Stop flirting, I was offended

Ruan Yi's eyes were firmly fixed on the black-haired and golden-eyed owl doll, and his hands trembled slightly.

In his previous life, he once took Lu Bingchen to a doll shop.Lu Bingchen had never played with these before, and he took a look at the hardest-to-get doll in that store, and insisted on grabbing one and giving it to him.Later, he found the clerk in the doll shop and asked her to help quietly change the position of the doll and put it in a place where it was easy to grasp.Sure enough, after changing positions, Lu Bingchen grabbed the doll in one go.

The doll that appeared in front of his eyes was exactly the same as the one that Lu Bingchen had caught for him in his previous life.

How is this going?

Is it a coincidence?

But how could there be such a coincidence? !

Ruan Yi pressed down on the table, as if to find a fulcrum for himself to stand firmly.His heart was beating wildly, and every beat was extremely difficult, as if it was going to exhaust all the strength in his whole body.The violent heartbeat almost aroused a buzzing echo in his ears.

A thought popped into his mind.If he could, he'd reach into his own mind and wipe it out.But from the moment this thought was born, it seemed as if hundreds of millions of roots suddenly sprouted, firmly binding into every nerve of his body.It cannot be peeled off, it cannot be eliminated, and it awakens countless connected pictures.

He remembered that day, when Lu Bingchen was drunk, he received a call from Jiang Jianyao and went to pick him up.

Lu Bingchen stubbornly refused to leave, with red eyes, as if enduring a great grievance, he asked him: "You are Ruan Yi, so why don't you like me?"

And that day, a little earlier, he had a big fight with Lu Bingchen on the playground because of Lin He's arrival.That night, Lu Bingchen stayed at his home.When he finished the title of "Nie Xiaoqian", he was hazy in the middle of the night, dreaming of almost exactly the same situation as in his previous life——

Lu Bingchen was beside his bed, with downcast eyes and a slight smile, and said softly: "I can't sleep on a moonlit night, I hope Xiuyan will be well."

... Is this really a dream?

Earlier, Lu Bingchen once said to him with a half-smile: "When I confessed to you that day, I actually drew a line in my heart. This kind of person can see you every day, but even a hair of yours Even untouchable days, I can endure up to three months."

He sneered back at the time: "Why, if I don't agree for three months, what are you going to do? If I don't agree for the rest of my life, what do you want to do? Find a place to lock me up?"

Then he saw that Lu Bingchen's face suddenly turned pale.

He did wonder for a moment why such a common sentence would provoke such a big reaction from Lu Bingchen.But at that time, he didn't intend to put too much thought into Lu Bingchen, so this thought only changed in his mind, and then he was thrown away.

……

Too much too much.

It was as if huge waves were hitting him one after another, and Ruan Yi seemed to have fallen into the sea, his limbs and bones and every inch of consciousness were submerged in the cold sea water.

Seeing that something was wrong with him, Lu Yi stood up: "What's wrong with you?"

Ruan Yi said, "Where did this doll come from?"

Lu Yi frowned: "My brother is on the table. Didn't you give it to him?"

Ruan Yi stretched out his hand, spread his five fingers, and grabbed the owl doll into his palm bit by bit.

The soft and dense long hair overflows from the fingers.Ruan Yi felt the touch that he was all too familiar with, and his eyes were full of turmoil.

At this moment, the door of the box was pushed open.

Lu Bingchen walked in.

When he saw the doll in Ruan Yi's hand for the first time, he suddenly froze in place.

Ruan Yi's lips moved, but he didn't say anything, he just raised his eyes and looked at Lu Bingchen.

The moment their eyes met, Lu Bingchen's heart turned into ashes bit by bit from the inside out, as if being licked through by fire.He watched helplessly as a fire burned from the depths of his soul, but he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand.

Lu Yi frowned, looking between the two of them.

He felt as if there was an unusually strong magnetic field between these two people, repelling everything else, as if no one could get into their extremely complicated and extremely weird silence at this moment.

