Gone

, turned back into the house

Xue Yang lay naked on the bed, unable to move

I have no choice but to let him take the medicine.

Wei Wuxian changed the ingredients of the medicine again, now it not only flushes but also smells bad

Black and viscous, like the sap after countless rotten eggs exploded

Xue Yang was covered up and down with this potion

Xiao Xingchen can't stand the taste anymore.

"Go to sleep by yourself tonight, and rest in peace."

After helping Xue Yang to lie down, Xiao Xingchen went out to the back mountain

The back mountain is a mass grave that has accumulated for hundreds of years, and the road is extremely quiet

It's already late autumn, and the night has a strong chill

Combined with the messy graves of the mass graves

Ordinary people have peed their pants in fright at this time, crying and calling their mother all the way

Xiao Xingchen walked calmly in the forest, not afraid at all

I'm so upset, I can't care what's going on around me

He didn't know how to explain these things to Xue Yang

I have always treated the present Xue Yang as a child in the unexperienced world

And full of hatred for Xue Yang before

Now two people are one person, Xiao Xingchen chooses to avoid the two characteristics

But, I didn't expect things to turn out like this

Walking and walking to the hinterland of the mass graves

The scholar is sitting on his coffin, reading a book with a lamp on

The whole person is illuminated by lights, like a huge firefly in this mountain

The ghosts around him flew around him, the atmosphere was weird and terrifying

The scholar felt the breath of someone around him, looked up and saw that it was Xiao Xingchen

Xiao Xingchen walked all the way on the yellow paper

"Master Xiao, why don't you rest at this late hour?"

The scholar closed the book and jumped off the coffin

"Well, I can't sleep a little bit, come out for a walk"

Seeing him like this, the scholar probably guessed what kept him from falling asleep.

Who else must be Xue Yang?

Scholar is not the kind of person who is very good at words

The two stood in the grave, not saying a word

Evening wind gusts, blows cold air, rolls yellow paper

The atmosphere is so embarrassing that dripping water

Xiao Xingchen felt a little regretful that he had come to the back mountain, and after a little gesture, he planned to go back and find a place to spend the night

As soon as he lifted his foot, the scholar stopped him

"Master Daoist, I hope you can think about it a little bit. Although what I said is very difficult for others, hatred cannot be let go, nor can it be overstated lightly. But don't let other people's feelings wait forever."

Xiao Xingchen paused, then left

The scholar watched him walk away gradually, and sighed

Crawled back on the coffin and continued to read

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-=-The bottleneck.

Gap 25

Xiao Xingchen walked all the way back to the small courtyard in Qianshan

I obviously wanted to relax, but I didn't expect my mind to be even more chaotic

What the scholar said made Xiao Xingchen want to go down the mountain now

Walking into the yard, standing at the door of Xue Yang's room, the candles flickering inside

Standing at the window and seeing Xue Yang by the light, his eyes were still open

Tears flowed down my face, I was hit by acupoints, and I couldn't even wipe it off

Without the arrogance of the previous life, he is more like a child after being gloomy

Xiao Xingchen looked at his face full of tears and snot, and after thinking for a while, he pushed the door open and went in.

On the one hand, Xue Yang was saddened by himself, maybe more because he was smoked by the medicine. He was crying so hard that he couldn't tell the north from the south.

Silent tears and loud sniffles echoed across the room

Didn't even know someone was in, got too much snot in the head and plugged ears

Xiao Xingchen walked up to him, took out a handkerchief from his sleeve, and wiped Xue Yang's face

Xue Xiaomei was taken aback by the sudden outstretched hand, her face twitched

After Xiao Xingchen carefully wiped away his tears and snot,

sat down next to him

Xue Yang tried his best to turn his eyes to Xiao Xingchen's direction.

Xiao Xingchen leaned against the bed rail and extinguished the candle with a wave of his hand

"sleep"

The house is dark and silent

Xue Yang's eyes were shining, staring at Xiao Xingchen all the time.

Hope to get some good news from Xiao Xingchen's face

But Xiao Xingchen closed his eyes and rested his mind, but his heart was in a mess

The two stayed together without a word until dawn

Lan Wangji's Lan family routine is really rigorous

As soon as I arrived, I heard the door next door squeak, I gently pushed it open and then closed it gently

Xiao Xingchen also got up for morning exercises

Two hard-working priests of the righteous way met in the small courtyard, and nodded to each other faintly.

Let's practice our own swords

After the morning exercise, the two of them are still in the small yard

If this is the normal time, Lan Wangji should go to the kitchen to make breakfast

Xiao Xingchen should go to the practice room to make medicine

But today was different, Lan Wangji stopped him

"Daoist Xiao, I also heard about what happened to you 50 years ago. Unfortunately, I was fined and locked up at that time, so I couldn't get to know you. At that time, you became famous and had a bright future when you first entered the world."

