That night, when Lu Xuzhi drove back, he suddenly found that the light at home was on.
Recently, Jiang Ling often spends the night in the company's practice room, and it's rare to meet someone at home when he returns home. Lu Xuzhi is a little happy.
"Age?" He pushed open the door, "Aren't you practicing today?"
"A backup dancer in the dance team was sprained. I gave them a holiday and sent him to the hospital, so I came back early." Jiang Ling was also watching the video, and turned to look at him when he heard this, "Where did you go?"
"company."
Lu Xuzhi changed his shoes, went into the kitchen to pour water, and after drinking, he realized that Jiang Ling had also been silent for a long time, following him with suspicious eyes.
Lu Xuzhi: "?"
"You haven't been filming recently, have you? Go to the company and stay so late every day?" Jiang Ling also said, "I came back early the day before yesterday, and you don't seem to be at home."
Lu Xu laughed as soon as he heard it, walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down, and took him into his arms: "Why, are you jealous?"
"Don't change the subject." Jiang Ling also got out of his arms, "It won't take so long to talk about renewing the contract?"
"I didn't talk about renewing the contract."
"……what?"
"Ah what, don't you understand Chinese?" Lu Xuzhi looked at him with a funny face.
Come, come, the familiar feeling of teasing children came again.
Jiang Ling also glanced at him, and muttered unhappily: "You know what I want to ask is the reason."
"I just don't want to continue. First, I don't rely on the company to find scripts. I always feel that I am losing a lot of money every year. Second, I want to make movies by myself." Lu Xuzhi said, "My own movies."
"You want to change director?" Jiang Ling was not as surprised as other people who heard this decision for the first time, he understood Lu Xuzhi's enthusiasm for the story.
"Not exactly, I don't intend to give up acting, but occasionally I have the urge to make a movie by myself. Sister Yang and I partnered to set up a company, and I've been working on the establishment of the company recently." Lu Xuzhi said While talking, I suddenly thought of something exciting, "Oh right, I wrote a script, do you want to read it?"
"?" Jiang Ling also nodded blankly, "Look."
Although he didn't quite understand why Lu Xuzhi wanted to show him, he was not an authority figure.
Probably just wanted to share with my boyfriend?
But when he got the script, he understood what Lu Xuzhi meant.
This is a school story. The main story is about a boy with gender cognitive impairment who is excluded by his classmates because of his tone of voice, demeanor, and inadvertent details in his movements.The young man's kindness is the most ardent, and his viciousness is also purer. They regard him as the object of jokes and mock him wantonly.
As a result, the boy suffered from a more serious mental illness, and the world almost became black in his eyes.Just when he was about to end his miserable life, he met a young girl.This girl is gentle and sweet, and she is the only person in the school who smiles at him naturally, and even speaks for him when others bully him.
She entered his life like a ray of light, becoming the only color tone in the black and white world.
Like the direction of most stories, the boy fell in love with this girl. Although he had a gender cognitive impairment and thought he would fall in love with a boy, he still fell in love with her.
In school, a "fooled person" should recognize his identity, he is not qualified to like someone, otherwise the person he likes will also be ridiculed.Boys understand this.
He didn't want the girl to be hurt, so he buried his love deeply, and even took the initiative to avoid the girl.
Unexpectedly, by chance, he discovered that several girls who had a good relationship with the girl were speaking ill of the girl behind her back. They thought she was rustic and ugly, but they laughed at her on the surface.Boys want to go up and argue with them, but he can't let people know that he likes girls, and he can't do anything to girls, just because he is a man on the surface.
Incapable of standing up for the person he likes, he is overwhelmed by shame.
The patient's spirit was originally very fragile, and he went to the rooftop again, when the girl appeared, stopped him, and handed him a brochure for enrollment.
She said: "Don't punish yourself for someone else's mistakes, if you can't fight, at least you can choose to leave."
He asked: "What if it is my own shortcoming?"
The girl looked at him for a long time, and finally smiled.
"Then go hug it."
"It's just a first draft, and the story is still a bit thin. I plan to refine it later." After Lu Xuzhi finished speaking, he found that Jiang Ling also hung his head and didn't move. Something was wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Ling also raised her head, her eye circles were red, and her nasal voice was heavy: "Why are you so nice?"
