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In the case of being far away from a large hospital, I can only go to a small clinic to see a doctor. Fortunately, there are not many people who see a doctor in the evening.

Xiao Yihan came to the nearest small clinic with Chen Mo in his arms, and it was more than two hours later to get medicine and see a doctor.

For two hours, Chen Mo went from itching all over his body to uncomfortable pain, and he didn't settle down until he finished the injection, took the medicine, and then got the drip.

Two hours was a long time for Xiao Yihan. Looking at Chen Mo who was lying on the bed and had already fallen asleep, what was pressing in his heart was not the anger towards Zhang Yan, but the self-blame towards himself.

Blame yourself for not stopping Chen Mo from eating that meatball, blame yourself for not trying to see if it was seafood, and blame yourself for letting Chen Mo come all the way to cover the ashtray for him and not being careful about seafood Allergic.

Xiao Yihan gently put Chen Mo's hand into the bed, and when he stood up, the corner of his clothes seemed to be caught by something, preventing him from moving forward.

When Xiao Yihan looked back, he saw Chen Mo who had opened his eyes for some unknown reason, and the hand he had just stuffed under the quilt stretched out to hold him.

"Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?" Xiao Yihan pulled down the hand on the corner of his clothes and stuffed it back, turned around and sat back on the chair and said softly.

"It's much better." Chen Mo shook his head and said hoarsely, "I want to drink water."

"Okay," Xiao Yihan hurriedly stood up and shook the thermos bottle. Fortunately, there was still hot water. He poured a cup of hot water to test the temperature, and his mouth was a little hot, "Wait a minute."

Xiao Yihan held two cups, poured hot water in a row, kept busy blowing away the steam from his mouth, and tried the temperature for a long time.

"It's almost there, drink slowly," Xiao Yihan put down the cup and sat on the side of the bed to help Chen Mo, then picked up the cup and blew on it before handing it to Chen Mo, "I'm sorry."

"Why did you suddenly say sorry to me?" Chen Mo felt warm in his heart after taking a sip of just enough hot water, but Xiao Yihan's words of sorry made him confused.

"If I had told you directly to come here before, I wouldn't have made you suffer so much," Xiao Yihan said guiltily.

"It doesn't matter, I will come if you say it, and I will come if you don't say it, and the seafood allergy is not caused by you, so don't feel guilty," Chen Mo said, "I still remember the first time I was allergic to seafood. When I was five years old, my mother was just pregnant with Xiaoyan, and Dahai was not a gambler or alcoholic at that time."

"It's also like today, or even more serious than this. I have rashes all over my body, itching and pain. I will be very careful in the future. Today is also a complete accident," Chen Mo said.

"When you're better, when you're completely better, we'll go back to City A. I don't want...I don't want to come back," Xiao Yihan hugged Chen Mo, buried his head on Chen Mo's shoulder and whispered, "OK?"

"Okay," Chen Mo nodded and said.

It was already late at night after the drip, Chen Mo, who was much better than before, insisted on going back to the hotel, Xiao Yihan had no choice but to walk and chat with him all the way.

There are not many people on the street at night, and the street lights are still bright, guiding the road ahead of them. The two long figures pulled down by the street lights are nothing more than you making trouble and me laughing.

On the second day, which was not too early, Xiao Yihan and Chen Mo boarded the plane and left here. This place where Xiao Yihan has lived for 20 years seems to have... nothing to miss.

From the moment Xiao Yihan broke the pen, from the moment he smashed his scalp with an ashtray, his father-son relationship with Xiao Yuan was over.

Before, even if it was an incomplete family, he wanted it desperately, and even later he didn't know what family affection was like, but thinking about it, at least he still has a father.

It wasn't until now that he discovered that the relationship between him and Xiao Yuan and his son was so vulnerable that a few outsiders would break it with just a casual pick.

He finally knew what love felt like, but now he was wondering what family affection felt like.

Xiao Yihan tilted his head to look at Chen Mo who was sleeping on his shoulder, and smiled, that's it.

With a bang, a black wallet fell to Xiao Yihan's feet. He looked at the sleeping Chen Mo, stretched his arms to hook it, and kept his shoulders in balance.

With difficulty, Xiao Yihan stretched two fingers to grab the wallet, tilted his head and looked at the person on his shoulder, but fortunately, he didn't wake up.

He opened the wallet in his hand, the wallet belonged to Chen Mo, he shook his head and laughed, a little confused.

The format of the wallet is very simple, in addition to a few big bills, there is also a... photo?

He took it out and looked at it, it looked familiar, and there was a word behind the photo, 'Xuan'!

Before he could continue to look closely at the person in the photo, the photo came out between his fingers, and when he turned his head to look, he saw Chen Mo looking at him with a slightly uncomfortable expression.

"You...the wallet," Xiao Yihan gave the wallet in his hand to Chen Mo in a daze, and then explained, "I just dropped it, so I called out."

