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When I got into the ambulance again, my mood was very depressed. I watched those nurses and doctors insert the tube into Chen Yan's mouth and nose, and then kept pressing his chest. Like biting a piece.

When the ambulance arrived at its destination, there was another burst of panic. The nurses carefully carried Chen Yan onto the stretcher, and rushed into the operating room cautiously and anxiously.

No one expected that the disease would recur, and the resulting high fever would be a headache, and it would be another bad news for Chen Yan to be sent to the operating room again.

Chen Mo sat on the blue chair and wiped his face, clenching his teeth not daring to relax for a moment, not sure if he had already stabilized, it would still be like this, even worse than last time.

One wave of ups and downs, one after another, you can hardly breathe, Chen Yan's life is still in danger here, and Xu Tianyu's phone calls over there suddenly and urgently.

"Chen Mo, my brother...want to see you for the last time," Xu Tianyu said in a hoarse voice, with a decadent and depressed mood that could be imagined through the phone.

Chen Mo's hand holding the phone paused, his heart skipped a beat, he couldn't even speak clearly, he frowned and hung up, stood up abruptly and patted Xiao Yihan who was standing in the operating room anxiously.

"I... When I go to Brother Tianqi, call me if you have anything to do," Chen Mo took a look at the operating room with his mobile phone, and then rushed towards the hospital, straight to the ward of the brain department.

Because he knew... If he really didn't run over quickly, it might really be the last time.

The sound of Chen Mo's non-stop pedaling footsteps, anxious sweat, and slightly gasping breath from the corners of his mouth could be heard all over the stairs, and he didn't stop for a second to rest.

The soles of the shoes rubbed against the smooth floor and made a 'beep' sound before stopping. Chen Mo leaned on the door with one hand and looked up into the ward. Xu Tianqi was lying on the hospital bed and couldn't even support his arms.

Xu Tianyu, who was more haggard than before, was holding his brother's hand and leaning on his face. He was a little surprised to see Chen Mo coming, and it took only a few minutes before and after the phone call.

Xu Tianyu gently put down his brother's arm, stood up and bowed his head and whispered in Xu Tianqi's ear: "Brother, Chen Mo is here."

Xu Tianyu walked towards the door, looked back at his brother, lowered his head and whispered to Chen Mo, "Are you in the hospital?"

"En," Chen Mo nodded, and when he was about to walk inside, Xu Tianyu grabbed his arm.

"What are you doing in the hospital? Are you sick?" Xu Tianyu asked.

"Xiaoyan's condition...has relapsed," Chen Mo whispered.

"What?" Xu Tianyu's raised voice completely alarmed the people on the bed, the words were still full of shock, and even the hand that was holding Chen Mo tightened, "What now?"

"Not optimistic, it caused a fever," Chen Mo glanced at the person on the hospital bed, "Your brother..."

"Xiao Mo... come here... I want... to have a conversation with you," the voice was intermittent, because the person who spoke was already extremely weak.

Chen Mo patted Xu Tianyu's shoulder and walked towards the bed, the first tears he almost couldn't hold back.

Lying on the bed, Xu Tianqi's face was bloodless. It should be because of the chemotherapy that his whole body was tortured into an ugly shape. Compared with what he saw a few days ago, he was a lot thinner. It can be said that he is skinny now.

Xu Tianqi's mouth and nose were filled with various tubes, and it was very difficult to speak, and the only thing left to move dexterously was his eyeballs.

"Little Mo...Yihan...why didn't you come here with you?" Xu Tianqi asked Chen Mo, tilting his head.

"He has something to do," Chen Mo lowered his head and smoothed his quilt to cover it up.

"You two...have been together for a long time...it's good..." Xu Tianqi said with a smile.

"Well," Chen Mo said, "wait a little longer, wait..."

"I can't... I can't wait anymore... Chemotherapy... is too tortured..." Xu Tianqi said, "I know... all of my... medical expenses and... drugs... are provided by your... biological parents... thank you!"

"If you want to thank them, you can thank them in person, and when you are well, thank them in person," Chen Mo said while clenching his palms and clenching his teeth.

"Why are you...so stubborn with Tianyu...my own body...I know it myself," Xu Tianqi tried to open his eyes wide, but was defeated by the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes to the roots of his ears, "you...after...must take care of yourself."

"Brother! I don't want you to talk about this, I just want you to be good, can't it be that simple?" Xu Tianyu couldn't hold back the tears and collapsed completely, knelt down by the bed and held his hand tightly, choked up, " I just can't do without you."

"Tianyu... brother, I'm sorry... for dragging you down for so long..." Xu Tianqi said, "after I leave...you close the hot pot restaurant...study in college...well...cough cough...take care of yourself."

