Stop flirting, I was offended

At 06:30 in the morning, the alarm clock rang on time.

At 06:30 in the morning in August, the sky dawned early, and the slender white clouds were woven into one piece, with two bright light blue streaks leaking from the cracks in the middle.Ruan Yi turned off the alarm clock, sat up propped up, stared at the snow-white wall, unconsciously dazed for a while.

In the past two days, he has been in a daze very frequently.

This is also considered normal.No matter who it is, if someone dies in an accident and wakes up, only to find that he has returned to the summer vacation when he just finished his high school exam more than ten years ago, he probably won't be able to fully adapt so quickly.

Ruan Yi took a deep breath and jumped off the bed.

He took a quick shower, dried the water with a towel, changed into a pair of loose and soft white T trousers, and went downstairs to find a stall for breakfast.

The place where he rents a house is a well-known school rental area, and the No. 5 Middle School is within a [-]-minute walk.In the recent years of the college entrance examination, every year there are provincial champions who come out of the No. [-] Middle School, and many students from the neighboring counties and cities will come here to study here.Ruan Yi is one of them.

His junior high school grades were top-notch, and he was admitted to the No. [-] Middle School without much trouble, and was also assigned to the top key class of the new high school.

But this time it was very unfortunate that he took the placement test for No. [-] Middle School on the day he came back from rebirth.One paper was written for the language and mathematics, and the other was combined for another paper. Ruan Yi basically took the test for four hours in a state of ecstasy, and finally handed in the blank paper very frankly.

After the results came out, he ranked bottom among more than 2000 freshmen, and was assigned to the worst parallel class in the first year of senior high school.

Ruan Yi casually picked up a bag of pan-fried buns, bought a cup of soy milk, and walked to school while eating.

The Sixth Middle School starts earlier than the average high school, in the name of helping the new freshmen adapt to the learning rhythm of high school as soon as possible.Today is the first day of school, and there is a long queue of traffic on this street, which is not considered a main road at all, full of parents who came to see off their children.Ruan Yi crossed the zebra crossing that was narrowed by two cars, and walked into the gate of No. [-] Middle School.

Parents were not allowed to enter the school, and the density of the surrounding crowd suddenly returned to normal.Ruan Yi broke open the pan-fried bun through the plastic bag, and got out the meat stuffing inside. Halfway through eating, the phone rang.He wiped his hands with a tissue, and took out his cell phone from his pocket: "Second aunt."

Ruan Yi's mother ran away with a wealthy businessman when he was very young, and since his father remarried, the second aunt has been taking care of him.Ruan Yi filled all the forms in the school that required guardian information with the second aunt's name and mobile phone. Apart from paying him tuition fees and 1000 monthly living expenses, his father treated him as if he didn't have him as a son at all.Only the [-] yuan was spent by the second aunt after going to him four or five times.After the rent was removed, the remaining four hundred was barely enough for him to eat, so the second aunt had to give him some pocket money every now and then.

"Ruan Yi, the sixth middle school starts today, don't be late."

"I'm already at school."

"Our Ruan Yi just makes people worry-free, much better than Li Ke's dead girl." The second aunt asked a few more words before saying, "...All right, you go to class quickly. I will go to see you on the weekend. You The air conditioner in this kind of old rented apartment is definitely not good, and the machine that is about to be scrapped is installed there for display. I brought you a big electric fan in the market, and a few others, and I will bring it to you when the time comes. "

"Okay..." Ruan Yi was taken aback suddenly, and it took him a long time to find his voice, "Okay, thank you, Second Aunt."

His voice was much lower than before.

The second aunt asked: "What's the matter?"

"It's okay." Ruan Yi held the phone, paused before saying, "It's a little late, I seem to hear the class bell ringing."

As expected, the second aunt was covered by his casual talk.

Ruan Yi hung up the phone, stared at the surging crowd in front of him, and stood motionless.He saw a figure. After more than ten years, Ruan Yi thought that his memory of Lu Bingchen in his youth had become very blurred, but just now, when he saw that person from the crowd at a glance, he realized that it was not at all.The pictures related to this person are always so fresh in his mind, but because these memories are too painful for him, he deliberately pretends that he has forgotten them.

