After the photos of women's clothes were picked up by the enemy [entertainment circle]

"Sorry, I'm a pervert."

Jiang Ling also lowered her eyes, as if admitting her mistake.

"I have a hobby of... wearing skirts."

Lu Xuzhi looked at him quietly.

Feeling the indifferent arms hugging her, Jiang Ling also raised her eyes blankly: "You don't seem to be surprised?"

"I already knew that."

"..."

"???"

Jiang Ling was still in a state of stress, and his pupils shrank after reacting: "How do you know? You..."

By the way, Lu Xuzhi picked up that little card...but that card didn't show his face?Could it really be seen that it was him?Isn't that... that day when he found out that all the cards sent out before...

"Calm down, Lingling." Lu Xuzhi patted him on the back, observing his state all the time.

It was true that Jiang Ling was not well, and he was shrinking back. Seeing that it was useless to comfort him, he simply hugged her.

"Calm down." He spoke in a steady tone, leaning against him with his body, with no expression on his face, "I also confess to you one thing - I have entered the 'Lost Garden' by mistake."

"Lost Garden" is a website that Jiang Ling also uses to write a diary.

It was a private site that was hard to find, with an anonymous forum section, and site users who had upgraded to a certain level could apply for a private diary, which could be encrypted independently.

Every diary cannot be directly searched by search engines. The main website does not provide a search entry, nor does it provide a link, and there is a password, so Jiang Ling is also very relieved to upload a lot of self-portraits - except that he did not show his face.

It's surprising enough that someone's selfie was stolen and used to print a small card, but Lu Xuzhi actually saw it? ? ?

Seeing that he was not in the right state, Lu Xuzhi didn't tease him again today, and quickly explained the process.

He did enter the main station by mistake, and then he did something that was not right.

In those few years, he studied characters very crazily. In order to understand the various life styles, he once liked to read sincere blog articles written by unknown netizens on the Internet.So after figuring out the operating system of the main site, he tried to enter some domain names in the browser.

A website that provides a user's personal homepage, where the domain name of the personal homepage changes regularly, based on this, he randomly entered some English letters or numbers in the position representing the user name and user code, and read a lot of unencrypted diaries.

If it is an encrypted site, he will randomly try three passwords, and then give up. From the perspective of password deciphering, the probability of failure in such a needle-in-a-haystack test password is infinitely close to 100%. So, in fact, he did it. It's a habitual input action, and I didn't really want to decipher it.

Unexpectedly, he actually used his birthday to open a certain private diary.At first, Lu Xuzhi thought that it would be a predestined person who was born in the same year, the same month, and the same day as him, but when he looked at it, he found something was wrong, and the familiarity between the lines reminded him of Jiang Lingye.

Children like to stick to him when they were young, and it seems reasonable to use his birthday as a password.

Because of this accidental discovery, he didn't look at other people's diaries anymore. Instead, he put this diary in the browser favorites and went to look at it from time to time.

"Actually, you concealed it quite well," Lu Xuzhi couldn't help but smiled slightly when he said this, "If I hadn't seen it, no one would have guessed it was you."

"..."

"I've always wanted to find a chance to tell you that you look good in skirts." Lu Xuzhi hugged him tightly, "Honey, show me some time to wear it?"

"..."

Jiang Ling also tilted her head, rubbed her face against his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Don't you think I'm perverted?"

Lu Xuzhi: "Is wearing a skirt a bad thing?"

Jiang Ling also shook her head: "But everyone thinks...boys can't wear skirts."

Otherwise, it is a "sissy" and a "pervert".

Lu Xuzhi thought about it.

The surrounding floor was wiped clean by Jiang Ling, showing an old color.He backed off a bit, and supported Jiang Lingye by the back of his head to push him back.

Jiang Ling didn't understand, but she didn't resist, and lay down obediently: "Huh?"

"In the eyes of the world, boys can't be with boys."

Lu Xuzhi knelt down, leaned his upper body forward, and pressed Jiang Lingye's wrist with his right hand.

"No kissing either."

He leaned down to kiss his lips.