Lu Xuzhi: "?"
He does feel like a good guy.
But there seems to be something wrong with this dialogue in this scene.
"If you want to write a script, just write it, don't write such a story just to comfort me."
Lu Xuzhi blinked, unable to laugh or cry: "Is this story not good?"
Jiang Ling also nodded, and shook her head again: "It's not bad." Although school movies are unpopular, there are always a few of them every year, and most of them talk about the pains of youth growth. School violence is not a rare topic.
It's just that there are very few, if any, films that focus on gender dysmorphia.
Jiang Ling didn't have this disease either, but because of his hobby of women's clothing, he was also shameless.Over the years, he has been struggling to get himself better, to come out of those pains, and maybe come out, but it doesn't mean he won't be moved by "there is someone who is worried about you".
"Then why do you think I wrote it to comfort you?" Lu Xuzhi raised his eyebrows, "Can't it be me who wanted to write it?"
"But..." The story easily reminded him of himself.
"Actually, you are indeed my source of inspiration. Yes, I wrote a heroine who was discriminated against for various reasons before, but I felt that the meaning of preaching was too heavy. When I wrote this script, I set the character of the heroine as I edited it and put it here, it’s this girl.”
Lu Xuzhi hugged him again, this time Jiang Ling didn't resist anymore, and lay down on his chest, the bones of the whole portrait were taken out.
"You know I made a criminal investigation movie the year before last, right?"
It was a popular movie of the year that both exploded in word-of-mouth and box office. The crew swept the awards in many film festivals, and Lu Xuzhi also won the best actor awards in all domestic film festivals that year.Jiang Ling watched Lu Xuzhi's award-winning video a dozen times at home, how could he not know.
He nodded.
"When I was making that movie, I always wondered why the victims and the more negative characters in the movie were all women. The script is very good, and the screenwriter is also very good, and I went back and found this problem There are not a few film and television works. If we want to set up a vexatious film and television image, it seems that whether it is the screenwriter, the director, the actors themselves or the audience, they will habitually make up a shrew. But why?"
Lu Xuzhi laughed when he said this, "At that time, my sister encountered some difficulties in her life. I don't know. When we met, she made some jokes on her as usual and was scolded by her. She said that I 'The whole person is full of the arrogance of a straight man', I don't understand girls at all... I don't know what kind of expression she will have when she knows that I am not so straight."
Jiang Ling also laughed: "Why would she scold you like that?"
"It's normal to be angry, it's normal to say anything nonsense." Lu Xuzhi didn't pay much attention, "I also want to thank her, she didn't talk about that, I might not have thought of this detail. And Lao Chen, she has such a rough personality, she has been there since before. People say she's a man."
"That's prejudice..." Jiang Ling also rubbed Lu Xuzhi's neck, and said softly, "I think Sister Chen is very sassy, I like her very much."
"You mustn't like her." Lu Xuzhi pinched his face.
"...Vinegar jar, you are," Jiang Ling also desperately hid back, trying to save her cheek meat from the claws, "You know that's not what I said... Ugh!"
He was kissed again, and it happened to be on the sofa at home. The iPad that Jiang Ling used to watch the video was snatched by Lu Xuzhi, and he put it on the coffee table with his backhand.
It has been a long time since they have been in close contact, and both of them are very thirsty.The opponent's hand is like some kind of conductor, and the current is transmitted in bursts.They tossed and tossed on the sofa for an hour before subsiding.After Lu Xuzhi cleaned up the ground, he remembered what he hadn't finished talking about: "When I wrote the first draft of the script, I also referred to some of Lao Chen's experience, but I feel that the expression is too straightforward, and the impression is not very good... "
Before the words finished, Jiang Ling, who was paralyzed on the sofa, also interrupted: "You still dare to be jealous, you are not very good to Sister Chen."
"Can you listen to me?" Lu Xuzhi was amused by him, wiped his hands and rolled him into a ball into his arms, and kissed him on the face as if to vent his anger, "The reason for her reference is because of a woman I know. Not much, I not only referenced her but also my sister. But my intuition was wrong after I wrote it, and I couldn’t find the inspiration to change it. It’s because of you that I thought of how to write the second draft. Baby, this is for you script, would you like to be my hero?"
