Scum Amendment Code

Chapter 19 Changing the pessimistic disability subject 7

Ji Wuchang lowered his head, the knuckles of his fingers turned white, and the freshly healed wound gradually seeped some mottled blood.

"Do you hate gays?"

Wen Yanyun looked at Ji Wuchang with his head down, unable to see his expression clearly, and was a little uncertain about his attitude at this time.

If we simply refer to a group of homosexuals, Wen Yanyun actually doesn't have much affection, but the difference lies in Ji Wuchang.

Ji Wuchang didn't make him feel disgusted and conflicted.

For a moment, Wen Yanyun didn't know how to answer, but just stood there in a daze, looking at Ji Wuchang's blood-stained palm, and reminded him.

"Your wound is bleeding, let me fix it for you."

This obvious way of making excuses to change the subject obviously made Ji Wuchang a little disappointed. He stretched out his hand and asked Wen Yanyun to help him deal with it again. He pursed his lips tightly the whole time without saying a word.

He didn't try his best to explain, didn't make any unnecessary movements, just uttered a few words, Ji Wuchang's reaction made Wen Yanyun feel a little guilty deep in his heart, feeling that he was making things difficult for the other party.

Wen Yanyun rubbed her thumb and index finger against each other twice, and said, "Actually, I don't really hate it, it's just..." He patiently explained that he was afraid that Ji Wuchang might be alienated because of this, leaving a gap in his heart.He also gently wiped off the blood for Ji Wuchang, "I'm not used to it..."

After hearing Wen Yanyun's words, Ji Wuchang gradually raised his head and looked at him, "As long as you don't hate it." Looking into his eyes, Wen Yanyun couldn't bear to continue talking, and turned the topic to the wound: " You should use less force with your left hand in the future, or I won’t help you rewrap it if it bleeds again.”

Ji Wuchang could see that what Wen Yanyun said was different from what he thought in his heart, and he didn't agree with what he said, so he clenched his fist and released it, the whole palm was flattened, and blood gushed out in the next second.

"It's bleeding again, can you help me re-wrap it?" Ji Wuchang lifted it up with a smile on his face.Wen Yanyun stopped arranging the medicine box, and he had a new understanding of Ji Wuchang, self-willed.

"do not move."

Wen Yanyun held his wrist, fixed his movements, and then began to work tirelessly to help him get it done again. For the first time, Ji Wuchang gave him a childlike look that suited his age, and felt like he had raised a son. Go home after the fight and help him clean up the mess. "Why are you so childish."

"Then what do you think I look like." Ji Wuchang lowered his eyes and stared at his hand.

"Stable." Wen Yanyun gave such an evaluation, "You have a good personality." It's easy for people to have a good impression of you.Wen Yanyun didn't say a word after that, he put the medicine box on his lap, and was about to push himself back to the original place, "Anyway, he's a nice guy."

Pushing the wheelchair, Wen Yanyun turned her head and continued with the answer just now.When turning a corner, the wheel of the wheelchair accidentally bumped into the corner of the table, causing the whole wheelchair to stagger with Wen Yanyun, and almost fell down.

"It's okay." Ji Wuchang quickly held the handle on the back of Wen Yanyun's wheelchair, and stopped the wheelchair from turning suddenly.

"It's okay." Wen Yanyun raised his hand with a wry smile, some iodine was stained on it, and even his trousers were wet a lot, the bottle of iodine fell to the ground, and all the rest of the iodine was spilled out. "The iodine lid doesn't seem to be on properly."

"I'll clean up the ground, and you'll change your pants after I go out." Ji Wuchang picked up the bottle, threw it into the trash can, and wiped the iodine on the ground with a dry rag.

Wen Yanyun replied, "Yes."

Wen Yanyun closed the door, opened the closet, took out a pair of clean trousers, moved to the bed, unbuttoned the trousers, and took them off with difficulty.

Wen Yanyun looked at her legs, and suddenly felt sore in her heart.

Why can't these legs walk normally? Because his legs have been slandered and ridiculed by so many people. At first, Wen Yanyun thought he was used to it, but suddenly, he was not used to it. He cared more, but he just pretended not to care, Wen Yanyun's fingers gradually tightened.

Ji Wuchang wiped the floor dry, put the rag in the sink, washed it and hung it up.Also wipe off the water droplets on your hands by the way.After a while, thinking that I still have class today, I didn't ask the teacher for leave, so I prepared to leave.Thinking of at least talking to Wen Yanyun, he walked towards Wen Yanyun's room.

"Mr. Yanyun, I still have class in the afternoon, so I'll leave first..." Ji Wuchang walked to the door and said, but stopped when he was talking, because he saw that Wen Yanyun hadn't closed the door, and his pair of His legs were hanging limply beside the bed——

Wen Yanyun hasn't changed her pants yet.

The jade-white and shiny legs were gradually exposed to the air, and they were not deformed because they couldn't walk. On the contrary, they looked too pale because they hadn't bathed in the sun for many years. The slender legs were straight and beautiful.Walking and stumbling without legs, and there are no scars on the legs, it looks more perfect than normal people.

