Frontier of rebirth

"I said, you and I are destined, and I also said, I can't do anything. You came with me voluntarily, and you stayed here voluntarily. I don't have any purpose, I just let nature take its course. "

"Those words you said before almost made me think that you wanted to accept me as an apprentice." Zi Ran curled her lips.

Master Bihua laughed and said, "You? I wouldn't accept an apprentice like you."

"What's wrong with me?"

"Your Dao heart is not pure, and you have too many entanglements, so you are not suitable for this path."

Zi Ran was silent, ever since she met Bi Hua, she seemed to have seen through her.She hated this feeling very much, but she didn't hate the real Bihua.

She is a little curious now, what exactly Bi Hua experienced in the previous life to become what she was when she saw her.Although the person in front of him also gave people a sense of arrogance and arrogance, he was not so paranoid and arrogant.

In such a seaside town, it is easy to forget about time. The snow on the mountains has melted, the grass is gradually green, and the flowers are just about to bloom.

Qing Si and Qing Nian in the courtyard also pulled out new branches, and Qing Nian even ran to Zi Ran to show off.Zi Ran touched Qing Nian's head with a smile, Qing Nian was very reluctant, saying that Zi Ran looked like those adults who came to offer incense, Zi Ran realized that he was still a child now, Zi Ran smiled, ignoring Qing Nian With an aggrieved expression, he walked away.

Perhaps there is nothing wrong with living in such a place.

Ziran's favorite thing to do these days is to stand on the top of Yihai Mountain in the early morning and watch the fishing boats return one by one.Although it is impossible to see the specific situation clearly because they are too far away, Zi Ran wishfully believes that their faces must be filled with joyful smiles, and their lives must be happy.Just like her mother once described to her.

The sea breeze is getting warmer, and occasionally there will be some people who come to the mountains for outings.The ghosts that often appeared in front of her on weekdays also disappeared one by one.

One day, Zi Ran finally couldn't hold back her curiosity and found Qing Si. "Why are you all hiding from people?"

Qing Si was very puzzled, it seemed that Zi Ran asked an obvious question, but she still answered Zi Ran: "Because we are not human, why should we get close to human beings?"

"What about the real Bihua?"

"A real person is different. She is not an ordinary person, and a real person took care of my younger brother and me back then."

"what about me?"

Qingsi hesitated: "The real person won't let me say it."

Zi Ran coaxed him: "You tell me quietly, I will never tell the real person."

"You don't need to say what a real person wants to know."

"A real person won't pay attention to these things. If I don't tell her, she won't know."

Qing Si doubted, and asked: "Really?"

Zi Ran nodded resolutely, and then showed what a child would believe: "Let's pull the hook, I will definitely not lie to you." She put on an innocent expression like a child, and she was almost acting like a baby.

Although Qingsi has lived longer than Ziran's two lifetimes combined, he is still a child at Liushu's age, and his mind is also at the level of a child. Although he looks much more reliable than his younger brother, he is still I believed Zi Ran.

"Actually, I'm not very clear..." Seeing Zi Ran's disappointed expression, he hastily added, "But my senses are always very accurate. I can vaguely feel something. I said before that you have It's a very strange breath, it's true. I've never seen this kind of breath on anyone else, maybe it's your breath that makes other fairies on the mountain not dislike you."

"Don't you know what's going on with that breath?"

"I don't even know the real person, of course I don't want to know."

"Oh? She doesn't know either?"

Qing Si didn't think much about it at all, so she continued to follow Zi Ran's words: "The real person said that she has never seen you in this situation, so she can't say for sure, but she is unwilling to tell me anything else. The real person is young. Time has been to many places, if even she doesn't know, then probably few people in the world may know. Don't you know that you don't know at all?"

"If I know, I don't need to keep asking you." Now Zi Ran's childish appearance, ready to cry, is very convincing, and Qing Si also worries with her.

But Qing Si is really troubled, but Zi Ran is just pretending.She didn't care much about the so-called strange breath on her body, she thought it might be related to her rebirth.Instead of worrying about these things, it is better to think about some more practical issues, such as how she will live in the future.

