Bai Mo Shengxiao

And the textbook that the little guy is holding~

Later, someone can find out which school the little guy is in.

After thinking about the answer he wanted, Qin Xiaomo looked at the number on the elevator display in a good mood, and it jumped to -2.

☆、Chapter 2

On the other side, Bai Huaisheng, who caught up with the last direct subway train to the university town in the city center in the morning, squeezed into the crowded carriage, shivering inexplicably.

Is the air conditioner turned on too much?

At the end of August and the beginning of September, the heat of midsummer has not receded, and the coolness of autumn has gradually invaded. Bai Huaisheng, who deliberately added a thin coat over the T-shirt, lowered his head and thought about what happened in the elevator before, and yawned softly.

I didn't sleep well last night, and even my thinking became stagnant. I rubbed the center of my brows tiredly, and Bai Huaisheng listened to the call from Shen Moxun, a former high school classmate and now a good buddy in the same department and dormitory, through the bluetooth headset. Xiao Ming, I just feel a headache.

The acting was so fake before.

Forget it, just ask Shen Moxun and see what he thinks.

However, now, without shouting at Shen Moxun's voice, Bai Huaisheng is not in the mood to talk about private matters on the subway.

"Today is the old hag's class, how dare you be late?"

On the other end of the phone, Shen Moxun squatted in the toilet, lowered his voice, and asked.

"Beep-beep-"

The one who answered him was Bai Huaisheng's usual background dubbing after his actions - the phone was unilaterally hung up.

"..."

"Ah."

Imagining Shen Moxun's furious appearance after being hung up on the phone, Bai Huaisheng regained consciousness in a daze.

Will he tell Shen Moxun that when he reported early a few days ago, he had already saved the "country" through the high school class teacher Qu Xiang?

Of course not, he is a new youth in society with roots.

Happily hooking the corners of his mouth, Bai Huaisheng looked up at the display screen - it's the stop.

With the flow of people getting out of the car, Bai Huaisheng took the escalator to the gate of S. Looking at the main gate of the school that reappeared in front of him after two months, Bai Huaisheng felt inexplicably kind.

He found the classroom where he was attending class, and walked into the classroom through the back door specially left for him. Bai Huaisheng found Shen Moxun and sat next to him, facing the pressured and concerned eyes of the teacher in charge.

"Have you reported to your superiors?"

Seeing that Bai Huaisheng walked into the classroom as if nothing had happened, Shen Moxun didn't care about Bai Huaisheng's concealment that he had asked for leave, and only gave him a light elbow.

Too lazy to deal with a certain one that obviously harbored malicious intentions, Bai Huaisheng opened the textbook and listened carefully to the class.

Knowing Xiao Jiujiu in his heart, Shen Moxun let out a few hahas to ease his embarrassment, but kept typing on the phone with his fingers and posted the message in the group.

Grade 14 Liberal Arts Group

2017╱3╱2708:20:33

Shen Moxun: I guess there is no play

"Listen carefully to the class, the old hag is watching you."

After knocking on Shen Moxun, Bai Huaisheng calmly stood up and answered the teacher's question.

Touching his nose, knowing that Xiao Shengzi was lying on his back again, Shen Moxun obediently put away his phone and managed to survive these three classes.

"Ahhh! I probably shouldn't have listened to the high school head teacher and got admitted to this school."

After class, just after running out of the classroom, Shen Moxun took out his mobile phone, looked at the pile of @ and messages in the class, and almost collapsed.

"Then is it possible that you still go back to N City?"

Shen Moxun forcibly dragged her to the cafeteria, took an empty plate, turned around and heard Shen Moxun's complaint, Bai Huaisheng replied reflexively.

"...It seems that this is better than S City."

Sitting down with Bai Huaisheng, Shen Moxun was silent for a while, and read the news in the off-duty group.

"Who knows." Bai Huaisheng replied, "Mo Xun, I seem to have met Brother Qin today."

"Just touch it—wait, Brother Qin?!" Surprised by Bai Huaisheng's words, Shen Moxun temporarily put the phone aside, shifted his position, lowered his voice, and asked, "Are you sure it's that Brother Qin?"

