Song Zhe no longer avoids Qin Yan. Although the relationship between friends and non-friends is disturbing, he has no choice now, just like the straw in the last hand of a drowning man. No matter whether he is black or white, he has no choice. Eager to go ashore.

Song Zhe gave up, and no longer had any hope for Wang Cheng. Even if he saw the other party at the airport again, he ignored him like air. He wanted to escape, and wanted to escape from everything related to Wang Cheng. He even began to seriously consider Qin Yan. suggestion.

Go to America, to start over, to have a new life.

From then on, I really never want to see Wang Cheng again.

He convinced himself countless times in his heart, even when Qin Yan asked him to meet, he no longer refused. He tried his best to listen to every word the other party said, and tried his best to accept the other party's kindness.

Qin Yan has changed. These years of experience have transformed the boy into a man. The frivolous playboy in the past has now become mature and stable. Maybe it is true as he said, when he goes to the United States to get married, he will really treat himself well.

When Qin Yan asked to go with him again and again, Song Zhe did not refuse, and agreed to go to America with him and considered marrying him.

What are you struggling for? What else is there to look forward to? Wang Cheng has already decided to marry Zhang Jiajia. Does he really want to be trapped in his memories for the rest of his life?

He kept consoling himself, telling himself that this was the best choice, but every time the night was quiet, Wang Cheng's face came to mind again, and he couldn't forget it. He couldn't forget the man he had loved for ten years. Never seeing each other again, Song Zhe didn't even cherish his shallow side at the airport.

Let him take a good look at that man again, and he promises that as long as he goes abroad, he will never think about it again, never read it again.

Song Zhe thought he would wait for Qin Yan's impatient urging first, but he didn't expect to wait for Zhu Zhuzhu first.

The goblin in a tight leather jacket stepped into the entrance of his house, with a vicious and strange look on his face.

"Qin Yan wants to take you to the United States?" Zhu Zhuzhu looked at Song Zhe coldly, his tone full of hostility.

"Yes." Song Zhe lowered his eyes, not wanting to argue, and turned to enter the room.

"Then you promised him? Did you promise him!" Zhu Zhuzhu burst into a rage, holding Song Zhe's wrist tightly, with an expression like she wanted to eat someone.

Song Zhe nodded, and looked numbly at his former close friend: "I promise, I'll leave next month."

"You fucking bastard!" Zhu Zhuzhu raised his hand and slapped Song Zhe hard on the face. Song Zhe instantly lost his balance and fell to the ground.

Zhu Zhuzhu seemed still not relieved, she gritted her teeth and said, "Song Zhe, you are a fucking green tea whore! Do you think that men all over the world like you! Do you think you are the most pitiful!"

As he spoke, he stepped forward and grabbed Song Zhe's collar, and raised his hand to hit him again. Song Zhe suddenly sneered, and looked back at Zhu Zhuzhu sarcastically: "Oh, do you still like Qin Yan?"

Not to mention that he had forgotten that Qin Yan was Zhu Zhuzhu's first love. It was really sad and ridiculous that this vigorous love triangle in the past had only been repaid to him now.

"Yes! I just like Qin Yan! Don't pretend to be a white lotus, you think I don't know what you're thinking?" Zhu Zhuzhu lifted Song Zhe's collar, and her pretty face was distorted at the moment: "Wang Cheng don't You, you just go up to the pole to curry favor with Qin Yan, you clearly know that I have only been sincere to him all these years, how dare you! How dare you!" Immediately, Zhu Zhuzhu slapped Song Zhe again, and roared heart-piercingly: "Look at you You are so cheap, no wonder Wang Cheng doesn’t want you! The whole world thinks you are pitiful! Everyone only cares about you! What about me! Wu Xiaoxin cares about you the most! Wang Ya is also worried about you! I am your foil! You are the kindest You are the most innocent! I am a fucking bitch! No one cares at all!"

Zhu Zhuzhu let go of Song Zhe's collar, and slowly stood up, with tears in his eyes, he smiled at himself, and murmured in despair: "You have been waiting for Wangcheng for ten years, and I have been waiting for Qin Yan too." Year, why! Why did you take away my most important thing! Tell me! Why!"

"Oh," Song Zhe wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth. It turned out that all the friends who accompanied him looked at him like this. What hope is there? He is indeed a scourge and a hindrance to everyone. The darkness gradually occupied his heart. He raised his head and looked at Zhu Zhuzhu coldly. The face that was so pale from crying said sarcastically, "Yes, you are right, I am a green tea bitch."

