amateur stand-in

When Gu Anshen walked out of the bathroom, Li Zeqi had already brought the medicine box.

Gu Anshen glanced at him, and clenched his palms tightly, "This kind of injury can't kill anyone."

He said, "No matter how obedient you are to me, I won't let you go. You might as well hope for my early death so that you can also be free."

Li Zeqi ignored him, only frowned, grabbed Gu Anshen's wrist and dragged him to the bedside, and used a cotton swab to apply the medicine on the wound to disinfect it.

Wrapping the gauze round and round, Li Zeqi said, "Gu Anshen, you have a family background that no one else can ask for in a lifetime, and you have a family that treats you well, so what is there for you to be dissatisfied with?"

"Anyone can live without anyone. I used to love you to death and to live. Now it's not just letting go."

With such words in his mouth, Li Zeqi's heart was inevitably sour.

In fact, he no longer understands his own heart.

As Gu Anshen said, he should be more vicious and hope that the other party will die so that he can be liberated.But it has really developed to this point, watching Gu Anshen, who is usually aloof, turn into this kind of virtue, grabbing him like a life-saving straw.

He felt a little distressed again.

He didn't want to watch Gu Anshen self-mutilate, he thought that even if he left Gu Anshen, this person would still be able to live well.

The gauze was knotted on the back of the hand, and Gu Anshen grabbed Li Zeqi's hand when he was about to leave.

Li Zeqi froze, Gu Anshen said, "You let go, but I won't let go, your strength is not as strong as mine, so as long as I don't let go, you will be forced to be pulled by me for the rest of your life."

"Gu Anshen, I..." Li Zeqi frowned when he heard his words like a rascal, and thought of many things in his mind for a while, and the impulse surged up, he said.

"I'm not Shen Yu's younger brother."

After saying it, he regretted it.

He wanted to round up the words, but saw Gu Anshen was looking at him without blinking, and suddenly laughed out loud after a while.

He asked, "What are you kidding?"

Gu Anshen clasped Li Zeqi's neck again, pressed him firmly on the bed, and asked him, "Didn't you guys have an appraisal? You are twins, otherwise you wouldn't be so similar..."

Seeing his reaction, Li Zeqi suddenly didn't want to talk back, he just said, "So you still care."

"If you put aside this blood relationship, wouldn't you even look at me more?"

The previous distress for Gu Anshen dissipated, and Li Zeqi asked the man, "Gu Anshen, ask yourself, if Shen Yu and I really have no blood relationship, would you still hold on to me? If the answer is no, Then I hope you can let me go, and then go to your psychiatrist, let him help you treat your illness, and stop pestering me."

He twitched the corner of his mouth and said, "This way, it's good for you and me."

After speaking, he pushed Gu Anshen away and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Gu Anshen was in a daze all the time, as if he was stupid, and didn't speak.

After Li Zeji left, he called Wencheng, and his voice was surprisingly calm.

He asked about the relationship between Shen Yu and Li Zeqi, and asked Wencheng to show him the appraisal document.

Wencheng asked him if Li Zeqi said it.

With just one sentence, Gu Anshen understood everything.

He sat on the cold ground, leaning his back against the bed, leaning against the quilt, looking at the retro mortise and tenon structure above his head, until Li Zeqi changed into his pajamas and came out of the bathroom.

He has a handsome face, but there is a bit of arrogance in his brows, which is different from Shen Yu.

Not at all.

With his eyes fixed on the young man, Gu An carefully examined Li Zeqi's whole person, and then suddenly smiled.

He stood up, took the lighter and went out the door. Before opening the door, he said, "Li Zeqi, Shen Yu is half my life. Now for you, I will split myself in half, half to die, and the other half to die for you." Alive, I hope you can see my sincerity."

So, on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Gu Anshen lit a fire at his home.

Shen Yu's room was destroyed from the curtains to the burning of books, paintings, clothes, and wooden furniture.

When the fire truck arrived, the fire had already spread to the next room. Gu Shiming was so angry that he almost fainted. He was helped by the housekeeper to rest in the room. Gu Anshen had been standing in front of the blazing fire, staring at the bright colors in a daze.

Li Zeqi also rushed over, he looked at everything in front of him in shock, finally fixed his eyes on Gu An's back, and frowned.

"Gu Anshen." He called Gu Anshen's name. He wanted to scold him for being crazy, but he thought that he had said this too many times.

Gu Anshen was indeed a lunatic, his anger turned into helplessness, he hit the cotton with his fist, his chest was congested.

"This is Shen Yu's room." Gu Anshen said, "This place carries all our memories."

His voice was calm and weird, and when he looked closely at those eyes, there was nothing else but the light of fire.

He turned around and looked at Li Zeqi, "If you destroy these, you will destroy Shen Yu, and you will also destroy half of me."

His face was a little wet, Gu Anshen reached out to touch it, touched his own tears, met Li Zeqi's unbelievable eyes, but Gu Anshen smiled.

With more and more tears, he asked Li Zeqi, "So, can you take the remaining half of me?"

He grabbed Li Zeqi's hand, his eyes were as clear as a child's, he choked up and begged the young man in front of him, "Don't want me, okay?"