After a while, Lu Bingchen said, "Brother, you go out. Let me have a few words with him."

Lu Yi glanced at him, turned around and left without saying a word.

The door slammed and the metal lock clicked into place.This slight noise seemed to distort the air in the room slightly, as if it was shaking.

Lu Bingchen looked deeply at Ruan Yi: "You know everything, don't you?"

He admitted so.Ruan Yi got the answer and nodded.

He walked past Lu Bingchen and walked to the door.With trembling fingers, he wanted to turn the doorknob, but he didn't turn it open after two turns.

Lu Bingchen suddenly strode up to him, grabbed Ruan Yi's arm tightly, and his voice was trembling: "Ruan Yi!"

Ruan Yi didn't speak, but struggled with all his strength to free his arm from Lu Bingchen's hand.

Lu Bingchen was almost crazy in the indescribable despair. His forearm was bulging with veins, and he firmly grasped Ruan Yi's wrist, refusing to let go.

Ruan Yi raised his other hand, and slapped Lu Bingchen hard on the face.

He hit it hard because his wrist was numb after the slap.But at the same time, he also clearly felt how intense the pain in his heart was, so intense that his hands were numb from the pain, but he could hardly feel it at all.

Ruan Yi said word by word: "Is it fun?"

Lu Bingchen's lips trembled: "I don't want to play with you, I really like you—"

"You are worthy of saying that word to me!" Ruan Yi clenched his fists before he finished speaking, "You approached me because of Ruan Yinong and for revenge. That's it, you still tell me you like it?"

"...Ruan Yi, I love you." Lu Bingchen felt like blood was squeezed from his heart, and when he said these short words, he endured the sharp pain like a knife, and choked up and said, " I love you."

"I just found out too late, admitted too late, too late... By the time I want to tell you, there is no chance! You are no longer here. Ruan Yi, I know I made a lot of mistakes, but I I didn't lie to you, I really..."

"enough."

Lu Bingchen closed his eyes in pain.He knew that Ruan Yi would not believe it, but he didn't know how to prove it.This feeling of powerlessness made him even more desperate than the pain in his heart.

Ruan Yi looked at him motionlessly.

For a long time, Ruan Yi deliberately wanted to separate the past life from the present, and even after rebirth, he kept giving himself hints to separate the current Lu Bingchen from the person in the previous life.He sealed up everything that happened in his previous life, as well as all his feelings for Lu Bingchen, into a separate space, refusing to let these things affect his new life.

If he had heard Lu Bingchen say these words before, he might not have reacted.But at this moment, it was as if the barrier of isolation had been shattered by a knife, and thousands of volumes of old entangled joys and sorrows poured out like a flood.

The love and hate from another life come back in a storm.

He looked at Lu Bingchen, as if he had penetrated this person's skin, and saw that familiar soul that he loved the most but hurt him the most.

He opened his mouth: "You said you love me, then let me ask you, how did I die?"

He said, "How did I die, huh?"

The moment these words came out of his mouth, Ruan Yi suddenly felt that it was nothing more than a thousand arrows piercing his heart.

Once, when he was approached by Lu Bingchen's fiancée, he didn't cry; he didn't cry when Lu Bingchen said the words that crushed his self-esteem under his feet; Yi Nong called himself "mother" to Lu Bingchen, and when he finally knew what vicious purpose Lu Bingchen came to him with, he still only let tears flow to the surface, but did not let the tears flow out.

But at this moment, uncontrollable tears poured out of his eyes, and he couldn't control the muscles around his eyes to make them tense, and he couldn't control the nerve endings to keep them from twitching like dying.He struggled to control his fingers, put them on the handle, and pressed down——

Open the door, go out, and completely remove the voice of the person who played with and humiliated him for two lifetimes from his world.

Ruan Yi said softly: "Lu Bingchen, we have no chance."

The author has something to say: I am very late today, I am sorry everyone, the very ashamed author bows deeply.