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On the day Xiao Yihan left, it started to rain heavily in the middle of the night, and it didn't stop until the next day.

The whole city was covered by heavy rain, but there were no dark clouds in the sky. It was white everywhere, and all that could be heard was the continuous sound of heavy rain.

The heavy rain has been falling intermittently for more than a week, and the weather has gradually turned cooler. Winter... is coming soon.

For more than a week, Chen Mo has been on the balcony most of the time, what a day... Xiao Yihan has never appeared, as if he had evaporated from the world.

I can't get through the phone, I just fell out with my family a few days ago and I can't go back, and I didn't go to Zhang Zhina, let alone school.

It's been a week, Chen Mo wanted to explain but couldn't find anyone, the weather turned fine today after the rain, the shadow of the sun could be seen faintly in the clouds, but it was still very cold outside.

As soon as Chen Mo moved his stiff legs that were blown by the wind, the doorbell rang outside, one after another.

Chen Mo suddenly stopped in his tracks, standing on the balcony and staring at the door, the doorbell was still ringing, Lan Sujin didn't come back these days, saying that something happened so it couldn't be her, then... would it happen again? yes…

Chen Mo gasped, and then slowly walked towards the door. It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed when he opened the door.

"The door has been open for so long? What are you busy with?" Yan Ziyan who was standing at the door twitched the corners of his mouth, and his face was also very ugly.

During Xiao Yihan's absence for more than a week, the relationship between Chen Mo and Yan Ziyan has eased a lot. Of course, this is also due to Lan Sujin's contribution. It took great pains to make them better.

Lan Sujin can be regarded as a very compatible person, and she is also the best at soft and hard, even if Chen Mo is unwilling, after all, she is his own mother.

Chen Mo shook his head, and smiled back politely, but it was just a superficial smile.

"I'll stay with you for a while, okay?" Yan Ziyan said.

"Okay, what do you want to drink?" Chen Mo asked with a nod.

"No need," Yan Ziyan walked to the sofa and leaned on it directly, with one hand under his head and the other hand playing with the phone.

With a 'snap' sound, the mobile phone that was in Yan Ziyan's hand fell to the ground, but it happened to break the screen, and the mobile phone wallpaper entered made his hand holding the mobile phone stop.

It was a photo of him and Meng Miao two years ago. At that time, Meng Miao was still smiling so happily, but now...

Thinking of this, Yan Ziyan shook his head without a wry smile. He couldn't solve this situation after all.

"What's the matter?" Chen Mo brought a cup of tea and put it in front of Yan Ziyan, then sat across from him, looked at Yan Ziyan who picked up the phone, and couldn't help asking, "How are you and Meng Miao...? I mean The matter you investigated these days."

"En?" Yan Ziyan paused for a moment when his fingers touched the teacup, and then took a sip, probably to clear his hoarse voice, "Check it out, although it's not my dad, but it's also No difference."

"Even if your second uncle did it, even if your father didn't kill it, what's the difference?" Meng Miao told him this.

Yes, what's the difference? After all, his family did it.

"Who did that?" Chen Mo asked.

"Second uncle, my father's brother," yes, his second uncle, a person who has the same appearance as his father but causes trouble everywhere, Yan Ziyan wrote lightly.

"Then you and Meng Miao... aren't you..." Chen Mo let out a sigh of relief, it's really a bad relationship.

"Speaking of which, it must have been more than a week since I saw that kid surnamed Xiao," Yan Ziyan changed the subject.

"Almost," Chen Mo said in a perfunctory tone with evasive eyes.

"What's the situation with you two? You two looked like one person before." Yan Ziyan suddenly stood up when he thought of something, "It couldn't be that kid who broke up with you ruthlessly, right?"

"It's not that serious, but it's... a bit bad," Chen Mo said, frowning.

For a long time afterwards, Yan Ziyan sat on the sofa and listened to Chen Mo talking about the cause, and Chen Mo drank several cups of tea before finishing talking.

Yan Ziyan also listened very carefully, and roughly understood what was going on, but it was Chen Mo's fault at the beginning, and he really didn't know what to say.

"Just say what you want, I know it's my fault, but the key now is that I can't find anyone else at all," Chen Mo frowned, thinking about it made him feel uncomfortable, always feeling that something happened .

