I don't read much, don't lie to me

Shu Mocheng did apologize sincerely. He took the initiative to contract the housework for the next week or more on the grounds that Wu Yan's wrist was injured, and he cleaned the toilet and the bathroom tonight.

Today, Wu Yan washed up and went to bed. He didn't rush to sleep, and he didn't turn his back to the door, but lay face up. As soon as Shu Mocheng entered the door, he subconsciously turned his head to look over.

"I, can I come in?" Shu Mocheng was completely surrendered tonight, with that small look, Wu Yan almost thought that he had become so vicious.

Before Wu Yan could speak, Shu Mocheng said again, "Can I sleep here tonight?"

Wu Yan laughed and said, "This is your home, of course."

Shu Mocheng immediately went to bed gratefully, and almost confessed the lie that he had lied to Wu Yan that he could not sleep on the sofa, but slept on the ground.

Fortunately, he is not that stupid, otherwise, tonight is destined to be restless again.

Laying down on his back like Wu Yan, Shu Mocheng recalled that this night was more exciting than his previous [-] years.Especially thinking of the low profile I had when I entered the door... I couldn't recall it, I couldn't accept that it was me.

But Wu Yan was still lying beside her, so it was all worth it.

"you……"

Wu Yan suddenly opened his mouth.

"En? What's the matter?" Shu Mocheng turned his face and met Wu Yan.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Wu Yan said.

Shu Mocheng was a little puzzled, how could Wu Yan still be interested in talking after all these things this night.But if he wants to talk, he can't ask for it, as long as he doesn't talk and walk away.

In fact, he himself didn't understand why he was so afraid of Wu Yanzuo.Did he think that after he left, he would be alone?

no.

He was always alone, never felt lonely, but this time, he was really scared from the bottom of his heart.This has undoubtedly become a weakness of his.

I never thought that I would be tied down by anything. Although Wu Yan is stupid and loves to make troubles to make himself angry, every time I get off work and think of him when I go home, I have an inexplicable desire to come back as soon as possible and see him.

At first, I felt that my own lust was at work. After all, living together, the desire for the body could easily be confused with the desire and dependence on this person.

But now, lying on the same bed with him, he didn't have any other thoughts, only felt that it was good to have him here, he was still there.

At the banquet, his smile made Shu Mocheng intoxicated, but when he thought that the smile was for someone else, and it was a woman, his heart seemed to be blocked.

Does he really like Wu Yan?But what do you like about him?

Shu Mocheng couldn't find it. If there was, Wu Yan's temper was relatively soft and he could be bullied.But if you really want to say that he is soft, he is not submissive. He seems to have his own set of principles. For example, tonight, his stubbornness made Shu Mocheng afraid.

"What are you talking about?" Shu Mocheng handed over the right to speak to Wu Yan.

"It's nothing, just talk casually." Wu Yan turned his face away, looked at the ceiling, and said, "Actually, at the banquet today, I didn't dare to admit that I knew you because I was afraid that you would be embarrassed."

"Embarrassed? Why am I embarrassed?"

From Wu Yan's point of view, Shu Mocheng's doubts were purely to save face for him, but now there are only two of them, there is nothing wrong with it.

Instead of answering the question, he said, "Today, why on earth did you take me to that banquet?"

"Didn't I say this a long time ago? I just returned to China and I don't have any friends..."

"You're lying." Wu Yan interrupted Shu Mocheng for the first time: "As soon as you entered, many people gathered around to say hello to you."

"That's all polite, I don't even know each other at all." Shu Mocheng retorted.

Wu Yan thought for a while, and then said: "Then there is A Fei, you should know him."

I don't know where Wu Yan's persistence comes from. Although he felt a little unreasonable, Shu Mocheng calmed down and explained: "He was also invited. He can go in whether I take him or not."

"Also, there is no reason for everything. I want you to go, so I told you. If you ask why, I don't even know why. I just want to take you there. Also, those at the banquet today You’ve seen the food, especially the sashimi, right? It’s airlifted from Japan, and even if you go to a top-notch Japanese restaurant, you won’t be able to eat it. So, I’m taking you there to open your eyes, fat water Don't let outsiders go."

These words were purely thought up by Shu Mocheng on the spur of the moment, but Wu Yan didn't say anything, as if he believed it.

After being silent for an unknown amount of time, Shu Mocheng looked at him sideways, saw that his eyes were still open, and said, "Are you still doubting the reason why I invited you to live here?"

Wu Yan visibly panicked, blinked his eyes quickly, and said, "No, no."

"Hmph, don't pretend, are you just thinking, how could the pie in the sky fall on me?"

"No, no, don't guess." Wu Yan turned sideways and turned his back to Shu Mocheng again.

"Wu Yan."

Shu Mocheng suddenly called him from behind.

