Straight Men Taming

Song Zhe sent text messages to Wang Cheng for three consecutive days, but never got a reply.

The man regretted it, he understood that a man couldn't let go of his mother's knots, he understood, but he just wanted to prove something, and he was so stubborn that he refused to give up.

This obsession that Song Zhe had buried in his heart for ten years finally saw some hope, and he would never allow it to be easily extinguished.

When he woke up in the morning, he turned on his phone and sent a message: Are you awake?It's going to rain again today, so remember to bring an umbrella, and when there is no reply until noon, he sends again: I learned a new dish, can I cook it for you tonight?

The phone was unlocked and the screen was black, and the black screen was unlocked again. Song Zhe looked like a madman looking forward to Wang Cheng's reply to him even a word.

The airline has entered the off-season, and even the scheduling schedule is relaxed. He returned home early, squatted on the sofa and lost his mind. He clearly hugged the man who was not allowed to leave him the night before, and now he has disappeared without a word. Carefully recalling that lingering rainy night, I was afraid it was just an illusion of my own thoughts.

It wasn't until the third day that Song Zhe finally understood with his bloodshot eyes that Wang Cheng was hiding from him.

The dull pain in his heart seemed to be bleeding, and he felt like his whole body had been eaten by ants, mutilated and incomplete.

Desperation and anger rose from his mind, he wished he could rush to Wang Cheng's house right now, grab the man by the collar and ask: Do you have a heart!

But Song Zhe didn't do anything. It's not that he's ignorant to this day. Whatever he does is wrong. With a self-deprecating smile, he closed his eyes and comforted himself: What are you afraid of? It's a big deal to spend the rest of your life with a man, even if you die. Cheng admits to falling in love with himself.

Anyway, he has plenty of time.

Wang Cheng was on the verge of collapse these days, and he had clearly warned himself many times not to have evil thoughts, but how could all previous efforts be wasted with a high fever!

He paced back and forth in the office impatiently, unable to calm down no matter what he did, and even yelled at everyone in the meeting, making everyone in the company feel insecure, lest they step on the boss' minefield.

He almost hated Song Zhe, why did he insist on seducing himself, why did he refuse to let himself go!But the memories of that night were gradually remembered in his mind, and he was horrified to find that it was Song Zhe who was tempting him, it was clearly his sperm that was hungry for food.

Wang Cheng couldn't sit still any longer, so he ordered his secretary to contact a psychiatrist and go see a doctor. Yes, he thought he was sick, and he was seriously ill. No matter how late he was busy and how tired his body was, Song Zhe's face always It will appear in the mind and linger.

The psychiatrist was a middle-aged woman. After looking at Wang Cheng with provincial eyes, she asked him to fill out a question-and-answer form. Wang Cheng filled it out patiently, waiting for the doctor to give him an answer.

Unexpectedly, the female doctor read the form carefully, asked him some questions, and concluded: "Mr. Wang, you have no psychological problems. Homosexuality is not a mental illness. If you have to say that something is wrong with you, it is only because you lack the courage to face yourself."

Wang Cheng was furious immediately, he clenched his fists and wished he could punch this man twice, why is he not sick!If it's not sick why is it so painful!Why do I dream of Song Zhe every night!Why just thinking of Song Zhe's figure makes my heart feel sour and sweet at the same time!

He was sick, like a bewitched man, he was worried when he left Song Zhe, and at a loss when he met him, even Song Zhe's text messages were read several times a day, but he didn't dare to reply a word.

Wang Cheng closed his sad eyes, not intending to argue with this poor doctor, and strode out of the psychological clinic with despair in his mind.

How can he get back to normal? He thought hard and couldn't find the answer. Seeing that he was in a bad mood recently, the secretary suggested that the company dinner be lively and lively. Wang Cheng nodded numbly. Anyway, he was alone when he went home. Maybe he was drunk instead. easy.

On the day of the party, the secretary brought her cousin, a beautiful and cheerful girl. The secretary introduced her to colleagues with a smile, and finally pulled her to Wang Cheng and said, "President Wang, this is my cousin Zhang Jiajia. You don't mind if I call you over to play together."

Wang Cheng shook his head expressionlessly, he didn't care who came and who went, his heart had long been occupied by a certain kitten, and now only sourness remained.

