reveal

Before he left, he carefully taught me about management for a period of time, taught me how to give Liao Ran a fatal blow steadily, taught me how to ask Wei Rendong for help, and taught me how to be in a busy job Stay healthy and learn to self-regulate and relax.

"I used you." Qin Luyao's words may have expressed a tinge of desolation, so he quickly smiled indifferently, "But I think that is what I, as a descendant of the Qin family, must explain to the Qin family ...I did something wrong back then...I am sorry for you the most, and then the Qin family...You all suffered because of me, I am sorry for you. "

I opened my eyes and looked at him, as if I couldn't understand what he said, "What are you talking about Yaoyao?"

Qin Luyao shook his head and touched my forehead, "It's okay, Liao Yu." He said, "I used to think that I couldn't hurt you, but I had to take care of my family, but it turned out that it was always self-defeating. But Now, I finally found a good way, I don't want the Qin family anymore, just let go and do what you want to do. "

Later... the house I live in now was left to me by him, and the share transfer letter was also signed by him after going through the procedure.He didn't bring anything with him when he left, but he took the watch I gave him.

I messed up with Wei Rendong, and he really helped me take revenge on the Liaoran Group.

Liao Ran's channels were swallowed up by the Wei Group and the original Qin Group, and my business, or the Qin Family's group, grew stronger and stronger.

More than once, I met the man who was similar to me when I took a taxi in the city, but he no longer dared to be arrogant, but looked frightened, begging me to let him live.

"Hey..." I slumped on the boss chair exhaustedly. Manager Tang came over with the materials that needed to be signed. Him?"

When Manager Tang heard my question, he smiled awkwardly and stiffly, "...cough...Boss, I'll tell you the truth...I had the guts to deduct your year-end award back then...Can you No, adults don’t remember villains…”

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Wei Rendong might be worried about me, so he often came to see me after Qin Luyao left.

He was so clumsy at consoling, that the two of us would often get into bed just talking about it.

Then I would think of Qin Luyao, and the two of them would fall silent like death.

But Wei Rendong doesn't know whether he just likes to be abused or really fell in love with a man's body, he has to fight with me every few days, and then he goes back by himself uncomfortable.

As for Xiaotong... Xiaotong really didn't lie to me, he really found a job, and he moved away before Qin Luyao completely disappeared.

After Qin Luyao disappeared for a long time, I ran into Xiao Tong by chance. He happened to deliver food to our building. When he saw Wei Rendong and I standing together, he showed a meaningful smile.

I know that we should have nothing to do with him since he left my home in Border City, but I still couldn't help myself and stopped him.

He stood still and turned around, with an unconcealable malice all over his body.

"Xiao Tong." I called to stop him.

"Hi, long time no see, Liao Yu, and Young Master Wei."

"You..." I worded something before I thought of how to speak, "How are you doing recently?"

"Of course!" He circled around us, "I think you should have a good life too, now you are the boss!"

I touched my nose, not knowing what to say.

"How's Young Master Wei? You've got your wish." Xiao Tong said something.

Wei Rendong opened his mouth hesitantly, as if he wanted to say something.

"Okay." I was afraid that he would say something shocking to the world, so I quickly interrupted and asked Xiaotong, "I have something to ask you."

Xiaotong sniffled impatiently that I was delaying his business, but in the end he stopped in order to save face.

I feel quite embarrassed, actually I wanted to ask Xiaotong if he knew about Qin Luyao's news, but Wei Rendong was here, and it was really inappropriate to ask this question, so I asked Xiaotong for a new contact Way.

Wei Rendong has been standing by the side quietly watching me key in Xiaotong's phone number, as if a little sad.

I didn't expect that I just asked Xiaotong if he knew Qin Luyao's whereabouts, and he actually sent me the specific address where Qin Luyao lives now.

It's just that after sending this address, he also sent me an inexplicable text message, "Liao Yu, why are you treating me so badly?"

I scratched my head and scratched my head for a long time, but I couldn't figure out what I did wrong to him. The only time I bullied him was because he deliberately let Qin Luyao find out the traces of having sex with Wei Rendong.

What did I do to him inhumanely?

Almost at dawn the next day, I couldn't bear it and drove directly to the place indicated by the address he gave me.

The closer I got to my destination, the more flustered I became.

I don't even know how the chaotic relationship between me and Qin Luyao should be defined now.

I think I forgive him.Because in the end he would be willing to abandon his family and make atonement for me, but I still feel that I can't live in peace.

I myself know exactly what I am afraid of.

When Qin Luyao was indifferent to me, I felt that he had no feelings. If he really did something for me, I felt that I was not worthy of him.