"I found out about Chengmei and you after you died. Chengmei killed you, but you died under my sword. In Chengmei's previous life, she never left Yicheng after you died. Do your best Save your soul, even though you have done evil, others like us can see a trace of kindness and remorse."

Xiao Xingchen didn't speak, just stood by the side silently

"It's too late when you want to look back. This is Chengmei's past life. From a moral point of view, it is a cruel thing for you to accept Chengmei. It's like saying sorry to you after stabbing you, and the bystanders let you Don't mind the same."

"But now Chengmei is a child we watched grow up. Wuxian and I are destined to have no children. Since I picked up Chengmei, I have always regarded Chengmei as my own. As a parent, I still hope that my children will not live in pain. It is a bit silly to be happy. does not matter"

Lan Wangji talked for a long time without beginning and ending, then turned and went into the kitchen

Xiao Xingchen stood where he was, stood for a while and then went down the mountain

Wei Wuxian walked out of the room and walked to the kitchen

"You were just like an old hen guarding the cubs"

Lan Wangji didn't say a word, he was cooking seriously

"Ah, I hope Daoist Xiao can figure it out, or let Xiaomei figure it out on her own."

Xue Yang knew that Xiao Xingchen had gone down the mountain when Wei Wuxian came in to deliver food and medicine

"Oh, I see." Xue Yang was the calmest

"Do you want to understand and let go?"

"no"

"That's so calm"

"I, Xue Chengmei, will definitely find him if I fall into poverty in this world!"

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Today, I listened to Lin Qi's long farewell song to find inspiration

I think it says Xue Yang

The debts of this world are still unsolved, and he will pay for them in his life.

Just like the cause and effect of the second life

I feel that their social outlook is not right, they obviously hurt Xiao Xingchen

But let the Taoist priest accept

I can't find a reason. It's logical. I'm so sad. I'll sell it.

Gap 26

Xue Yang is now paralyzed in bed and has no way of chasing him

Everyone in Yiling hoped that Xue Yang could recover from his injuries, and they would not come to look for Xiao Xingchen.

Xiao Xingchen finally walked in an unusually quiet way without being disturbed.

It's so quiet that he's not used to it

No one to follow, no ingenuity

It's been so quiet.

No fresh fruit when camping out

When staying in the hotel, no one is sneaking around next door and doing tricks

At night there is only one person lying on the bed in the room facing the sun

One day in the middle of the night, there was a lot of movement next door, and Xiao Xingchen was awakened in a daze

Thinking that Xue Yang had finally caught up, he sat up and put on his coat, waiting for the next move

The result did not wait

Next door is a pair of wild mandarin ducks, who come out to have an affair in the middle of the night

The moaning sound accompanied Xiao Xingchen in the second half of the sleepless night

I arrived at Song Lan's bamboo garden quietly and without any delay.

When I saw the bamboo garden in the mountains

Xiao Xingchen was a little dazed, and slowly approached the small courtyard.

But no one jumped out to stop

Until he opened the door of the bamboo garden, there was no one who stopped him

Song Lan heard the voice coming out of the house, still looking like that

Dressed in black, tall

"Stardust, you are back"

"Zi Chen" Xiao Xingchen was a little disgruntled

"Are there any insights and improvements from this journey?"

"It's okay." Xiao Xingchen replied perfunctorily as he walked to his room.

"That...Zichen, I want to close the meeting" After finishing speaking, he closed the door

Song Lan obviously had something to say, so he had no choice but to hold back

Xiao Xingchen was meditating inside the house, with a lot of thoughts, and he couldn't settle down

I heard Song Lan going in and out of the house for a while, walking up and down in the house

I went to the study to read and write.The sound of pages rustling

Even the sound of the leaves being blown by the wind outside can be heard clearly

The more you want to calm down, the more you can't calm down

Lie down on the couch

Close your eyes

In the beginning everything was running in the head

Xue Yang in the previous life and Xue Yang in the present life are divided into two people running in the mind

What Lan Wangji said, what the scholar said

Fast, fast, like a marquee. . .

fell asleep

In the dream, there was a voice of a boy talking in the dark

There is also a girl's voice chirping

The boy speaks in a humorous and humorous way, jumping up and down and bickering with girls

Usually I don’t want to go shopping, I always act like a baby

Bringing Joy During Xiao Xingchen's Painful Blindness

Then I don't know why the boy disappeared

This girl also disappeared

It became the voice of Xue Yang from the previous life pressing on him

until the final crash

Xiao Xingchen wakes up with the pain of the past

Thinking of the boy in the dream, I feel that it is really the last light in the first half of his life

It's a pity that the light comes and goes quickly

I don't know if this young man is still alive, it seems that he is also a cultivator

We also hunted at night together

I don't know if Song Lan knows where this boy is now

"A young man accompanied you when you were blind???" Song Lan put down the book

"Yes, there is such a passage in my memory, but I can't remember the details."

Song Lan's expression was a little weird

"I know who the girl is, it's Ajing