"Oh..." Chen Mo looked at him, then turned the photo over and stuffed it into his wallet, the uneasiness on his face only increased, "Thank you."

Xiao Yihan's gaze stayed on Chen Mo's hand holding the wallet, and he suddenly felt that Chen Mo seemed to be afraid that he would see that photo, so he hesitated for a while and asked, "You..."

"ladies and gentlemen:

The plane is descending.Please return to the original position and sit down, fasten the seat belt, put away the small board, and adjust the seat back to the normal position.All personal computers and electronic equipment must be turned off.Please confirm whether your hand items are properly placed.Later, we will dim the cabin lights.

Thanks! "

The broadcast from the cabin interrupted Xiao Yihan's next question, and the lights in the cabin gradually dimmed.

Xiao Yihan tilted his head to look at Chen Mo, the wallet in his hand was stuffed into his pocket at some point, and he smiled when he looked at him.

For a long time after disembarkation, there was no information about what happened on the plane.

Xiao Yihan stood in the hall, threw the suitcase in his hand to Chen Mo, and said, "I'm going to the bathroom, wait for me later."

"Okay," Chen Mo pulled two suitcases, picked a clean chair and sat down, took out a black wallet from his pocket, opened it and took out the reversed photo, looked at it for a while and stuffed it back.

Xiao Yihan ran all the way to the toilet. There was nothing clean or unclean in the public toilet, and there were not many people in it. After urinating, he stood by the sink to wash his hands.

He looked at himself in the mirror, fiddled with his hair a few times, and the movement of his hands slowly stopped, and the picture floating in his mind overlapped with himself in the mirror.

My heart suddenly felt as if I was hit by something, the eyebrows, the outline, like... so similar!

Xiao Yihan stared at the mirror, and the faucet under his hand kept making the sound of 'splashing' water.

The blood in his whole body seemed to be congealed with hope, and his heart throbbed violently. It hurt...it hurts...suffocating pain...it felt as if his heart would stop in the next second.

Xiao Yihan wiped the mirror vigorously with his hands full of water, as if he could erase the person in the mirror and the person in his mind.

The water stains on the mirror surface remained along the palm of Xiao Yihan's hand. He supported the edge of the pool with one hand, and clenched his other hand into a fist, hitting the mirror hard.

"I thought you fell into the toilet, you'll leave when you're done," Chen Mo's voice sounded from the side, holding the handle of the box in his hand, he stood at the toilet door and looked at him, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Xiao Yihan ran over and grabbed Chen Mo's shoulder, his hands were a little stronger than usual, and then he touched all the pockets on Chen Mo's body.

"What are you doing? Why are you crazy," Chen Mo stepped back a few steps in fright, frowning.

Xiao Yihan's face turned cold, and his tone also became cold, and he said, "Give me the photos in the wallet."

Chen Mo's heart skipped a beat, or... did you see it?

"Give me the photo!" Xiao Yihan shouted.

Chen Mo slowly took out the photo from his wallet. He couldn't listen to anything Xiao Yihan said now, but he still wanted to explain: "Things are not what you think."

"What's that like?" Xiao Yihan pinched the photo, pointing at the boy who looked somewhat similar to him, "What is this? Tell me the fuck what is this?"

Chen Mo quickly explained: "Yes, at first I paid attention to you because you resembled him, yes, I admit it was my fault, but..."

"Heh...hahaha... even you admit it yourself," Xiao Yihan covered his eyes with his hands, raised his head and let out a breath of air, and murmured, "Is that what it's like to like someone? I almost thought you were already mine , when I was planning our future with joy, I found that there is another person living in your heart."

"Xiao Yihan, let me tell you, in order to prepare a birthday present for me, Chen Xuan had a car accident on the road. I have always felt guilty about it, but I did not regard you as him. I have always wanted to find a chance to tell you , but the nicer you are to me, the more I can't say it, that's what I said that night, I'm afraid you might misunderstand, you know?" Chen Mo roared and explained.

"Huh... I can't say it, but your birthday is for him, and the singing is also for him, and even the songs you sing are also written for him. It's because of him that you almost fell out with me because of a song, and it's because of him that you notice me. He," Xiao Yihan tightly clutched the photo in his hand, his eyes were red, and he wanted to use all his strength to throw the photo on Chen Mo's face.

"It's all because of that person who is no longer there, so what am I? What am I, Xiao Yihan? A substitute?" Xiao Yihan was crazy, grabbed Chen Mo and fell to the wall, his back was smashed The moment he reached the wall, he gritted his teeth in pain.

Pedestrians passing by all around looked at this, but Xiao Yihan was a wild wolf who lost his mind, completely ignoring the eyes of others, imprisoning Chen Mo between his two arms, tilting his head and roughly rubbing Chen Mo's Lips, without the usual tenderness, only irrational and rude.

Chen Mo frowned, and swung his clenched fist towards Xiao Yihan, wanting to wake him up with a punch, and said, "Can you fucking listen to my explanation?"