"I don't dare to admit it."

It was inevitable that Shen Moxun would break the casserole and ask the end, but Bai Huaisheng simply admitted it directly.However, thinking of his clown-like acting skills this morning, Bai Huaisheng lowered his head to eat, and his voice was a bit muffled when he spoke.

It always feels like he missed something.Otherwise, why did Brother Qin become the person he is today who rejects people thousands of miles away?

However, he was too depressed during that time, depressed to the point of committing suicide many times, he was already too busy to take care of himself, how could he separate his mind to care about what happened outside.

Later, it gradually recovered, but the memory of that time was subconsciously blurred by myself.

☆、Chapter 3

Today, if it wasn't for Brother Qin's appearance, he would not have changed much compared to six years ago. It would be absolutely impossible for him to connect this person who exudes the aura of "don't get close to strangers" with the former Brother Qin.

It seems that six years ago, it wasn't just him who had an accident.

"Then can you recognize yourself now?"

After glancing at Bai Huaisheng, Shen Moxun took out his mobile phone with a funny face, called up the photos of Xiao Shengzi in the past four years, and handed them to Bai Huaisheng, "Look for yourself."

?

Without getting Shen Moxun's point, under the baptism of Shen Moxun's expectant eyes, Bai Huaisheng took the phone suspiciously, and flipped through the photo album.

Has it really changed that much?

Bai Huaisheng, who hadn't looked in the mirror since he was 15 years old, looked at the dozens of photos in the safe of Shen Moxun's mobile phone, and suddenly understood the reason why Brother Qin treated him as a stranger when he met him today.

"When did you take these photos?"

Bai Huaisheng, who lives a two-point and one-line life between school and apartment every day, has no memory of her past that was instantly frozen in the photos.

"I want you to know that I still have stock→_→" Retaking his mobile phone, Shen Moxun smacked his lips and ate the last bite of rice in the bowl, "Don't you know that you have been elected as the school grass for three consecutive years Is it? Please, my senior Bai, don't be so dead-on-the-wall, okay?"

"Oh."

There was a slight itching on the right wrist, and Bai Huaisheng picked up the plate to cover up, leaving Shen Moxun who was still chattering behind him.

No wonder there are so many people every time he comes to the cafeteria.

With tense facial muscles, Bai Huaisheng smiled politely at the aunt who took away the plate, and put down the plate.Shen Moxun followed closely behind, and shut his mouth knowingly.

Children who lack love since childhood, regardless of gender, are very sensitive inside.As one of them, Bai Huaisheng is particularly outstanding.Not to mention, afterward, Bai Huaisheng experienced a series of blows.The one who could comfort him the most, and to him, the most important brother, Qin, rejected Bai Huaisheng at this moment.

Therefore, Bai Huaisheng has always hated places with many people.

As the culprit who accidentally posted Bai Huaisheng on the school's grassroots forum, Shen Moxun is still a little... guilty.

Grade 14 Liberal Arts Group

2017╱03╱2710:40:26

Shen Moxun: I exposed QAQ

Just after sending the message, Shen Moxun bumped into Bai Huaisheng's back.

(T_T)/~~

Quickly putting the phone into his pocket, Shen Moxun rubbed his sore nose and smiled awkwardly.

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

Early in the morning, from the phone call on the subway, Bai Huaisheng had a subtle feeling that Shen Moxun had something to hide from him, and this matter was related to him.

Carelessly sorting out the crooked watch strap on his right wrist, Bai Huaisheng waited quietly for Shen Moxun's answer.

"...Well, what, there is a class gathering tonight, are you going?"

He couldn't see Bai Huaisheng's expression that seemed to be a smile but not a smile, as if everything was under his control. Shen Moxun took out his mobile phone from his pocket hahahaha, opened the class announcement, and handed it to Bai Huaisheng.

"6pm to 9pm?" Raising an eyebrow, Bai Huaisheng read the entire announcement, "It depends on your mood."

"Hey, don't hang on to me, just give me a promise?"

"I haven't packed my things, I'm not in the mood."