"Let's not have close contact beyond normal social behavior."

He untied his shirt with his empty hands, exposing his porcelain-white skin to the air.Jiang Ling also closed her eyes, her body trembling slightly due to tension.Lu Xuzhi comforted him with his fingertips and palm.

"There are a lot of outrageous things. If you want to live to listen to what others say, then who are you living for?"

"I..." Jiang Ling also grabbed the clothes on his chest, frowning slightly, "Um... I don't know..."

The body temperature of a lover is indeed an excellent psychotropic drug. Even the doctor who saw him at the time said that if possible, he'd better have a "safe" relationship.

Now his mind is in a mess, most of his thoughts are occupied by Lu Xuzhi, and it is indeed not so easy to recall the bad emotions that would drag him into the abyss.

"If you don't know," Lu Xuzhi observed his reaction and adjusted the intensity accordingly, "then live for me."

Anything is fine, find a reason to live, have a goal, have a direction, and then come out of the haze.

The fingers supporting Lu Xu's waist curled up, unconsciously exerting force, and the neatly trimmed nails bit into the flesh.Lu Xuzhi didn't blink his eyes, as if he didn't realize it, he concentrated on taking care of his feelings.

An old and unscrupulous person is very serious when he needs it. This is probably the most attractive point of Lu Xuzhi, at least for Jiang Ling.Thinking of this, his body stretched into a bow, and then, at a certain moment, he lost his strength and relaxed.

There was not even paper towels in the house that had been unoccupied for many years, and it was only then that Lu Xuzhi realized that the rags and basins next to him seemed to belong to his family.Smiling, he didn't care, and wiped the dirty place on Jiang Lingye's chest with his backhand.

"... so dirty." Jiang Ling also frowned, but didn't move.

"I like it." Lu Xuzhi looked at him condescendingly, "Do you feel better?"

"Hmm." It's true that I don't want to cry that much anymore, the man is really a reality.

"When it's better, let's continue."

But where to start?

Jiang Ling was also staring at the ceiling in a daze, and it took a while before she opened her mouth: "I was very scared at the time, the matter of women's clothing... I knew it was abnormal, and I hid it for many years, and I didn't dare to tell others."

Lu Xuzhi listened quietly.

"There is another reason, I have never mentioned it to you." Jiang Ling also glanced at him and smiled, "Jiang Jin has practiced domestic violence and mind control on my mother for a long time, and will beat me, but if I wear a skirt If it is true, he will be merciful. A long time ago, I thought it was him who was sympathetic to girls, but my mother told me before she died..."

He bit his lower lip.

Lu Xuzhi: "Huh?"

Jiang Ling was also silent for a while, and finally stretched out her hand to avoid the dirt on Lu Xuzhi's hand, and held his wrist.

This action will give him a little courage.

"He has desire/desire for me." Jiang Ling also licked her lower lip, and said with difficulty, "I'm not sure whether he has desire/desire for his son, or for his daughter, or... he Is it purely a fetish/pedophile? Anyway, he will look at the pictures of girls dressing up when I was a child...to carry out some more self...that kind of activities. "

Lu Xuzhi: "..."

"So," Jiang Ling also took a deep breath, and tightened her grip on Lu Xuzhi's wrist, "Mom killed him and jumped off the building."

He told all his secrets to Lu Xuzhi, the only person he trusted during the critical years of adolescence.

Although...Lu Xuzhi didn't even say that he likes him directly.

With drooping eyelids and long eyelashes covering the bitterness in her eyes, Jiang Ling also said slowly and with difficulty: "She was protecting me, I didn't know until a long time later. I rarely talk to her, I'm too young, I can't understand her ...They spread false rumors, saying that I am the son of a murderer, I can't refute it at all, because it is true...but these years...I...I thought I had come out...I can't quit women's clothing..."

"I've tried really hard to be 'normal'... I...why..."

Why expose him, why reveal his shameful hobbies...

"Lingling." Lu Xuzhi frowned, then bent down to kiss him again, "Calm down, Lingling."

