Hong Kong black cadres hate mackerel

*****

like him?

Zhongyuan Zhong also stared blankly at the pretty young man who was almost crazy in front of him, and there was no light in his eyes.The overlapping black is overwhelming.There is a fragility that is about to collapse and a desperate madness.The boy's eyes were clearly bottomless black, and he leaned over to put his forehead against Chuya's and made an intimate gesture.The tone is gentle and careful.

"In order to keep you, I am not even afraid that you will hate me. I don't care about other people's life or death. I can bear it and get close to others, have a good relationship with others, and occasionally disappear in front of me."

Osamu Dazai's gentle and gentle tone intensified a little, revealing violence and pathological possessiveness.Osamu Dazai pulled Chuya into his arms tiredly, sniffing at the smell greedily.The tense low air pressure all over his body seemed to be relieved as if he had been redeemed.

"But these prerequisites must be that my little devil is still alive. Wait for me, Chuya, just another day."

I just miss you.

*****

Nakahara didn't understand what Dazai Osamu's nostalgia and reluctance meant, but on the second night after he left, the stars filled the black sky.Sleepy, he was awakened by the golden glow emanating from his body.

The room where the lights were turned off was now illuminated like daylight because of the glow on his body!

"...What's going on?" Zhongyuan Zhong also looked at the gold on his body in astonishment, "What the hell is the rhythm of golden light to complete the contract!"

- "Chuya, wait for me, I just can't bear it."

Dazai Osamu's words of great nostalgia and regret reappeared in his ears, and Nakahara also had a bad premonition, he lifted the thin quilt and got out of bed, and was about to leave with his slippers on.The phone next to the pillow vibrated suddenly.Zhong Yuanzhong also saw the news of Sister Hongye on the screen.

Isn't Miss Hongye imprisoned by Dazai?Could it be that Dazai--

Zhong Yuanzhong also forced himself to calm down, and connected the phone, his tone of anxiety still couldn't be concealed. "Miss Hongye?"

- "Zhongye."

The environment at Sister Hongye's side was very quiet, and the woman's tone was neither urgent nor slow, yet revealing a force that could not be rejected, which made Chuuya's anxious mood pause for a moment. Before he could ask, the vigorous and resolute Sister Hongye gave the answer.

- "Come to XX Hospital, here is the answer you want."

Hospital?

Zhong Yuan also hung up the phone and changed his clothes, and when he drove all the way to the hospital, Sister Hongye was already waiting at the elevator entrance.Surrounded by shades of green plants, the woman in a pink kimono is elegant and charming.

Ever since I left Hong Kong, I haven't seen my eldest sister for a while, thinking that I disappeared without a word, and it has been three years since I came back. I became a traitor for no reason, and it was a little embarrassing to see my mentor again.

"Eldest sister?" Zhong Yuanzhong touched the tip of his nose uncomfortably, and walked over slowly. "What's going on? Didn't you and the leader be ruled by Dazai... This guy lied to me again?!"

When Chuya was furious, Miss Hongye shook her head.

"No, Dazai found the painter with a supernatural power a week ago, and let everyone who has touched the 'painting' be sucked into the painting. Then Dazai killed the supernatural being to force you to stay. But in fact, he set After three days, whether he is still alive or not, we will be liberated."

organ?That bastard is just stalling for time!etc……

Zhongyuan Zhong also quickly grasped the point: "Whether you are still alive or not?"

Ozaki Momiji covered her lips with her wide kimono sleeves and smiled, "I should be happy to answer you about this."

"...Understood." Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded, raised his hand and rubbed his earrings. "Thank you, sis, and, I'm sorry."

"Go."

Koyo Ozaki waved his sleeves tolerantly at Nakahara, Nakahara turned around and walked a few steps in the corridor, when he heard Miss Hongye's low-pitched words.

Different from the stern discussion just now, this moment is extremely gentle.

"The words I said will always be valid. Chuya is still my best child."

- Zhongye, the position of candidate cadre will always be reserved for you.

Sister Hongye has not changed at all, gentle and elegant but strict and loving.Nothing has changed.

For some reason, Nakahara felt the tip of his nose sore, he nodded indiscriminately to cover up, and walked quickly into Dazai Osamu's ward.

*****

The night is always quiet and peaceful. The dark night is lit by bright fluorescent lamps, which reveals a sense of redemption for no reason.Nakahara Chuya walked into the ward and saw Osamu Dazai sitting on the head of the hospital bed at a glance.

The young man finally took off his black suit jacket and wore a blue hospital gown, wrapped in a quilt as if he was extremely afraid of the cold, and smiled softly at him. "Chuya~ You are here, I have been waiting for you for a long time."

"...Didn't you just wake up after being rescued?" Zhong Yuanzhong walked over uncomfortably. "Should I take a good rest now?"

The uncomfortable part of Chuya Nakahara is not only that this time he knew that Dazai had plotted against him, but he didn't feel violent anger.But what else can't be understood here?

At the age of 22, he suffered from flower vomiting, and the 22-year-old Osamu Dazai thought he could save him, but he died instead.

