small death

three

Li Xiangming went smoothly all the way from childhood to adulthood. Although his grades were average, he was lucky in the exams from childhood to university. After graduating from the police academy, his family entrusted his relationship with the nearby police station. Because it is not far from home, Li Xiangming bought a house outside but still It's okay to go home and eat and drink.He is 25 years old this year, and his girlfriend Su Xiao joked that he is facing a Quarter-life Crisis. Li Xiangming doesn't have much perception of age, and he has never knelt on any Crisis since he was a child, so when he heard this word for the first time, he watched He looked at Su Xiao and said, brother, this is to help you find the way in advance.

Su Xiao is Li Xiangming's high school classmate. The two became boyfriend and girlfriend when they were in college. They have been together for five years and have been arguing constantly, but they never thought about breaking up. Last week when Li Xiangming came home, the old lady urged them to get engaged first.

"Your son hasn't grown up yet, why marry?"

Li Xiangming has an inexplicable resistance to marriage, which has nothing to do with his growing environment. Li Xiangming's parents are loving and harmonious, and they discuss all major and minor matters at home, but Li Xiangming does not have much yearning for marriage. I also find it extremely strange.

Su Xiao’s appointment was fulfilled that day. Originally, Li Xiangming wanted to accompany the crime, but Su Xiao said that he went out with his friends and sent a video. A group of people were noisy, as if they were in a bar. I stopped chatting, and never replied to Li Xiangming's WeChat.

Li Xiangming, Wang Lu and Zhang Cheng had dinner and went back to the police station to sort out the information. It was almost 11 o'clock in the evening when they got home.

With the cool breeze at night and the freshness after the rain, he didn't feel sleepy for a while, so he turned around and went to the Chunyuan Community where the case was handled during the day.When he went home with the lights on, he seemed to see a flashing black shadow. Li Xiangming didn't know why he came here. Was it for the case? It should be. He gave himself a high-sounding reason and felt at ease. up.

That night Li Xiangming dreamed of his twin brother Li Xiangyou.

Since Li Xiangyou's unexpected death, Li Xiangming hasn't dreamed of him for a long time.

They are fraternal twins who look alike.Li Xiangyou was good-looking since he was a child, and people praised him everywhere he went. Compared with Xiang You, Li Xiangming was much darker. He had small eyes, single eyelids, and dark skin. When people make mistakes, it is Li Xiangming's fault when adults blame them.

Li Xiangyou lived with his grandma since he was a child, and he and Li Xiangming were not often together. When they were together, they would fight. Li Xiangyou had never been able to beat him, but Li Xiangyou also had a way. He cried and complained.

Li Xiangming has hated his younger brother since he was a child. He looks better than him, is more likable than him, and is better at "struggling" with him in various ways than him. What Li Xiangming hates most is that Li Xiangyou's grades are better than him, so Every time he heard the words "Kan Kan Xiangyou", his teeth itch with hatred.

When he was a child, Li Xiang said that he wanted to be a policeman, but Li Xiangming said with a glance that he wanted to be a scientist.

At that time, adults laughed when they heard it, but after all, they were children.

Later, Li Xiangming got farther and farther away from scientists. He grew up, and he no longer wanted to be a scientist. What good is a scientist?

As for Li Xiangyou, in fact, Li Xiangming didn't know what he was thinking.

Before the college entrance examination, Li Xiangming repeatedly had a nightmare, that is, after the college entrance examination, he pasted the transcripts of the two of them together, and Li Xiangyou had a bright smile on his face.But this nightmare has never played out in reality, and a similar situation will never appear.

Li Xiangyou had an accident one month before the college entrance examination, a car accident, and died on the spot.

Li Xiangming only found out about this after the college entrance examination. For the first time, he realized that he and this so-called twin brother were so indifferent, and there was no chance for them to get along again.

He seemed to see Li Xiangyou in his dream that day. He greeted him and called him Xiang Ming. In his memory, Li Xiangyou only called him brother once, and when he introduced him to his classmates, he casually said: This is my brother.

Li Xiangming woke up from his dream, he looked at the time, it was 4.30 in the morning.

He leaned against the head of the bed, and for some reason, the word Shihui suddenly popped into his mind.

In fact, Hui Hui and Xiang You looked alike in real time, the moment he opened the door he even thought he saw Xiang You who had grown up.

But Li Xiangming knew clearly that he was not.

Li Xiangming rubbed his brows, sighed, and said, Xiangyou, Xiangyou.

He heard birds chirping outside the window, with a little summer temperature, he went to the bathroom, and when he came back, he saw that the phone vibrated twice, it was Su Xiao.