Chen Mo raised his head and looked at Yan Ziyan who was opposite him, hesitated for a long time, and then said: "Brother!"

This brother called out, almost choking Yan Ziyan who was drinking water, Chen Mo quickly took out a few tissues and handed them to him, "Are you so excited?"

"Yes... I was a little caught off guard." Although this was not the first time Chen Mo saw his brother, he was still a little frightened. Yan Ziyan wiped the tea from the corner of his mouth and asked, "What do you say, as long as I If I can do it, I will do it for you."

"Send someone to help me find Xiao Yihan back, okay?" Chen Mo suddenly said with a serious expression.

"I can't get through the phone, and the last time is at the airport. This is like looking for a needle in a haystack," Yan Ziyan sighed. If you want to find a needle in a haystack, you can do it in a haystack. He stood up and said, "Okay, if I find it, I will carry it to you in person. .”

"Thank you," Chen Mo stood up and patted him on the shoulder, finally a sincere smile appeared on Kugua's face.

"Why are you being polite to me?" Yan Ziyan stood up and stretched, bent over to pick up the quilt and drank the last sip of tea, "Okay, don't bother you, I have to go to the company."

"Okay, be careful on the road," Chen Mo walked over to help open the door, watched Yan Ziyan enter the elevator before closing the door, turned around and didn't go back to the sofa, but went straight back to the room.

In the current family, he is the only one left. Chen Yan can't see his bad mood these days. With Yan Ziyan's departure, the whole family has returned to a deadly silence.

Chen Mo sat on the chair, playing with the ceramic doll that Xiao Yihan gave him in his hand. The ceramic doll was originally hollow, with a gusset at the bottom.

Chen Mo held the doll and shook it, the collision sound from inside made him curious, he remembered that he didn't let anything go in, even when Xiao Yihan sent him off.

Chen Mo reached out to snap off the bottom board, shook it again, and what fell out was a key and... a small rolled up note.

Probably only Xiao Yihan could do such a thing, Chen Mo pulled out the small iron ring and opened the note.

"Dachen, if you can find it, then my family and I will be under your control from now on. Your responsibility is a bit heavy, don't you think so?" '

"Yes...it's quite important," Chen Mo picked up the key and stood up, dumbfounded, and went straight to the opposite side to open the door and enter.

Xiao Yihan's house was cleaned up very cleanly, the sliding door of the balcony must have been forgotten to close, and the curtain fluttered when the cold wind came in.

Chen Mo stood in the living room and looked around, then opened the door and walked into Xiao Yihan's bedroom, where the simple furniture gave a different feeling.

A few photos were pasted on a large empty wall next to the computer desk. Except for the group photo of Xiao Yihan and Chen Mo, the rest were all of Chen Mo's. There is a sketch that was put together.

Chen Mo suppressed the mentality of not knowing whether to be moved or sad, his heart was blocked by something, he ran from the room, not daring to stay for another moment.

Chen Mo ran home and took out a few bottles of beer from the refrigerator in the kitchen, which were the ones Xiao Yihan had bought before.

Because of Chen Yan, Chen Mo didn't like smoking, and later Xiao Yihan also stopped smoking. Chen Mo didn't like drinking very much, but Xiao Yihan did, but obviously not as much as before.

Xiao Yihan drinks because he drinks, but he only likes to drink that brand of wine. He said that brand of wine is strong, but not so intoxicating.

Chen Mo took out a few bottles and turned off the refrigerator. He hadn't tasted it, and Xiao Yihan bought it to quench his thirst when he was free, but today, he suddenly wanted to try it.

There was a sound of 'chi~', followed by the sound of a can being thrown on the table, followed by the gurgling sound of spirits entering the throat.

"Cough cough... cough..." Chen Mo knelt on the carpet, his entire upper body lying on the coffee table, his throat was sore from the burning.

But he still wanted to drink. He poured bottle after bottle into his mouth, his whole head was so hot that he was so dizzy that he couldn't tell the difference between south, east and north.

His mind was all about Xiao Yihan. He never thought that things would develop into what they are now. If he knew, he would definitely tell Xiao Yihan when they were together.

Chen Mo never thought that Xiao Yihan would have such a big reaction, so that he disappeared for more than a week.