Not long after coming here, Qing Si was dragged away by Qing Nian to play with him.At noon, Zi Ran slowly walked back to Yihai Temple.There were no figures of Qingsi and Qingnian in the temple, only real Bihua was sitting where she usually sat drinking tea.

"He told you." There was no question in his tone.

"Don't tell him you know, or he will definitely come to me." Zi Ran was also very helpless, she knew that she couldn't hide it from Master Bihua, and there was no need to hide it from her, she was just asking about her own affairs, no The permission of Daoist Bihua is required.

Master Bihua smiled and nodded in agreement, she was waiting for Ziran to ask her, but this time it didn't go as she expected.Zi Ran seemed not at all curious about his own strange phenomenon, and had no intention of mentioning it at all.Master Bihua didn't hide his surprise at all, but asked directly: "Don't you want to know what's going on? I can tell you more than Qingsi."

"Anyway, it has already happened, and it doesn't affect me much, so let's ignore it. I just want to live a normal life."

"You have the appearance of some cultivators. Let nature take its course and rule by doing nothing."

"Then let nature take its course!" Zi Ran said.

Ziran bought a small house in Yihai Town. Although it is not very spacious, she likes it very much.This is the first house she has lived in that really belongs to her.Although she was a bit reluctant to admit it, her final decision to live in Yihai Town had a lot to do with the real Bihua.

Real Bihua never asked her about what happened before she came to Yihai Town, just as Zi Ran never asked what real Bihua knew.Although the two chose to avoid certain topics, they hit it off in other respects. Sometimes the real Bihua would teach Ziran some simple ways of self-cultivation. A person who is both a teacher and a friend.

Everyone in the town knew that she had a good relationship with Master Bihua, so they took extra care of her.

Zi Ran has lived in this small town for ten years.

Ten years allowed her to know everyone in the town, and everyone knew her.She greets everyone cordially, and occasionally chats with parents.Plain and trivial, but also true and happy.

But from time to time, she still thinks of Shu Jiaoyan.This may have become a habit. Whenever she has nothing to do, she will think about what she will do in the capital.

Having known real Bihua for so many years, she also knew that her original thoughts were a little ridiculously naive.At that time, she wished to love Shu Jiaoyan so much that she couldn't help herself, and she valued her more than her own life.But all of this has nothing to do with Shu Jiaoyan.She is very kind to Ziran, but this kindness has nothing to do with love, it's just that Ziran didn't realize it.

In Shu Jiaoyan's eyes, she has always been a loyal and reliable confidant, but no matter how confidant she is, she is only a subordinate after all. When nothing happens, she can naturally confide in her heart, but at the last moment, how can a confidant be as important as herself?Zi Ran knew that if she encountered such a situation, she would definitely do the same thing, so what position does she have to hate Shu Jiaoyan?

But ask yourself, do you still love her?Azusa didn't know the answer either.She often thinks of her, but she just thinks about it.Can't forget, but just can't forget.These three words of Shu Jiaoyan are like a scar imprinted on Zi Ran's heart. Although it may not have any impact on the current life, it is the deepest imprint of the past life.

It's another year of winter, everything looks like Zi Ran has just arrived in Yihai Town, a thin layer of snow has been scattered, and the road up the mountain is a bit muddy.But Zi Ran still goes to Yihai Temple, there is no other reason, she just wants to have a look.

If there are still some changes in Yihai Town, then nothing has really changed in Yihaiguan.Master Bihua is still the same, even Qingsiqingnian hasn't grown up much, and he still runs and plays all over the mountain like ten years ago.

Master Bihua greeted Zi Ran into the house, and Zi Ran realized that at some point Master Bi Hua had packed his luggage and seemed to be going on a long journey.

"what happened?"

"I'm going to the capital."

Zi Ran originally thought that when he thought of the capital again, he might miss or resent him, but he found nothing.She just asked lightly: "Oh? The capital?"

"are you going?"

"Okay! Wait for me to pack up." Zi Ran smiled.

The author has something to say:

I was not very comfortable yesterday, and with the mentality of writing a little bit, I coded a thousand words and posted it. Looking at it today, I really feel terrible. Not only are the words few, but the writing is also bad. I really can’t bear to keep it, so almost It was rewritten again.

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