[Bound 1] Netting

Lu Jinchen sat blankly on the prison bed, as if thinking about something.Since Lan Xiaofeng passed away, this was the first time he was free.He took out the pocket watch, and the door of memory opened without warning.

He remembered the days when he and Lan Xiaofeng were still in the military academy.That day, there was a blue sky with a few white clouds floating overhead.And what they were stepping on was a long runway, and they didn't have any troubles at that time.

The two were sitting next to the runway, and there was no one on the runway at this time.Occasionally there is a slight breeze blowing through the coolness, which is indescribably comfortable.Suddenly Lan Xiaofeng looked at Lu Jinchen seriously, and asked a question: "Jinchen, will you marry a woman in the future?"

Lu Jinchen was taken aback by his question, and then said without hesitation, "Of course."

Something flashed in Lan Xiaofeng's eyes, and he smiled and said, "Maybe I won't get married in the future?"

Lu Jinchen was a little surprised: "Why?"

Lan Xiaofeng didn't speak.Looking at the blue sky, I don't know what to think.Suddenly he said: "Because I like men."

Lu Jinchen was so shocked that he couldn't speak. Although the world had long recognized the existence of homosexuality, he couldn't see that Lan Xiaofeng actually liked men.Lan Xiaofeng suddenly grabbed Lu Jinchen's hand, approached him suddenly, and whispered in his ear: "The person I like is you."

After hearing these words, Lu Jinchen shook off Lan Xiaofeng's hand and ran away without looking back.He returned to the dormitory feeling very uneasy.The feeling of rapid heartbeat has not stopped yet.

In this military academy, the dormitory is for two people, and he happened to be in the same dormitory with Lan Xiaofeng.He thought, maybe it was because he lived under the same roof with Lan Xiaofeng that Lan Xiaofeng had the illusion.

He thinks like this, that is, he treats Lan Xiaofeng's confession as if nothing happened.Lan Xiaofeng also seemed to act as if nothing had happened.Until one day Lan Xiaofeng tricked him into bed and gave him the warmest night.It was only then that he realized that the fact was that, Lan Xiaofeng liked men, and by the way, he also bent him.

When I was young, I never thought about what would happen in the future.When something actually happened, the pain made him forget to breathe.That day, the man kept saying that those who didn't get married got married before him.

Seeing that strange woman and Lan Xiaofeng walk into the palace of marriage, his heart felt as if someone had stabbed him severely.However, on the wedding day, the bride made a joke.After the wedding ceremony, the groom disappeared and could not be found anywhere, and the bridal chamber wedding night that should have been there was gone.The groom himself did not appear until the next day.

And the culprit was none other than Lu Jinchen.He knocked Lan Xiaofeng unconscious, took him to an underground secret room, and forced him for the first time regardless of Lan Xiaofeng's wishes.

"Tell me, why? Tell me? Why did you marry that woman!" His anger had already burned his rationality, and he fiercely entered and exited the body of the person who had led him astray.He vented all his anger on that person.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had hurt Lan Xiaofeng.A layer of mist suddenly appeared in his eyes, and he kept saying "I'm sorry" in his mouth.Lan Xiaofeng laughed suddenly, and said, "It's not your fault, this is the punishment I deserve."

Lan Xiaofeng hugged Lu Jinchen, put his head on his shoulder, and said softly and helplessly: "Who told me...to fall in love with other women." When Lu Jinchen couldn't see Lan Xiaofeng saying this, That distressed expression.

"You go." After giving the last hug, Lan Xiaofeng seemed to be a different person.Even his expression turned cold.Looking at the cold eyes, Lu Jinchen's heart trembled.There was silence for a while, and then he left without looking back.

The dim light in the secret room was on, and Lan Xiaofeng sighed as he looked at the distant figure.I touched it with my slender fingers, and a sticky red and white turbidity flowed out from between the two thighs.

He dipped it a little, held it in front of his eyes, looked at it carefully, looked at it, and then smiled.Laughed and laughed, and cried.

The two haven't been in touch since that night.But Lan Xiaofeng heard that Lu Jinchen was also married.Isn't this what Lan Xiaofeng had always expected?His heart was in great pain, as if he had finally realized Lu Jinchen's mood at that time.

Three years later, the two met unexpectedly.

"Baby, come here slowly." Lu Jinchen and his wife took Lu Mingfeng out for a walk.Just happened to meet Lan Xiaofeng.When Lan Xiaofeng was about to pass him by, Lu Jinchen grabbed his arm.

"Don't you know?"

Lan Xiaofeng looked at Lu Jinchen as if he was remembering something, then smiled and said, "So it's Colonel Lu, long time no see, how are you doing recently?"

Lu Jinchen let Lan Xiaofeng go reluctantly, and said to the wife next to him, "Take the child home first, it's rare to meet old friends who want to get together." His wife was reasonable.

