How come the Raiders of Quick Pass is full again?

Xi Yue was saying goodbye to him.

Xiang Zhongshan stared blankly at Xi Yue's lips, his mind was blank from the very beginning.At this moment, he suddenly realized that there was another very important sentence that he had never said to Xi Yue.

At this moment, Xiang Zhongshan seemed to have finally awakened his language ability, and also awakened some unknown things in his heart.He suddenly felt very flustered and was impatient to express the matter.

It's too late, if you don't say it, it's too late!

Xiang Zhongshan shouted out in a hurry when he felt the impulse: "Wait, don't sleep, A Yue, listen to me, I...I like you, I love you, A Yue! Don't go!"

It's too late.Xi Yue had already closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep peacefully.There is still a trace of a smile on his lips, presumably he will have a good dream when he sleeps forever.

There was the sound of something falling to the ground at the door.The lunch box in Tan Nongying's hand had fallen to the ground. Looking at the scene inside, he felt his eyes darken.He didn't even have time to look at Xi Yue for the last time.

[The target of the attack, Xiang Zhongshan, has a favorability of +5, and the current favorability is 100.Reward system gold coins*5. 】

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Facing the wasteland in front of him, Xi Yue fell silent.

After a while, he asked Sansan: [This is the system home you mentioned? 】

Sansan is now in Yingshou's form, walking lightly around Xi Yue, her tail flicking in the air.Before it could speak, another beep sounded from the system.

[Congratulations on successfully completing World No. 01. The strategy value is 100%, the world completion rate is 100%, and the rating is A+. You will get a mysterious gift box*1 in the next world. Please make persistent efforts. 】

Sansan said pleasantly: [This is the first time I see someone playing 100%!As expected of me!Bring out the players! 】

Xi Yue: [... as long as you are happy.Do you know what this gift box is? ] For some reason, Xi Yue felt that this mysterious gift box sounded weird.

Sansan: [I told you that this is the first time, I hate it~]

Xi Yue: […] I should cooperate with you in the performance but turn a blind eye?

They are now on a deserted island floating in mid-air. Sansan said that they will stay here during the rest time between the two worlds, which is the [System Home].

The system home is just a deserted island, of course you can rest, but most people are not willing to stay in such a place, so they will buy some things in the system mall to decorate it.

Sansan took Xi Yue to see the system mall as promised. The system mall is like a huge shopping mall, which is divided into many stores. The more you have seen the things you have never seen, the only thing you can't think of is that you can't sell them.

Xi Yue first walked into the shop related to System Home, and picked out a model of a two-story building with a balcony.The small building comes with its own decoration, but Xi Yue proposed a lot of amendments to the kitchen inside, which should be changed into an open bar.

Whether it will be used for cooking or not, this is the most important part of a house for him.

Next, he entered the door of the shop that read "Creative Home". As soon as he entered the door, he was attracted by a small model on the shelf.

It was a small pool, but what flowed in it was not water, but starry sky.The stars shone like moonlight in the water, and the water was a shifting blue-purple-black that looked as if it had cut off the Milky Way and flowed into the pool.

Xi Yue looked at the product label next to it again, and it read "Starry Sky Swimming Pool" brightly.

Xi Yue: ...

exm?you sure?swimming pool?

Sansan nestled in Xi Yue's arms, watched him silently watching this, and explained: [This is indeed the kind of swimming pool you humans use, it uses a kind of technology, how should I put it...explain it in your way, probably, It confuses your senses and makes you think it looks like this, but it is just ordinary water. 】

Sansan yawned, and stretched in Xi Yue's arms: [But I'm just making an analogy, after all, your consciousness is only in the game, and your body is still lying in the game cabin, where are your senses?In fact, in your world, there are many similar things. You all know that the human brain can deceive itself.There is an experiment, block one eye to see a black spot, even if your eyes do not see it, your brain will make it up for you based on experience, so that this spot will indeed appear in your eyes. 】

Sansan sighed again: 【It's true, it's false, it's false, it's true, in the end, who can decide who is true and who is false.Is what the eyes see must be true, and what the brain makes up with experience must be false.What is objective and what is subjective, is it really meaningful for human beings to define many things according to their own cognition. 】

Xi Yue said indifferently: [Stop reading philosophy, this is not something children should read. 】

Sansan: [嘿嘿嘤. 】

In the end, besides buying a house, Xi Yue also put a star swimming pool in the yard, set up a swing, and bought a bunch of flower seeds.

Xi Yue also changed the soft furnishings in the house. For example, the sofa was changed from a hard leather sofa to a very soft fabric sofa. A large parasol and a set of tables and chairs were placed on the balcony. hammock.

After some transformation, Xi Yue finally felt that this "system home" somewhat fit its name.

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"He always loved you. He thought you hated him till he died."

On the day Xi Yue passed away, what Tan Nongying said to Xiang Zhongshan became Xiang Zhongshan's lingering nightmare.

After Xi Yue left, Xiang Zhongshan always appeared in front of him.There are many different kinds of Xiyue.

In the last period of time, Xi Yue was always skinny and fell into drowsiness, and occasionally woke up, looking at him with gentle eyes.

"Chongshan, can you come back for dinner tonight?" Xi Yue said on the night they broke up.Xiang Zhongshan heard that he replied yes, but what he thought was that it was time to end this relationship.