"I want you to stay with me for the rest of my life, do you understand," Xu Tianyu said, wiping away tears.

"I'm your brother, and I've been it all my life," Xu Tianqi said.

"Brother Tianqi, Tianyu actually wants to say..." Chen Mo looked at Xu Tianyu who was at the side and hesitated.

"I know, I know everything...but...I'm your brother," Xu Tianqi said, moving his eyelids up and down, "Little Mo, do you still remember what I told you before?"

"Remember," Chen Mo nodded. At that time, he didn't agree, but he didn't refuse. He didn't think such a day would happen, but he was destined to escape.

"I know...Xiaoyan is also in the hospital, and the situation is still...not optimistic. You... just talked...I heard a little bit," Xu Tianqi said.

"What happened before?" Xu Tianyu asked, frowning in a daze.

"This..." Before Chen Mo could finish his sentence, the cell phone in his pocket rang, and cheerful English songs against harmony spread throughout the room.

Chen Mo stood up and walked outside the ward before he dared to answer the call. It was Xiao Yihan who called, and he picked it up and put it to his ear as he was used to answering, and said, "Hello? Did something happen to Chen Yan?"

"The doctor said that Xiaochen's heart is going to fail, and he must undergo a heart transplant immediately, but the family members need to sign it. Are you still in Brother Tianqi?" Xiao Yihan said quickly.

Xiao Yihan, who was standing outside the operating room at the moment, was also very anxious, looking at the blue notebook in front of him but unable to write, looking at Chen Yan who was in danger at any time in the operating room, but could only be so anxious.

Xiao Yihan was so anxious that he glanced at the operating room from time to time, even the hand holding the mobile phone was covered with sweat, let alone his forehead.

"Sir, tell the family members to come over quickly, it will be dangerous if you delay for a second."

Chen Mo on the other end of the phone, just after listening to this sentence, grabbed the phone and ran towards the stairs, forgetting to hang up the phone.

Chen Mo grabbed the handrail and stepped forward to step on the stairs. Halfway through the run, he stepped on a void without paying attention, and fell down the stairs abruptly. Fortunately, it was not very high, but his entire left leg fell. It hurts, the pain of bone swelling.

It's almost time to go to the operating room, and he could only resign himself to his fate and limped and ran over. He didn't know whether it was the cold sweat from the pain or the heat from running anxiously. sweat.

The first thing he did when he ran to the door of the operating room was to take the blue folder handed over by the doctor and sign on it.

"Can you find a suitable one? How long will it take? How is the situation now?" Chen Mo panted and asked a series of questions.

"However, one thing is, your brother has panda blood, not to mention the heart, just the blood type is quite rare," said the doctor, "But sir, we are already trying to find a way to find this, and we will try our best to speed up. "

"Okay! Sorry for the trouble, thank you!" Chen Mo bent his back and looked at the doctor who entered the operating room again, moved his leg that was about to walk, and let out a 'hiss' sound from between his teeth uncontrollably.

"What's wrong with your leg?" Xiao Yihan focused his attention on Chen Mo's left leg, walked over to help him onto the chair, then squatted down and began to roll up Chen Mo's trouser legs. Fortunately, he was wearing loose sports and casual clothes Pants, otherwise it's really hard to get.

"How did you do it?" Xiao Yihan rolled his trousers up to his knees, exposing the wounds from his knees to his calves. The bruises, broken skin and bleeding spots made his heart ache.

"I was too anxious just now, I didn't see my feet clearly, and fell down from the stairs," Chen Mo stretched his neck and looked down. It was a bit creepy to look at, the blood from the wound flowed to his calf because of his running action just now superior.

"Sit down, I'll get the bandage and the treatment medicine," Xiao Yihan re-adjusted the legs of his trousers to prevent the blood from sticking to the trousers, and then ran towards the bar.

The cold winter wind kept pouring into the hospital as the doors opened and closed, and Chen Mo's calf exposed to the air was shivering from the wind coming in from the window.

He looked up and stared at the red lettering on the operating room, and the time was racing against the clock dial. It wasn't until his calf was really stiff that he heard footsteps running towards this side.

Xiao Yihan ran over with a messy bag, and then squatted in front of Chen Mo, instead of wiping off the blood and bandaging him, he rubbed his hands together to warm his palms and then covered his legs, repeating the same action It stopped after a few times.

When it was almost time, he began to wipe off the blood on Chen Mo's legs with both hands, bandaged the wound, and then slowly smoothed down the rolled up trouser legs.

But just 2 minutes after Xiao Yihan sat down, a nurse wearing a pink nurse uniform ran into the operating room, and the doctor came out a short while later.