Casting a sideways glance at Shen Moxun, and returning the phone, Bai Huaisheng turned around, took a shortcut, and went back to the dormitory.

qaq

This is him, is it a prophecy? (T_T)/~~

Looking at the message he sent in the group a minute ago, Shen Moxun deeply felt that he had set a flag for himself.

Grade 14 Liberal Arts Group

2017╱03╱2710:42:03

Shen Moxun: (┯_┯)

2017╱03╱2710:42:20

Shen Moxun: The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard

2017╱03╱2710:42:53

Shen Moxun: QAQ

2017╱03╱2710:42:54

Bai Huaisheng: Hurry back and help

2017╱03╱2710:43:00

Shen Moxun: ⊙▽⊙

"Didn't you say that things haven't been packed yet, why are you in the dormitory?"

Startled by Bai Huaisheng's speech in the group, Shen Moxun didn't care how much trouble Bai Huaisheng's appearance in the group caused. He almost rushed back to the top floor from the back door of the cafeteria at the fastest speed in his life. bedroom.

☆、Chapter 4

"Isn't it better to live in the dormitory in the morning when there are classes?"

Shen Mo found it, and Bai Huaisheng lost his energy.Putting the utility knife into the pen holder, and slowly put on the watch, Bai Huaisheng picked up the sheet and quilt cover that was placed on Shen Moxun's position, took off his shoes, got on his bed in two or three steps, and began to make the bed.

"Why did you buy a new one ⊙▽⊙"

His own land was taken, so Shen Moxun had to borrow another roommate's land. When he raised his eyes, he happened to see the whole process of Bai Huaisheng setting the utility knife.

This is the first set of bedding.

Little Shengzi's obsession with cleanliness...it will never go away~

"not in a good mood."

The implication is that you have something to ask of me, and you are so ignorant that you are bothering me here.

"..."

I will endure!

For the flag he set before, he accepted this tone!

Being tactfully poked by Bai Huaisheng over and over again, Shen Moxun managed to force a smile and changed the subject: "Isn't there morning class tomorrow?"

"That's because you missed the exam last semester and have to retake it." Bringing in the quilt that Shen Moxun had asked Shen Moxun to dry this morning from outside the dormitory, Bai Huaisheng unceremoniously said, "Make way."

"To go or not to go, it's a matter of one word, can—"

Obediently put his feet away, Shen Moxun followed Bai Huaisheng idly, entered the bathroom and then went out to the outside room, Bai Huaisheng was really impatient, made the bed, and told Shen Moxun to leave: "Go .”

"what?"

Being interrupted by Bai Huaisheng, Shen Moxun was still at a loss for a while.

"When the time comes, text me the specific location of the class gathering, and I will go back first."

After making the bed in twos and twos, Bai Huaisheng picked up his phone and wallet and left.

"oh oh."

The sudden surprise stunned Shen Moxun who didn't have much hope in his heart.It wasn't until Bai Huaisheng walked for nearly 10 minutes that he regained his composure.

Grade 14 Liberal Arts Group

2017／3／2711:20:00

Shen Moxun: The revolution has succeeded! !Comrades! ! !

2017／3／2711:20:06

Bai Huaisheng: I see.

2017／3／2711:20:30

Shen Moxun: ╰(￣﹏￣)╯

2017／3／2711:20:45

Shen Moxun: Are you home?

2017／3／2711:20:46

Bai Huaisheng: Yes

Bai Huaisheng, who has been a member of the diving team for many years, sat leisurely in the empty subway car, the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, as if he was amused by Comrade Shen Moxun's reaction, but his hand unconsciously stroked the scar on his wrist. A watch that is worn for four years.

This is the 15th birthday present that Brother Qin gave him in advance.

Fortunately, he didn't throw it away when he was crazy.

He was really happy to meet Brother Qin again.

Softening his indifferent expression, as the terminal approached, Bai Huaisheng's facial muscles tensed slightly unconsciously, and the corners of his mouth that were originally hooked into a line without knowing when.

Oops!