"Give me one more chance, tell me what I can't do well, okay, Zhongshan? I can do anything, but I can't live without you." Xi Yue pestered him again, trying to grab his clothes , was torn apart severely by him in annoyance.

"Make a cut here, yes, put this corner in and then wrap it around." When participating in the wild survival show, Xi Yue had completely given up on him, and he had no thoughts about him, but he still repaid his hatred with kindness. Very patiently guide him to stack leaf bowls.

"I'm ugly and scary right now. Did I scare you? It's okay, I'm fine now. You don't have to come to see me, you're busy too." Xi Yue smiled calmly, with gray on his face The breath of defeat.

In the end, it was Tan Nongying who scolded viciously that day: "He's been like that, and in the end I want to tell you, don't feel guilty, it's not your fault. Why do you, Xiang Zhongshan, how can you live up to his feelings like this?"

It turned out to be...is that so?

It turns out that he... missed... so much.

After hearing Tan Nongying's words, Xiang Zhongshan suddenly remembered that Tan Nongying came to him that time.That day after Tan Nongying talked about Xi Yue's illness, she stared at him with a very unfriendly expression, and said, "If it wasn't for him..., I wouldn't have come here with you."

His words were vague, and Xiang Zhongshan was so dizzy from Xi Yue's illness that he didn't notice at all.

So what does that sentence mean?Was it because Xi Yue wanted to see him that Tan Nongying came to him?

No wonder Xi Yue felt that he didn't want to see him in the end... Did he think he hated him in the end?What kind of mood did he spend that time with... When he looked at himself and smiled, what was he thinking in his heart?

If Xi Yue still wanted to see him, did he... actually still love him?

Xiang Zhongshan just felt that everything was upside down, fate slapped him hard on the face, and then laughed at him loudly.Everything is like a joke.Himself, more like a joke.

If you never owned a thing, you might be able to bear its disappearance.And if the thing you want the most was close at hand, but you missed it all your life, and only found out that it was at your fingertips after you lost it with your own hands, what regret and pain it would be.There is probably no more cruel punishment in the world.

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When Xi Yue left, Tan Nongying was emotional and scolded him with tears in his eyes. Every word was like a knife, but his complexion was getting paler and he didn't refute a word.

Later, Bai Qing also came to the scene. After seeing Xiang Zhongshan's appearance, he was suddenly startled.It would be fine if he could vent it like Tan Nongying, but Xiang Zhongshan looks like, looks like...

It seems that he has loved this person so much that all his heart has gone with him.

The real pain is unspeakable.

Bai Qing didn't dare to think any further.

After that day, Xiang Zhongshan didn't speak for a long time.He also completely stopped taking care of everything, and only insisted on moving to the place where he and Xi Yue lived together.

He also gave it to Xi Yue there, but at the time it felt more like he didn't want something that was dirty.Xi Yue didn't live there anymore, so the house was left unattended for a long time, everything was dusty, and when the door was opened, the smell of old memories came over his face.

Nothing has been touched, just as it was when they lived here together.

No one knows what Xiang Zhongshan's life is like, what he is doing and thinking about with old things in the old place every day.He seemed determined not to care about anything, and refused everyone's visits.

Xi Yue's funeral was held in a low-key manner, and Xiang Zhongshan went naturally. It was the first time he appeared in front of everyone in a long time.

In just a few days, Xiang Zhongshan's hair turned white, and he looked ten years older, with a lot of vicissitudes.

Tan Nongying looked at him, as if he finally understood something.

Although Bai Qing was worried about him, he knew that this kind of hurdle could only be buried by himself, so he only asked him if he was doing well, and didn't say anything more.

In fact, it is futile to ask if you are doing well.How could he live well? This is the answer that everyone can see at a glance.

At that time, Xi Yue's attending doctor and others were also present.Before the funeral began, Xiang Zhongshan heard the regrettable voices of several doctors behind him.

One person said: "To be famous is to suffer a lot of gossip..."

Another person affirmed: "There have been reports of depressive symptoms before..."

"It's depressing, the young man actually got cancer..."

The following is Xi Yue's attending physician sighing: "And he is really strong, he really has suffered so much... He just didn't complain a word, I can understand why he can be so hot... Whenever a person is so angry... I can bear it, there is nothing I can't do..."

As if his heart had been licked by flames, Xiang Zhongshan's heart, which was already riddled with holes, could actually hurt even more.The physical pain at that moment made his legs go limp, and he almost couldn't stand up.

He forced himself to stand still, but felt a coldness in his heart.

If everything started with depression, then it was him...he personally killed this person...

What has he done in the past...

After the funeral, Xiang Zhongshan found the assistant present and explained some things to him.The assistant wrote down one by one, secretly startled: every word and every word of the general manager seemed to be dismissed and returned to the field.

He finally hesitated and handed Xiang Zhongshan a genetic test report.That was the last new genetic test that Xi Yue did in the company.

It turned out that there was this mutation.

The drug for the new mutation works very well, and if it can be used, there is a high probability that the tumor can be controlled and eventually surgically removed.If you can take medicine, you don't need chemotherapy, and you don't have to suffer such terrible side effects.

The pain that Xi Yue experienced but could not survive or die, and even the final death may not have happened in the first place.

It turns out...it's all because of me.Xiang Zhongshan thought.