So what Nakahara Chu also loves is not the 22-year-old Dazai Osamu who has defected, but the Dazai Osamu who occasionally reveals his innocent and coquettish side in the darkest period.So after death, he came to 16 years old.

Zhongyuan Zhong also realized this when he woke up from his dream.Because I can’t believe it, I instinctively don’t believe it, but when I think about it, it’s not unfounded: I was hugged by the most annoying person to sleep, I saw a confession from a certain music software...

If it wasn't Osamu Dazai, he would have died countless times.

And now thinking about how keen his observation skills are, Osamu Dazai should have discovered his anomaly at the very beginning.

- Chuya, when did you have the habit of holding a dagger?I do not know how.

- Zhong also discovered his abnormality long ago, but wanted to hide it from my partner, why is that?

- Is Zhongye finally going to be a land rogue? 16 is not the age to smoke.

Zhongyuan Zhong also recalled the beginning, only to realize that he had exposed so many flaws.But the little devil saw it, and didn't directly tell him to use it as a bargaining chip to manipulate him. To a certain extent, it can be regarded as "indulging", and later because of Zhou Fangzun, Naluo, and Wu Mi Might die, using Big Sister First Class to stop his epiphany of "he's dead".

Looking back suddenly, Chuya realized how much preparation Dazai had made behind his back.

So what did Osamu Dazai do to stop him?

"I reached an agreement with Saiki Kusuo to share my life with Chuya." Osamu Dazai sat on the white hospital bed wearily, his face was blue and white, his eyes were sunken, his face was haggard, but his eyes were surprisingly bright.As if he could understand Chuya's thoughts, he spoke first: "The price is that I need to bleed a third of my blood."

"…………"

So you guys are crazy, right?

Zhongyuan Zhong also wanted to just go back like this, but after thinking about it, he gave up and sat down on the side of his bed and looked at him: "So you made a big deal from the beginning, and if you die, you will commit suicide perfectly, and if you don't die, you can temporarily save your life Me, that's why I made a very good deal, right?"

"Ah." Osamu Dazai laughed mischievously. "Zhongya really understands me. It's a pity that I succeeded, so Zhongya has to share a living body with me. We live together, and the other person has to die together when we die. Finally, I can tie Zhongya~"

"You bastard..." Zhong Yuanzhong also gritted his teeth, and couldn't find the right language to scold him for a while, so he could only say bitterly: "So you still think it's a good deal?"

Dazai was silent for a while.

What he didn't tell Chuya is: if Chuya came back from the 22-year-old world, then there should be Dazai Osamu who was also 22 years old in the world before Chuya was alive. The 19-year-old deprived Chuya of half of his life, which meant tying up the 22-year-old.

At the age of 22, he should still have the habit of committing suicide. If the 22-year-old dies, the 19-year-old him and Zhong Zhong who came back here will also die.

but……

Osamu Dazai bent his eyes and looked at the sand-colored trench coat that flashed by outside the window.

However, that person should be reluctant to come back to life and die completely.It's a pity that even the last hobbies have been deprived.

"Whether it's worth it or not, I don't know." Osamu Dazai faded the smile on his lips, and his iris-colored eyes were full of deep meaning. "At least I didn't want to die then."

Why don't you want to die?

Because, I want to live with Chuya and continue.Even if the world is so dirty and ugly... I will never love the world, but I love you.

"I use myself as a bargaining chip. I want to know that the first thing I do when I am rescued after a narrow escape is: can Chuuya let go of Zhou Fangzun?" earrings. "Can Zhong also come back to my side?"

"........."

Dazai Osamu's question sounded, but there was a silence in response to him.

The sky outside the window was pitch black, and the blue that hadn't been smudged could no longer be seen. The cool wind blew the white curtains and lifted them.Zhong Yuanzhong also finally withdrew his gaze.

"I may never be able to let go of Zhou Fangzun's departure."

Zhong Yuanzhong also replied in the same way. He watched the bright color in the eyes of the black-haired boy with pale skin and haggard face fade away little by little. What he recalled in his mind was Zhou Fangzun, who was full of spirit and surrounded by flames, and his rebellious and arrogant golden eyes were also surrounded by flames. The flames burned red.

That is the color in which dreams arise.

It is also the color of dreams and longings that come to an abrupt end.

The last Zhou Fangzun I saw was tall and tall, with narrow and sharp eyebrows and eyes, and an elegant and wild silhouette. He was a mature and wild man.That arrogant and unruly wildness seems to be carved into the bones.

He said.

- "Sorry, Chuya."

Dreams and expectations took on a specific color, and everything came to an abrupt end. Although Zhong also understood that he was shamefully venting his anger, Osamu Dazai was not innocent.

"...I see." Osamu Dazai reluctantly bent the corners of his lips, his curly eyelashes fluttered slightly, obviously not as eager as before to let the whole world know that he was wronged and wanted to soften his heart and hug him, The look of drooping his head at this moment still makes people feel soft.

Are you still a brat?

"I may never be able to let go of Zhou Fangzun's death." Nakahara was also a little funny, sighing slightly, holding Dazai Osamu's downcast face, and solemnly swore. "But I love you."

—Because I'm back.