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"Uh-huh……"

The ambiguous humming sound kept echoing in his ears.

Su Cheng curled up on the bed, his bare skin was paler than the plain sheets.

With those gasps, the blood in the body was drained little by little.

His eyes were tightly closed, his thick eyelashes trembling constantly.His face was dripping with cold sweat, his lips were almost bitten, but there was no trace of blood.

Only the twisted and ferocious pale pink scar on the wrist had completely turned deep red due to rubbing it hard.

Suddenly, I don't know if it was scratched by a nail, and the wound that had healed gradually began to ooze blood.

It was the same way back then, with just a light touch, a natural moat was drawn between him and the only salvation in his life.

It hurts, it hurts.

Su Cheng trembled violently, but he still clenched his teeth and tried his best to endure it.

Why do others have dreams that are within reach, but I have to struggle in the dark forever.

Obviously, it was hard to find him...

"Ren Xinyi.

"Xin Yi.

"as well as……"

Su Cheng moved his lips lightly, muttering in a voice that only he could hear.

Over and over again, but every time I say it, my heart hurts more.It seems that every time the heart beats, there are thousands of knives going in and out.

He pressed hard on his chest.

Suddenly, with a "bang", the heart burst.

"Ah...ah..."

He slowly hugged his arms tightly, tightened his legs, and tried to curl himself into the fetal position.

But who is to blame?

It was an invitation sent by himself, asking him to participate in this good show.

But, what if he didn't see it?

What if he, he has something to do today and can't come?

Even if it is delayed for another day, just one day, just one day.

After all, I, I love him, love him so much...

Su Cheng rubbed his wrists, remembering what happened that night.

That night, when Ren Xinyi carried him out of the bathroom, he was already unconscious.

The two were drenched with bright red warm water.

Even in such a situation, he used his last strength to hook Ren Xinyi's neck and told him:

"While I was alive, I had no chance of getting your heart.

"When I die, will I be able to dig a hole in your heart?"

Obviously at that time, they were so swearing and entangled to the death.

But now?

"Ha, ha ha..."

Su Cheng raised the corner of his mouth, his body trembled so much that he could hardly hug himself.

Qiangzi on the side moaned and chirped twice, and finally ran out of patience and stopped.

Since entering this room, his eyes have been on Su Cheng.

Su Cheng is very beautiful, tall and tall, with outstanding facial features.There are two shallow dimples on her cheeks, and the tails of her eyes are slightly raised. When she smiles and looks at others, she is both charming and pure.

But the skin is a little pale, it should be because I never like to bask in the sun.

The few times Qiangzi met him before, he was always wearing a hat, long shirt and trousers.

That is to say, he was used to Su Cheng's sick appearance, so if someone who didn't know him looked at it, the scene at this moment would definitely scare him.

On the other hand, Qiangzi was not only not afraid, but felt that Su's sickly, patient appearance made him very distracted.

He even wondered if Su Cheng was physically and mentally unbearable because of his screams and wanted to do something.

"Oh shit."

Qiangzi was speechless inwardly, moved his body, licked his dry lips, and stretched out his hand to touch him.

As a result, his hand was still in the air, Su Cheng suddenly opened his eyes and stared at him coldly.

Wow, this guy is really a hedgehog!

Qiangzi withdrew his hand, didn't feel embarrassed, and said bluntly: "Not yet..."

"Crack".

Outside the bedroom, there was a sudden sound of unlocking the lock, followed by the sound of rambling footsteps.

coming!

Su Cheng's whole body froze, his brain was buzzing, and his whole body seemed to be cramped, shaking even more violently.

"Ok!"

Su Cheng let out a nasal sound in discomfort.

The sudden constriction of his heart caused him to feel weak all over, but he stubbornly took out the wallet under the pillow, shook his hands, and threw another piece of money to Qiangzi.

"Who the hell told you to stop, go on."

Qiangzi glanced at the money, then at the twitching Su Cheng, feeling something extra in his heart, and then howled again.

"Uh-huh……"

The voice is ambiguous.

Through a thin door, the footsteps stopped outside the bedroom.

Qiangzi's voice changed due to nervousness, and he was about to stop, but he saw Su Cheng staring at him coldly, so he had no choice but to continue screaming.

"Uh-huh……"

Su Cheng withdrew his gaze, and his gaze slowly fell out of the window.

Sure enough, I was still not favored by the gods. I had prayed countless times in my heart, but he still came...

Su Cheng wanted to laugh, but tears fell.

The person I tried my best to please, at this moment, became the person I tried my best to hurt.

Vision is getting blurry.

Obviously I have made so many preparations, but when I actually face it, it is ridiculous.

There is probably no limit to heartache, otherwise how could it be more and more painful.

After a long while, there was finally some movement outside.

Is this gone?

Su Cheng's eyes gradually dimmed, until now, he actually still had some unrealistic fantasies in his heart.

It was Qiangzi who was beside him, exhaling heavily, and impatiently gave Su Cheng a look of "it's okay".

