Mo Shang Yu Han

Lu Zhiyi went on to say: "A few years after your brother was born, Ashin married He Jing. At that time, Xiao Jing and her brother were dependent on each other, there was no one else in the family, and He Chu had no skills. Your grandfather originally disagreed, saying that he was not in the right family. No. But one time your grandfather had a heart attack and was rescued by Xiao Jing who was passing by. The more he saw her, the more he liked her. He thought she would take care of the family and be kind, so he agreed."

Lu Shangqing asked suddenly, "What did He Chu do at that time?"

Lu Zhiyi laughed and scolded: "I call him He Chu, you also call him He Chu? It doesn't matter whether it's big or small. You should call him 'uncle'."

Lu Shangqing closed his eyes and chuckled, took a deep breath and asked again: "What did my uncle do at that time?"

Lu Zhiyi sighed: "What can I do? I just don't have a job."

Lu Shangqing stopped entanglement, but continued his father's words and asked: "Later, my grandfather agreed?"

Lu Zhiyi nodded: "Yeah. But after a few years, Ashin's family has never had a child, and there is no other way, so I plan to hug one." At this point, Lu Zhiyi's smile froze, his eyes deepened, and he said slowly: "It was also that year that your mother was found to have cancer. She was going to receive treatment, but she learned that she was pregnant for more than two months."

Lu Zhiyi fell silent when he said this, as if he had fallen into the predicament he had been in before, unable to struggle.After a while, he said, "She is very strong."

Lu Shangqing remained silent.He finally understood how his mother sacrificed her life to protect her, her resoluteness when she gave up treatment, and her mother's love as deep as the sea.Before he knew it, tears welled up, and Lu Shangqing hurriedly pressed his face on the pillow, waiting for his mood to calm down.

Lu Zhiyi put his hand on the back of his son's head and gently stroked it. He didn't know who he was saying to: "She is very happy, saying that you are the best gift God gave her, and that you are the continuation of her life. She said she didn't want to be bald by chemotherapy. It's not beautiful anymore."

Lu Shangqing sobbed extremely restrainedly, and then asked in a muffled voice, "Does it hurt?"

Lu Zhiyi said softly: "She is very happy."

Lu Shangqing slammed his face into the pillow and cried with extreme restraint.

Lu Zhiyi took out a few tissues and patted his son's shoulder. Lu Shangqing got up and wiped away his snot and tears, took a few deep breaths, and finally calmed down.

Seeing that his son had calmed down a lot, Lu Zhiyi continued: "At the time when you were born, she was already physically exhausted, but when she saw you as a small meatball, she laughed and laughed, and refused to rest no matter what. I advised her Rest first, but she asked me to promise her one thing first, I said 'yes' without thinking, she said 'I can't let him have no mother, you can adopt him to Ashin's family'. At that time, I was dumbfounded Now, before I could speak, she started to cough, she coughed and trembled all over, and then she started to have a fever. When she got better, she said again, 'I can't let Xiu'er have no mother, you have to marry another one, whether it's Whoever treats Xiu'er well, even if it's for me'."

Lu Zhiyi closed his eyes and paused for a long while, then took a breath, and continued: "She forced me to agree, so she closed her eyes and went to sleep. But her fever couldn't go away, and she persisted for more than a month. , just went."

After Lu Zhiyi finished speaking, both of them fell silent.After a while, Lu Shangqing said: "My parents are very kind to me. If I didn't read the suicide note written by my mother later, I would not know that I am not their own."

"A Xin" is called "Lu Zhixin" and is Lu Zhiyi's younger brother. Since Lu Shangqing adopted him, Lu Shangqing should call him "Papa" and call his biological father Lu Zhiyi "Uncle".But by fate, Ashin and his wife both died, and Lu Shangqing recognized his biological father again.But both Lu Zhiyi and Ashin are Lu Shangqing's "fathers", so in order to distinguish, Lu Shangqing will call Ashin "father", He Jing "mother" and his biological parents "parents" in front of Lu Zhiyi.

Lu Zhiyi knew what his son was thinking, so he said: "Your father is straight-tempered, he can't turn corners when he speaks, but he is really kind to people. Back then, he came to me directly and said to me, 'Brother, I am afraid of children. I want you again when I grow up, what should I do if he doesn’t recognize me? You have developed very well in Singapore, which is better than in China, take Xiu’er away, and don’t contact me in the future’. I know he treats you like a relative My son saw that your wife is kind and has a good temper, so I moved away. I didn't expect you to live alone for six years because of this. Sometimes I think about it, I have worked so hard for so many years , What are you trying to do? You can't even protect your own son, isn't this a waste of work?"

Lu Shangqing said softly: "Actually, everyone is working in vain. Dad, now that I know these things, I won't hate anyone, and don't worry about it."

Lu Zhiyi took a deep breath and nodded: "You are right, in fact, everyone is doing their jobs for nothing. I just feel that I am sorry for you."

Lu Shangqing: "Life and death depend on fate, wealth and honor are in the sky, no one can be sorry to anyone."