He smiled and said: "Then you guys have a good chat." After speaking, he hugged little Lu Mingfeng and left.

The two came to a nearby coffee shop.Each ordered a cold drink.It may be that the business of this coffee shop is not good, only the two of them are customers.In the silence between the two, only the sound of the small iron spoon hitting the glass can be heard.

"That's your child?" Lan Xiaofeng was the first to break the silence.

"Well, three years old." Lu Jinchen answered simply.The two had nothing else to say after that.

After being silent for a while, Lu Jinchen asked, "How about you? How are you doing? Do you have any children?"

"I... have a good life. I didn't plan to have a child before, but I just obeyed my parents' orders. I saw that your child is very cute today. I think I should have one." Lan Xiaofeng said lightly with.

For some reason, Lu Jinchen could hear the bitterness in it.Lu Jinchen grabbed Lan Xiaofeng's hand and asked, "Did you touch her in the past three years?"

Lan Xiaofeng broke away from his hand, and explained: "She is weak in body, I can't bear it."

Lu Jinchen knew that he was lying, but what qualifications did he have to expose his lies?At the beginning, Lan Xiaofeng abandoned him cruelly, but Lan Xiaofeng didn't touch her, and what about him?

Lan Xiaofeng looked at his watch and said, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." After speaking, he got up and left.

Lu Jinchen didn't try to stop him. Now that they have grown up, they are no longer what they were when they were young, and they can ignore everything.Maybe it's time to really draw the line.

After that meeting, the two seldom contact each other.Later, Lu Jinchen learned from others that his wife had passed away. She died because of dystocia, but the child was kept.

Lu Jinchen wanted to call him many times to express his condolences, but finally gave up.He, there is no reason to bother him anymore.Ten years later, Lan Xiaofeng passed away due to illness, and Lu Jinchen attended his funeral.

Knowing that the Lan family is single pass, his son is probably the last member of the Lan family.He didn't want Lan Xiaofeng's blood to be cut off like this.That is, he adopted his son.

When I came to Lan Xiaofeng's house that day, the first time I saw his son, he frowned, he looked like his mother, not at all like Lan Xiaofeng.

"What's your name?" Lu Jinchen asked.

"My name is Lu Jinfeng." When Lu Jinchen heard the name, he didn't know what to do and became confused.He began to make excuses for himself. Yes, his mother's surname was Lu. To commemorate Lan Xiaofeng's beloved, he called his son Lu Jinfeng. It must be like this...

Lu Jinchen told him some small things again, and then let him play.I went to the room where Lan Xiaofeng lived.The layout inside is very simple.He went in and flipped through the drawer randomly, but found a diary inside.

He was very curious about what Lan Xiaofeng would write.He sat in a chair and began to look through it.Lan Xiaofeng's handwriting is as beautiful as his person.Lu Jinchen turned to a recent diary entry, which was also written a few months ago.

It said: This should be the last time I write a diary in my life.

In this life, I have failed two people.One is the person who loves me, Lu Xiaodie.The other is the person I love, Lu Jinchen.Although Xiaodie and I are married, we can never forget the one I love.I know that he loves me too, but I can't be with him after all.His family has been soldiers for generations, and it is a single lineage.Children are very important to him.And as a man, it is impossible for me to give birth to him.

That's why I chose to get married before him so that he could give up on me.I know that if I do this, I will be punished, but I have no way not to do it.Sometimes I really hate myself for being gay and why I'm not a woman.

When I saw his child, an idea popped into my mind, if my child and his child get married in the future, then our blood will be fused together.When I thought of this, I was extremely excited, as if I found light in the confusion.In this way, it can be regarded as making up for the regret that we can't be together.

It's a pity that all the children born are sons...

In fact, Lu Jinchen sometimes regrets showing his heart to you when he was young.It was I who hurt you completely.Fortunately, you now have a happy family.Fortunately, you can take our relationship lightly...

Some words, I know I am not qualified to say it anymore, but I still want to write it down, at least to prove that I really think so.If you can't say it, just write it, anyway, this is the last time.

Lu Jinchen, do you know?I never stopped loving you. "

Lu Jinchen closed his eyes, raised his head and tried to force back the tears, but the last sentence lingered in his heart.He could imagine Lan Xiaofeng's appearance when he said this sadly.

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Half of Lu Jinfeng's blood is Lan Xiaofeng, he secretly made up his mind to make up for that regret!At that time, Lu Jinchen planted the seed of "making men pregnant too".

Unexpectedly, after so many years, it really came true.It's a pity that Xiaofeng can't see it anymore.

Lu Jinchen put the pocket watch on his chest, as if he could feel Lan Xiaofeng's temperature.

Xiaofeng, I never stopped loving you.