little goldfish and memo

At the end of September, the air was still sultry. In the activity room, more than a dozen students were having a meeting around the table.

Does one of them seem to stand out because he is still wearing a long-sleeved shirt.

Li Yiyi, the minister's senior sister, saw that his face was starting to turn red, and asked aloud, "Jin Yu, do you want to change some clothes, here are some short sleeves that were active before."

"No senior." Jin Yu raised his hand to wipe off his sweat and said.

Lu Zhiyang, the deputy minister and senior who was sitting closest to the door, stood up silently, and went to the air-conditioning adjustment room at the door to lower the temperature by a few degrees.

Li Yiyi felt sorry for the department's funds, because this classroom was specially approved by the school to be used by their propaganda department, but the electricity bill had to be paid from the activity funds, so the air conditioner was always turned on if it could not be turned on.But she remained silent and continued the meeting.

Jin Yu said thank you senior, and immediately lowered his head and began to take notes.

In fact, there is nothing to remember about the propaganda department, but Jin Yu has been busy remembering since he sat down.

As the name suggests, Jin Yuren is a goldfish with only 7 seconds of memory.He has poor memory since he was a child, and it was useless to go to the hospital several times, big and small, and then gave up.So his way to fight against his own memory is to memorize, to write down all the big things and small things.Write a sticky note every night to remind yourself what to do the next day, and tick off what you have done. Generally speaking, it does not affect your life too much.

He originally thought that his shortcomings were not suitable for joining the club, but he couldn't match the warm invitation of the seniors.

It was a normal evening when get out of class was over and returning to the dormitory. Several seniors gathered around, first praising the juniors for their good looks, and then for the good welfare of the department. Balabala said a lot, and Jin Yu filled out the application form for admission in a daze.

Jin Yu is indeed cute, he is white, has big eyes, and is not tall, around 172, walking on the road is particularly dazzling among a group of boys who are tall and thick, and after saying a few words, he is flickered by the elementary school boy. His demeanor is adorable.

And the benefits of the Propaganda Department are really good, at least their department is the only department that has an independent activity room specially approved by the school student union.

After the meeting ended, Li Yiyi called Jin Yu who was about to leave, "I forgot to mention just now, when you come next Wednesday, you will buy fifty ribbons and one hundred balloons, and you will report the money back to me."

Jin Yu nodded and was about to take out his notebook and write it down.

Before he took it out, Liu Ke, another senior vice minister, pulled him over, "Jin Yu is here to help us move things."

Jin Yu was dragged away before he could react, so he started to work without complaint.

After finishing his work, Jin Yu vaguely felt that he had forgotten something, so he took out his notebook and reviewed it, and nodded with satisfaction, "I remember everything."

So when Jin Yu arrived at the event on Wednesday the next week, Li Yiyi asked him, "Jin Yu, what about the things I asked you to buy?"

Jin Yu slapped his head and remembered, "Ah! Senior, I forgot."

Lu Zhiyang, who was moving things on the side, looked up at him, "You can forget such a small thing, why don't you be so stupid?"

Jin Yu's shameful smile froze on his face instantly, his eye circles began to turn red, and he turned his head and ran out of the venue without saying a word.

Lu Zhiyang was taken aback by this reaction, "Now the freshman is getting more and more unreliable, did I say wrong about him?"

Li Yiyi glared at him, "You can say a few words less, you didn't miss how serious he was in the meeting, what's wrong with forgetting once?"

Just as he was talking, Liu Ke came in, "What's wrong with the elementary school brother, I saw him running out crying, and he ignored me when I called him."

Li Yiyi said angrily, "Lao Lu made me cry. You came just in time, find someone to buy ribbons and balloons, Jin Yu forgot to buy them."

Liu Ke agreed, and turned to spray Lu Zhiyang, "It's just such a small matter, your temper is really good, hurry up and coax the junior back, don't make us look so cold-blooded."

Just as Lu Zhiyang was about to retort, Li Yiyi ordered, "Hurry up and coax him back! Don't come back if you can't coax him well. I don't need you here."

Lu Zhiyang threw his things into the box and walked out slowly.

Lu Zhiyang walked around casually, and found Jin Yu at the corner of the corridor next to him. Jin Yu was sitting on the steps with his head buried in his lap and crying.

Although Lu Zhiyang had a bad temper, his heart softened when he saw others crying, and he called out from behind, "It's almost done, I didn't say too much."