However, Zhang Jiajia paid close attention to Wang Cheng, and took the opportunity to toast him many times, with a bright smile and a gentle and decent smile, which made it difficult for anyone to refuse.

After Wang Cheng drank a few more glasses, he understood the little girl's thoughts no matter how dull he was. This was obviously because he was showing favor to him. He looked at Zhang Jiajia carefully. He had red lips and white teeth, and a perfect figure. When he spoke, his eyes would flicker like Shining like eyes, there used to be a pair of eyes like this, bright like stars in the night sky, as long as they look at themselves, they will bloom brilliantly.

Wang Cheng felt chills down his spine, why did he think of Song Zhe again? He clenched his fists and forced himself to come back to his senses. Zhang Jiajia is in good condition, and she is also a man of beauty. Maybe he will fall in love with him after a few contacts. Will fall into the relationship with Song Zhe again and cannot extricate himself.

Under Zhang Jiajia's initiative, Wang Cheng half-pushed and exchanged contact information with the other party, and went out on dates with her in the next few days.

Zhang Jiajia is really a transparent girl who knows the cold and the hot, and can always detect Wang Cheng's preferences at the first time, and the guidance of the secretary's cousin must be indispensable, but fortunately, he is not disgusted, and accepts the love conveyed by the other party naturally.

While chatting with Zhang Jiajia, Wang Cheng discovered that she was also a flight attendant of Rongcheng Airlines, and what was even more unbelievable was that the other party was also in charge of international routes in Asia.

For some reason, when Zhang Jiajia shyly asked if the two could develop further, Wang Cheng hesitated for a while and agreed.

Do you want to convey something to Song Zhe?Wang Cheng didn't know, he was afraid that Song Zhe would be sad when he found out, but he also hoped that Song Zhe would find out quickly, so that maybe he would give up on him.

As long as Song Zhe gives up, he won't like himself anymore.Then you don't need to bother yourself anymore.

Thinking of this, Wang Cheng's heart ached again. If the kitten knew that he was talking about a girlfriend, he might cry again. As in the beginning, be each other's best friends and have fun over wine.

At that time, he will still abide by the agreement, stay by Song Zhe's side for the rest of his life, and never leave.

Trying to convince himself that his decision was correct, Wang Cheng suppressed his uneasiness and began to get along with Zhang Jiajia seriously.

It's just that he never expected that this day would come so soon.

Little girls can't hide their feelings when they are in love. The news that Zhang Jiajia has a boyfriend quickly spread to the entire flight crew. Today, Song Zhe and Zhang Jiajia happened to be flying on the same flight, so it was inevitable to hear some secret conversations between girls.

"Xiao Zhe, I'm in love." Zhang Jiajia smiled like a delicate flower, revealing the unique shyness of a girl Huaichun.

"I heard that, congratulations." Song Zhe finished the meal in his hands, and responded with a smile to the budding girl in front of him.

Wang Cheng has not contacted him for almost a month, and he is getting more and more haggard. He really wants to call Wang Cheng, hear Wang Cheng's voice, and see Wang Cheng again, but the other party ignores him indifferently. After all, Song Zhe didn't have the cheek to continue pestering.

Is there still a chance to be with Wang Cheng in this life?Is it possible that one day I can say that I am in love so calmly and joyfully?

Song Zhe smiled wryly, his eyes were a little red.

"Let me tell you, he is really a very good person." Zhang Jiajia has always had a good relationship with Song Zhe, and at this time she confided in him as a good sister: "My boyfriend started his own company and did a very good job. , He is also a gentleman, and he always speaks softly to me."

Song Zhe glanced at Zhang Jiajia's shy little face, and said with a smile, "You are really crazy. Since you like it so much, you should cherish it."

"Yeah! Of course I will~ He will come to pick me up from work in a while." Talking about her boyfriend, Zhang Jiajia couldn't stop being excited, and continued to say to him: "Don't you want to go back to the city too? It’s just a matter of time to give you a ride, and I’ll introduce you to each other.”

