually emerge in his heart.

Am I also trying to strike a balance between the extraordinary and the everyday?

No one would dislike a happy and stable life, but he also didn't want to lose his precious heroic friend.

In the end, he decided not to force himself, but to obey his own heart, and his wish was very simple.

"I want to stand with everyone in Chaldea again."

"I want them not just as a memory of mine, but as family members who can accompany me until the end of my life."

"I must have them in my daily life, and that is the life I really want."

Under the deep night, the boy's eyes shone with too much brilliance. From those eyes, Natsume Takashi saw relief, ease and joy, and this emotion also infected him.

In the end, the boy who was between the ordinary and the extraordinary, but with an overly bright smile said so.

"I think Natsume can also consider making a balance."

"Since neither monsters nor humans can give up, and since the road in the middle is so difficult, I don't want to give up no matter what."

"Then why not try to become stronger? Sufficient strength will give you the ability to protect the world on both sides."

When Nakahara Chuya counted twenty times silently in his heart, the door of the room was gently pushed open as he expected, revealing the little head of Fujimaru Tateka who had been wandering somewhere for an hour.

Nakahara Chuya, who originally wanted to say a few words now that it is very dangerous to run around at this time, just raised his head and met the other party's bright eyes, and the slightly "blaming" words were blocked in his throat.

It wasn't the first time he looked directly into the other person's eyes, but it was the first time he saw the other person's eyes that were as clear and firm as a cypress.

It's like the dust on the beautiful jade, finally being brushed away carefully, revealing the original luster.

very nice.

He said in his heart.

The author has something to say: ① "Too peaceful daily life sometimes makes me doubt whether everything I have experienced before is just a dream? But the important people around me are the smiling faces of juniors who have accompanied me through countless singularities And tell me it's all true."

This sentence means that when Guda thinks it is unreal, seeing Mash and the younger generation who accompanied him through countless singularities, Guda can reconfirm that those experiences are real

②No one would dislike a happy and stable life, but he also does not want to lose his precious heroic friend

Guda is very afraid that one day the heroic spirits feel that he has completely integrated into daily life, and they feel that there is no need to stay back to the seat of heroic spirits.However, we all know that it is impossible for the spirits to leave 2333

↑I'm afraid I didn't make it clear. Let me explain a little bit~

Watching "Lord of the Mysteries" in the middle of the night is really scary, especially when I go to the bathroom in the middle of the night, I am always afraid that there will be black shadows, and then I think my slippers shadows are hair, and I am scared to death 23333

I hope the good luck of Mister Fool can help me get the card (Let me dream

And I went shopping on Taobao today and found that many stores have new clothes on the shelves, but as long as I think that I can’t wear them to go shopping, I lose the desire to buy 2333

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