In the final analysis, it was still his fault, he was only guilty towards Chen Xuan, but he really loved Xiao Yihan.

The first time I saw him face to face, except that he looked like Chen Xuan, everything else was different, with a different personality, different hobbies, and a different... person.

When I left the hot pot restaurant, I thought about saying that I should never see you again, but what I didn't expect was that I would meet again as a neighbor.

For a long time in the future, Xiao Yihan and Chen Xuan would sometimes be confused, and he would often see Chen Xuan's shadow on Xiao Yihan, but it was only for a moment, and after that, all he saw was Xiao Yihan.

As for when he fell in love with Xiao Yihan, in fact, he remembered it very clearly, and he would never forget it.

Perhaps it started with the kidnapping incident in West Lane. He, who was obviously unremarkable about everything, was flustered that day because he couldn't find Xiao Yihan's trace.

Not the kind towards Chen Xuan, but the exclusive feeling towards Xiao Yihan.

Most of the semester has passed, whether it is long or short, the things that happened to him, Xiao Yihan is probably willing to do that for him.

Well...probably...a very good person.

He really wanted to tell Xiao Yihan all these things, but he had to find someone first.

Chen Mo took a sip of wine into his mouth, staggered up from the ground, and picked up a few bottles of beer on the table, his shaking body barely supported him to go out.

Chen Mo didn't go downstairs, but directly pressed the button to go to the top floor. The light in the elevator was so bright that he couldn't open his eyes. He didn't know until he got to the top floor.

It turns out...it's so late.

Chen Mo stood in the center of the roof, the cool wind blowing at his face at night, just one word.

Cool!

Chen Mo sat on the ground and opened a bottle of wine again to continue drinking. There are no stars tonight, but the moon is still bright.

Chen Mo took the beer and walked towards the moon, thinking about what Xiao Yihan said when he brought him to the rooftop for the first time.

"What if you shouted on the roof now?"

"You will be scolded to death by the residents."

"If you scold me, you can scold me. I have a thick skin, so I'm not afraid."

Chen Mo took a sip of beer, cleared his throat, put one hand next to his mouth, and tilted his head, "Ah~"

So... it was this kind of feeling, but now he has a heart-piercing feeling in his heart.

With this yelling, the residents downstairs and next to him were yelling, but what can he do?

Standing there, Chen Mo felt that he was really floating, as light as if he was stepping on cotton, the top-heavy kind.

With a 'click' sound, the phone fell out of Chen Mo's trouser pocket. What entered the screen was a cartoon dog with white long ears, and what Xiao Yihan saw was a cartoon dog with half body and black short ears. I changed it in the cold, and I changed it when it looked good at the time.

After Chen Mo bent down to pick up the phone, he sat on the ground, swiped open the screen and clicked on the photo album on the desktop, flipping through the messy cartoon pictures one by one.

When he saw the only video in the album, he thought for a while before clicking on it.

The video was taken when Xiao Yihan was skating, he is very handsome, no matter from the gliding posture or the person, he is very handsome.

The person in the video flicked his bangs on his forehead, his eyes drooped, his body looked thin when he was dressed and undressed, and he swayed freely with the movements of his feet. That feeling was the exclusive temperament exuded by Xiao Yihan.

The video lasted about ten minutes, and Chen Mo kept staring at the people in the video without blinking. He didn't feel his eyes a little sore until the video stopped.

Chen Mo put the phone in his pocket, picked up the beer in hand, walked back to the original place, raised his head and shouted with the same movement.

"Xiao Yihan! I fucking love you to death, do you know, you come back, if you don't come back, I will never cook for you again, and you don't even want to fuck me anymore."

Chen Mo finished speaking a long paragraph in one breath, cleared his throat by drinking the wine in his hand, the burn was not as high as before, maybe it was overburned, or maybe it was the energy.

Xiao Yihan said that strong wine is not intoxicating, it is true, his head is now sober than before, but he does not know how many times sober.

After shouting and shouting, the wine was almost drunk, Chen Mo continued to sit on the ground paralyzed, then leaned back, and his whole body lay down on the ground. Almost all the rainwater has been absorbed.

The cold wind blew past his ears, Chen Mo stared at the moon hanging in the sky with his arms pillowed, and murmured: "Xiao Yihan, you are not a substitute, you never were."