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The young man's embrace was very warm, and it gradually softened Li Zeqi's heart. The grievances and discomforts caused by Gu Anshen during this period seemed to have an outlet to vent.

I wanted to push away the opponent's hand, but in the end there was no movement.

After a long time, Li Zeqi said, "Senior, I explained to you last time that it was because of Gu Anshen."

He lowered his eyes, the wine he drank made him feel a little dizzy, he bit his lower lip, and continued, "You still remember the last time at S University, he mentioned your parents to you, right?"

"En." Liang Yuming frowned.

"This means that he has checked you." Li Zeqi said to him, "If he wants to, he can find any reason to make your parents unemployed or even ruined. The means will only get worse."

He smiled self-deprecatingly, "You may not believe me when I say this, but I hope you know that I am avoiding you just because I don't want you to get hurt. Senior, please leave me alone, I really don't think I am worthy of you , even if you like the same sex, you can find someone who is a thousand times better than me."

Li Zeqi finally pushed Liang Yuming away, and broke free from the other person's embrace. He was blown by the autumn wind, and he felt the malice of this unlucky weather for him. He sniffed, and he and Liang Yuming looked at each other, "Gu Anshen said No, he won't let me go. And... I'm also reluctant to leave now, I want to wait and see, if a year later, he still doesn't want to look me in the eye, I'll leave again. "

After he said these words, he didn't wait long before he heard Liang Yuming say.

"A year later? I can afford to wait."

"Ah?" Li Zeqi obviously wanted him to let go, but he didn't expect to get such an answer, so he didn't react for a while.

Liang Yuming took his hand, his wide palm was surprisingly hot, and he said, "Gu Anshen can't keep an eye on you 24 hours a day, I promise I won't do anything outrageous to you within this year, we're just friends, what do you have? You can tell me everything on your mind, including the grievances you have received from him, and I will listen."

He asked the boy in front of him, "Selection, do you know why I keep pestering you?"

Without waiting for the other party to answer, he continued, "Because you make my heart hurt. I watched you sinking in front of me a little bit. I felt very uncomfortable and worried about your mental state. So you don't have to hide all the time. I, I am willing to be your confidant and let you vent all your emotions."

Liang Yuming's gaze was very sincere, and his tone of voice was very gentle.

Li Zeqi was stared at by him, so many complicated emotions welled up in his heart, making his atrium feel sore and swollen.

This time, he didn't shake off Liang Yuming's hand, but held the other's hand on his forehead with two hands, and said with a sob, "Thank you, senior, thank you very much."

Liang Yuming called him a taxi back, and Li Zeqi watched the other person's figure gradually disappear through the car glass, just like that rainy day, which made his eyes sore again.

The senior is really nice, and it makes him feel that he can't bear it.

But what the other party said just now made him selfish and reluctant to let go.

Now Gu Anshen only allows him to go back and forth between the school and the villa, and he is not even allowed to have the opportunity to go out privately. He doesn't like this kind of life, and he is afraid that he will be driven crazy.

Therefore, if he could avoid Gu Anshen's sight and spend more time with his seniors at school, even if he talked about his thoughts with the other party, he would feel much more comfortable.

After all, the senior likes Li Zeqi, not Shen Yu.

Only when he was with his seniors did he feel that he could be himself for a short time.

When he returned to the villa, it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Li Zeqi opened the door, turned on the indoor light, and leaned over to change his shoes at the entrance. But before he got up, he saw a pair of men's slippers appearing on his door. in sight.

The body became stiff subconsciously, Li Zeqi almost stood up quickly, looked up to see Gu Anshen's face, the first word that flashed in his mind was "It's over", the second word was "Dead" .”

Heart was wrapped in despair and fear, Li Zeqi didn't dare to look at Gu Anshen, he just stared at the shoe cabinet, and said, "Master, you, why don't you turn on the light..."

Judging from the speed at which Gu Anshen came to the entrance, Li Zeqi knew that he must have been sitting in the living room.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and it was hard to imagine how long the other party had been sitting in the dark living room.

And there is only one reason for the other party to do so.

Gu Anshen knew that he had lied to him, so he was angry.

The current state is to ask the teacher to blame.

"Because I'm waiting for you to turn on the light." Gu Anshen stared at the cautious young man in front of him, narrowing his eyes. The scar on the bridge of his nose was especially obvious under the light of the entrance, making him even more dangerous.

"Why did you lie to me?" he asked.

"The party can't be postponed..." Li Zeqi almost tucked his head into his collar.

Gu An asked, "Do you like parties?"

"I do not really like."

"Are you still going after that?"

Li Zeqi bit his lower lip, "I'm not going..."

The atmosphere fell into silence again, and the time passed by every minute and every second. The hands of the indoor clock made rhythmic and subtle sounds, as if stabbing Li Zeqi's heart, making his nerves tense.

"I've been waiting for you for three hours." Gu Anshen finally spoke again, with no emotion in his voice.

"Yes, I'm sorry." Li Zeqi was frightened by the time, he raised his head almost subconsciously and asked, "I brought my mobile phone, why don't you call me?"

Meeting Gu Anshen's calm gaze, he saw the man smiled, but his voice was cold.

"Because I'm curious how long you'll be fooling around outside without telling me."

"...I'm sorry." Hearing such an answer, all Li Zeqi could do was apologize.

He didn't dare to think about how Gu Anshen would punish him next, he could only pray that the other party didn't know that he had met Liang Yuming.

"I haven't eaten yet."

Here Li Zeqi was still worried, but Gu Anshen said something without beginning or end.

He said, "I've been waiting for you to come back and cook for me."

Li Zeqi felt that his heart was suddenly pricked by something, and the pain was severe.

He said, "Okay, I'll do it for you."

In fact, now Li Zeqi sometimes wonders whether he is Shen Yu or Li Zeqi.

Because he found that while Gu Anshen made him imitate Shen Yu, he also had the habits and skills that made him retain Li Zeqi.

It made him feel divided.

There was even a suspicion that Shen Yu's soul really lived in his body.

Such conjectures made him feel confused and scared, and he woke up in the middle of the night. Thinking of this, it was difficult for him to fall asleep again. As time went by, the dark circles under his eyes became more and more obvious.

Probably the senior saw him like this and felt sorry for him.

Li Zeqi thought lightly, passed Gu Anshen, and walked forward, but the stamina of the wine he drank surged up at this moment, causing him to stagger, his arm was grabbed by someone, and Gu Anshen hugged him habitually.

"Why don't you just forget about it." Gu An buried his head on Li Zeqi's neck, rubbed his tall nose against the young man's fair and warm skin, and said in a hoarse voice, "I have something more I want to do than eat. thing."