aftershock

"what happened?"

After the people around him moved a little after falling asleep, Gu Lu woke up, and the phone on the bedside table buzzed again, Jiang Yuan continued to move out, reaching out to reach "my phone is ringing."

Gu Lushun pulled the quilt up on him, hugging him with half-closed eyes in a daze, "Who is it?"

Jiang Yuan clicked on several photos, smiled softly, and turned over to show Gu Lu, "Helian, he said it was snowing."

I don't know where there is a thin layer of snow accumulated on the black iron railing, and there is a small snowflake under the lamp, which is as thin as dense dust. Gu Lu looked at it hastily, squinted and half lay beside Jiang Yuan, leaning against the pillow Taking a deep breath of banana-scented air "He's really idle."

Jiang Yuan raised his neck, Gu Lv stuck it closer, the heat from his breath made every hair on his hair itch, he grinned and let go of the phone, now even the drowsiness is gone, his eyes are shining brightly, He hugged Gu Lu's arm that was lying on him, and carefully asked, "Are you sleepy?" When Gu Lu heard this, he didn't dare to be sleepy. He kissed the ear next to his mouth and rubbed it again, "Not sleepy."

"Then can I go out and watch the snow fall now?"

Knowing the temperature outside, Gu Lv thought for a while, opened his eyes and saw Jiang Yuan looking out of the window and couldn't bear to let him down, although he was reluctant, he still agreed.

"If you add one more word to this sentence, maybe I will agree."

Jiang Yuan turned his head and asked tentatively, "Then can we go out to see the snow now?"

"Of course, honey."

Gu Lv kissed the dazed Jiang Yuan heavily, and immediately got up and began to put on clothes. He found warm clothes and threw them on Jiang Yuan, and said with a smile, "Hurry up, or the snow will stop."

It was late at night, and they went downstairs quietly, as if they were doing something sneaky. Gu Lu found a scarf and wrapped Jiang Yuan's head and neck before going out. Jiang Yuan looked in the mirror and laughed non-stop. Like a little chick.

Sure enough, it snowed.

Sure enough, she was very stingy and dishonest Xue.

The thin layer of white is like spinning yarn, and it turns into transparent footprints after stepping on it. Jiang Yuan reached out to grab a handful of snow. It was obviously snowflakes, but when he spread it out, it turned out to be a few drops of water. Gu Lv caught him With their hands in their coat pockets, the two walked out of the yard with four sets of footprints.

Even in such a light snow, Jiang Yuan has a very rare enthusiasm. He quickly broke away from Gu Lv. It was not the first time that they took a walk like this on the road without people, but Gu Lv had never been so leisurely and peaceful in his heart. His good mood is simply because Jiang Yuan looks happy.

He also looked up at the swirling snow, inhaled softly, never paid attention to the four seasons, never saw a snow in the middle of the night, and was alone.

On the avenue, there are only two rows of metasequoia trees that are still tall and straight in the deep winter, waiting silently on both sides, solemn and gentle, with thick rust-red fallen leaves covered with a layer of white, which complements the dark straight trunks, and the whole world looks clean Cold and cold, but the person in front of him who occasionally raises his head and stretches out his hand to the sky is the only warmth in Gu Lv's life.

Jiang Yuan was walking ahead, there was no shadow under the street lamps, only Gu Lv's footsteps slowed down a little bit. He put his hands in his pockets and walked slowly, but he would always catch up with the snow-covered footprints and let himself fall behind him. around.

I once heard that telepathy is a disease. No matter how big the world is or how long the time is, as long as two separated people suffer from the same disease, they will be answered sooner or later. The world is indeed very mean and indifferent, but the word time For human beings whose bodies are full of longing, it is really a very long thing, so it never prevents human beings from falling in love, so those who love each other are always sincere and spirited, and they must have a tacit understanding.

"Xiaohai, the snow has grown bigger"

"Yeah" Gu Lv gradually smiled, Jiang Yuandong's nose was red, he shrunk his neck, stopped and waited for Gu Lv, Gu Lv reached out and brushed off the snow on his scarf, and put Jiang Yuan's hand on himself to warm it up In his pocket, fingers interlocked. "Cold?"

"cold"

"Then you hold me, or let me hold you."

"You can't walk if you hold it, forget it, it's not very cold, you can think of another way." Jiang Yuan shook his head, his eyes sparkled, and the aura and clarity that had been burned out reappeared in an instant, Xue Xue The mirage is generally vivid.

Gu Lu took his hand, and asked softly and carefully, "Do you... want me to carry you?"

"Then do you carry it?"

"Yeah." Gu Lv was taken aback for a moment, then rolled up a faint smile in an instant when he came back to his senses, "Back."

Before Gu Lv could finish squatting, Jiang Yuan jumped up holding his shoulders. His arm was in severe pain due to the injury, but he firmly supported Jiang Yuan's leg, and even raised it up a little.

"Xiao Hai, your hair is covered with snow."

"It's ok"

"Does your hand hurt?"

"No pain."

"If we keep going, does this mean that we will grow old forever?"

Gu Lu's heart moved, and he asked, "Will you grow old with me?"

Hearing Jiang Yuan laughed, he shook his head on his shoulder. "Won't."

Gu Lv shook his hands, and the pain spread like fine snow, his lips and teeth smelled bitter and rusty, and the corners of his eyes and nose were reddened by the growing snow, blocking his clear vision, it took him a long time to make a sound , with a low "hmm".

