amateur stand-in

5000 yuan for beef noodles, only he, Gu An, who has money and no place to spend, dares to pay this price.

He scolded Gu An in his heart for being physically and mentally retarded, but Li Zeqi pulled himself together and cooked a bowl of beef noodles for Gu An.

He made the stewed beef by himself, kneaded the noodles, cut into strips, and it took him two hours to complete the process one by one, and Gu An was sleepy while waiting.

The man moved a chair and sat down, squinting his phoenix eyes, watching Li Zeqi scoop the noodles into a big bowl, mix the soup, and finally put the beef on it, and yawned.

"Select a date, you are too slow."

"Noodles worth 5000 yuan." Li Zeqi put the noodles on the narrow table in front of Gu Anshen, "I have to make it for you once."

"Let's eat." He hung the apron on the hook, "Remember to send money to my WeChat tomorrow, five thousand and one cents can't be less."

Gu Anshen ate noodles with chopsticks, suddenly laughed, and replied to Li Zeqi, "But you still owe me fifty thousand."

"How can you do this?"

Li Zeqi's eyes widened. He looked at the people who were buried in eating noodles, wishing they could overturn the bowl of beef noodles on the spot!

Gu Anshen watched him jumping, and suddenly felt that the noodles in his mouth were even more delicious. He said, "Subtract five thousand from the debt, and now it is forty-five thousand. If you work hard, you should be able to pay it off soon."

"..." Li Zeqi kicked his chair angrily, then turned around and went to the kitchen, made a bowl of beef noodles for himself, took the noodles and beef as Gu Anshen, and chewed them hard!

After the two of them finished their meal, Gu Anshen dragged Li Zeqi to his room, closed the door, and he leaned forward to kiss Li Zeqi.

Li Zeqi turned his head away, and the kiss landed on his face.

Gu An understood, took his hand and went to the bathroom, "Let's take a shower first."

Li chose to shake off his hand, "It's not about taking a bath."

He took half a step back and distanced himself from Gu Anshen, "I don't want to do it."

"You said today that you know that I am Li Zeqi, so I will behave according to my own wishes." He said, "Gu Anshen, I don't want to have sex with you, and I don't like you now, in the future..."

He looked at the man and said, "I won't like you either."

He said, "I can take care of your life and your body, but I don't want to do things with you anymore."

"I hope you will respect my decision."

Li Zeqi stared at Gu Anshen, waiting for his reaction.

He thought, Gu Anshen had endured him for a day, and it was time to get angry.

This person has pretended enough today, he doesn't believe that this self-centered man can continue to pamper him.

Sure enough, the next moment, Gu An raised his leg and kicked over the cabinet next to the vase.

Expensive vases were smashed, chest drawers were turned out, and things were strewn about.

Gu An stepped on these things and walked towards Li Zeqi with a gloomy expression.

Li Zeqi sneered and looked at him, "Finally stopped pretending? You said you want to set me free and let me give you a chance to show me tenderness to me all day. Now that I think about it, it's really disgusting." .”

He said, "Gu Anshen, you just want to coax me into your obedient puppet again, at your mercy."

"This time..." Li Zeqi said, "I won't be fooled by you again."

Gu Anshen looked at the sharp-toothed young man in front of him, filtering the other person's words in his mind, and his heart ached inexplicably.

What Li Zeqi didn't know was that he got angry not because Li Zeqi refused his request, but because the other party said that he would never like you in the future.

In the past, he abandoned Li Zeqi's love like a shoe, but now he feels sad because of the other party's words.

He asked Li Zeqi, "If I stop lying to you, is it still possible for you to like me?"

In fact, he still doesn't understand what it is to like this kind of feeling, but the difference in Li Zeqi's attitude towards him made him understand that he can't accept Li Zeqi who doesn't like him.

He hated the disgust hidden in the eyes of the other party when he looked at him.

"Impossible." Li Zeqi resolutely said, "I will never like you again."

Gu Anshen stared at Li Zeqi for a while, then suddenly squatted on the ground, he picked up the fragments of the vase on the ground, and scratched his palm fiercely, blood gushed out instantly.

"What are you doing?!" Li Zeqi was taken aback, "Are you crazy?!"

"It's okay." Gu Anshen's tone was surprisingly calm, "When you say you don't like me, my heart will hurt. If you swipe your palm like this, it will relieve the pain and make you feel much more comfortable."

His face showed deep exhaustion, "Li Zeqi, you guessed right, I did lie to you, I said it was a lie to let you go free, when I promised you this afternoon, I was already ready to let you Tracking your preparations, I will also install a surveillance camera in your mobile phone. If you insist on moving out, I will try to install a surveillance camera where you live. I can't rest assured that you are out of my sight. I am such a hopeless The patient who takes the medicine, whether you accept it or not, you can’t leave me.”

After finishing speaking, he passed Li Zeqi and walked to the bathroom. When he opened the door, he remembered something, turned around and said to the boy who was frozen there, "You don't like me touching you, I don't need to touch you, but I can't live without you."

He expressionlessly said something that shocked Li Zeqi.

"Without you, I would die."

"If I can't control the sub-personality, he may kill you, and then kill myself."

"It's scary, right, but I'm used to it." Gu Anshen said, "Sometimes I think, maybe Xiaoyu shouldn't save me, let me live in the abyss forever, and end my life in the end. It's better to come to the disaster you."

After speaking, he opened the door of the bathroom, turned on the faucet, stretched out his bloody palm, and let the water wash the wound. The blood red was diluted into a light powder, and disappeared into the drain.

His appearance was reflected in the mirror, his eyes were faintly blue and black, and his eyes were full of lifelessness and indifference to everything.

After his mother was killed, the first illness he was diagnosed with was depression.

I have slain myself many times, and I have been rescued.

It gradually got better after meeting Shen Yu, and worsened again after Shen Yu died.

Li Zeqi's appearance made him better again, but now the other party keeps saying that he wants to leave him.

Thinking of that rainy day two years ago, the sentence he said to that arrogant boy, I will take you home, was actually said to himself.

Gu Anshen, you have a home again.

As long as you hold onto Li Zeqi, you can still live and feel the world.

"Gu Anshen, why aren't you dead yet?" The man in the mirror slowly raised the corners of his mouth, his face showing a bit of sickness and ferocity, "What's the point of living for a person like you? What else in this world is worthy of your nostalgia What about it? That Li Zeqi? He finally let you go, he doesn't want you anymore."

"Li Zeqi, like Shen Yu, he doesn't want you anymore."