I don't read much, don't lie to me

"I don't remember much," Schumer said.In fact, it's not that he doesn't remember it, but that it doesn't exist at all.

He has never given gifts to others. All the gifts are given by his parents, so this teddy bear has nothing to do with him.

Jiahui held the little bear in her arms, and said very intimately: "I always thought that I recognized the bed, but later I found that I just recognized it. With it, I can sleep soundly, because it is you who gave me the bed." It was for me, and it was the only thing you ever gave me in your life."

If Shu Mocheng didn't know what Jiahui meant by this point, then he was really an idiot in love.

"Jiahui." He said, "I think, from the moment I fell out with my parents, you should understand what I mean."

"I understand, but I don't mind." Jiahui's words were not just words, she really didn't mind.No matter who Shu Mocheng likes, whether she likes a man or a woman, she has always believed in him in her life and cannot change it.

She persuaded herself to give up many times, especially when Wu Yan appeared, it was even more impossible for Shu Mocheng to change his mind, even if it was because of his status as a married man, even if he only used her as a shield.

When she went to eat at home, what she said to Wu Yan was sincere.Because she has given up, giving up her own love, to bless the one she loves, and the one she loves.

Speaking of this, she might feel a little sad, and so did Jiahui, with tears rolling in her eyes, and it took a lot of effort to hold back.

She suddenly laughed again, and when A Fei called to say that Wu Yan had left, Jiahui seemed to feel her broken heart fighting back together little by little.

Although it was a bit shameful to say it, she was very happy with Wu Yan's departure, and she knew that Shu Mocheng would definitely look for him, but even if they found him, it would be difficult for them to be the same as before.

Jiahui didn't know Wu Yan well, but she knew that after what happened to Shu Mocheng, he would definitely be more careful.Moreover, he is also a very extreme person. For things that go against his will, he may obey for a while, but after a long time, slowly squeezing will get him an explosive rebound.

Therefore, he only needs to be disappointed with Wu Yan step by step, and she believes that one day, he will understand who is more suitable for him.

Shu Mocheng remained silent, as if he was really thinking about Jiahui's decision.

Undoubtedly, this decision is perfect, and it is the most perfect for Schumer City.On the one hand, he resolved the conflict with his parents, on the other hand, he needed a marriage after all.

But, would Wu Yan agree?Would he choose to be with a married man?Ha... What a stupid question, Wu Yan doesn't care if he gets married or not, because he doesn't have him in his heart at all...

It's his fault to force, but as long as he has a little bit in his heart, even if he likes him a little bit, he won't leave without saying goodbye.

I still remember when he talked about resigning, he thought it was troublesome, and he was afraid of trouble. After this time, there was no more trouble, and he just left. Does this mean that he really wants to leave him, and he never wants to see him again in this life? he?

The heart paralyzed by alcohol revived again, and when he thought of Wu Yan, the pain was unbearable.

Jiahui has been observing Schumer City. She holds her breath and holds the teddy bear firmly in her hands, waiting for his sentence, as if it is the moment that decides her life and death, the moment that decides her life.

"I'm sorry." With these three words as the opening remark, everyone must know the result, "Jiahui, you know what kind of person I am. It's not fair to anyone if you do this."

Shu Mocheng turned around, but before he left, Jiahui stepped forward and grabbed him, and said, "Who are you talking about being unfair to? To you, to Wu Yan, or to me? I've already said that I don't want any fairness. I don't mind anything, I just want you, as long as I'm by your side, is it so difficult?"

Jiahui burst into tears, tears streaming down her face, "I'm even going to accept that you take Wu Yan to live here, but I think I'm so mean, really... so mean."

Shu Mocheng turned around, facing the crying woman, he didn't know what to do, so he could only stand there and try to comfort her: "You don't have to be like this, the world is so big, you will meet many people, and one of them must be There is the one you want, just like me. I used to think that I would never meet someone I like in my life, but a miracle happened, the first time I went to that kind of noisy bar, and then..."

Wait, the bar, the first time he met Wu Yan was at the bar entrance...

Shu Mocheng seemed to have received some great news, an inexplicable ecstatic expression appeared on his face, and before Jiahui could speak, he rushed downstairs.

Jiahui failed.Although she didn't know why Shu Mocheng was so excited and what she was doing, she knew that she had no chance.

The teddy bear in her hand was still smiling, Jiahui took a look at it, and threw it into the trash can fiercely.

She is not stupid, how could she not know that the teddy bear was not sent by Schumer City.And the bear from back then no longer knew which garbage station it was in. The one in my hand was just a gift from someone who went shopping at the mall a few days ago.

After Shu Mocheng left, Jiahui had been sitting by the bed in this room. Except for the clock on the wall, which was working tirelessly, everything seemed to be still.She was about to go home when Ah Fei called.

