No less publicity [entertainment circle]

Zhang Jinan looked at Zhang Qingyue, waiting for her to continue speaking.

Zhang Qingyue looked at the fake flowers in the glass bottle on the table, and said slowly: "I took an annual vacation not long ago, which was a happy thing. I could do a lot of things in such a long time, but when I want to do it , I found that I can’t do anything. I just found out that I have no hobbies or things I like. So I stayed at home during that annual leave and did nothing.”

Zhang Jinan watched Zhang Qingyue's eyes slowly move from the flowers to him, and curled the corner of his lower lip in a self-deprecating way: "I envy you all. Brother, you have a clear goal since you were a child. You wanted to be an actor, and you would play games when you rested." , go online, and do whatever you want. Although Shu Yu didn’t study well in the early stage, she still has things she likes, stars she likes, and in the end she keeps working hard for her goals. And I, who was said to be someone else’s The parents around me regard me as a role model for their children and let them learn from me. But what is the use of these for me? My motivation has always been to study, work, study, and work, but now I am doing nothing. No identity, no life. When I picked up my mobile phone to watch TV series, I felt tasteless. If I wanted to play games, I found that I couldn’t do anything. Then time told me that I was 25. I spent 25 years, but I didn’t know anything. Didn't do a good job."

Zhang Jinan figured it out, Zhang Qingyue was now at a loss as to what to do besides studying.

In fact, this is a very easy thing to figure out. Everyone's lifestyle is different, and there is no need to compare with others.Zhang Qingyue is a person who has high demands on herself, and her self-esteem is also very strong. She hides all troubles in her heart. As time goes by, as long as she is mourned, she will lack judgment and will get involved in small things.

Zhang Jinan sighed: "Actually, I am quite guilty of you."

Zhang Qingyue was stunned for a moment: "Why? You didn't do anything wrong to me."

Zhang Jinan: "Originally, the matter of inheriting the family business should be on me, but I escaped, and this pressure is on you."

Seeing Zhang Jin'an's dimmed eyes, Zhang Qingyue immediately shook her head and said comfortingly: "It's a good thing for a person to have something he likes. If this matter is still pressed on you, then we are sorry for you. I am only 25 years old, I There is still a long way to go, don't feel guilty."

Zhang Jinan showed a meaningful smile: "Look, isn't this figured out?"

"Ah..." Zhang Qingyue was slightly taken aback, then pointed at Zhang Jin'an and smiled, "Okay, you just acted out the relationship?"

"Emotions are half-true and half-false," Zhang Jinan looked at Zhang Qingyue with a smile, and his tone was very gentle, "You also said that you are only 25 years old, your life is still long, and you still have a lot of things to do. Besides, everyone They are all different, you envy others for having a life, others envy you for being outstanding.”

Zhang Qingyue stopped talking, and after thinking for a while, said in a low voice: "It's nice to have an older brother in the family."

Zhang Jin'an listened attentively.

"What did you say?" Zhang Jinan turned his body sideways, with his right hand slightly resting on his ear, obviously on purpose, "Say it again."

After revealing everything, Zhang Qingyue felt relaxed and recovered, she shook her head to Zhang Jinan and said, "Don't tell me, I'm leaving."

Zhang Qingyue remembered something when she was about to get up, and turned to Zhang Jinan again: "Oh, by the way, did you tell Zhang Shuyu when you came here to record?"

"No." Zhang Jin'an replied, "You didn't say either?"

"The non-disclosure agreement is signed," Zhang Qingyue suddenly snorted, shook her head and sighed, "You are really two brothers and sisters, and you are hiding from each other."

"What is she hiding from me?"

Zhang Qingyue showed an inscrutable smile at Zhang Jinan: "Don't tell me, I really have to go." Then she really stood up.

Zhang Jinan followed suit and stood up. In fact, he was not very curious. Anyway, it was some tricky thing. This girl would come here once a year.

The two of them stopped when they reached the door together.

