How come the Raiders of Quick Pass is full again?

I don't know if it's because Xi Yue chose a drug with quick results and heavy side effects, but Xi Yue's adverse reactions were particularly serious after starting chemotherapy.

Xi Yue was sitting on the hospital bed, holding a lunch box for lunch, but he looked as if he was not eating but chewing plastic.The food was ordered by Tan Nongying from nearby restaurants according to the doctor's dietary advice. The food was good and the cooking was delicious, but Xi Yue couldn't taste it anymore.

People who used to have high requirements for food and could only cheer up when they mentioned food, now every meal is like being tortured.

Xi Yue: 【It's too bad, this is really not a fucking life for a human being. 】

Sansan: [……Is this finally hitting your pain point…]

Xi Yue: […]

Sansan comforted him again: [It's okay, you will have a good life in a few days.Immediately the cancer cells spread. 】

Xi Yue was silent for a while: [... Thank you... Thank you? 】

Sansan said solemnly: 【You're welcome, it should be. 】

After a while, Tan Nongying walked in.He glanced at Xi Yue's lunch box at noon, and it really didn't seem to have been touched much.He stared in silence for a while, pursing his lips.

Although there is no pain, the fatigue and weakness caused by chemotherapy cannot be shielded.Xi Yue spent most of the day on the hospital bed, unable to do much.Not to mention work, even swiping his phone is a bit difficult for him.

Xi Yue fell into the cycle of eating, sleeping and eating every day, completely lacking energy, and even when he was awake, he was a little sluggish.

Now his complexion is pale, his lips are very pale, and he is lying sickly on the hospital bed. He still half-closes his beautiful peach eyes all day long, but he is not as lazy and mysterious as before. Instead, he can tell at a glance that this person is seriously ill.

Tan Nongying often sat next to Xi Yue and talked with him. Xi Yue listened carefully, occasionally smiled with lowered eyes, and responded with a very soft voice, as if a gust of wind would dissipate it.He often listened to it, and he fell asleep.

Every time at this time, Tan Nongying would stop speaking and look at Xi Yue quietly.After watching for a while, I couldn't help reaching out to check his breath.This person looked as if he was really going to fall asleep like this at any time, and never wake up again.

Xi Yue vomits frequently, and his diarrhea is still very severe, often requiring fluid infusions to prevent dehydration.He was also in severe pain, and he often inadvertently wiped a handful of cold sweat, and sometimes he would wake up alive because of a spasm somewhere on his body.That was the reaction of the body to the extreme pain.

The attending physician came to see Xi Yue occasionally, and he was the one who knew best what Xi Yue was suffering from.Even after seeing so many critically ill patients, he often felt unbearable when facing Xi Yue.How did this young man resist such pain? Even seeing it made his heart tremble.

There is even such a strong willpower, it is hard to tell from his face that he is going through such hardships.

In a week, Xi Yue lost more than ten catties.Originally, the male artist's weight control was very strict. As a result, he was almost skinny and out of shape.

Xiang Zhongshan still never appeared, as if the world had evaporated, as if there was no such person in the world.

Tan Nongying pushed more and more work, and most of the time he just quietly looked at Xi Yue, as if he couldn't get enough of it, and often made his eyes red.

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At the peak of such a prosperous career, Xi Yue did not appear in the public eye for a long time, and all the work was postponed, which attracted more and more doubts from the outside world.

After many considerations, the company finally chose to announce the news of Xi Yue's illness.The public opinion was once again in an uproar. Within a day, the words Xi Yue appeared in three trending searches, and the discussion remained high.

The company also released a photo of Xi Yue at the same time. In the photo, he was sitting on a hospital bed, wearing a hospital gown, and his body was so thin that his clothes looked empty.Xi Yue held a half-read book in his hand, and the sunlight came in from the window next to him, shining on him, and he smiled weakly at the camera.

The sun is almost platinum, Xi Yue's outline is still beautiful, and his unconcealable sickness seems to have become a kind of decoration. He looks like an angel who is about to ride the wind, showing a compassionate smile to all living beings.

That was when he was just hospitalized, and now Xi Yue couldn't even hold a book.

One stone caused a thousand waves, and the fans almost went crazy. The comment area was full of crying expressions, and they all began to pray crazily for Xi Yue to get well soon.In addition to those who prayed and blessed, there were also those who scolded the injustice of the heavens. My brother finally suffered so much, so why should he encounter such a thing again.There are also a very small number of sunspots or people who hate him, who actually applaud, and are quickly scolded by fans and passers-by building tall buildings, so that mom doesn't even know him.

Xi Yue also saw the news and felt very warm in his heart.

However, things did not turn out as well as everyone expected.

When taking another film for observation, the doctor found that Xi Yue's cancer cells were not only not under control, but had even spread a lot, and some cancerous shadows began to be observed in other organs.

At the end of the conversation, everyone was very silent.

After the doctor left, Tan Nongying finally couldn't help but mention Xiang Zhongshan.He really couldn't bear to see Xi Yue suffer so much every day, and he was unwilling to accept the current result. He wanted to fight for another chance for Xi Yue.Even if it is to ask Xiang Zhongshan.