"I can't get what I want, and you don't get what you want. I opened it up and let go. I advise you to give up early!" Zhu Zhuzhu seemed to be stimulated by this desperate voice, and he shook in disbelief. Shaking his head, he clenched his fists tremblingly and shouted sharply, "Crazy! You crazy!"

"Yes, I'm crazy, I've been crazy for a long time! Do you want to go crazy with me! Come on!" Song Zhe also staggered to his feet, staring at the other party with hateful eyes.

"I'll fight with you today!" Zhu Zhuzhu raised her fist and rushed over, but Wu Xiaoxin rushed over at this moment: "Stop! You all fucking stop me!"

Wu Xiaoxin stopped Zhu Zhuzhu, who was furious, and shouted anxiously: "Are you all crazy! After so many years, you don't want friends for a man!"

Song Zhe looked at the two expressionlessly, and never said a word. Zhu Zhuzhu was hugged by Wu Xiaoxin and couldn't move, and kept cursing: "No wonder Wang Cheng doesn't want you! No one will want you! You're just a third grader!" You slutty bastard! I’ve kept a white-eyed wolf for so many years! I should have let you die there when I was in college! You lunatic! Crazy!”

"Stop talking! Stop talking! Follow me!" Wu Xiaoxin held Zhu Zhuzhu tightly and dragged him out of the door forcefully. When closing the door, she looked at Song Zhe with complicated eyes and left a sentence: "Don't go there either. Take it to heart and have a good rest." He took Zhu Zhuzhu and turned to leave.

"Heh...hahahahahaha..." Song Zhe's stern laughter overflowed from his mouth. This heart-wrenching voice was like a person with cramp and peeling, and finally wailed in despair.

He used to think that he had the best friend, the tenderest lover, and the happiest life, all fake, all fake!

When fate drives everyone to a dead end, what he gets is to see everything he owns gradually destroyed, does it hurt, suffer, collapse?

Every piece of love he cared for in the past ten years has passed away from his hands, what is left of him, what is he still clinging to!

He slowly closed his painful eyes, but his eyelashes were still shaking, let's go, it's time to leave...

Song Zhe quickly applied for resignation from the company. The purser wanted to keep him, but seeing his firm will, he didn't say anything more, and generously wished him a bright future.

The colleagues in the airline company decided to have a dinner for him to practice, and Zhang Jiajia will be there, so naturally they must bring Wang Cheng, Song Zhe didn't say anything, just called and asked Qin Yan to have dinner with him.

He didn't tell Qin Yan about the fight with Zhu Zhuzhu that day, he asked what was going on with them calmly, but Qin Yan frowned and kept silent for a long time before Song Zhe stopped worrying, he and Zhu Zhuzhu had already broken off up.

Heh, Song Zhe chuckled and said no more, everyone has secrets, everyone is squeezed to pieces by life, no one can get what they love, no one can resist the separation of love and hate.

Like him, like Qin Yan, like Zhu Zhuzhu, and like Wang Cheng.

He was tired, exhausted from the bottom of his heart, he was too lazy to care about the disturbances of personnel and the changes of the world.

Qin Yan took him away, he left, if Qin Yan didn't take him away, he would leave too.

This city and its people have no basis for his nostalgia.

On the day of the practice, Song Zhe waited for Qin Yan, who came from get off work, and asked the purser to go to the restaurant first. When he and Qin Yan arrived, there was only Zhang Jiajia's table in Wangcheng still vacant.

He calmly pulled Qin Zhe to sit down, ignoring the scorching gaze coming from the opposite side, and toasted with his colleagues on his own. Soon, getting drunk, Qin Zhe pulled Song Zhe back to block a few drinks for him, forcing him to sit down first Eat something to pad your belly.

Song Zhe's sexuality is not a secret in the flight crew, and he has never concealed it since graduating from high school.

It has nothing to do with him to let others judge his head and feet, but just ask yourself to be happy and unrestrained.

But at the moment, it is no longer possible to live recklessly.

Wang Cheng's eyes followed Song Zhe closely. The kitten's face was flushed from drinking, but he was still trying to be brave. He tried to stop him several times, but was stabbed by the inadvertent interaction between Qin Yan and the kitten.

He is not good, he is not doing well at all, he desperately wants to prove that Song Zhe has no influence on him, but in the end he is still distracted by the person in front of him.

Song Zhe resigned, where will he go?Go to America with Qin Yan?Are they really together?Has the kitten fallen in love with Qin Yan?

Countless thoughts were spinning in my heart, and before I had time to think about it, my nose was already sore.