Fingers teased him.Jiang Ling also shrank, her nasal cavity was sore, and her voice was muffled: "Brother."

"Ah."

"You don't seem to have ever said you like me." The emotion was repeated, and he couldn't control himself.Tears reddened the corners of his eyes again, and his vision became blurred. Jiang Ling also guessed that he was probably ugly now, and clearly realized that he was not calm, but he still said that sentence: "If you don't like me, You can talk to me, me, I... I'm okay... It's okay to use me as a tool for venting/desire... I can..."

"Jiang Ling too." Lu Xuzhi interrupted him with a single word.

Jiang Ling also shrank, he could hear that Lu Xuzhi was angry.

This pitiful look is really speechless.The air in his chest dissipated, and Lu Xuzhi thought that he would probably be stuck here for the rest of his life.

"I'm not a good person, I don't have much sympathy, and I haven't brought anyone into the house to take care of me except you. Although I have normal physical needs, I'm not so hungry. If I don't like you, I won't do anything to you These things."

"I..." He paused, and said discouragedly, "Okay, in case you don't understand, I'll just say it, listen carefully."

"Jiang Ling too."

"I, Lu Xuzhi, like you and love you. It's not an elder's love for a child, but the kind of desire/desire, the love between lovers."

He sighed: "I originally wanted to wait until the filming of this film was finished before I officially told you this, who knows that day..."

Jiang Ling was also awake that day, which disrupted his pursuit plan.

The current Jiang Ling is also about to disrupt his preset love progress.

"Lingling." He bowed his head and kissed the side of the child's face, coaxing him with his voice, "Here, or go back to my house?"

"What?" Jiang Ling didn't recover.

But he was 21 years old after all, an adult, not a child, and he realized something was wrong when he asked a word, and blush flew to his cheeks in an instant.

"Don't you understand?" Lu Xuzhi laughed softly.

"In..." Jiang Ling also turned his head, looked at the display in the living room, this place he was extremely familiar with, extremely unfamiliar, extremely fearful, and extremely missed, and said softly, "The mattress should be newly bought by my uncle after he moved away. The ones here can be used after removing the plastic packaging, but it’s really not good... I wiped the ground, and the ground is also fine.”

"How to do it on the ground?" Lu Xuzhi disagreed, "There must always be a sense of ceremony for the first time."

"You are already old, please play wild." Jiang Ling also sniffed and sat up from the ground, "But there is nothing at home, and I haven't taken a shower yet."

"I'm going to buy it, are you waiting for me?"

Jiang Ling also shook her head, knelt and crawled over to kiss him: "I don't want to wait, that's it, right here."

He urgently needs some kind of tearing pain to remind himself of the sense of being needed.

Looking at the blackened rags that were thrown on the ground, the sink that had been left standing for too long, and the dusty corner of the living room that hadn't been cleaned in time, Lu Xuzhi couldn't laugh or cry, speechless and helpless Laughed.

"Little young man playing so wild?"

"Yes." Jiang Ling also hugged his neck, "Can't you? Uncle."

The ending sound changed its tune, it was the tune of the "Oiran" Ruyu seducing her brother in the play, which was repeated a thousand times, charming enough, but because of the clear voice, it didn't look very girly, it was very seductive.

Lu Xuzhi hated his tricks, and immediately the man's determination to win or lose burned.

He raised his eyebrows, squinted at Jiang Lingye, and said in an arrogant tone, "Uncle is also very wild, so I'm afraid it will scare you."

"Really?" From his eyes, Jiang Ling also instinctively felt the danger, but he didn't admit defeat, "I don't believe it."

Lu Xu was overjoyed: "Did you bring a skirt?" When he entered the door, he saw the suitcase beside him.

There was no skirt in the suitcase that was brought to the crew, but after saying goodbye to the skirt for so long, and coming out in a bad mood, Jiang Ling also stuffed it in temporarily. "have……"

"Take off your clothes, now." Lu Xuzhi lifted his chin, his eyes were burning, "Then show me the clothes."

The author has something to say: It’s the time when Jinjiang can’t display it again, so please make up your own mind