"..." Jiang Ling was also taken aback suddenly, and pursed her lower lip.
"What's the matter?" Lu Xuzhi bit his ear, "Don't want to? If it's about acting, I don't think you need to worry at all."
This story fits well with Jiang Ling, Lu Xuzhi believes in his understanding of the role; at the same time, it is also a kind of self-confidence, believing that he can train/teach actors well.
Jiang Ling also shook his head. "I brought back tickets for relatives and friends today, will you come to my concert?" He asked softly.
"Of course. Even if there is something, I will push it down. Why do you ask?"
"Then...let's talk about it after the concert." Jiang Ling also raised her eyes and stared at him seriously, "If you know what I want to do at the concert, maybe you will change your mind."
Lu Xuzhi raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing?"
Do you want to come out?
There is nothing wrong with Lu Xuzhi, he relies on his works and acting skills to make a living, even if the public opinion is not very good, the most he can do is to invite less script invitations; if it doesn't work, he can also completely transform behind the scenes, become a director or an investor, there are too many options.
There is only one reason why he doesn't want to come out of the closet, that is, he is worried that Jiang Ling will also be hurt, after all, he is the child he raised in his arms; but if the child himself wants to do this, he agrees with both hands and feet.
Jiang Ling didn't speak either.Because of the fuss just now, his clothes and hair were messy, and there was lust in his thoughtful eyes.
"You'll know when the time comes." He thought for a while, and chose to change the subject in the same way, "Brother, let's go upstairs, I want to continue."
"Can't satisfy you with your hands?" Lu Xuzhi smiled lightly and scratched the tip of his nose, "The little guy is quite greedy."
"Go up."
"Good good."
For this kind of thing, respect is worse than obedience.
The author has something to say: The script is inspired by Jolin Tsai's "Rose Boy"
Non-drama major, not a very good script, just take a look (lie
But this song is very good, if you are interested, you can listen to it
-----
Two or three later
Recently, Jiang Ling often spends the night in the company's practice room, and it's rare to meet someone at home when he returns home. Lu Xuzhi is a little happy.
"Age?" He pushed open the door, "Aren't you practicing today?"
"A backup dancer in the dance team was sprained. I gave them a holiday and sent him to the hospital, so I came back early." Jiang Ling was also watching the video, and turned to look at him when he heard this, "Where did you go?"
"company."
Lu Xuzhi changed his shoes, went into the kitchen to pour water, and after drinking, he realized that Jiang Ling had also been silent for a long time, following him with suspicious eyes.
Lu Xuzhi: "?"
"You haven't been filming recently, have you? Go to the company and stay so late every day?" Jiang Ling also said, "I came back early the day before yesterday, and you don't seem to be at home."
Lu Xu laughed as soon as he heard it, walked to the edge of the sofa and sat down, and took him into his arms: "Why, are you jealous?"
"Don't change the subject." Jiang Ling also got out of his arms, "It won't take so long to talk about renewing the contract?"
"I didn't talk about renewing the contract."
"……what?"
"Ah what, don't you understand Chinese?" Lu Xuzhi looked at him with a funny face.
Come, come, the familiar feeling of teasing children came again.
Jiang Ling also glanced at him, and muttered unhappily: "You know what I want to ask is the reason."
"I just don't want to continue. First, I don't rely on the company to find scripts. I always feel that I am losing a lot of money every year. Second, I want to make movies by myself." Lu Xuzhi said, "My own movies."
"You want to change director?" Jiang Ling was not as surprised as other people who heard this decision for the first time, he understood Lu Xuzhi's enthusiasm for the story.
"Not exactly, I don't intend to give up acting, but occasionally I have the urge to make a movie by myself. Sister Yang and I partnered to set up a company, and I've been working on the establishment of the company recently." Lu Xuzhi said While talking, I suddenly thought of something exciting, "Oh right, I wrote a script, do you want to read it?"
"?" Jiang Ling also nodded blankly, "Look."
Although he didn't quite understand why Lu Xuzhi wanted to show him, he was not an authority figure.