In the class group, he was a little flattered by the women's soldiers in the class. Shen Moxun just wanted to reply to Bai Huaisheng's message a few minutes ago. The matter that he behaved well and was completely forgotten by him—his brother, Xiao Shengzi's attending psychiatrist, once said that if there are people and things that are linked to Xiao Shengzi's past around Xiao Shengzi, he must pay close attention to it Xiao Shengzi, and contacted him immediately.

(T_T)/~~

He forgot (T＿T)/~~

I hope Xiao Shengzi is not home yet QAQ

Second-hand brother: brother brother brother brother Σ(っ°Д°;) っ! ! ! ! !

Shen Muyan:?

Interrupted by the continuous beeps of special concern, Shen Muyan had to interrupt what he was discussing with his friends.

Erhuo brother: QAQ Xiao Shengzi said he met an acquaintance this morning~

Shen Muyan: I'll deal with you when I come back!

Shen Muyan: Address?

Second-hand boy: I, I, I don’t have Σ(っ°Д°;)っ

"what happened?"

Stuffing out the cigarette in his hand, Qin Xiaomo asked quite casually, thinking about the little guy he met this morning.

☆、Chapter 5

"There's something wrong with that kid."

The second brother is in his third year, so he doesn't need to take care of himself; the work is relatively easy, and currently he only has Bai Huaisheng as a client; besides, only the great god Qin Xiaomo will call from time to time... No, he just participated from abroad When he came back from the meeting, before he was jet-lagged, Qin Xiaomo, who ran into his old friend by chance, arrested him.

"so?"

When I met the little guy this morning, I thought Bai Huaisheng's name sounded familiar, but I couldn't remember where I heard it.It wasn't until I got off the elevator and opened the car door that I saw the gift that Shen Muyan gave him when he returned home yesterday, that Qin Xiaomo remembered that Bai Huaisheng was mentioned in the reason Shen Muyan gave four years ago when he urgently needed psychological treatment but was let go. name.

This also has the follow-up of Shen Muyan being arrested early in the morning.

"I'm afraid he's going to kill himself."

Seeing his friend's indifferent expression, Shen Muyan was a little dumbfounded, but more helpless.

This is the bulwark propped up by a friend after going through a catastrophe. While protecting himself from external harm, it also blocks warmth from approaching.

but……

Seeing Qin Xiaomo pick up the key on the coffee table, leaving himself with a seemingly indifferent back, Shen Muyan hurriedly picked up a coat and followed.

Under the indifferent appearance, there is a soft heart.

"According to the theory of developmental psychology, there are two peak periods of self-concept development in a person's life.

"For the first time, at the age of three to four, children develop the ability to distinguish between the self and the objective world. For example, children stand in front of a mirror, whether they can distinguish whether the person in the mirror is their own mirror image.

"The second time, starting at the age of thirteen or fourteen. During this period, teenagers began to think about their social role positioning, that is, 'who am I', 'what role do I play in society' and so on.

"Second peak self-concept development can last for a long or short time: the long one can last until the age of 30, and the short one can be completed by the age of 18.

"If adolescents cannot carry out the process of self-identity well, there will be delays and even confusion of self-identity.

"Xiaosheng's situation is a bit complicated, but it is generally the same. However, because Xiaosheng lacked a medium to communicate with the outside world during the treatment, four years ago, even though Xiaosheng has recovered in my opinion, it is not ruled out that he is closed. The possibility of inner self world.

"What I'm worried about is... have you ever heard of a word that has emerged in 15 years-smiling depression?"

The short but long journey was blocked by a red light.Qin Xiaomo sat in the driver's seat without saying a word, listening indifferently to Shen Muyan rambling in his ear.

When he was in college, he took psychology as an elective, so he understands some professional words that ordinary people can't understand.

It can be said that Shen Muyan's babble was all nonsense, but Qin Xiaomo didn't interrupt him.

"Teached."

Amidst Shen Muyan's muttering, the car slowly drove into the underground parking lot.After leaving the car keys to Shen Muyan, Qin Xiaomo said two words coldly before getting out of the car.

"..."

Having known Qin Xiaomo for so many years, Shen Muyan still felt that this tone really deserved a beating.

Watching Qin Xiaomo enter the elevator, Shen Muyan started the car, backed up, and left.