Song Zhe just wanted to refuse, but he couldn't resist Zhang Jiajia holding his arm and swaying coquettishly: "How about it~ see you~ help me as a consultant too~ I like him now~"

"Okay, okay~Miss~" Song Zhe smiled helplessly. He didn't drive today, and it would be convenient to take a ride. He wouldn't be very good at refusing, let alone to a girl he befriended: "I'll get off work later." I will accompany you to meet that legendary handsome boyfriend~"

"Okay~" Zhang Jiajia happily pouted and kissed Song Zhe from the air, covered her mouth and blushed with embarrassment.

Song Zhe shook his head, prepared the dining car and pushed towards the business class. The sunlight outside the cabin was so dazzling that he met Wang Cheng once again here, and this unexplainable relationship began.

Can I see Wang Cheng again? Will I still wait for the day when my wish will come true in this life?

Song Zhe restrained his urge to cry, and quickly started serving the passengers.

When it was time to get off work, Zhang Jiajia couldn't wait to grab him and walked out. While walking, she called her boyfriend: "I'm coming out, wait a little longer, I'll bring a colleague to meet you, okay, got it, see you later."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Jiajia winked at Song Zhe playfully, and said coquettishly, "Xiao Zhe, you have to look after me later, he is handsome and capable, I'm afraid he is not sincere to me."

"Understood, miss, let's go~" Song Zhe pushed the girl towards the outside of the airport, slandering in his heart that this woman's IQ was zero even if she was in love.

As soon as she reached the airport hall, Zhang Jiajia ran over like a bird breaking free, hugged a tall man and shouted, "Honey!"

The moment Song Zhe looked at the man, he stopped, took a deep breath and tried his best to restrain his trembling figure. He clenched his fists with difficulty, his fingertips sunk deep into his flesh, and his hands trembled uncontrollably .

I couldn't be more familiar with that figure, so familiar that it sneaked into my dreams every night and turned into countless thoughts.

He thought about it day and night, lingering in his dreams, and the man he would never forget was standing in front of him.

He once lingered on the bed with that person, kissed passionately, told each other, wished that he could rub the other person into his own flesh and blood, and he had been looking forward to it for ten years, waiting for ten years. Can meet again.

That person once touched his face and made a vow under Mt. Fuji. That person once imprisoned him in his arms, feeling the heat beating in his chest. Gently waiting for life after life...

But now, that person is hugging other people, whispering and flirting, like an innocuous clown, trying his best to make people laugh.

Song Zhe wanted to laugh, he wanted to laugh at his stupidity, his innocence, and the treachery of this world, which seemed crazy.

Why, why did that person appear here!Why is it that I love so much that I am heartbroken, but I am still disillusioned!

The pain in his heart stimulated every nerve, Song Zhe only felt that his eyes were black, his feet could not move as if they were frozen, he bit his lower lip fiercely, he tried his best to suppress the emotions that were about to get out of control, he couldn't cry, he couldn't cry Crying here, don't let that person see you collapse, you have to walk over in a mature and generous way, you have to smile and greet you decently, and you have to act calmly as if nothing happened.

Be like an adult, be sensible and not embarrass Wang Cheng.

Wang Cheng raised his head to look at Song Zhe, those eyes as dark as stars were covered with gloom at the moment, and the pain of shattering his body clearly and secretly surged under his calm expression.

No, don't, don't look at me like that, don't, Xiao Zhe, don't be like this, don't be sad, it's not what you think, please don't look at me like that...

Wang Cheng turned his head away in a panic, unable to bear Song Zhe's eyes any longer, like a husband caught cheating by his wife, he quickly let go of Zhang Jiajia's hand.

"Song Zhe?" Zhang Jiajia ran over with a coquettish smile, held Song Zhe's hand, and said coquettishly, "What's the matter with you? Why are you so dazed?"

Song Zhe flinched in shock from the touch from Zhang Jiajia's hand. He hurriedly withdrew his eyes and lowered his head, and smiled with difficulty: "No, it's all right..."

"Come on, I'll take you to meet him." Zhang Jiajia enthusiastically brought Song Zhe to Wang Cheng and introduced, "This is my boyfriend Wang Cheng. Hehe, he's handsome." He pointed to Song Zhe and said, "This is my colleague Song Zhe, the baby of our flight crew."

Song Zhe's fingertips sank into his flesh, barely holding back the expression on his face, and nodded without raising his eyes, "Mr. Wang, hello."