Jin Yu, who was crying vigorously, was startled by the sudden sound and hiccupped, which made Lu Zhiyang laugh.

Jin Yu glanced back quietly, and lay back on his lap again without making a sound.

Lu Zhiyang didn't speak any more, turned around and walked out of the stairwell.When I came back, I had two more cans of iced Coke, which I bought from a vending machine.

Lu Zhiyang smacked the Coke on Jin Yu's exposed small forehead, "Okay, don't cry, I apologize to you. Move over there, I will sit down."

Jin Yu looked up at him, picked up the schoolbag next to him and put it on his lap, and moved his buttocks to make room for Lu Zhiyang.

Lu Zhiyang sat down and opened the Coke, and handed it to Jin Yu, "Look, I didn't say anything, why are you crying like this?"

Jin Yu took the Coke, "I'm sorry senior, I didn't do it on purpose, I just remembered something from the past after listening to your words, it's not against you."

Lu Zhiyang took a big gulp of Coke himself, then hiccupped and asked, "What's the matter? Tell me."

Jin Yu smiled wryly and shook his head, "You don't want to hear it."

Lu Zhiyang said, "How do you know I don't want to hear it if you don't say it? Tell me quickly. They say you can't coax me back and you won't let me go back. I happened to be lazy. I'm here to listen to the story."

Jin Yu shook his head, "It's not a good story, and I'm fine too, so don't coax me. Let's go back."

Lu Zhiyang became impatient, "If you tell me, just say it, this matter is related to me anyway, I need to know what I did to make you so sad, so I should pay attention to it in the future, right?"

Jin Yu stared into his eyes, and after two seconds, "Then you can't tell others."

Lu Zhiyang nodded, "Definitely not."

Jin Yu stretched out his little finger, "Pull the hook."

Lu Zhiyang was amused, and snorted Jin Yu's head, "You, kid? I'm sure I won't say it. It's okay to say that I'll be single all my life."

Jin Yu silently withdrew his hand and began to say, "I have a bad memory since I was a child..."

Lu Zhiyang interrupted, "I see."

Jin Yu looked up at him quietly, and Lu Zhiyang immediately made a gesture of pulling his mouth shut.

Jin Yu continued, "My dad dislikes me very much. I have a bad memory and study. I'm always the last one. Other things are also affected. Anyway, he really hates me."

"He always said things like, 'Why are you so stupid', 'Why aren't you so stupid', 'If I knew it, I wouldn't have given birth to you'."

Lu Zhiyang's heart sank for a moment, and he secretly scolded himself for making you owe!

"Actually, I don't usually remember these things, but when you said it, I remembered them."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." This time Lu Zhiyang apologized sincerely.

"It's okay, I don't blame you, you don't know." Jin Yu shook his head, "Okay, let's go back."

"I feel like you haven't finished speaking, just say what you have to say, don't hold it in your heart." Lu Zhiyang stopped him.

Jin Yu smiled, "It's okay, I'll forget it anyway."

"If something like this happens again in the future, you still want to hide and cry? Tell me!" Lu Zhiyang urged.

Jin Yu paused, "Later, I really felt that I shouldn't be alive, so I started a hunger strike."

"and then?"

"Then as soon as my mother asked me to eat, I forgot that I was on a hunger strike." After saying that, Jin Yu started laughing.

Lu Zhiyang also laughed. Having laughed enough, he said sternly, "And then?"

Jin Yu's smile froze, and he silently unbuttoned the cuff of his left hand, revealing the scar on his wrist, a half-centimeter-thick scar across his wrist.

Lu Zhiyang took a look and felt his heart was pulled.I also understand why Jin Yu has never seen him wear short sleeves.

"I heard from the nurse that it took me a day to rescue me."

"Then... what about your dad? What did he say?"

"I don't know, my mother didn't let him come to see me, and then they divorced, and I lived with my mother. My mother was very kind to me, and then she helped me find a psychologist and a psychiatrist to treat me , and helped me find a tutor, or I would be a fool now, how could I be admitted to university." Jin Yu shrugged.

Lu Zhiyang stretched out his hand to help Jin Yu button his cuffs, "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. If you think about it later, you can come to me."

Jin Yu smiled, "Thank you senior, you are so kind. You don't have to sympathize with me, I will forget it soon."

"Then how do you take a shower?"

"I have flesh-colored tape that I put on before I take a shower, and no one looks at me in the shower anyway."

Seeing the smile on his face, Lu Zhiyang felt a little bitter in his heart, saying that he forgot, but facing that scar every day, every day when he covered it up, he would think of those days of despair.