In fact, those old sesame seeds and rotten millet things couldn't bear to be thought about carefully, otherwise they would feel that Qin Luyao was also innocent.After all, he didn't hit someone with a stick. His mistake was that he didn't stop it, but just stood by and watched.

Where he lives is not much different from what I imagined it to be.

I used to imagine that if one day, I really treated Qin Luyao cruelly, he would move to a rural island by himself, where the sun would be bright and the folk customs would be very simple.

When you are free, you can walk on the beach by yourself, and you may be able to pick up a lot of seafood.

Fishing boats will come and go on the sea, and seagulls will rest leisurely on the mast of the bow. When I go to see him, he will slowly walk towards me from the pier as if he could sense my arrival. There will be a warm smile on the face.

We then forget those unpleasant, intimate small talk like amnesiacs.

It was sunny when I arrived.

Qin Luyao was not at the pier, but far away, sitting on a rock. The first time I saw his back, I recognized him.

The process of finding him was actually not very smooth. It took me a long time to communicate with the fishermen who could only speak the local dialect before I realized that the good-looking young man who just moved here usually spends a while at the beach at this time.

I stared at his back and walked forward slowly.

The reef blocked his legs, and he faced the sea, like a mermaid emerging from the sea.

At this moment, Qin Luyao turned his head as if he had sensed something, and his eyes were fixed on me. Our eyes were glued to each other, and we couldn't separate them anymore.

I climbed up to the rock and sat beside him.

In front of you is the sea, and the rushing waves beat the waves on the beach one after another.

"I almost thought you were going to jump," I said.

"I've jumped off it many times," he responded.

"how do you feel?"

"good."

Qin Luyao turned his head and looked at me for a while, then handed something over, "Here you are."

I took it, looked at it for a while, and all the majesty and apprehension in my heart disappeared.

It's nothing rare, it's just a cup of cold tea.

"You must be thirsty when you come here." He prepared drinks as he did every time he drove to pick me up.

I feel so sorry for him.

"No way," I said exaggeratedly, "You just came to see the sea, and you still drink tea with such an elegant cup?"

"It's not for me." He glanced at me, "I just think you will come, so I bring it every day."

At this moment, the seagull uttered a cry, and flapped its wings across the sea level in front of us.

"...Are you so confident?" I took a sip and watched the sun shine on him.

Qin Luyao smiled firmly and warmly.

The beating place in my chest shrank slightly. At this moment, I seemed to be able to understand the feeling of enlightenment that Xiaotong said.

But this enlightenment does not mean that I also give up my feelings for him.

On the contrary, I clearly realized that I can't, I really can't live without him.

When you love someone, your expression will lie, your language will be untrue, and your actions will be ambiguous. But from the subtle habits, you can also feel the difference between loving and not loving.

Xiaotong was right, I was really bad to him.

I never scolded him because I didn't care...

Therefore, in comparison, when it comes to Qin Luyao, who I care about, I often feel unbearable heartache, eager for revenge... and even go to bed with Wei Rendong absurdly to punish our love.

I gently grabbed Qin Luyao's hand, and then squeezed it, just like holding the withered yellow leaf back then.

He turned his head and planted a cherished kiss on my forehead.

"Let's go, take you back to see where I live?"

"Okay..." He and I jumped off the rock and walked towards his house.

There was a familiar car parked on the beach. My eyelids twitched, I ignored it, and grabbed Qin Luyao's arm. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the owner get out of the car and took two steps towards me. Anxious to say something.

I dragged Qin Luyao away as if avoiding a virus, and asked him eagerly, "Is your home far away?"

"Not far." He seemed in a good mood.

Because the seaside is in the tropics in winter, there is no cold and icy wind, only consistent high temperature scorching the earth. Compared with the place where we live, such a huge contrast seems to have a surreal implication.

That day, I helped Qin Luyao pack his luggage together, and returned to reality from that warm dreamlike city.

Just like how he transferred the shares to me back then, I transferred them back to Qin Luyao's hands, just more and bigger.

Qin's house has not been so empty since he came back. Now, no matter how busy Qin Luyao is at work, he will find time to go home and have dinner with me.

We have already lived together and liked each other for more than ten years. Now that everyone is open and honest, there is no friction in life.

So I was very happy with him.

His expression became much more lively than before, and I knew it was because the guilt and burden he once carried on his shoulders had been poured down.

After Qin returned to his hands, I went back to the branch as usual, but the difference was that because of this incident, almost all the people in the headquarters were afraid to give me money just because I was the branch manager. Looking at his face, it made me feel a little bored.

As for those two people... Xiao Tong's phone number is the same as Wei Rendong's, it's in my address book, and I haven't clicked on it again.

I know the two of them should be able to forget about me in no time...