Zhang Qingyue asked Zhang Jinan: "Will you go back to the room directly later?"

Zhang Jinan shook his head: "Go to the beach."

Zhang Qingyue folded her arms and looked at Zhang Jinan. Zhang Jinan said that she would not be surprised if she went to the game hall, but to go to the sea, it was a little unexpected for her: "Why do you go there? To see the sea? It's not like you."

"Take the people on the show."

"Oh," Zhang Qingyue took it for granted that Zhang Jinan must be taking the members of the show, so she said: "There are so many people, be careful when you go out, and be careful of being watched. If you take them to the market, you can split up, so it won't be too much. Attractive."

Zhang Jinan thought to himself, wouldn't it be the same as going out alone if the two of them split up again?But such a misunderstanding doesn't matter much, Zhang Jinan didn't bother to explain, nodded and said: "Okay, got it."

"Then I'm leaving." Zhang Qingyue moved her foot slightly, and looked at her watch again, "If you need anything, contact me on the phone."

Zhang Jinyan hummed: "Let's go."

Zhang Qingyue took one last look at Zhang Jin'an, turned around and was about to leave, but at this moment she felt a pair of hands rubbing her hair.Zhang Qingyue immediately turned around again, and heard the person in front of her whisper to her: "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, you are our pride."

Zhang Qingyue was slightly taken aback, and then smiled: "You too, take care of yourself, don't let me see the news that a certain actor surnamed Zhang is hospitalized in the entertainment news."

After the other party nodded and said hello, Zhang Qingyue turned around and walked to the elevator room inside without looking back.

Zhang Qingyue didn't know why she walked so fast, as if something was chasing her, even though she knew it wasn't there.When Zhang Qingyue stood in front of the elevator, pressed the up button, and took a slow breath, her nose became sore for a while.

Zhang Qingyue looked up at the numbers that were slowly descending, and the numbers stopped at 09.

In June 2009, Zhang Qingyue had a nickname called a college entrance examination candidate.

Under the blessings of thousands of people that day, the weather was bright and the sun was just right. A circle of parents surrounded the school gate. Even though they came from different places, they invariably left a way for the candidates.

Everyone is extremely nervous during the college entrance examination, and Zhang Qingyue is no exception.Because her parents had something to do, Zhang Jinan took her to school.

Zhang Jinan still stayed in the car to pay, and Zhang Qingyue got out of the taxi first. The place where they got off was still some way from the school gate.

The tip of Zhang Qingyue's ponytail was blown up a little by the wind. Looking at the crowd in the distance, she suddenly felt like a person who fell into the water, choking on water every time she took a breath, and couldn't help but want to vomit, as if the next second would vomit the heart out.

Zhang Qingyue patted her chest, trying to stabilize her mentality, but there were many people's voices in her ears from time to time:

"Zhang Qingyue's score of 985 is not a problem, no matter how abnormal his performance is, he will definitely be able to get a book."

"I'm envious of Zhang Qingyue, who studies so well, and can get in the top few exams with her eyes closed."

"It's not that the family background is good, and there are many things to learn. If I have a family like her, I can learn so well."

"Can't you learn from Zhang Qingyue? See how well he learns."

"Why is she working so hard? Didn't her family already arrange what she should do after graduation? Really pretend."

……

Zhang Jin'an's voice was like a god descending to Zhang Qingyue at that time.It was only after Zhang Qingyue recovered that she realized that her hands were shaking.

Zhang Jinan naturally noticed it too, frowned and asked, "Why are you shaking so much? Are you okay?"

Zhang Qingyue tightly grasped Zhang Jinan's sleeve, Zhang Jinan had grown very tall at this time, and Zhang Qingyue would raise her head when looking at Zhang Jinan.Zhang Qingyue's voice was trembling when she spoke: "Brother, me, did I forget anything? Did I bring my admission ticket? Did I bring a pen? Did I bring a fountain pen?"

Zhang Jinan replied patiently: "I have brought them all, you have checked them eleven times yesterday, and you have brought them all."