"En? What's the matter?" Wu Yan said simply without turning around.Then a pair of hands caressed his back, and his whole body was tense, he didn't dare to move or make a sound.

"Wu Yan, although we already live together, it seems that we haven't gotten to know each other well yet."

These words didn't seem to come from Shu Mocheng's mouth. Wu Yan relaxed his body, hesitated for a moment, and turned over.

Shu Mocheng didn't know when he fell asleep in the middle of the bed, only a quilt away from Wu Yan, but he was still lying face up, seeing Wu Yan turned his face away, his eyes returned to the ceiling from his body.

"I have never experienced any hardship since I was a child. It belongs to the kind of grandpa's love, and grandma's love. My parents are in a business marriage and have no feelings. So basically, I am the emotional support of this family."

"Every day at home is a very difficult day. I originally wanted to study abroad in middle school, but my family didn't agree, so I waited until I graduated from high school. I thought they would understand some of my pain when they were older. But... it didn't..."

"I was preparing for a combined master's and doctoral degree, and I even got the offer, but they insisted that I come back to inherit the family business. Yes, isn't this what I was born for, I know, but I just want more Shouldn't it be right to spend a few years of your own?"

"I'm still back. I thought it's been a long time, and the family reunion should be more lively and joyful. Hmph, I just sat down, and before my butt was hot, they threw the business out without any foreshadowing. Don't be tactful."

"I was controlled in the first half of my life, and they still want to control in the second half of my life, and even want to join someone to control. I'm sorry, I can't do it, and I won't be able to do it again..."

There was a wave of sadness floating in the air in front of him. Although Wu Yan didn't understand many parts, this feeling entered his body, was sucked into his lungs, and finally melted into his blood.

Wu Yan was silent, and suddenly understood all of Shu Mocheng's bad temper.

"I...was very poor when I was a child. My mother ran away after giving birth. Later, my father became a miner and had some money, so he found a stepmother. The stepmother was much older than my father, and was punished by her husband's family for not being able to have children. I was kicked out, and then I followed my dad, which is not bad for me."

"I went to school, and before I left, my dad told me, don't come back when you leave, don't be like him, spend your whole life in a poor mountain valley, there is no way out. Even if you can't survive in a big city, it's better Come back."

"For four years in college, I didn't go back home because the round-trip ticket was too expensive. Later, after graduating and finding a job, I finally settled down. After getting the first month's salary, I invited my parents to come and see me. Me, but they didn’t say anything, because they were afraid of spending money. I said I worked and had money, and they said, if you have money, send it back, don’t waste it.”

"I just graduated, and I also had dreams, but the dreams can't match the reality. In the first year of work, my father got lung disease. I wanted to quit my job and go back to take care of him. No more. So, I became ruthless and worked two more jobs. During those few months, I only ate two meals a day."

"Later, my father still left, and I didn't see him for the last time. The day of the funeral was at the end of the middle of the year, and the company had to pay the bills. It was so busy that I missed the latest bus."

"When I get home, my mother has already arranged things properly. The filial piety I can do is probably the filial piety I wear on my body."

Everyone in the village praises me for being promising, but who knows what kind of life I am living, not even my mother.Dad left, she didn't rely on her, she guarded the house.I said let her sell the house and go to the city with me, but she said she didn't want to, because she knew that if she left, she would never come back for the rest of her life.

Wu Yan held back his tears and said: "Dad is gone, but I still send money to my mother every month. Although she seems to have only this expectation for me, she still has a relative after all. But..." Later she remarried again, to a man older than her, and there was a son in the family who was about my age, and her life was very hard, and basically all depended on me for support....

Wu Yan didn't continue speaking halfway through.In fact, he only said half of what he wanted to say, and a lot of it was hidden. Although he hid a lot of things and didn't tell his own experience too bloody, compared to Schumer City, it was enough.

At this moment, Wu Yan really wanted to say to Schumer City: Thank you, thank you for making me feel integrated into this city for the first time.

Even if you lose your temper and scold him again, at least he's not targeting him.Especially today, Shu Mocheng's low profile made Wu Yan look at him with admiration.This made him feel that the two of them were equal, and Schumer would care about his principles and whether he was angry or not.

In the past few years after graduation, I don’t have many friends, and my college classmates go their separate ways. They send greetings to each other during festivals, and there is not much communication.Colleagues also came and went, and the only one who stayed with him until the end was Chen Lei.

Although the relationship between colleagues is good, but I can't help but feel the harshness of the world in the big city.Therefore, he was never overly enthusiastic, nor too indifferent, maintaining a "normal heart".

And this "normal heart" was shaken here in Schumer City.

Shu Mocheng didn't speak, he didn't know what to say, and he didn't want to spoil the current atmosphere.

I forgot to draw the curtains tonight, the moonlight shone on the bed, and there were tears on the faces of both of them.