Lu Zhiyang rubbed his hair, "I'm going to the bathroom, we'll go back together when I come back."

Jin Woo nodded.

When Lu Zhiyang came back, he found that Jin Yu was writing something with his head down, walked over quietly, took a look, and read out, "Senior is so kind, and his profile is also handsome."

"Ah!" Jin Yu cried out in fright, "Are you silent when you walk?"

"The senior has a handsome face, so write it in. Why didn't you write me in the diary?" Lu Zhiyang asked with a smile.

Jin Yu shook his head, "It's not considered a diary, it's just writing down the things of the day for fear of forgetting."

Lu Zhiyang stretched out his hand, "Can I have a look?"

Jin Yu handed it to him indifferently.

Lu Zhiyang opened the page, and the latest page was today, and wrote, "Senior Lu Zhiyang came to coax me when he saw me crying, and even bought me a Coke. The senior is so nice and has a handsome profile."

Turning forward, "Liu Qing bought me two buns this morning."

"Senior Li Yiyi saw that I was hot and wanted to borrow my clothes to change, and senior Lu Zhiyang turned on the air conditioner for me."

"When I came to the dormitory today, Liu Qing helped me move things."

... are all similar, followed by the sentence "He (she) is really nice."

Lu Zhiyang was amused by the child's running account, "Is everyone good? You don't remember others' bad things?"

Jin Yu shook his head, "I know it's not good, so why keep memorizing it, I forget all the bad things, and then I look through this book every day, and I can remember how good others have been to me, and I am very happy every day."

Lu Zhiyang choked on his answer, felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, didn't make a sound, then lowered his head and turned over again, "Hey, I found something, it's nice that everyone else is human, but I'm followed by a really handsome .”

Jin Yu nodded, "Your side face is already very handsome. I really like this kind of face, but I can't grow it."

Lu Zhiyang's vanity was greatly satisfied, "Bring a pen."

Jin Yu handed over the pen and asked, "Why?"

"One more thing, 'the senior is handsome even with a straight face'." Lu Zhiyang said in shock.

Upon hearing this, Jin Yu hurriedly snatched Ben over, "No way!"

Lu Zhiyang was taken aback, "Why not?"

"You are not handsome from the front, eh, no, your front face is not as good-looking as your profile." Jin Yu put the notebook on his chest.

Lu Zhiyang's face froze, "Then I have to turn sideways to talk to you when I talk to you in the future, so add it quickly."

Jin Yu shook his head holding the book.

Lu Zhiyang gritted his teeth and threatened, "Will you add it?"

Jin Yu had no choice but to open the notebook and began to write on it.

"Just a few words, what did you write for so long?" Lu Zhiyang snatched the notebook.

There are three more lines above:

"The senior is also handsome.

—He forced me to write it.

I think he looks better from the front than from the side. "

Lu Zhiyang laughed out of anger, handed him the notebook, and snorted his little fool again, "Okay, let's go back."

On the way back, Lu Zhiyang also said, "You should use a separate notebook to remember me, after all, I am so kind."

Jin Yu shook his head solemnly, "No need."

Lu Zhiyang was so teased by him that he couldn't help himself.

So when entering the venue, Lu Zhiyang was trembling with laughter, and Jin Yu was expressionless.

Li Yiyi took a look, "No, whoever coaxed someone to go here."

Jin Yu hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, senior sister, I didn't mean it just now, I will work right away."

Before Li Yiyi could speak, Lu Zhiyang grabbed Jin Yu's shoulders, "What are you doing, they can do well without the two of us, let's go, let's blow up balloons and play."

Li Yiyi: ...

Liu Ke moved closer to Li Yiyi, "Do you think they are a good match?"

Lu Zhiyang is 185 tall and handsome.Jinyu 172, white and cute.Which of these two do not match? !

Li Yiyi rolled her eyes, "It's not just a match, I suspect they have an affair."

Isn't it true, normally a boy would cry until he was told "Why don't you be so stupid", isn't this the rhythm of young couples quarreling?

Just as he was talking, he saw Lu Zhiyang deflate the blown balloon at Jin Yu’s face and ran away with a smile. Jin Yu also chased after him with the balloon, and then Lu Zhiyang stopped running after two steps, standing still and waiting for Jin Yu to come towards him Face off.

Li Yiyi: "I suddenly understand why some companies don't approve of office romances."

Liu Ke: "The minister seconded the proposal."

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