Lu Bingchen.

All the bad things that had anything to do with feelings in his previous life were closely related to this person.

Ruan Yi can still remember the first time he and Lu Bingchen met.Their first year of senior high school happened to coincide with the refurbishment of the playground in the sixth middle school, and the military training could not be held. The school simply waited until after the midterm exam in the first semester of senior high school to find a base in the mountains, and pulled them all in for two weeks of outward bound training. .The boys became acquainted within two days of mixing together, and soon began to change clothes.They sleep in big bunks, and hang their clothes together to dry, and wear whatever they find dry, regardless of whether it is their own or not.

Ruan Yi went to the laundry room that day and found that only a white shirt and a pair of black slim-fit trousers were dry, so he took off the clothes and put them on.As soon as I walked out, I met two boys.

One of them looked at him, whistled, and raised his eyebrows at the boy on the right: "Wow, this suit looks familiar."

The boy smiled lightly.

It was an unfamiliar face, handsome and eye-catching, the kind of bright eyes that people can see him at a glance without standing in the spotlight and can't look away.He was wearing a patchwork hooded sweater, pure black jeans and sneakers, without any extra decorations, just standing there so simply, with a dazzling look that seemed to overshadow everything around him bright.

It could be because he is too handsome, or it could be something else.

Ruan Yi immediately realized that he was wearing someone else's clothes.

The man looked at him for two seconds and smiled lowly: "Get to know each other?"

Ruan Yi looked at the lazy smile on the corner of his mouth, with a slightly careless chuckle, using the most vulgar description: it's like someone's heartstrings being plucked.He collected himself and said, "My name is Ruan Yi."

"I've heard of you." The boy stared at him, his eyes as deep as the sea slowly curved.

Ruan Yi only found out later that his name was Lu Bingchen.

It wasn't long before the two of them were together.

Ruan Yi thinks of this paragraph now, and still finds it quite inconceivable.The memories picked up from my mind have been dried out, and there are no details left, only a rough outline.Ruan Yi remembered that Lu Bingchen didn't do anything deliberately at that time, and he didn't seem to do anything deliberately. The two of them walked down the "natural" path, but the progress of their relationship rushed straight ahead as if they were driving eight times faster.

Before the end of the first semester of high school, he officially got his first boyfriend in his life.

Lu Bingchen is different from most of the students in the No. [-] Middle School. The scores on the test papers do not have much weight for him, so he studies very casually. He learns when he thinks about it. .

As soon as he is free, he will come over and invite Ruan Yi to play.At the beginning, Ruan Yi controlled himself to finish the homework that should be written before talking to him, but later his heart also wavered, and as soon as the book was closed, he went out with Lu Bingchen to go crazy.Sometimes it’s too late to play the test papers, so I just fill in the big questions casually, and go to the class the next day to find someone to borrow a homework and copy the choices to fill in the blanks.

If this continues, his previous foundation will soon be insufficient.In the final exam of the first semester of high school, Ruan Yi fell from the top ten in the grade when he entered high school to one thousand.

The Sixth Middle School will re-classify according to grades in the second year of high school, and Ruan Yi fell from the key class to the ordinary class.When he moved the table and chairs downstairs, an indescribable panic suddenly surged in his heart.

Although he didn't say it, Lu Bingchen soon noticed it.He raised his eyebrows, and lightly tapped the top of Ruan Yi's head with two slender fingers, then slid down his cheeks, and circled around the tip of his chin twice: "Come on, Brother Chen, I'll pat my head to kill you."

Ruan Yi stared at him for two seconds, then suddenly raised his face and bit Lu Bingchen's lips hard.

Lu Bingchen was stunned for a moment, he didn't know whether he was surprised or a little bit amused by his violent action, he hissed lightly, put his hands on the back of Ruan Yi's neck, and pressed down gently but irresistibly.

This is their first kiss.

Ruan Yi didn't know that Lu Bingchen was planning to go abroad until the end of the second semester of high school.He skipped two evening self-study sessions, wandered around the embankment all night, and then went to break up with Lu Bingchen.

Lu Bingchen blocked him for three days before finally catching him face to face in an alley.