"He's going to the bar?" It turned out to be like this, "I see, you can tell him to go, he can do whatever he wants, and I don't want to know about it in the future." Jiahui was in a bad mood, and said frustrated words to A Fei.

But in the next second, I heard that he booked the whole venue, and even led the "boys" in the bar to dance. This... It seems that the matter is a little serious.

Throwing down her luggage, Jiahui took a taxi directly to the bar that A Fei mentioned. When she saw Shu Mocheng standing on the high platform, being hugged by a "hermaphrodite" and circling around the steel pipe on the high platform... A Fei said That's right, Schumer City is crazy.

After finally finding Ah Fei in the crowd, he saw that he was clapping along with the crowd, and there was a little anxiety on the phone on his face.

"Hey, what are you doing! You still haven't got him down!" Jiahui said, grabbing Ah Fei's ear.

"What? What did you say?!"

"I say—you go up and get him down! Get him down!"

"Huh? Who's coming down?"

The surrounding area was too noisy, Jiahui rolled her eyes, and then she decided to climb up the high platform directly.

The cheers from the audience became more enthusiastic.

Jiahui pushed away the coquettish man wrapped around Shu Mocheng, grabbed his collar with both hands, and shouted: "Shu Mocheng! You wake up! Do you know what you are doing, you... woo Ugh...let go...here is..."

Jiahui was pinned on the steel pipe by Shu Mocheng, with his arms around her and the steel pipe in both hands, making her unable to move at all.

The enthusiasm of this kiss, coupled with the cheers, brought the atmosphere of the entire bar to a climax.

Jiahui wanted to break free at first, but seeing Shu Mocheng's affectionate face and feeling his devotion, although she resisted, she chose to ignore the occasion and enjoy this moment for the time being.

She has imagined countless times what it would be like to kiss Shu Mocheng. She thought it would be as soft as in martial arts novels, or the sweet kiss in youth novels, or the passionate kiss of a domineering president. .

But—neither.

This kiss was very real. Shu Mocheng's mouth was filled with a variety of wine flavors, all of which were conveyed through this kiss.Jiahui wanted to respond to him, but was afraid to respond.She was afraid that she would spoil the moment, lose it.

Slowly, Shu Mocheng's kiss began to change from ordinary to passionate, and he didn't get a response for a long time. He got close to his body, and his hands began to wander around Jiahui's waist.

It doesn't matter, I can't manage so much...

Jiahui wrapped her arms around Schumercheng's neck, actively responding to his enthusiasm, his longing, his kiss... Everything went so smoothly, Jiahui seemed to have the whole world, and she was intoxicated by it.

However—Shu Mocheng finally realized that something was wrong.

He stopped suddenly, but his eyes were still closed, then he let go of his hand and asked, "Wu Yan?"

Wu Yan, Wu Yan...In such a noisy environment, Jiahui still heard these two words clearly...

It turned out that he just came to anesthetize himself.

Jiahui had already shed tears once, but she would not allow herself to shed tears twice for the same person and the same thing, so she pushed Shumo City away vigorously, jumped off the high platform, and rushed towards the door like crazy.

Ah Fei was right behind her, squeezed for a long time, and finally squeezed out too.

"Jiahui, Jiahui." He chased after her, blocking her way, "What's wrong with you?"

"You'd better find Wu Yan as soon as possible, or Shu Mocheng will really go crazy!" Jiahui stopped, and seeing A Fei's face, she turned around again to prevent him from seeing her worthless appearance.

Seeing her suffering, Ah Fei suddenly felt very distressed. He took two steps closer to her, and patted himself on the shoulder: "Cry if you want to, I know you are uncomfortable."

"I didn't." Jiahui said stiffly: "It's over, he's not good enough for me, so he just guards his Wu Yan. If Wu Yan doesn't come back, he'll just go on like this for the rest of his life. It's none of my business."

Jiahui was about to leave again, Ah Fei held her back and said, "You, don't be like this, I am also kind, people say that the best way to let go of one relationship is to start another one, I have liked him for so many years, it is not right now Is it a good time?"

Jiahui suddenly laughed, laughing at A Fei's innocence: "Look at him, if you don't help him find Wu Yan, he will be ruined."

It's not easy to forget completely, how many people can really forget?Even if it is possible, it is lying to yourself.Some memories can only be deeply buried in the mind, and then slowly fade away with time.Love can be for a moment, or it can be for a lifetime. Some people give up for love, and some people are persistent for love. Just like Shu Mocheng, he wants to give up, but he can’t pass the hurdle in his heart. He also wants to be persistent, but And not knowing what to do, so he escaped from reality.

"But—me, where can I find it?" Ah Fei had a bitter face, and really had no confidence in this "airborne" character.