How Shen Muyan would react to Qin Xiaomo no longer had the time to think about it.After many years, I heard from my friends that he rejected the bad influence that the little guy had on the little guy. He stood outside the elevator door that went straight to the 13th floor, held a cigarette, played with it between his fingers, and waited for the little guy to return. Home.

Since the little guy came home——

Also, 5 minutes.

Thinking silently in his heart, Bai Huaisheng, who was squeezed by the rush hour and almost got on the return bus, rubbed his itchy nose, and the corners of his mouth curled up again.

Brother Qin can't see himself rotting in the darkness.

Therefore, according to Brother Qin's schedule many years ago, Bai Huaisheng picked a time when Qin Xiaomo was most likely not at home, and returned to the newly rented small apartment.

When Qin Xiaomo saw Bai Huaisheng walking in with his head bowed, what Shen Muyan said before was circling in his mind——

He subconsciously chose to come back here instead of hiding himself like before, showing that a place with you is the home in his heart for him.

Home...?

Bai Huaisheng twitched the corners of his mouth mockingly, but the soft part of his heart was warmed up by this word.

☆、Chapter 6

It was the first time to experience being ignored by the little guy. Qin Xiaomo sighed softly, just like before, walked behind Bai Huaisheng who was still in a daze, and pressed the start button of the elevator.

Feeling unacceptable, going deeper.

Eighteen years ago, he was thrown back from abroad by his father who started a new family to his mother who was working hard in China. He also had a not-so-good first encounter with a three-year-old boy who was bullied at the time.

He was forced to "save the beauty", and the little guy became his follower from then on, until six years ago——

The family has undergone great changes, and the father has only one seedling left, and without the consent of the mother, he is forced to take him abroad.

The mother committed suicide, and the little guy was also implicated—the reason why the little guy was spurned, when the little guy was completely unprepared, was used by someone with a heart, and the whole thing was revealed.

In the second semester of junior year, Qin Xiaomo, who had just passed his 17th birthday, was afraid that his father would see his strange feelings for the little guy, so he refused the little guy's request to stay, and followed his father, being half-hearted. He left Huaxia under duress and went to country A.

But he forgot that sometimes, the person you love doesn't need your protection, all they want is to fight side by side with you.

If he knew the little guy's feelings for him, why would it be so? Six years ago, after he was abandoned by his cowardly and stubborn mother for the second time, when he was exposed to sexual orientation by someone who cared about him shortly after his birthday, when he faced his father When the power was repeated again and again, he made a hasty decision and was sent to country A. After going there, it will still be 6 years?

What I missed was the 6 years when the little guy changed a lot.

It is said that women will undergo [-] changes, but in fact, men will undergo [-] changes as well.

This is also the reason why Qin Xiaomo didn't recognize Bai Huaisheng when he met Bai Huaisheng in the elevator this morning.

But fortunately, what is lost is the east corner, and what is harvested is mulberry elm.

Shen Muyan, a good friend for many years, strongly invited him to return to China to jointly write a story collection "You You My Heart" about various psychological knowledge.After several weighings, he handled the affairs of country A well, and on the occasion of his 24th birthday, when the New Year's bell rang, he set foot on the land of China after an absence of 6 years.

After that, when he returned to a real estate that his friend helped him buy over the years, he "forced" the former tenant to leave within three months, received a call from Bai Huaisheng, and signed a one-and-a-half-year rental contract...

"Little Sheng."

The elevator went straight to the 13th floor, Bai Huaisheng was still immersed in his own world, his left hand unconsciously covered his right wrist, his facial expression was tense.

Helpless, Qin Xiaomo withdrew his scattered thoughts, patted Bai Huaisheng's shoulder, grabbed Bai Huaisheng's right hand, and got out of the elevator.

?

His thoughts were interrupted for no reason, Bai Huaisheng raised his head and wanted to break free from this inexplicable guy, but after seeing clearly the face of the culprit holding his hand, he fell silent strangely and gave up struggling.

Such a real dream.

The corners of his mouth curled into a slight arc, Bai Huaisheng let Brother Qin in his dream pull him forward, and his left hand, which had been wrapping around his right wrist, also quietly retracted into his coat pocket.