Tan Nongying stared deeply at Xi Yue, his eyes filled with long-suppressed pain, and he said, "Even if you let him come and see you, I know you have always loved him."

Xi Yue was stunned, not knowing what to say for a moment.Tan Nongying said it so earnestly, he really cared about Xi Yue's life more than Xi Yue himself.

In the end, Xi Yue still shook his head: "Forget it, don't go, it's a waste of time to go. Can't you see how much he hates me?"

From Xiang Zhongshan's attitude before, it can be seen that the so-called 90 favorability is false, this person must hate him so much that he can do this.

Xi Yue didn't think about it all the time, and he didn't know why, but now he figured it out, but he really felt a little sad.

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Xiang Zhongshan has been floating in the chaos for a long time.He alternates between lucid and chaotic, having only a vague impression of the world around him and barely knowing what's going on.

His consciousness seemed to have been floating in the void, surrounded by various memory fragments flying by, and he was trapped in it, unable to move.

If it were someone else, it might be lost in it from now on.But for some reason, Xiang Zhongshan always remembered that there was one thing he hadn't done yet.He seems to be looking for someone.For this reason, he has been struggling, trying to break free.

Xiang Zhongshan suddenly opened his eyes on the bed.Out of the insecurity of having to grasp everything around him, he sat up immediately, feeling dizzy again, with large black spots in front of his eyes, and double images everywhere else.Then, he found that everything around him was familiar. It was his own bedroom.

The long-term abnormal state finally ended, and he returned to the former Mr. Xiang.

Xiang Zhongshan held his forehead and began to carefully recall what happened.There are too many chaotic fragments in his mind, which makes him feel inexplicable. He wants to grasp it carefully but can't grasp it, just like a dream when he just fell asleep.He brushed away all these plausible things, only thinking about his real memory.It seemed that there was something very important that he ignored.

The last moment in my memory seems to be... Xi Yue!It was Xi Yue who rescued him, but he himself was bitten by a snake and sent to the hospital.Fortunately, in his vague memory, he remembered that Bai Qing told him that Xi Yue was fine.

For the time being, he was in no mood to think about the previous chaotic state.Because I don't know why, when thinking of Xi Yue, Xiang Zhongshan suddenly felt a huge throbbing in his heart, as if he was involved in a vital gate of his heart, as if he was grabbed by a slender but powerful hand, but it didn't hurt. There are only strands of numbness.

This feeling is too novel, but it makes him feel inexplicably familiar and close, as if it should be like this, as if the missing parts of his body have been put back together, and everything is complete and comfortable.

It was as if in that chaotic state, he was fighting with the invisible beast in his body, and finally broke free from some restraint, and took back something on his body.

He covered his heart and was stunned for a while.

This is... what does it feel like?

There was a voice that crashed into Xiang Zhongshan's mind beyond doubt, it was saying, this is love.

This seemed to be a new skill that Xiang Zhongshan had lighted up during this period of ignorance, and the intense emotions he had never had before stirred up in his heart, which made him a little at a loss.

After thinking for a while, Xiang Zhongshan got up to wash up, looked up inadvertently, and saw himself smiling in the mirror.A face that was always cold and serious, now the corners of the mouth are slightly raised, and there is no deliberate element at all, just a pure and unconscious smile.

It seemed that after thinking of Xi Yue, he smiled, without even noticing it himself.

I used to care about Xi Yue in various ways. I couldn't help but pay attention to him. Seeing someone around him would be jealous, watching him do things and sing would make my heart move. I want to take care of him and make up for him, but it is always difficult to cause much fluctuation in my heart. .

But it is different from now, Xi Yue seems to be a butterfly fluttering gently in the sea of ​​his heart, but his heart is already full of violent wind and waves.

It turns out that this feeling is love.

After he figured it out, Xiang Zhongshan's smile didn't fall anymore.He thought to himself, since he understood his intentions, he must chase Xi Yue back this time, tell him how he feels, and use his kindness to him to make up for the previous harm.

On the way to the company, Xiang Zhongshan walked very briskly.Mr. Xiang, who has never chased anyone before, has even simulated many plans to recover Xi Yue in his mind.

What does Xi Yue like?flower?I remember that I also sent flowers on a date before. The huge bouquet of roses almost blocked Xi Yue's whole body, but Xi Yue hurriedly took it, revealing his bright eyes among the flowers.

Xiang Zhongshan thought about it and shook his head.I don't know if his vulgar routine will be disgusted by him.But it doesn't matter, he can let Xi Yue teach him, and he will slowly learn how to please him and how to be a sincere and good lover.

Everyone who met Mr. Xiang along the way in the company seemed to have seen a ghost. After greeting him stiffly, they were still looking back at him from afar.Everyone was still winking at each other, look, look at Mr. Xiang, he is actually smiling!There is no mistake!

The content of the company's gossip on this day revolves around the materials provided by Xiang Zhongshan.

Xiang Zhongshan took the elevator to his office floor, walked in, and saw Tan Nongying in the reception room next to him.

Tan Nongying described herself as haggard, with bloodshot eyes and heavy dark circles.He said to Xiang Zhongshan very directly: "Xi Yue is about to die. Are you really not going to see him?"

Xiang Zhongshan's expression suddenly went blank.