After Wen Yanyun saw Ji Wuchang standing at the door, his pupils shrank suddenly and his lips turned white: "Get out!" He hurriedly picked up a blanket to cover his legs, and scolded Ji Wuchang.

Wen Yanyun couldn't accept that someone saw his disability. Once they saw it, they would definitely laugh at him or sympathize with him. He didn't need sympathy.But he was even more afraid that once his legs were seen, he would be at a loss as to how inferior he would be.It was like a bloody wound being ripped apart by life, the most unspeakable pain buried in the bottom of my heart.

Wen Yanyun covered his eyes and shrank into the bed, his eyeballs were so dry that he seemed about to shed tears, he kept mumbling, but his voice gradually became softer, "Go away...don't look..."

Ji Wuchang immediately stood a little further away from the door until he could no longer see what was going on inside the room.

Wen Yanyun flung the blanket away violently, and the blanket and the potted plants by the bed fell to the ground with a crisp crackling sound.He looked at his weak legs, like a stain on his whole life, these legs seemed to tell himself all the time, he was just a useless person, because his legs were abandoned by his parents, because his legs were abandoned by welfare Hospital children bully.It was all because of these legs that he had to bear more winks than his peers.Unlike normal people, he can't walk, and he needs to look at other people's eyes and pretend that he doesn't understand.

He just longs to be like a normal person. Although he looks indifferent, he longs for warmth. He is using his strength to disguise his inferiority and cowardice, and all this is only seen by Ji Wuchang, and he is about to collapse.

The psychological defense was defeated only because of this pair of ugly legs that I hated so much.

Maybe he wanted to maintain his arrogant appearance in front of Ji Wuchang, so that he would never reveal his fear easily.

"Are you okay?" Ji Wuchang's concerned voice came from the door.

Wen Yanyun put his hands on his forehead in frustration. He just lost control of his emotions just because the other party glanced at him unconsciously, and it was not Ji Wuchang's fault, it was him who didn't close the door properly. I'm so angry, but I'm blaming myself.

Maybe it's nothing for Ji Wuchang, but for him, it can make him struggle for a long time, guessing and trying to figure out the other party's psychological thoughts.

Maybe Ji Wuchang didn't pay much attention to him from the beginning to the end, he just fulfilled the responsibility of a job, and it was just his entanglement and speculation.

Wen Yanyun fell into endless self-reflection, and was about to be dragged into the abyss by endless negative energy and unable to climb up.

[Warning warning, Wen Yanyun is extremely disturbed, and the mission is about to fail, please take rescue measures as soon as possible. 】

The system's prompt sounded in his mind, and Ji Wuchang was stunned for a while, and he realized how important Wen Yanyun's legs and other people's opinions were to him.

Realize the seriousness of the matter.Without thinking about anything else, the most important thing is to bring Wen Yanyun back.He walked in again, Wen Yanyun had already put on his pants, and was staring at his legs in a daze, and his unconscious, empty eyes made people feel distressed.

Ji Wuchang looked serious, pursing his lips tightly, as if he was dealing with a very sacred event.After hesitating for a long time, I gave him a hug.For Wen Yanyun, who was abandoned since she was a child, hugging seemed out of reach. What the skin hunger and thirst syndrome needed was only hugs, but Wen Yanyun never got them.

Ji Wuchang wrinkled the clothes behind Wen Yanyun's back.He kept talking to Wen Yanyun, wanting him to recover, not to blame himself, not to suffer.

Ji Wuchang reached out and patted him on the back, his voice was soft like a breeze: "I have always thought that you are worthy of my respect, you are very accomplished in literature, and you are also a very good person..." He consciously avoided To open Wen Yanyun's legs, not to call his legs a defect, is to let him take the initiative to sort out a way of thinking that is more suitable for him from the messy thoughts.

"Why do you care so much about what other people think? In fact, you can completely ignore me. Your legs are beautiful, so you don't need to hide them."

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Wen Yanyun felt Ji Wuchang's initiative to approach, because it was too close, Wen Yanyun could even feel the beating speed of Ji Wuchang's heart, his face became hot, and his hands were on the side, but now they seemed to have nowhere to put them.

The potted plant fragments were lying quietly on the ground, and some of the sharper corners seemed to be softened a lot. Ji Wuchang's whispered comforting voice also seemed to heal people's hearts. His heart gradually calmed him down.

Time passed in a hurry, the clock went round and round, Ji Wuchang gradually stopped talking, but his hands still patted his back again and again.

There was a long silence.

Although Wen Yanyun did not fully recover, her mood has stabilized a lot, and Ji Wuchang finally relaxed.He glanced at the time, it had been a long time, and remembering his purpose of coming in to find him, he said to Wen Yanyun: "I have class right now, come back at night."

"En." Wen Yanyun responded, watching Ji Wuchang off.

When closing the door, "Goodbye, and..." Ji Wuchang waved Wen Yanyun with his bandaged hand, "Thank you." After speaking, he closed the door and left.

Wen Yanyun felt that the warmth of that hug hadn't dissipated. He sat there for a long time in a daze, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. His eyes became very bright, reminiscent of the starry sky at night for no reason, and a smile spread across his face. Shallow as water.

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