"Do you think I will almost fail to get one, or will I not get both?"

"Don't worry, didn't your second model test out Peking University and South University and let you choose?" Zhang Jinan slowly pushed Zhang Qingyue's hand away, "You relax..."

"What if I don't do well in the exam?" Zhang Qingyue grabbed Zhang Jinan again, but this time he didn't grab the clothes, but directly grabbed Zhang Jinan's arms, Zhang Jinan hissed in pain.

Zhang Qingyue stared at Zhang Jinan closely, and spoke faster and faster: "What if I lose? I'm afraid I'll forget everything, I can't remember anything—"

Zhang Jinan still replied patiently: "No, you calm down..."

Zhang Qingyue then asked: "Will I repeat?"

Faced with Zhang Qingyue's frequent interruptions, although Zhang Jinan frowned, his voice was still very gentle: "Qingyue, calm down first, you are too nervous..."

Zhang Qingyue's expression was solemn, and her hands gripped the ground even tighter: "You said what would they say about me if I failed the exam?"

Zhang Jinan endured and gritted his teeth: "You won't!"

Regardless, Zhang Qingyue continued to ask, her voice becoming more and more urgent: "Will I not be able to go to college? Will I—"

Zhang Jinan finally couldn't help it, and roared softly: "Zhang Qingyue! Calm down!"

Zhang Qingyue was startled suddenly and stopped talking.

Seeing Zhang Qingyue's sluggish expression, Zhang Jinan became flustered, and quickly explained: "I'm not trying to kill you...you're too nervous, so I just call you back."

"I understand," Zhang Qingyue slowly let go of her hand. Although she could still hear her beating heartbeat, her hands were no longer shaking.

Zhang Qingyue looked at Zhang Jinan rubbing his arm, and asked with concern, "Does it hurt?"

Zhang Jinan shook his head: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt through the clothes."

"..." Zhang Qingyue rolled up Zhang Jinan's sleeves without saying a word, and there were four deep nail marks on them.

Zhang Qingyue was very guilty, but couldn't help but choked: "You still want to be an actor with your acting skills? You can't help it."

Zhang Jinan smiled, rolled up his sleeves, looked at Zhang Qingyue and said, "You're thinking too much now, Qingyue, calm down, no one is putting you under such pressure."

"But..." Zhang Qingyue still wanted to say, but was suppressed by Zhang Jinan's hand covering her hair.

The heartbeat seemed to have slowed down, and it was about to return to normal, and the soreness in the throat was relieved.

Zhang Qingyue looked up, she remembered that scene very clearly.Behind Zhang Jin'an are the green trees along the street. The green trees can't hide the fine weather, and the sky is blue.It was only then that Zhang Qingyue realized that although the surrounding voices were noisy, none of them came from the road, and they were all people asking for care.

"Come on."

"After the exam, let's go out to eat!"

"Take a good exam, see you in college."

"Okay, see you in college."

……

Then, there was Zhang Jin'an's voice.

"Listen, no matter what you do in the exam, we won't say anything about you, so don't put pressure on yourself." Zhang Jinan said to her.

This is the first time Zhang Qingyue has seen Zhang Jinan's expression like this. Unlike any other time, the sun seems to be shining on him, "You have always been our pride."

Zhang Qingyue didn't remember how she finished the exam that day, but she only remembered that when she saw her family standing at the door after she left the exam room, she had never been so relaxed and happy.

It was dusk, every brick in the school was soft, and every flower and plant was fragrant. She rushed away, running faster than ever.

The author has something to say: In fact, I have struggled with the things that the second sister struggled with for a long time, but I am not as stressed as she is, and I belong to Zhang Jinan, so I don't take it too seriously.

But every time I think that I can't do anything, it's really hard!

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I really like gentle people!

Although Zhang brothers and sisters often choke each other!But they all care about each other!

I think that as long as you are gentle and humble, you can gain a foothold in the entertainment industry for a long time.