Ruan Yi could feel that Lu Bingchen was very angry, but at that time he had no intention to care about these things.These three days of being separated from Lu Bingchen made him suddenly unable to realize more clearly what Lu Bingchen meant to him, not just a puppy love, but a boyfriend who had been dating for less than a year.He didn't know why losing this person would give him a feeling that his whole body was taken out of support.

Lu Bingchen squeezed his wrist: "Ruan Yi, you fall in love with me, and then you don't want me if you say you don't want me. What do you think of me?"

Ruan Yi shook his head.

His voice was terribly hoarse.He hasn't spoken much since he broke up with Lu Bingchen.

He tilted his head, coughed twice, the sound was like catkins, and the wind broke it: "My mother ran away with someone, and my father didn't care about me, but I was alive and well before."

He didn't know why he said this, as if he was muttering to himself: "Brother Chen, now you are separated from me, I can bear it. If I really can't leave you and you want to leave again, then I'm going to kill you, you know."

He forgot how Lu Bingchen reacted, but it didn't take long for them to get back together again.

This feeling of being unable to refuse when facing a person, knowing that it is wrong, may only be explained by fate.

Since then, Ruan Yi has completely let go of some things, because he knew that Lu Bingchen would leave, and the day he left would be the day when they separated completely, so he stayed with him as much as possible every day.As for the fact that he was transferred from the normal class to the parallel class after the end of the second semester of the second year of high school, this matter was not worth mentioning to Ruan Yi at the time.

When Lu Bingchen was in the third year of high school, he didn't come to school very often. Ruan Yi sat with the students in the parallel class who were hanging out and hanging out, and they were either in a daze or sleeping every day.Lu Bingchen came back to look for him before he went abroad. Ruan Yi was too lazy to go to school that day, so he took a sick leave and lay down in the rented house until the afternoon.Later, when he returned to class, only his classmates told him that Lu Bingchen was here.

Ruan Yi's first feeling at that time was not uncomfortable, but relieved.It seems that the first snowflakes of winter fall, light and weightless, but a little cold.

So be it, he thought.The period between the two of them is neither painful nor itchy, and it only deserves to end without a problem.

It was already ten years later when I met Lu Bingchen again.

What a surprise that day.He was working as a security guard at the hotel, and when Lu Bingchen came to discuss the project, the receptionist sent him to the hotel.

Ruan Yi didn't even recognize Lu Bingchen at first glance.Instead, Lu Bingchen turned his head from the crowd surrounding him, stared at him for more than ten seconds, and only looked away before anyone around noticed him.

That night he was brought before Lu Bingchen.

Lu Bingchen waved everyone else out, leaving only the two of them.

In the luxurious suite, the lights were brighter than the stars. Standing there, Ruan Yi suddenly felt weightless, and the soles of his feet were empty, as if he was really standing in an outer space that was only one step away from the Milky Way.

They are back together soon.

Ruan Yi was still dizzy, but he couldn't refuse Lu Bingchen.Whether it was ten years ago or ten years later, he treated this person with a kind of connivance that even he could not have imagined.

He could feel that Lu Bingchen had changed a lot, although he couldn't tell from the outside.The frightening boss that other people talk about is too far away from his life, and far away from his imagination.So when Lu Bingchen pressed him on the bed, Ruan Yi thought about it and didn't refuse. He also needed something to tell himself that this was true.

Tell him it's real with hot lips, deep panting, with the stimulation and pain that person gives, with their connected bodies, with the pulse, heartbeat and breathing that seem to be connected with the body.

At least this person is real.

Lu Bingchen pressed him down, with a smile on his face, not in a hurry, but caressed his waist lazily: "Is there anyone around now?"

Ruan Yi shook his head.

The smile on Lu Bingchen's face deepened, and he asked softly: "Over the years, has anyone ever surpassed you?"

Ruan Yi later thought that if he had nodded at that time, Lu Bingchen would have got up and left immediately.He asked this just to make sure he hadn't been touched.But Ruan Yi didn't think so much at that time.

Ever since Lu Bingchen left, his thoughts on the wind, flowers, snow and moon have faded away, especially after the ups and downs in his life, he has no time to think about these at all.So after so many years, he has really been single.

Ruan Yi shook his head truthfully.