But he didn't respond, curled up on the bed, drenched in sweat, his eyes glazed over.

His mouth opened and closed, like a fish thrown on the shore, trying to catch his breath.

Qiangzi frowned and yelled for a while, but stopped when he saw that Su Cheng didn't respond.He casually grabbed a roll of money, put it in his trouser pocket, patted it, got up and walked out of the bedroom.

This bedroom is very small, and you can walk to the door in three or two steps, except for the small bed under Su Cheng, which is the chair he just sat on. As for the clothes...

Qiangzi glanced at it from the corner of his eye, and pulled a rope in the corner. Two black T-shirts were casually draped over it, and a pair of black jeans fell on the ground.

These clothes are really pitiful.

Qiangzi stretched out his hand to open the door while thinking, suddenly, a cold voice sounded behind him.

"clothing."

Qiangzi was startled when he heard the words, remembering that he felt hot after entering the door, so he did take off his coat and put it on the back of the chair.He turned around and grabbed his clothes, flicked his hands over his shoulders, and opened the door to go out.

"Next time I need to call the old..."

The voice stopped abruptly, and the word "zi" stuck in his throat.

I thought that the person outside the door had already left, but I never thought that the person was still there when I opened the door.

The man was tall, wearing a well-fitting dark gray suit, with a twill tie, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his handsome nose. He looked elegant and handsome, but his demeanor was extremely cold.

He folded his hands in front of his chest, slightly curved his right index finger, and tapped on his thin lips one by one.

Qiangzi subconsciously followed the shaking finger, and his eyes fell on the corner of the man's slightly raised lips.

Probably because the lips are too thin, that smile looks a bit ironic.

Qiangzi was startled, touched his nose embarrassingly, and walked out of the gate quickly.

"Tread, step, step..."

The sound of footsteps gradually going away seemed to be stepping on Su Cheng's heart.

Step by step……

It seemed to indicate that the distance between him and Ren Xinyi was getting farther and farther.

Ren Xin, who was outside the door, kept watching Qiangzi leave with cold eyes, and walked slowly to the door of the bedroom until the footsteps could no longer be heard.Leaning leaning against the door frame, his cold eyes swept into the room.

Sure enough, he had no intention of entering the bedroom at all.

Su Cheng finally gave up struggling completely, and his eyes were no longer trying to catch Ren Xinyi's movements, he just lay quietly.

There was silence around him, he was like a dead man, he couldn't hear his heartbeat, he couldn't feel his breathing, he wasn't conscious anymore, he couldn't cry or laugh.

Yet he realized so clearly that he was still alive.

Forget it, let it be like this, this is probably my fate, I should have accepted my fate long ago.

"So your life is only worth three months?"

three months?Yes, just three months.

Three months ago, Su Cheng committed suicide by cutting his wrist, and Ren Xin also arrived in time.

Su Cheng threatened with his life to dig a hole in Ren Xinyi's heart, and Ren Xinyi agreed.

However, at this moment, the feelings that are more important than his life seem to be just a joke.

"Sorry……"

Su Cheng moved his mouth, his voice was very soft, and he was no longer as domineering as he was to Qiang Zi just now.

Who would have thought that the hedgehog, who is always on the verge of sword fighting, is just a puppet in front of Ren Xinyi.

"Oh," Ren Xin also sneered, "Should I say it's okay? Or do you prefer to hear me say, 'No, I'm very angry'."

He said he was angry, but his tone was flat and his voice was always cold, as if he was just discussing today's weather, Su Cheng's already calm heart trembled again.

He closed his eyes unbearably, but he would have preferred to plug his ears if he could.

"Or, how should I praise you?"

Ren Xin also took a step forward subconsciously, but immediately took two steps back in disgust, and said with fingers: "One cry, two troubles, three hanged, even life and death refused to give me my body..."

The gaze behind the lens was cold, but the drawn-out voice was even more flat.

"Tell me, what other tricks can you play?"

Su Cheng's whole body was cold, and Ren Xinyi's words were like a pair of ruthless hands, crushing his heart into pieces, allowing him to desperately control his emotions, but tears kept falling down the corners of his eyes.

I'm a fool, oh, I'm a fool.If not, how could I still let him be tortured like this here.

In the past three months, one trial after another, one disappointment after another, is really enough!

If Ren Xin also has a little trust in Su Cheng, even a little bit of sincerity...

For example, at this moment, if Ren Xinyi's eyes can really fall on him, even if he just takes a closer look, even if he is willing to walk into the bedroom and smell the dry smell in the room.

He should know that things are not what he imagined.

Unfortunately, no if.

Regardless of the three years before the relationship.

Still three months after being together.

Su Cheng finally realized clearly that Ren Xin will always treat him like this.

Don't approach, don't stay away, don't rejoice, don't scold.

"You're right!" Su Cheng tried his best to control his voice.

In front of him, he was already very low, down to the dust, but his heart was no longer happy, and no flowers could bloom anymore.

"Ren Xinyi...let's...break up..."