"I'll get you the door key."

After getting out of the elevator, there is an open anti-theft door.No one lived on the 13th floor before, and Qin Xiaomo only recently moved here, so he didn't worry about theft, so he left the anti-theft door open.But now, there was a little confusion on the 13th floor, so Qin Xiaomo had to secretly lock the anti-theft door.

?

Standing at the door of his newly moved apartment, Bai Huaisheng searched for a long time but failed to find the key. Footsteps came from behind him again - someone approached him with a unique pace and frequency.

Not a dream?

Hey hey hey? !Isn't it a dream? !

Stiffly holding the key that he finally found in his trouser pocket, Bai Huaisheng muttered "Brother Qin", lowered his head, and made way for Qin Xiaomo to lock the anti-theft door.

☆、Chapter 7

……

Sensing Bai Huaisheng's embarrassment and unnaturalness, Qin Xiaomo locked the anti-theft door without saying anything, took the key that Bai Huaisheng held tightly in his hand, put the key on the door, and opened the door for Bai Huaisheng along the way.

"Don't ask me to come in and sit down?"

"Brother Qin..." Somewhat perplexed, Bai Huaisheng took back the key from Qin Xiaomo's palm and stood at the door, unable to advance or retreat, "I just moved here last night, and I haven't packed my things yet..."

What should he do to react well...

Can……

The words of refusal were denied by Bai Huaisheng before he even said it out - with Brother Qin's temperament, as long as he thinks about it, he can do it. As for that little obsession with cleanliness, heh, it's not a problem at all!

Watching Bai Huaisheng's little entanglements with cold eyes, the old god Qin Xiaomo leaned against the door, waiting for Bai Huaisheng's unchanging answer——

Bai Huaisheng sighed silently, acquiesced to Qin Xiaomo's entry into the house, and tidied up a reluctantly clean place for entertaining guests.

The corner of his mouth curled up slightly, Qin Xiaomo stepped forward with his long legs, and followed Bai Huaisheng into the house.

"Clean up these things first, and it's not too late to make tea."

As soon as he entered the room, he looked around, and Qin Xiaomo nodded in satisfaction.

It seems that the habit of loving cleanliness that I deliberately cultivated before has not been thrown into the outer Pacific Ocean.

but……

After touching the kitchen disaster scene that was deliberately ignored by a certain Xiaobai...

"?"

Hearing Qin Xiaomo's words, Bai Huaisheng's movements froze, and he looked in the direction Qin Xiaomo pointed, and suddenly he felt like a Sparta.

Was it too tired last night?Why did he cook last night?And I forgot to pack it!

Bai Huaisheng, who was nicknamed by Qin Xiaomo as a real kitchen killer Xiaobai since he was a child, under the baptism of Qin Xiaomo's half-smile eyes, went to clean up the mess of cooking dinner by himself last night.

"How have you been here all these years?"

Standing at the door of the kitchen, helping the battered Bai Huaisheng from time to time, Qin Xiaomo looked at the pile of unrecognizable things that had passed the night in the pot, and asked with a little disgust.

Bai Huaisheng who just poured out the contents of the pot and washed it clean; "..."

But who made him have a convulsion last night, knowing that he can't cook and still cook?If he could have predicted his reunion with Brother Qin, he would have taken care of what he said last night.

"Sometimes I eat takeaway, sometimes I eat in the cafeteria, or I go out to eat..."

No matter how bad it is, just buy instant noodles to survive.

Before the age of 15, no one in the family knew how to cook, but he didn't know it. He looked at his mother desperately every day, hoping that one day he could eat the food cooked by his mother.

On his 7th birthday, his mother, who never touches the sun, went out to the kitchen for the first time. He was very happy about it for a long time. Qin Xiaomo, who was kind to him, was sent to the hospital.

It was also after that that Qin Xiaomo began to learn to cook...

So, did Brother Qin do so much for himself unconsciously?

Foolishly wiping the same place back and forth with a rag, Qin Xiaomo couldn't hear Bai Huaisheng mumbling something, but he could roughly guess what he was thinking.