Probably just wanted to share with my boyfriend?
But when he got the script, he understood what Lu Xuzhi meant.
This is a school story. The main story is about a boy with gender cognitive impairment who is excluded by his classmates because of his tone of voice, demeanor, and inadvertent details in his movements.The young man's kindness is the most ardent, and his viciousness is also purer. They regard him as the object of jokes and mock him wantonly.
As a result, the boy suffered from a more serious mental illness, and the world almost became black in his eyes.Just when he was about to end his miserable life, he met a young girl.This girl is gentle and sweet, and she is the only person in the school who smiles at him naturally, and even speaks for him when others bully him.
She entered his life like a ray of light, becoming the only color tone in the black and white world.
Like the direction of most stories, the boy fell in love with this girl. Although he had a gender cognitive impairment and thought he would fall in love with a boy, he still fell in love with her.
In school, a "fooled person" should recognize his identity, he is not qualified to like someone, otherwise the person he likes will also be ridiculed.Boys understand this.
He didn't want the girl to be hurt, so he buried his love deeply, and even took the initiative to avoid the girl.
Unexpectedly, by chance, he discovered that several girls who had a good relationship with the girl were speaking ill of the girl behind her back. They thought she was rustic and ugly, but they laughed at her on the surface.Boys want to go up and argue with them, but he can't let people know that he likes girls, and he can't do anything to girls, just because he is a man on the surface.
Incapable of standing up for the person he likes, he is overwhelmed by shame.
The patient's spirit was originally very fragile, and he went to the rooftop again, when the girl appeared, stopped him, and handed him a brochure for enrollment.
She said: "Don't punish yourself for someone else's mistakes, if you can't fight, at least you can choose to leave."
He asked: "What if it is my own shortcoming?"
The girl looked at him for a long time, and finally smiled.
"Then go hug it."
"It's just a first draft, and the story is still a bit thin. I plan to refine it later." After Lu Xuzhi finished speaking, he found that Jiang Ling also hung his head and didn't move. Something was wrong, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Ling also raised her head, her eye circles were red, and her nasal voice was heavy: "Why are you so nice?"
Lu Xuzhi: "?"
He does feel like a good guy.
But there seems to be something wrong with this dialogue in this scene.
"If you want to write a script, just write it, don't write such a story just to comfort me."
Lu Xuzhi blinked, unable to laugh or cry: "Is this story not good?"
Jiang Ling also nodded, and shook her head again: "It's not bad." Although school movies are unpopular, there are always a few of them every year, and most of them talk about the pains of youth growth. School violence is not a rare topic.
It's just that there are very few, if any, films that focus on gender dysmorphia.
Jiang Ling didn't have this disease either, but because of his hobby of women's clothing, he was also shameless.Over the years, he has been struggling to get himself better, to come out of those pains, and maybe come out, but it doesn't mean he won't be moved by "there is someone who is worried about you".
"Then why do you think I wrote it to comfort you?" Lu Xuzhi raised his eyebrows, "Can't it be me who wanted to write it?"
"But..." The story easily reminded him of himself.
"Actually, you are indeed my source of inspiration. Yes, I wrote a heroine who was discriminated against for various reasons before, but I felt that the meaning of preaching was too heavy. When I wrote this script, I set the character of the heroine as I edited it and put it here, it’s this girl.”
Lu Xuzhi hugged him again, this time Jiang Ling didn't resist anymore, and lay down on his chest, the bones of the whole portrait were taken out.
"You know I made a criminal investigation movie the year before last, right?"
It was a popular movie of the year that both exploded in word-of-mouth and box office. The crew swept the awards in many film festivals, and Lu Xuzhi also won the best actor awards in all domestic film festivals that year.Jiang Ling watched Lu Xuzhi's award-winning video a dozen times at home, how could he not know.
He nodded.
"When I was making that movie, I always wondered why the victims and the more negative characters in the movie were all women. The script is very good, and the screenwriter is also very good, and I went back and found this problem There are not a few film and television works. If we want to set up a vexatious film and television image, it seems that whether it is the screenwriter, the director, the actors themselves or the audience, they will habitually make up a shrew. But why?"
