Don't ask for perfection

What happened that night was always as clear in Mu Xuanying's memory as if it was yesterday, with a smile reflected in the firelight, and she whispered that she wanted to stay with him forever.

And the kiss in front of all the soldiers.

Announcing the relationship between them, it also implies those who still have hope for Mu Xuanying to inherit the Haoqi League.

Every time she wakes up and sees Mo Yu beside her, Mu Xuanying feels that all this is real.

This time, they were really able to be together with Mo Yu, and they were able to be together without fear of the eyes of the world, without hiding or concealing it.

It is inevitable that the army has relaxed its vigilance during the few days of rest, but it is precisely this time that the enemy army takes advantage of the opportunity to enter.

Today is the last day for the army to rest and reorganize here. It is said that it is a rest and reorganization, but it is just that the soldiers gathered together in twos and threes, drinking a little wine, and chatting about things after returning home from the victory.

Some said their wives, concubines and children were waiting for them;

That's right, this trip has also killed several years without knowing it. Time can always change many things. The young man who was just full of vitality at the beginning has matured a lot after years of precipitation.

After so long, it's time to settle down.

It's a pity that some of these soldiers who are still talking and laughing today will never go back.

That night, the camp was attacked by the Spike Army. The guards may have been drinking some alcohol and were still a little unconscious, so they didn't react at the first time. Someone shouted,

"Fire, fire!"

Immediately afterwards, the sound of fighting spread from the east. Some reacted quickly and were able to respond to the enemy in time, while those who reacted slowly fell asleep long ago.

Obviously at the last moment, such a thing happened at such a time.

Mu Xuanying was dozing off on the table, but she woke up when she heard the commotion outside, and hastily put on her sword and ran outside.

As soon as she got out of the tent, Mu Xuanying felt a rush of heat on her face. The scalding hot viscous liquid mixed with a terrifying fishy smell slowly flowed down the contours of her face.He watched the guard who was still alive and kicking a few hours ago just fall in front of him alive, and he couldn't help feeling a little dazed for a while...

"Mu...Mu..."

The weak voice brought Mu Xuanying back to his senses, and he hurried forward to try to subdue him, but his hands didn't obey, and he couldn't use his strength no matter what.

"I...I..." The man took out an envelope from his pocket with trembling hands, as if he wanted to say something more, but he didn't say a word.Before the envelope was handed to Mu Xuanying, she died first.

Mu Xuanying took the envelope tightly in his hand, the blood on it had already dried up.Bloodstains mixed with ink can vaguely distinguish those big characters, from my beloved wife... This letter from home must have been prepared before, just to have an explanation at this time, if possible, no one wants these Letters written in advance will come in handy.

Mu Xuanying carefully put the envelope into her arms, and raised her sword to quickly walk through the sea of ​​swords and guns.

At this time, Mu Xuanying was most worried about Mo Yu. Last night, Mo Yu said that he went out to collect medicine with the military doctor named Mo, and he has not come back yet.

Anxiety, worry, uneasiness, and various emotions filled Mu Xuanying's mind.He has no spare energy to think about what will happen to those soldiers and common people.As long as, as long as Mo Yu is fine.

Mu Xuanying didn't dare to think about the worst outcome, even just thinking about it was enough to make him cringe with fear.He could only search aimlessly in the firelight, hoping that the familiar figure would appear.

The blue clothes were particularly conspicuous in this environment, and after a while Mu Xuanying saw someone rushing towards him, shouting some language he didn't understand.

The sharp sword is out of the sheath, white in and red out.

The blue robe was stained with blood, and his originally handsome face was blurred. Mu Xuanying took off the blood-dripping sword and continued to search. Some corpses had already changed beyond recognition. Mu Xuanying was not sure if there was Mo Yu inside, or Said that not even a whole body was left behind.

"Momo! Momo!"

When she was almost desperate, Mu Xuanying finally heard the urgent cry from a distance.Mu Xuanying wanted to respond, but her voice was hoarse.

Seeing the familiar figure running towards him, Mu Xuanying took him into her arms, checked him carefully, and confirmed that the blood on her body was not Mu Xuanying's, then said in relief, "Maomao, I'm really afraid that you will So lost...and never to be found again."