"Who promised to have a good meal back then, huh?" Really couldn't stand it anymore, Qin Xiaomo pulled the rag from Bai Huaisheng's hand, "What are you thinking?"

The kitchen is not big, and Bai Huaisheng is better off alone, but now that a taller Qin Xiaomo is squeezed in, it seems a bit crowded.

Qin Xiaomo's words were almost close to Bai Huaisheng's ears.

The slightly warm breath fell on Bai Huaisheng's sensitive earlobe lightly and lightly. It was so irritating that Bai Huaisheng didn't notice for a while, his feet slipped, and his whole body hung on Qin Xiaomo's body.

The posture of the two people is extremely ambiguous.

Bai Huaisheng's face was completely red from the beginning to the end.

"Qin, brother Qin, can you go out first?"

"What's wrong, uncomfortable? Or where did you fall?"

"me……"

It's impossible to say, Brother Qin, can you always get your precious hands away first?

Bai Huaisheng was extremely fortunate, today he was wearing loose sweatpants.

☆、Chapter 8

And, and...

It's hard for Bai Huaisheng to imagine, if Brother Qin knew her unspeakable feelings for him...

Sudden thoughts swept through Bai Huaisheng's mind, Bai Huaisheng's face gradually turned pale, and while he was awake, he quickly stood up and hid out.

"Ah."

Laughing softly, Qin Xiaomo shook his head, so he had no choice but to pick up the rag and help the escaped "little rabbit" clean up the mess.

As for Bai Huaisheng, after escaping from the kitchen, he went straight into the room, locked the door behind him, threw himself on the bed, and rolled himself into the quilt.

Me, what should I do...

Subconsciously, Bai Huaisheng touched his right wrist——

Under his pillow, there was always a utility knife hidden.

The next second, Bai Huaisheng jumped up from the bed like a frightened deer, quickly took out a utility knife from under the pillow, and hid it in the locked drawer of the bedside table.

Why am I like this? !

no!Don't let Brother Qin know about this!

It's not a big deal, I—

The ear-piercing special bell rang, and Bai Huaisheng turned his head stiffly, looking in the direction of the desk.

The alarm clock he used to set the time to take his medicine, rang.

By the way, I almost forgot, his depression, and the possibility of relapse.Therefore, his attending physician, during the four years when he seemed to have recovered and returned to school to continue classes, irregularly prescribed some medicines according to his condition.

Why hide a utility knife by yourself?

Why did Brother Qin get confused when he came?

He pressed himself over and over again, but he didn't dare to tell himself the real answer.

Just now, when he was hugged by Brother Qin...

You can see how dirty he is.

As if bewitched, Bai Huaisheng touched the bedside table.

"Xiao Sheng? Open the door, Xiao Sheng, are you not packing up?"

After finally tidying up the "car accident scene" in the kitchen, Qin Xiaomo knocked on the door of Bai Huaisheng's bedroom, but no one answered, but the door was locked.

Knowing that Bai Huaisheng is the only customer of his friend for many years, Qin Xiaomo, how could he not think of what Bai Huaisheng wants to do at this moment?

However, he did not bring the backup key here.

Helpless, Qin Xiaomo could only keep knocking on the door, hoping to get Bai Huaisheng's attention.

As it turns out, he succeeded.

Bai Huaisheng was in a trance for a moment when he heard the familiar voice that was suddenly approaching and far away, before he realized that it was Brother Qin who was calling him.

"Brother Qin."

After hastily clearing up her emotions, Bai Huaisheng adjusted her facial expression, and opened the door as calmly as possible.

"Are you rolling in it?" In just a moment, the worry quickly faded from Qin Xiaomo's face, replaced by his usual gentle smile in front of Bai Huaisheng.

"...Uh, Brother Qin, I'd better pack up my things first."

Touching his nose unnaturally, Bai Huaisheng wanted to slip out through the gap between Qin Xiaomo and the door, but Qin Xiaomo grabbed his arm.

"Brother Qin?"

Bai Huaisheng was puzzled, what happened to Brother Qin?

"...It's nothing, you go."

Suppressing the complicated feelings in his heart, Qin Xiaomo let go of his hand, leaned against the door, and replied with lowered eyes.