Lu Xuzhi laughed when he said this, "At that time, my sister encountered some difficulties in her life. I don't know. When we met, she made some jokes on her as usual and was scolded by her. She said that I 'The whole person is full of the arrogance of a straight man', I don't understand girls at all... I don't know what kind of expression she will have when she knows that I am not so straight."
Jiang Ling also laughed: "Why would she scold you like that?"
"It's normal to be angry, it's normal to say anything nonsense." Lu Xuzhi didn't pay much attention, "I also want to thank her, she didn't talk about that, I might not have thought of this detail. And Lao Chen, she has such a rough personality, she has been there since before. People say she's a man."
"That's prejudice..." Jiang Ling also rubbed Lu Xuzhi's neck, and said softly, "I think Sister Chen is very sassy, I like her very much."
"You mustn't like her." Lu Xuzhi pinched his face.
"...Vinegar jar, you are," Jiang Ling also desperately hid back, trying to save her cheek meat from the claws, "You know that's not what I said... Ugh!"
He was kissed again, and it happened to be on the sofa at home. The iPad that Jiang Ling used to watch the video was snatched by Lu Xuzhi, and he put it on the coffee table with his backhand.
It has been a long time since they have been in close contact, and both of them are very thirsty.The opponent's hand is like some kind of conductor, and the current is transmitted in bursts.They tossed and tossed on the sofa for an hour before subsiding.After Lu Xuzhi cleaned up the ground, he remembered what he hadn't finished talking about: "When I wrote the first draft of the script, I also referred to some of Lao Chen's experience, but I feel that the expression is too straightforward, and the impression is not very good... "
Before the words finished, Jiang Ling, who was paralyzed on the sofa, also interrupted: "You still dare to be jealous, you are not very good to Sister Chen."
"Can you listen to me?" Lu Xuzhi was amused by him, wiped his hands and rolled him into a ball into his arms, and kissed him on the face as if to vent his anger, "The reason for her reference is because of a woman I know. Not much, I not only referenced her but also my sister. But my intuition was wrong after I wrote it, and I couldn’t find the inspiration to change it. It’s because of you that I thought of how to write the second draft. Baby, this is for you script, would you like to be my hero?"
"..." Jiang Ling was also taken aback suddenly, and pursed her lower lip.
"What's the matter?" Lu Xuzhi bit his ear, "Don't want to? If it's about acting, I don't think you need to worry at all."
This story fits well with Jiang Ling, Lu Xuzhi believes in his understanding of the role; at the same time, it is also a kind of self-confidence, believing that he can train/teach actors well.
Jiang Ling also shook his head. "I brought back tickets for relatives and friends today, will you come to my concert?" He asked softly.
"Of course. Even if there is something, I will push it down. Why do you ask?"
"Then...let's talk about it after the concert." Jiang Ling also raised her eyes and stared at him seriously, "If you know what I want to do at the concert, maybe you will change your mind."
Lu Xuzhi raised his eyebrows: "What are you doing?"
Do you want to come out?
There is nothing wrong with Lu Xuzhi, he relies on his works and acting skills to make a living, even if the public opinion is not very good, the most he can do is to invite less script invitations; if it doesn't work, he can also completely transform behind the scenes, become a director or an investor, there are too many options.
There is only one reason why he doesn't want to come out of the closet, that is, he is worried that Jiang Ling will also be hurt, after all, he is the child he raised in his arms; but if the child himself wants to do this, he agrees with both hands and feet.
Jiang Ling didn't speak either.Because of the fuss just now, his clothes and hair were messy, and there was lust in his thoughtful eyes.
"You'll know when the time comes." He thought for a while, and chose to change the subject in the same way, "Brother, let's go upstairs, I want to continue."
"Can't satisfy you with your hands?" Lu Xuzhi smiled lightly and scratched the tip of his nose, "The little guy is quite greedy."
"Go up."
"Good good."
For this kind of thing, respect is worse than obedience.
The author has something to say: The script is inspired by Jolin Tsai's "Rose Boy"
Non-drama major, not a very good script, just take a look (lie
But this song is very good, if you are interested, you can listen to it
-----
Two or three later
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