Mu Xuanying heard Mo Yu's voice faintly mixed with weeping, but this always proud person regarded him as a treasure.Now she would cry for him at such a time.

Mu Xuanying felt that most of the time life and death were but an instant, and if you miss it, you miss it, and you don't even have time to regret it, just like the soldier who fell in front of him just now, he died without even uttering his last words.

It is precisely because of this that we will better cherish the people in front of us.

Mu Xuanying hugged Mo Yu back, "Brother Mo Yu, I'm fine... I won't worry you next time"

The battle was still going on, and with Mo Yu's company, Mu Xuanying felt that the sword in her hand was much lighter, and it was only after she broke through the siege and broke out that she lost countless lives along the way.

At dawn, the sound of fighting gradually stopped, and Mu Xuanying devoted herself to the work of treating the wounded before she had time to rest.

This time, there were really heavy casualties, and the army was seriously injured.But now they have no other choice but to fight back to Chang'an in desperation.

Continue to withdraw troops?Can Li Tang's dynasty give them a few years to reorganize?

Originally, he returned to Beijing full of confidence, but now he can only muddle along.

"Maomao, come here and let Mr. Mo show you." After dealing with the wounded soldiers, Mu Xuanying collapsed to the ground from exhaustion, and Mo Wugui, who was also collapsed on the ground not far away, seemed to be no better than him , then shook his head to express his refusal.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Mo Yu leaned over helplessly, "If you're tired, go to bed first, thanks for your hard work." Mo Yu changed his position as he spoke, so that it would be more comfortable for people to lean on him.

Mo Wugui at the side expressed that he was used to watching, so he turned his head to rest on his own.

Mo Yu looked at the exhausted face of the person in his arms, and involuntarily fell asleep.

Between half-dream and half-awake, Mo Yu seemed to hear that immature voice calling him Brother Mo Yu again. When they were wandering, they cuddled up to each other and told Mo Yu softly,

everything will get better.

It was midnight, and Mu Xuanying woke up again from a dream.

Perhaps those desperate screams are so impressive that they always appear frequently in dreams these days, and the ghosts linger.

The most frightening thing was that every time he dreamed that Mo Yu was as cold as those corpses, lying motionless on the ground, and would not respond to Mu Xuanying's crying.

When she came back to her senses, cold sweat had already soaked her clothes, Mu Xuanying tightly hugged the person beside her and refused to let go.Knowing that he was having a nightmare, Mo Yu gently stroked his back and whispered in his ear, "Don't be afraid, I'm still here."

The deep voice was extremely gentle, and there was an indescribable peace of mind lingering around her. Mu Xuanying's breathing gradually calmed down, and then she was willing to let go of the hand that was encircling the person.

"Brother Mo Yu, I dreamed that you left before me..." Mu Xuanying's voice was still trembling slightly, and she buried her head in the other's broad and strong chest, whispering.

Life and death, Mu Xuanying tried not to think about these things.The dead one can be done, and only the living bear all the pain alone.

Mu Xuanying is not a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, but he is greedy for Mo Yu, for this hard-won tenderness.Mu Xuanying thought about how lonely she would be if Mo Yu walked ahead.In such a huge Haoqi League, there is not even a single person who can speak his mind.In other words, no matter how well-behaved and clever a girl from an ordinary family is, how could she treat him half as nicely as Mo Yu.

There are some things, even if you don't want to, your heart will be quieter.

"Silly Mao Mao, brother Mo Yu won't leave."

The fact that Mu Xuanying removed the life-continuing guide in his body without permission, Mo Yu is still kept in the dark by the two of them, although Mo Yu feels that Mu Xuanying is a bit abnormal compared to before, but still feels that the other party is willing to face up to it. In my heart, I didn't think about that.

Mo Yu is a smart person, he will not be so stupid as to doubt the person next to him.But no matter how smart a person is, there are times when he gets confused, and Mo Yu was negligent this time.

He still thought that his lifespan could be extended to Mu Xuanying as much as possible, but he didn't know that the other party had tampered with it.

"Hmm..." Mu Xuanying leaned against the person again, closed her eyes with peace of mind and continued to sleep.

That's right, brother Mo Yu won't leave, he will live a long life, and if he is lucky, he may find another beautiful woman to spend his twilight with him... Mu Xuanying thought silently.