Xiao Yihan sat on the ground and sneered, wiped off the blood hanging from the corner of his mouth with his fingers, and looked up at Chen Mo who hit him, but he still couldn't fight back.

Xiao Yihan slowly got up from the ground, pulled the suitcase and turned his back to Chen Mo, and said in a hoarse voice: "What do you want to explain, what do you want to explain, I think... let's think about it."

Xiao Yihan pulled the suitcase, and stopped looking at Chen Mo, he was afraid of seeing Chen Mo, his heart softened, and he acted like a fool as someone else's substitute, he really couldn't accept it.

People take tea to cool Xuan Yi, and never forget Si Xuan Mo.

He should have known by now, shouldn't he, or...he didn't want to think about it.

Xiao Yihan got into the taxi that drove over, and the shackles in his heart were suddenly released. At that moment, the matter about Xiao Yuan's breakup and the matter about Chen Mo all rushed out, and he was so overwhelmed that he couldn't breathe.

For the first time, he tasted what heart-piercing pain is like. He was kicked out of the house by his father who had lived for 20 years, and he was used as a substitute by someone who wanted to love his whole life.

Xiao Yihan turned his head to the car window, as if something came out of his eyes, slid across his cheeks and flowed to his chin, and then dripped from his chin onto his palm.

Drop by drop kept hitting the palm of his hand, and he reached out to touch his cheek.

What's this?Tears?It turns out that he can also stream this stuff.

The things that were bullied when I was a child and didn't break with my father, are now leaked because of Chen Mo.

From a distance of [-] meters, Xiao Yihan looked at the figure still standing in the hall, and slowly raised his hoarse voice and said, "Master, please drive."

At the airport where people come and go, Chen Momu stood in the lobby, staring straight ahead, no one knew what he was staring at.

All he knew was that he beat his hands on both sides, and the liquid flowing from the corners of his eyes kept dripping on the ground. After a long time, until the number of people driving in the hall became less and less, he slowly slid down the wall and sat on the ground.

Chen Mo shrank by the wall, hugged his head with both hands, shrunk himself into a ball with all his might, his back twitched and trembled non-stop.

Everything... was messed up by him, the thing he feared most still happened, and the worst thing was that Xiao Yihan didn't listen to his explanation at all now.

All that flashed in his head was Xiao Yihan's appearance when he was about to leave, his injured expression, and he couldn't see any expression of blaming him, but all that floated in his ears was the sound of car wheels rubbing against the ground, which was extremely ear-piercing.

"Chen Mo, I'll be there soon, just wait, wait for me to surprise you."

"You've been gone for so many days, it's a little late to surprise me now, but you have to hurry up, or I'll eat up all the cake."

"It's not too late, I'm going to..."

"Squeak~~~Z~~~Boom"

The screeching sound of the car was accompanied by the sound of rain, and...the heart-piercing cry of a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy.

The picture in Chen Mo's mind jumped to not long ago again in an instant, with familiar voices and familiar faces, the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.

After a long time, the surroundings became quiet, and then Chen Mo let go of the arms hugging his head, leaning on the support of the wall, moved his stiff legs and walked to the side of the suitcase, and then walked outside while pulling the suitcase.

He didn't know exactly how many hours he squatted there, but when he came out, the sun was already strong outside, which made him unable to keep his eyes open.

As soon as he got in the taxi, he took out his mobile phone and looked through the phone book, but Xiao Yihan's phone was turned off no matter how he called.

Chen Mo rubbed his temples, leaned his whole head on the soft pillow, and stared up at the roof of the inner car.

When he got home, his whole neck was sore, like a needle prick. He beat his neck and took the key to open the door.

"elder brother!"

Before Chen Mo could stand still, Chen Yan rushed towards him, and he immediately tightened his hands to wrap Chen Yan tightly.

"Brother, alone?" Chen Yan ran behind him and looked around in the corridor, then turned around and asked, "Where's Brother Han?"

Chen Mo paused with the hand holding the shoes, then lowered his eyes and continued changing the shoes, saying, "He...will be back in a few days."

Chen Yan nodded disappointedly, "Oh."

"Are you hungry, what have you been eating for the past few days?" Chen Mo walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and saw all the fresh dishes, poked his head out from the kitchen and asked, "Xiao Yan, who is coming to our house?"

"Auntie," Chen Yan said while sitting on the sofa, dangling his legs and watching TV.

"What aunt? Do you know her?" Chen Mo asked with a frown.

"I don't know her, but she said she came to see you," Chen Yan said.

Chen Mo was very puzzled, and murmured, "Looking for me?"

At this time, in addition to the sound of the TV, the whole living room was filled with the sound of the key turning.

Chen Mo was taken aback, then turned his head and stared at the door, Xiao Yihan is back?

But when Chen Mo ran to open the door, what he saw was not Xiao Yihan, but a woman, or a gorgeously dressed woman.

"You... are back," the first sentence the woman spoke to Chen Mo with a smile.