Stop flirting, I was offended

In mid-August, Yanda started school.Ruan Yi is studying medicine, and the department is located in the old campus.

When November is approaching, the ginkgo leaves on the campus turn from green to yellow.The ancient ginkgo tree, which is almost towering, has its branches intertwined, like a golden oil painting.Cycling through, the ground is full of yellow leaves flying, on both sides of the road, the red walls and green moss of the old small buildings flash faintly from the gaps in the trees, like a full-bodied and rich golden lake, a stroke of red and green water color.

Ruan Yi's life is very busy, to put it mildly, it is fulfilling.

The academic strength of medical students can be compared to any major in the school, and when he entered his freshman year, the school issued a new regulation, and arranged for them to go to the clinic and enter the ward with the clinical teacher on weekends.Do nothing, just watch from behind.

Later, he entered the laboratory again and joined the research group. Year after year, it seemed to pass in the blink of an eye.

In the summer vacation of his junior year, he joined a MSF rescue project as a volunteer and went to a refugee camp in Yeli to provide them with medical services.

The project is not long, only three months.

He had just put down his luggage, and a person came out from the next room.It is estimated that there are 27 or [-] of them. Their skin is dark and shiny due to the sun, and they look like locals. But if you look closely at the facial features, the outline is still biased towards the east.

He leaned against the door and looked at Ruan Yi with interest: "Hey, what's your name?"

"Ruan Yi."

"Chinese?" He smiled, "Me too. Ke Wen."

He knocked out a cigarette from the cigarette case and handed it over.

Ruan Yi shook his head and refused: "Thank you, I don't smoke."

Ke Wen couldn't help but say, stretched out his hand, then closed his body, pinned the cigarette behind his ear, and then quickly walked away.When he got to the door, he turned his head and blinked lazily at Ruan Yi: "If you don't smoke, I'll save it for you. I'll ask you for it later."

After listening to the introduction from the people in the camp, Ruan Yi realized that although he looked unremarkable, he was actually an excellent epidemiologist.

The refugee camps house nearly 8 people.Once malaria and measles break out, it is easy to infect a large area.The Italian nurse told Ruan Yi: "Ke Wen has done a lot here."

In the middle of the moon, Ke Wen sat on the window sill, Ruan Yi leaned against the window, and the two chatted one after another.

Ruan Yi asked, "When did you first join the rescue project?"

Ke Wen rolled his eyes.The moonlight shone on Ruan Yi's face, his clear black eyes were as quiet as a lake.When looking at him, Ke Wen felt like his gaze was thrown into it like a stone.The lake was still quiet, but there were waves in his heart.

Ruan Yi waited for a while, but did not wait for Ke Wen's voice.

He thought this question touched on a secret: "It's okay if you don't say it conveniently..."

"No." Ke Wen rolled his eyes and smiled slightly, "I was just thinking, it's not fair for me to answer alone. So, let's play a game, very old one. You ask me a question, I'll ask you one too. How's it going?"

Ruan Yi didn't want to nod directly.

Getting along these days, he has already got a rough idea of ​​Ke Wen's temperament.Both intuition and judgment told him: "I won't ask."

"Don't." Ke Wen smiled, "I won't go too far, I promise."

Ruan Yi looked at him.Ke Wen also looked back at him, his eyes full of sincerity.

"Okay, then you can ask." Ruan Yi raised his chin, "The first question."

Ke Wen smiled and asked knowingly, "How old are you?"

"20."

Ke Wen nodded: "Let me answer your question just now. I participated in the rescue project for the first time at the age of 23. Because my dad always said that I was a useless person at that time. I refused to accept it. I came here as soon as I graduated from university. Stayed for a year."

"One year?"

Ke Wen stretched out two fingers, shook them, and signaled him that this is the second question, and continued: "Yes, one year. But it's not here, it's Mino. Because of the fighting between government forces and terrorist organizations, millions of people Flee there. The project organizes to build a medical center, in addition to providing outpatient treatment, it also helps to train their local medical team. If we evacuate, what will happen to the people there?"

He said it lightly, but Ruan Yi sincerely admired the dedication behind it.

Ruan Yi said, "It's your turn to ask."

But Ke Wen was not in a hurry to speak, his eyes swept lazily, like a warm breeze in the desert, gently blowing past Ruan Yi's ear, and then circling back, turning into a touch of unpredictable lightness on his lips. Laughing: "The cigarette I gave you last time...is it still there?"

"you want?"

"Yeah." Ke Wen was like a naughty little boy, making three comparisons to him.

Is this also the third question?

Ruan Yi opened the drawer and threw the cigarette to him: "You are cheating."

"Yes." Ke Wen smiled, lit a cigarette, took a long puff, raised his eyebrows happily at Ruan Yi, pursed his lips, and blew out four smoke rings.

His jet-black eyes jumped proudly: "Does it look good?"

"The third question." Ruan Yi retaliated, and then said, "It's okay."

Ke Wen was not annoyed, and smiled at him through the scattered smoke.

"Many doctors I know don't smoke." This is also normal. After all, compared with ordinary people, doctors must have seen more about the damage of tobacco to the body. Ruan Yi asked, "Why do you seem to like it?"

"I didn't smoke before, but once, when Ebola broke out in Kovasu, I went to assist the local health department..." Ke Wen was in a daze.After a while, he shook his head and put out the cigarette butt.

Many things, if you don't face them directly, you can never imagine how shocking and impact they will have on people's hearts.

Ruan Yi took a candy from his pocket and handed it to him.

