amateur stand-in

Gu Anshen stopped the movements of his hands, looked down at the clenched fists below him, and frankly looked at the short-haired boy, his chaotic brain became a little clearer.

He pressed his hand on Li Zeqi's neck, the force was not heavy, but the pressure was strong.

"The real you? Do you want to hear my thoughts?"

He laughed, but his slender phoenix eyes glowed with a dangerous coldness, "In my eyes, you are just Xiaoyu, he is using your body to live, and the meaning of your existence is to provide him with this place where he can lodge his soul." It's just a body, don't mention your real self in front of me, you don't deserve it!"

Every word he said was like a knife, piercing into Li Zeqi's chest, stirring and destroying his heart, causing extreme pain.

Tears rolled down disobediently, Li Zeqi covered his eyes with the back of his hand, and sobbed unavoidably with his mouth flattened.

Gu Anshen grabbed his collar and kissed him, choked the young man's sobs in his throat, and demanded him at the entrance.

After he fell asleep, Li Zeqi got up softly from the ground, tried his best to pull Gu An up, carried him halfway to the bedroom, changed his clothes, covered him with the quilt, and then took his pajamas and went to the bathroom.

The ambiguous traces of his body were reflected in the mirror of the bathroom. Feeling those sticky things flowing down between his legs, Li Zezhi turned on the shower switch, propped his hand on the wall, and went around behind to clean himself with the other hand.

The water flowed over his black hair and neck, and the thin boy finally gritted his teeth and let out a sob.

It turned out that his company in Gu Anshen's place for the past two years was only exchanged for saying that you are not worthy.

Not worthy of what?

Don't deserve to live?

Shen Yu is a human being, isn't he a human?

Why did Gu Anshen ruin his mind like this?

"Grass!"

Li Zeqi kicked the wall, cursed this sentence in a hoarse voice, sniffed, wiped away his tears, and told himself not to cry.

What happened today told him that if he continued to be cowardly like this, Gu Anshen would probably regard him as Shen Yu for the rest of his life, and he would never have a chance to stand up again.

He was going to fight it out, and put aside Dr. Wen's warning. He, Li Zeji, would step on Gu Anshen's tiger's tail desperately from now on.

He had to make Gu Anshen realize that he was not Shen Yu.

No matter how much he will pay in this process, it doesn't matter, he will fight Gu Anshen to the end.

Don't you like stabbing me?I'll stab you too!

Let's see who hurts more!

Having figured it out, Li Zeqi was refreshed. After cleaning his body, he put on his clothes, lay down under the quilt, and boldly pinched Gu Anshen's chin and kissed it. After kissing enough, he hugged this smelly man happily. sleep.

You used to fuck me, now I will fuck you.

Gu Anshen, we are not finished.

When he got up the next morning, Li Zeji made breakfast, put it on the dining table, and then left with a pat on the butt.

Why did Gu Anshen lock him up if he wanted to?Is he such an honest person?

Why do you have to report to Gu Anshen every time you go out?

He is an adult, there is no need to trap himself in a cage in order to satisfy the other party's desire to control.

He figured it out, if he didn't treat himself as a human being, he wouldn't expect Gu Anshen to treat him squarely.

So what if he was beaten, could Gu Anshen still kill him?

As long as he persists and refuses to admit defeat, he believes that one day Gu Anshen will understand what kind of person he is loved by!

He got off the bus at University A, and immediately saw the extremely eye-catching figure standing at the school gate.

Liang Yuming was wearing a light gray sportswear, with a height of [-], coupled with a sunny and handsome appearance, which attracted the attention of the girls who came in and out of the school.

Li Zeqi walked up to him, almost looking up at him.

"Brother Liang, why are you here so early?" Li Zeqi glanced at his phone. It was only 10:[-], and he came [-] minutes early, but he saw that Liang Yuming had already arrived. The other party should have come earlier than him. .

"Because I want to see you sooner." Liang Yuming handed the plastic bag in his hand to Li Zeqi, rubbed the top of his hair, "Let's go, let's take a taxi to S University."

Want to see you sooner?

Li Zeqi intuitively felt that there was something wrong with what he said, but he didn't think too deeply about it. He then got into the taxi, opened the plastic bag, took a bite of the sesame seed cake, and immediately shouted, "Damn it! It's delicious! "

He pointed his fingers at Liang Yuming, "This stewed meat is absolutely amazing!"

Seeing him puffing his cheeks and eating like a hamster, Liang Yuming laughed, "I'll bring it to you next time if you like it."

"By the way." Li Zeqi took out his mobile phone, "How much is a cup of soy milk with meat in three pancakes? I'll transfer it to you."

"Need not."

"You always say no." Li Zeqi held his breath. He rolled his eyes and said, "Why don't you ask me for help? Just ask, and it will take so long for you to bring me something. snacks and meals.”

"I want you to help me?" Liang Yuming thought for a while, then smiled at him, "I really do."

"What?" Li Zeji stopped chewing and looked at Liang Yuming curiously.

Liang Yuming looked into his bright eyes, his heart skipped a beat, the corners of his mouth raised, and he said, "I'll tell you when the time comes, I'll keep it for now."

"……Fine."

The basketball game was held at University S, and it was considered a friendly competition. However, since the basketball teams of University A and University S were among the best in North City, there were quite a few people watching the game this time.

Li Zeqi was caught in the middle of a group of girls, somewhat restrained.

Liang Yuming saw that he was uncomfortable, so he dragged him over and asked him to buy a bottle of sports drink for himself, and waited for him at the entrance under the stands after buying.

Because he was not very familiar with S University, Li Zeji accidentally lost his way. When he came back with water in his arms, the competition had already started.

I have to say that Liang Yuming is really handsome when he plays basketball. His posture, skills, running speed, and sensitivity of reaction can almost be regarded as half of a professional athlete.

The tall young man was sweating on the court, and every time he shot a basket, the girls on the court screamed again and again.

Li Zeqi looked at Liang Yuming like this, and felt a little excited in his heart.

He has always disagreed with joining the basketball team because Gu Anshen restricted his freedom and made him look like Shen Yu everywhere. The other party had a congenital heart disease and couldn't run or jump, so he, Li Zeqi, had to be quiet and not do anything. .

Now that he wants to fight against Gu Anshen, joining the basketball team seems like a good way.

Besides, he also envied Liang Yuming for having so many people following and liking him.

The boy is somewhat vain, he is only 19 years old, and he also wants to make everyone pay attention to him through his own efforts.

At this moment, he told himself that it is impossible for him to have only Gu Anshen in his life, he also needs to integrate into the people around him, and he needs to live a life different from Shen Yu's.