He hoped that Mo Yu would live well and have his own life after he left.But even under the Nine Springs, he didn't want to see Mo Yu forget him, and he didn't want to see the scene of spending the spring night with other people embracing and sleeping.

But if it really comes to that, no matter how hard you feel in your heart, no one will hear you, right?

It's winter in a blink of an eye, and with the lessons from last time, I finally know that we must strengthen our precautions, and we must not relax our vigilance even in the middle of the night.Although the army has almost recovered and can enter Chang'an in another day, compared with the previous strength, it is still far, far worse.

The eastern capital has been recovered, and now only the imperial capital is left.

Mu Xuanying stood in the cold wind still dressed in blue, and the passing soldiers called him "little general" if they were not familiar with it, and "young hero" if they were familiar with it.

Good and evil are in the hearts of the people, and some things should not be blindly assumed.Today's Mu Xuanying really has a bit of the demeanor of Mu Tianlei back then.

That's right, after all these years, it's time to grow into a hero.

Mu Xuanying stood here, and none of the soldiers on the drill dared to be lazy, for fear that the sword pinned to his waist would be drawn out of its sheath in the next second and put on his own neck.

This is how the last lazy soldier was treated.

Mu Xuanying remembered that when she was young, she was treated like this in the Haoqi League.At that time, I was really ignorant, and the first time I saw Lin Keren, I said something, sister, you are so good-looking.

The result was that the opponent put the sword on his neck.Although he didn't really want to do anything, but the trick of showing a cold face can always scare people.

Looking back many years later, Mu Xuanying felt that her behavior was too frivolous, especially when she treated such a woman.But this trick is really quite useful.

Mu Xuanying glanced at Shi Chen and signaled for everyone to leave, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

As soon as they said they were disbanding, some people surrounded them, chirping and asking about Mu Xuanying's whereabouts in the future, or asking if she could join the Haoqi League Yunyun.

Seeing that they were all young children, Mu Xuanying couldn't help joking a few more words, and introduced them to the general situation of the Haoqi League, some of them stared straight.

For the first time, Mu Xuanying felt like a pimp.

Later, Mu Xuanying persuaded the group of teenagers to disperse by reason of the cold weather.

At night, Mu Xuanying sat alone in the tent next to the stove and read the letters on the table.

Earlier today, Mu Xuanying received a letter from the Haoqi League. Feeling the thick stack in the envelope, Mu Xuanying deliberately found a reason to send Mo Yu away.

Mu Xuanying wrote a whole piece of paper while looking at those polite words, and it took a long time to get into the topic, and her heart sank.

It turns out that someone is following her every move, Mu Xuanying said with a wry smile.

In fact, Haoqi League also has some shady rules, which Mu Xuanying knows.If there are spies or people who have made a big mistake, they will not make it public. They will only assassinate them on a sunny day. They will declare their accidental death and mourn it deeply. It is best to bury them in peace. It doesn't matter whether it's a setback or a blow to the ashes, and there are even some who directly set up a grave.

In short, acting can also play a full set, and the outside world can't tell the truth from the fake.

Mu Xuanying said with emotion that she hadn't used the method for so many years, but she never thought that one day it would be her turn.As expected of Xie Yuan, he overheard something that Mo Yu didn't even notice.The master and apprentice who have been for many years almost separated from each other in advance because of a momentary negligence.

In the letter, Xie Yuan apologized for what happened before, and he still hoped that Mu Xuanying could go back to the Haoqi League... Even if he doesn't inherit the great rule, it's good to live in peace and stability.

At the end of the letter, it turned out to be a land deed.Mu Xuanying couldn't help being a little surprised.

Mu Xuanying looked at it, it should be a courtyard outside the capital, and his own name was written on the title deed.

For so many years, Xie Yuan has known Mu Xuanying like the back of his hand. Mu Xuanying originally thought that this time he would be able to hide the truth.

It turned out that I still knew everything.

For a moment, Mu Xuanying had mixed feelings in his heart, Xie Yuan really treated him kindly, and all kinds of interests in the middle of these years have led to such a deadlock now.Although he had the intention to kill, but he was sincere... In the end, it ended like this.

Don't ask for love and moon to be fulfilled, just ask for comfort for the rest of my life...