"Sir, I'm sorry, our hospital has not found a heart that matches your brother's, but our doctor is seeking help from a nearby hospital, so please wait patiently," the doctor apologized and comforted.

"Then how is my brother's condition now?" Chen Mo stood up abruptly and grabbed the doctor's shoulder and asked.

"Sir, please calm down first." The doctor took his hand off his shoulder and said, "What your brother needs most is a heart. We have already extended the time for your brother to find a heart. Please rest assured." .”

"Thank...thank you!" Chen Mo beat his arm and sat back on his seat, leaning back and raised his head, tears finally couldn't help streaming down, and at the same time, the beaten arm also rested on his forehead.

"It'll be fine, it will be," Xiao Yihan sat beside him and hugged him, but just as his hand was about to touch Chen Mo's back to comfort him, the sound of pushing a cart came to this side, and the sound became more and more The closer it was accompanied by the voices of doctors and nurses.

Just when the stretcher lathe was pushed over to reveal one end, he and Chen Mo stood up in unison, staring at the person lying on it without blinking.

"Brother! You will be fine," the first thing he and Chen Mo heard was Xu Tianyu's cry, crying heartbreakingly for his brother Xu Tianqi, but the person lying on the hospital bed was a little There was no movement.

"Family, please stop," the nurse in charge stopped Xu Tianyu who wanted to follow in, and then closed the operation door tightly, and there was another long wait.

Chen Mo didn't know what was going on, let's not talk about why he was sent here, but why Xu Tianqi fell into a coma by such a coincidence, and then he pulled him up and knelt in front of the operating room door crying like crazy Xu Tianyu asked: "What's going on? Wasn't it fine just now? Talk to me!"

Xu Tianyu was dizzy from being shaken by Chen Mo, he looked up at him blankly, his mouth opened and closed, but in the end he just let out a cry.

"Speak!" Chen Mo held Xu Tianyu's collar, bent over and stared at him.

"My brother took off the oxygen mask by himself, he took it off by himself, and he said he didn't want to go on like this anymore," Xu Tianyu put his hands on the ground face down when Chen Mo let go, and his whole head was pounding. It seems to be on the neck.

Tears that fell directly from the pupils slapped on the ground. Accompanied by the sound of crying, Xu Tianyu clenched one hand and beat hard on the ground. He beat the whole body and lay down on the ground. Cry hard.

Chen Mo's eyes widened in a daze, and the tears in his eyes overflowed and flowed from the corners of his eyes. This situation is clearly a multiple-choice question.

"Xu Tianqi's family, please mourn! We have done our best," the doctor who had been out for a long time had just removed his mask when another nurse came out of the operating room.

"Doctor Zhao, the one with heart disease is dying soon."

"What about the heart?"

"The patient is panda blood. Neither our hospital nor the nearby hospitals have it. It may be too late to go to other hospitals now."

The imminent things followed one after another, and the three people outside the operating room were caught off guard. Just when even the chief surgeon was extremely anxious, the little nurse stood on tiptoe and whispered in the doctor's ear. After hearing this, the doctor looked at Xu Tianyu as if suddenly enlightened.

But before the doctor could speak first, Xu Tianyu got up from the ground and stood up straight, wiped away his tears and said calmly: "Transplant."

"Tianyu?" Chen Mo raised the decibel in a moment of astonishment, and was interrupted just as he was about to step forward to ask why.

"It's my brother's intention to come here, just to facilitate the operation. In the current situation, if I refuse, it will be tantamount to letting Xiaoyan die." When Xu Tianyu spoke, a tear came from his eyes, and he closed his eyes. His eyes opened again, "Hurry up."

"Okay, please sign here." The doctor took out the blue folder again and quickly turned it over in front of Xu Tianyu. After he finished signing, he put away the notebook and turned back to the operating room.

Entering was another long wait, time drifted away bit by bit, but there was no movement in the operating room. When there was a little movement, it was not Chen Yan, but the dead Xu Tianqi who was pushed out.

His pale face had his eyes closed, but the corners of his mouth were raised, and he was lying on the bed very peacefully, as if he hadn't left, but just fell asleep.

Xu Tianyu didn't know if the tears had dried up, but he was still holding back the tears. Standing beside Xu Tianqi's stretcher bed, he gently stroked Xu Tianqi's cheeks with his hands, from his forehead to the bridge of his nose to his lips, carefully stroking .

"Brother, I love you!"

Xu Tianyu looked at the person on the bed with a gentle smile, then bent down and pecked lightly on the already cold lips of that person, the sub-zero touch pierced his heart and made him feel cold.

Is it always like this, if you like someone, you dare to tell him quietly only in a place where he can't hear.

I like you.