Recently, Wang Cheng always shows up at the airport on purpose to appear close to Zhang Jiajia. He even hopes that Song Zhe can come forward and give him a slap in the face, hoping that Song Zhe can care a little bit.

But no, Song Zhe no longer has himself in his eyes, and once this idea arises, it is like an endless black hole that will tear Wangcheng to pieces.

Qin Zhe brought food for Song Zhe. Today's Sichuan food is a bit too spicy. Song Zhe drank a lot of water, but he couldn't help but eat a few more mouthfuls.

Seeing it, Wang Cheng suddenly grabbed his hand, and said with confusion, "Don't eat it...Your stomach is bad...It should hurt again later..."

Song Zhe didn't even raise his eyes, put aside that hand, and continued to bury his head in the food, but Qin Yan looked at Wang Cheng with a smile, and said provocatively: "Xiao Zhe has a good appetite recently, and the old problem of stomach pain is also gone. Many, don't you know?"

Wang Cheng looked at Qin Yan coldly, and was about to retaliate, but Zhang Jiajia picked up a spare rib and fed it to Wang Cheng's mouth with a sweet smile, and said coquettishly: "Honey, this is delicious, you can try it too .”

Wang Cheng was a little embarrassed and had to open his mouth to take it, but all this still fell into Song Zhe's eyes. He smiled self-deprecatingly, and lowered his eyes as if he didn't see it.

There is a beautiful woman by Wang Cheng's side, and Qin Yan is by his side, so he should be a stranger and treat everyone well.

He picked up the chopsticks and wanted to pick up the fish, but Wang Cheng's voice suddenly came: "What's wrong with your hand? Are you injured?"

Song Zhe looked at his fingers. Two days ago, he was cutting fruit to make salad at home. He didn't expect that he was not proficient in knife skills, but he made a cut on his fingers.

Simply wipe it with disinfectant and wrap it with gauze. This is what Wang Cheng taught himself back then.

During the period when he thought the two were ambiguous, in order to please Wang Cheng, he learned to cook by himself, and tried to make the other party happy every day, but unfortunately, it was a dream after all.

"It's nothing, it was cut accidentally." Song Zhe didn't want to say more, and explained simply.

"Why are you so careless?" Wang Cheng frowned and wanted to pull his hand to check carefully, but Qin Yan took Song Zhe first, and after careful inspection, he said dotingly: "Little idiot, I will cook from now on, you like to eat Just tell me anything, okay?"

This familiar scene made Wang Cheng's body tremble. Someone once said this to Song Zhe, but that person was him, but now it was someone else.

Is it over?Has time really changed?Isn't this exactly the result I want?But why, why does my heart hurt so much in my chest...

"Yes." Song Zhe nodded with a smile, agreeing.

The meal ended strangely in their own minds, the purser and colleagues left first, Zhang Jiajia said to go to the bathroom, Song Zhe walked out with Qin Yan after paying the bill, and they ran into Wang Cheng who was waiting for his girlfriend.

Qin Yan took off his coat, put it on Song Zhe's shoulder, and said thoughtfully: "It's cool in the night, don't catch a cold."

"Thank you." Song Zhe accepted the other party's kindness with a slight smile.

Qin Yan took the opportunity to kiss the corner of his mouth, and grinned rascally.

The picture was engraved into Wang Cheng's eyes, and the pain in his heart made him almost unable to breathe.

That scene looked like they were...in love...

don't, don't do this...

Xiao Zhe, can't you see me...

Why don't you see me...

Xiao Zhe...

We go home…

I will never make you sad again...

I will never make you cry again...

Please look back at me...

I'll cook something delicious for you...

I take care of you all my life...

I admit that I love you...

please….

look at me again...

look at me…

Wang Cheng subconsciously took a step forward, almost reaching out to grab Song Zhe, but at this moment, the other palm grabbed him.

"Honey, what's the matter?" Zhang Jiajia's soft voice came from the side.

Wang Cheng numbly turned his head to look at this woman, and suddenly felt that the girlfriend in front of him was so strange that he couldn't recognize him.

Who is she...why do you hold yourself back... Where is Xiao Zhe... Where is his Xiao Zhe...

At this time, Song Zhe and Qin Yan had already opened the car door and got in. The engine hummed and they galloped away like an arrow being taken off a bow.

"Honey, let's go home too." The voice of his girlfriend in his ears was still sweet, but Wang Cheng felt like the roar of hell.

No, really no, he lost his kitten...

In midsummer, the night sky is full of stars like water, which indicates that tomorrow will be another sunny day, but Wang Cheng's heart fell into a hole in the ice and never warmed up again.

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