Ke Wen crunched and chewed in his mouth, and the sweetness of lemon fragrance spread on the tip of his tongue.

He asked slowly: "Ruan Yi, do you have a boyfriend?"

"Don't try to fool me." He blinked slyly, jumped down from the window sill, and landed in front of Ruan Yi, his dark eyes locked him like a cheetah, "...don't rush to reject me. You have to wait two more Months, answer me before you leave."

After speaking, he turned around and walked out.

That night, Ruan Yi thought of Lu Bingchen again.

He has not thought of him for a long time.

For four years, he didn't see him again, and he didn't even hear about him from the people around him.The person, even the name, seemed to have completely disappeared from his world.

He knew that this was Lu Bingchen's letting go.

One year, two years, three years, four years.No matter how deep memories are pressed into the bottom of my heart, layers of rocks and soil are covered, deserted in the wind, and solidified in the hot sun. Gradually, the skin seems to be covered with scabs like iron sheets, which cannot be splashed by water or broken by knives.It's like the bottom layer of lava doesn't seem to exist anymore.When the fake is real, the real is also fake, the image does not exist, and the real does not exist, how much difference can there be in the middle?

The moonlight streamed down the red brick wall and dripped silently to the ground, blurring into a bright white.

Ruan Yi quietly closed his eyes.

A few days later, a call came from the camp, looking for Ke Wen.

"An Ebola outbreak broke out in Cyon City again. Because I had experience before, Doctors Without Borders asked me if I would like to help, manage patients, and prepare for the emergency." Ke Wen quickly packed his luggage.

Ruan Yi asked, "When did it explode?"

"Yesterday. They were ready to deal with it. I was the first batch. According to the situation there, there will be support in the future."

Ke Wen suddenly opened his arms and hugged Ruan Yi: "What a pity. But..."

There are more important things to do.

Ruan Yi patted him: "Take care. Be safe. Everything is going well."

After the three-month project ended, he returned to Yanshan.

Since then, he has spared time every year to participate in the MSF rescue project, almost treating it as the other half of his life.

August, Beauson.

Pickup trucks faded by the hot sun squeezed through the crowd and drove from the seaside to the city.The goods on the car were piled high, and although they were tied round and round with plastic ropes, they still swayed left and right as the car moved.

"It's okay, I can't pour it." The shirtless man jumped out of the car and brought a box of water to Ruan Yi.

Ruan Yi wanted to give money, but he refused to accept it: "My leg was taken care of by you at the beginning, it's just water, take it and take it."

Ruan Yi doesn't talk nonsense with him, he has been here for more than two months, and his biggest improvement is that he is proficient and can move his hands without opening his mouth.He picked up the box and at the same time pushed the rolled money into the gap between the two boxes of goods.When the man finally took out the money, Ruan Yi had already left.

He moved the water to the medical center.

It was also organized by Doctors Without Borders.

"Ruan, are you here?" His colleague poked his head out, "Quick!"

He pulled Ruan Yi aside and said in a low voice, "Can I transfer a shift with you? My wife gave birth prematurely, and I want to talk to her right away." He was an Italian man with self-blame and worry on his face. After calculating the time, I was able to rush back to accompany her in advance, but I didn't expect..."

"Go." Ruan Yi changed his clothes and walked into the ward.

The blonde girl is a tourist here.Ruan Yi changed her medicine, she held her breath, and looked at the handsome and tall man in front of her.

The lashes are really long.

She always thought that only Europeans and Americans would have such long eyelashes.

She whispered, "Hi, I..."

"Don't move." Ruan Yi supported her leg.

He lowered his eyes, his expression was calm, and his movements were methodical. He didn't raise his eyes until he finished everything: "Sorry, what did you want to say just now?"

"I want to say...Actually, I went to Yanshan University as an exchange student for a year." The girl looked at his expression and said slowly in broken Chinese, "Ah, I heard them talking about you just now, saying that you He is an excellent student of Yanda University."

Ruan Yi smiled: "What year did you exchange?"

The girl quickly reported the year and said, "My Chinese name is Lu Na."

"Lu, the one next to the ears." She drew a shape in the air with her fingers, "I think this Chinese character is very beautiful."

Ruan Yi was silent for a while, then smiled, but stopped talking.got up and left.

He is on duty at night.Originally, his night shift was assigned to the Italian male doctor today, but that man had just become a father, and he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth. Ruan Yi asked him to drink a glass of wine and go back to bed, and the night shift took over by himself.

In the middle of the night, there was a sudden loud noise in the distance.

The walls shook violently, dust fell from the ceiling, Ruan Yi woke up suddenly, and looked out the window.

His pupils shrank suddenly.

Pickup trucks shot out dazzling flames, and drove in mightily, scarlet and screaming all the way.

Before coming here, he knew that the situation here was turbulent and unstable, and conflicts would break out from time to time.But facing this scene directly, his heart sank to the bottom in an instant.The patients in the building have also woken up, crying and running away.

Lu Na's legs and feet were inconvenient, and she fell on the corner of the stairs.Ruan Yi carried her on his back and ran down.

The artillery fire came, and the three-story building collapsed.

In the last memory, Ruan Yi felt as if someone picked him up.The scarred pain receded slowly like a sea tide under the comfort. The temperature, taste, and touch of that person were all so familiar, but he subconsciously didn't want to remember who it was.

With his eyes closed, he was clearly in the dark, but he felt a little bit of light around him.

There seemed to be warm lips, full of indescribable love, touching his fingers lightly.

Then let it go and never came back.