Sickly self-speaking

girls!I think I may have found him!

Just a few days ago, I made up my mind to forget him, I wanted to delete everything about him, so I logged on to my Weibo, and then I saw a private message, usually I only see those The comments made me update, but when I had given up hope, someone told me he knew.

I chatted with him for a while yesterday and listened to his description, I felt that was my Qionghua.Although I never knew my Qionghua was a doctor.

At first, I also wondered if someone was joking about me, but I would rather believe it, so today, according to the address of the person who privately messaged me, I found the ancient jade he mentioned.I didn't approach him, I just watched from afar.

My Qionghua is really good-looking, with slender eyebrows, smiling eyes, and moderately thick lips. The touch in my memory tells me that they must be very soft.I really want to kiss him!

Do you believe in the feeling that even if you don't remember his appearance, you are sure that this is the person you are looking for?

I believe it, my heart beats so fast when I see him, and I have the feeling of wanting to completely control him by my side.It was the same feeling as when Qionghua was still there before. I kept looking at him in the car, struggling in my head. While I thought about taking him back like this, I would treat him well, but on the other hand I thought: just Well, just watch him from a distance like this, as long as he lives well.

But of these two ideas, one I dare not, and the other I don't want to give up.

I didn’t eat all day today. I followed my Qionghua from the morning, from when he went out to work, after work, after dinner, and when he came home, I followed him. Even if I couldn’t see him when he was working, I would wait outside. Watch him out, and continue to follow.

I don't know if Qionghua has found me, but I can't control it, even now I am still downstairs in Qionghua's house, watching the lights in his room turn from dark to bright, I can't help but wonder what he is doing now : "Is he eating? I haven't eaten his cooking for a long time", "Maybe he is taking a bath, it's a pity I can't see it"...

ah!The light in his room is off, he may be going to sleep, by the way, I haven't taken my medicine today, and I haven't written in my diary, but I don't want to go back, what should I do?

What do you guys think of me sneaking into his room now?But I don't seem to have the key to his house, and I have to find someone to get one tomorrow.Huh?I still couldn't hold back the desire to touch him.There's no way, I'll just look at him, just look at him, I won't do anything!

Now, I'm thinking, thinking what should I do?I think it makes me really just hide in the dark and peep like this, I think sooner or later I will not be able to stand it.

My Qionghua's heart is very soft, if I coax him, if I coax him well, will he forgive me?

No, not right!He is afraid of me!what to do?How to do it?I really can't help but want to pull my hair.

Girls, I'm here today and I don't feel like I'm in the right mood right now.

Goodbye.

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Girls, did that scare you just now?My mood was almost better, but today I finally saw my Qionghua again, and I couldn't control my emotions again, Qionghua is really my nemesis.

Now that I have calmed down, I have already thought about it. When I go back and have someone find out about his living conditions in the past two years, I first need to know whether there is room for me to intervene around my Qionghua.

As long as there is a chance, I will never let my Qionghua leave again!Then slowly conquer his heart and let him know that I have changed for the better.

Qionghua, I miss you so much.

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