Lu Bingchen narrowed his eyes, looked at him for a while, leaned over and touched his lips lightly: "Is that so, has it ever happened?"

The warm breath was like fluttering butterfly wings, gently caressing his cheeks.

Ruan Yi closed his eyes, and suddenly thought of a poem: Except Wushan is not a cloud.If you really think about it, he has been single for so many years, not necessarily because he has no time and energy to make friends, maybe because he met Lu Bingchen when he was too young.Having seen Wushan's grand scene of clouds and rain in the morning, it is really difficult to see it from other places.

Thinking about these things, he was in a daze unconsciously.

Lu Bingchen waited for a while, seeing that he didn't speak, the smile in his eyes became cold: "Someone kissed you."

He used an affirmative tone.

Just as Ruan Yi was about to explain, he felt that Lu Bingchen's movements suddenly became rough.Calling it rough wasn't quite right, but it did make him a little uncomfortable, especially afterward.It's always difficult to get used to this kind of thing for the first time, and Ruan Yi didn't know whether his slightly refusal reaction annoyed Lu Bingchen or pleased him, but felt that Lu Bingchen seemed to be pushing harder and harder.

Before falling asleep, he tasted blood on his lips.

Ruan Yi didn't want to recall what happened later.

Three months later, he was stopped at the door by Lu Bingchen's engagement partner.

After Lu Bingchen came home at night, Ruan Yi put the group photos, newspapers, and agreement documents brought by the woman during the day in front of Lu Bingchen.

Lu Bingchen glanced at those things casually, then smiled and said to Ruan Yi: "It's okay. I'm married, and you can still be my lover." He said it so logically, but he still used a comforting tone.

At that moment, Ruan Yi seemed to pour back all the blood in his body.

What reached his mind before anger was a kind of extreme bewilderment.He stared at Lu Bingchen without blinking, as if he was meeting this person for the first time.It took him nearly ten years to have the most recent and intimate communication with the person in front of him.But it wasn't until this moment that he really saw him clearly for the first time.

Ruan Yi squeezed out a word between his teeth: "Get lost."

He will never forget Lu Bingchen's reaction at that time.

"Ruan Yi, what do you think you are?" This is what Lu Bingchen said, "I slept with you, that is, I didn't have time to sleep back then. Although your taste is not very good, I have never tasted it, but it is always a miss. With me You are worthy of breaking up?"

Ruan Yi didn't speak.

In the next second, he picked up the vase on the side cabinet and smashed it on Lu Bingchen's forehead.

Countless pieces of broken porcelain fell down and hit the floor one after another, as if a white, destructive rain suddenly fell between them.

Ruan Yi ran away, hid outside for two weeks, and was caught by Lu Bingchen again.

"Am I too used to you?" Lu Bingchen looked down at him, "So you feel like you can leave as you please after following me?"

Ruan Yi felt at the time that his heart was like a rag that had been stabbed to pieces. In the ice and snow, there was not a single hole that could not be filled with wind.His teeth trembled again and again, he raised his hand, and slapped it.

Lu Bingchen grabbed his hand, twisted it hard, and turned Ruan Yi's body over.A hand squeezed between Ruan Yi's legs, and the cold fingers just stretched in without hesitation.

The moment Ruan Yi came in, his eyes blurred uncontrollably.He looked at Lu Bingchen.The facial features that seemed to be drawn, engraved more than 3000 days and nights on his heart, should have made him extremely familiar.But at this moment, it made him feel extremely strange.In his mind, scenes from the past emerged, but at the next moment, he was torn to pieces by Lu Bingchen's rough actions on him.

For a moment, Ruan Yi could not experience any joy, nor could he feel any pain.He just stared blankly at the things in his memory that he once regarded as the highest treasure, which was destroyed bit by bit by the person he once regarded as the highest treasure in front of him.

The accident that killed him happened when Ruan Yi escaped from the room where Lu Bingchen locked him up.

At the moment when he was hit by a speeding retrograde sports car and flew into the air, Ruan Yi unexpectedly remembered the sentence in the wedding vows: "Until death do us part."

In the youthful years, he once looked at Lu Bingchen and smiled because he saw this place.

Fate may be so absurd, but they finally verified this sentence, going around and around, but in this way.