Hearing Song Zhe's unfamiliar tone, Wang Cheng's heart ached so much that he almost couldn't stand still. He looked at Song Zhe sadly, his eyes vibrating clearly: "Hello." The words he said were so hoarse that he trembled...

The person in front of me has known from the age of 17 to the present, there have been love, anxiety, angry scolding, even roaring and begging when sad, but he has never been so indifferent as today.

This is not what I want, this is not the ending I expected, how could Song Zhe become like this, come to question, come to condemn myself, even if he waved his hand and punched him twice in anger and scolded himself for being a wolf, it is better than being indifferent now that it has nothing to do with him .

Is it wrong?Wang Cheng suddenly asked himself in his heart, did he make a mistake at the beginning, should he avoid Song Zhe in this way, did he really hurt Song Zhe?

"Why are you so weird? Did you know each other before?" Zhang Jiajia looked at the two of them back and forth, and also sensed the frozen atmosphere at this moment.

Song Zhe clenched his fists tightly, his nails pierced his skin, and he felt the warmth of blood flowing from his palms: "It's nothing, Mr. Wang and I used to be classmates in high school." He raised his head, smiled, and said every sentence like a knife. Pushing into his chest, "Maybe Mr. Wang has forgotten me, but it doesn't matter, I didn't know me very well at that time."

Wang Cheng looked at Song Zhe in disbelief, unable to accept what he meant, high school classmate?Not too familiar?What was before that?Is it my Nanke Yimeng, the passing cloud?

No, don't say that, it's not like that!

"So that's the case. I didn't expect that you guys really knew each other. It's really great!" Zhang Jiajia took Wang Cheng's arm with a bright smile, and teased: "Since we all know each other, then we are all acquaintances. Shall Zhe go to the city together?"

Wang Cheng almost subconsciously wanted to free his hands. Song Zhe's calm surface clearly concealed helplessness and sadness. He should hug him, comfort him, and explain to him, but Wang Cheng just rolled his Adam's apple and struggled to say something. Word: "OK."

Zhang Jiajia excitedly kissed Wang Cheng's face, Song Zhe smiled wryly when he saw it, lowered his eyes and said nothing.

The three walked towards the parking space one after the other, Zhang Jiajia and Wang Cheng walked in front, Song Zhe silently followed behind, came to the side of the car, Wang Cheng pressed the switch to unlock, Song Zhe sat in the back seat consciously, He bowed his head and said nothing.

Along the way, like a chirping magpie, Zhang Jiajia kept teasing Wang Cheng, and then turned around to chat with Song Zhe.

Wang Cheng adjusted the rearview mirror, keeping his eyes on Song Zhe's expression. When Zhang Jiajia turned his head to ask questions, he responded with a smile. When he didn't speak, he looked out of the window expressionlessly, wondering what he was thinking.

Wang Cheng suddenly felt that his girlfriend was annoying, and Song Zhe was obviously very unhappy, so why did he keep talking, didn't you see that he was already pursing his lips? Every time the kitten pursed his lips, he didn't want to continue talking.

Wang Cheng frowned, holding the steering wheel tightly with both hands and not wanting to talk to the woman next to him, he stepped up his horsepower and drove to Song Zhe's home.

The three of them drove downstairs to Song Zhe's house in a strange atmosphere, thanked them softly, and then he turned around and got off the car and walked into the corridor without looking back.

Wang Cheng looked at the figure from the back, his mouth stretched into a straight line, and he almost wanted to jump out of the car and hug the man impulsively, but he didn't do anything, and calmly watched the figure disappear at the end of the corridor.

Taking out the key to open the door, Song Zhe walked into the house, and just after closing the door, he couldn't stand anymore and fell to the ground, tears pouring out of his eyes like broken threads.

No longer needing to be brave, no longer needing to hold on, he broke down and cried bitterly, unable to suppress the pain in his heart any longer.

The man won't come back, and I can't wait for my wish to come true. Finally, it's time to wake up from this self-deceiving dream.

The author has something to say:

The writing of this chapter is crazy, and I actually wrote so many words when I came back to my senses.

AhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhDo you think there are too many words?

Wang Cheng is really scumbag!Mad!