"Oh."

Brother Qin didn't want to talk about it, and Bai Huaisheng didn't think too much about it. He just started packing his luggage from where he packed it yesterday.

Ah.

Seeing Bai Huaisheng tidying up his things obediently, Qin Xiaomo's heart was mixed.

If he wakes up Bai Huaisheng a little later...

While Bai Huaisheng wasn't paying attention, Qin Xiaomo turned into the bedroom, and with a complicated expression, picked up the utility knife left by the bed with a handkerchief.

On it, there is fresh blood, definitely not more than 5 minutes old.

Can depression really bring such a big change to a person?

Qin Xiaomo was a little confused.

It seems that what Mu Yan said was not all lies.

That being the case—

But in just a few minutes, Qin Xiaomo had already stepped out of his previous state.

Putting the utility knife back to its original position, Qin Xiaomo returned to the living room calmly, and started to help Bai Huaisheng clean it up.

☆、Chapter 9

"Ok?"

Unexpectedly, this gang provided Qin Xiaomo with another point of entry into Bai Huaisheng's heart.

"Brother Qin, what's the matter?"

After two hours of busy work, there were only a few boxes left unpacked.Bai Huaisheng put away his textbooks, and when he left the study, he heard Qin Xiaomo's question, and walked over to look, feeling a little embarrassed.

What Qin Xiaomo held in his hand was the latest masterpiece of Xiao Shengge, the top literary figure on the literature network - the first volume of the hardcover edition of "You You My Heart".

"You also read this kind of article?"

"...Uh, I, I'm a fan of the brain."

After all, Bai Huaisheng didn't dare to look at Brother Qin's expression, snatched the book from Brother Qin's hand, picked up the box on the floor, and went straight into the study without being too dirty.

"Xiao Shengge, is that you?"

Suddenly thinking of playing tricks, Qin Xiaomo moved back and forth the remaining boxes full of books into the study, seeing that Bai Huaisheng placed these books carefully one by one like treasures, and asked.

"Cough cough cough cough..."

Hearing this, Bai Huaisheng unfortunately choked on his own saliva once.

"Could it be really you?!"

Seeing this, Qin Xiaomo patted Bai Huaisheng distressedly, comforting him, but said in a shocking way.

"Ahem...it's not me, Brother Qin! I'm good in the literature department, but I don't have the literary skills to write novels! There is a word 'sheng' in the pen name of the great god, and it doesn't necessarily mean that it is in the name!"

After finally recovering, Bai Huaisheng hurriedly dodged Qin Xiaomo's hand, picked up the book that he threw on the ground due to excessive fright, wiped off the dust carefully, and put it back on the bookshelf.

something always feels wrong...

Bai Huaisheng pondered Brother Qin's words, and a little doubt gradually arose in his heart.

"No wonder, I thought I was lucky enough to meet a great god."

Smiling and handing the book to Bai Huaisheng, Qin Xiaomo replied in a good mood.

If you don't think it's right, you're right.

"Brother Qin, too?"

Accidentally, his train of thought followed Brother Qin's words, and the doubts in his heart just now were thrown away. Bai Huaisheng looked at Brother Qin with bright phoenix eyes, expecting to get the answer in his heart.

Xiao Shengge, the top master of the literature network, was named a god 9 years ago with the book "The Other Shore is Like a Song", and since then broke the curse of "one does not make two gods" in the Internet literature world.

He was dragged into the trap by Shen Moxun. Once he entered, it took him eight years—even during the two years he was receiving treatment, he never stopped, and kept chasing after him.

"I heard from friends."

At first, he wanted to shake his head and deny it, but Qin Xiaomo changed his mind, thought it over a few times, and chose a compromise.

It is better not to admit it directly, but to put aside the relationship altogether, rather than directly denying and refusing.

"Oh..." Bai Huaisheng didn't get the answer he wanted, and he was a little depressed for a while, but in a blink of an eye, he thought of the articles Brother Qin read on weekdays, and he felt a little relieved, "Brother Qin, you have been in Country A all these years..."

how have you been?

"Very good." After understanding Bai Huaisheng's unfinished words