"I'm going to be ugly when I get old. And I will forget everything, maybe I will get dementia very early, that would be too bad."

"I'll be old too, and I'll be ugly too."

"Xiao Hai, can't you say something nice, for example... say I'm not ugly or something?"

"You won't be ugly."

Jiang Yuan sighed dejectedly, and he stretched out his hand to catch a few flakes of snow, which quickly melted into his palm.

"Look, you covered my hand so hot it melted the snow"

"sorry"

"Well, you lied to me last time. That Chinese medicine doctor clearly prescribed medicine for my brain. You lied to me that it was a medicine that made me sleep easier, but I actually heard it all."

"sorry"

"Also, you said that you can eat watermelon after I leave the hospital, but I haven't waited until now."

"sorry"

"Okay." Jiang Yuan lay on the broad and warm shoulders for a while, and as Gu Lv slightly bent his waist, snowflakes kept falling into his exposed neck. Jiang Yuan sighed silently and relieved himself. Half of the scarf went around Gu Lv's front, trying to wrap around his neck, but unexpectedly felt a coldness on his face, and he was startled, "Xiao Hai?"

"Ah."

"you..."

"I'm fine"

Jiang Yuan bit his lip, "Why don't you ask me the question just now?"

"Don't ask."

"Just ask"

"Do not ask"

"Ask again"

"Do not ask"

"If you don't ask, I'll tell you if you don't ask"

"..."

"Tell me." Their footprints were almost covered when they came. The first snow this year was actually very sincere, with a thick layer. They crawled slowly in the snow like two tortoises.Jiang Yuan can't remember things, which is very good for Gu Lv. The only thing is that he can't tell lies. Even if he forgets the same question all the time, but he asks him a hundred times, every time it is actually They were all similar answers, Gu Lv didn't want to try anymore, he felt that he should be content now.

Jiang Yuan didn't know how many times he had said the same answer, he didn't know how long he had repeated the same thing, he was already drowsy holding Gu Lv's neck, "If I... said... can I eat watermelon when I go home. .”

"No."

Gu Lu was hit by him inexplicably, but it didn't hurt. Jiang Yuan was probably a little angry, and repeated "No, I won't grow old with you forever."

Before they are old, they are also gray-headed.

Although Gu Lv was in a bad mood, he still gently removed Jiang Yuan from his back. His arm was hurting a lot, but it was not as good as the beating heart in his chest.

He cleaned up all the snow on Jiang Yuan's body at the door, took a breath, and carried him to the room again, his arms were still a little sore from exertion, and he trembled slightly when blowing Jiang Yuan's hair.

The warm wind made Jiang Yuan open his eyes and look at him. He was sitting uncomfortable, leaning on Gu Lv's waist, and stretched out his arms to hug him.

He muttered something in a low voice, but Gu Lv didn't hear clearly, so he turned off the hair dryer, "What did you say?"

Jiang Yuan's eyes showed a slit, and he said tiredly, "I said I won't grow old with you forever"

"Next sentence."

"Did you say you can eat watermelon?"

"cannot"

"Then no more."

"Jiang Yuan!" Due to excessive force, Gu Lv's entire arm and even his whole body became faintly hot, so he shook him.gritted his teeth "I heard"

"Oh"

"...I can ask you next time"

"You bully me while I don't remember next time?" Jiang Yuan lazily shook his head, wanting to lie down on the stool in the bathroom, but Gu Lv forced his head to stand up.

"Don't bully you, I love you."

Jiang Yuan shuddered from his overly affectionate eyes. He hadn't sleepwalked for a long time, and now he stared in a daze as if he had just woken up from sleepwalking. Gu Lv looked at him as if he was very sleepy, so he had to let him go to sleep .

Before going to bed, Gu Lu kissed his closed eyes, Jiang Yuan was half asleep and half awake, and asked in a daze, "Would you like to eat watermelon tomorrow?"

But before he got an answer, he fell asleep. When Jiang Yuan woke up the next afternoon, Uncle Xu came to urge him to drink up the Chinese medicine medicine. When he fully woke up, he found Gu Lu sitting in the living room downstairs without a sound ..look at...snow.

"Wow! It's snowing! First snow of the year!"

Gu Lu was taken aback, Jiang Yuan rushed over, excited like a flat-haired bird that had just been born, instead of round hairs, it was the kind that seemed to have no head from a distance, and only one piece was left that was bigger than the head. Big surprised hairless bird with big mouth.

Gu Lv has long been used to it, he responded, sighed silently, and pointed to a white dinner plate on the table.

Even if there is only a piece of red watermelon on the plate, it is enough to make Jiang Yuan's mouth bigger than his head.He was even more excited to pick up the watermelon and put it next to Gu Lu's sofa. The snow fell very heavily last night, covering the entire yard. Except for the tree crowns and leaf tips that still had some of their original color, the whole world was snow-white.

The watermelon was very sweet, and Jiang Yuan took a big bite. After ten years, Gu Lu's eyes rolled up when he saw him for the first time. "So happy?"

"Hmm! My God, what the hell did I do, you bought me a watermelon??"

"Well, you said a lot of good things yesterday, and I was happy for a while."

"What did I say??"

Gu Lv stared at him with a half-smile, Jiang Yuan looked at him curiously with big eyes that only a bunch of round-haired animals could have, with a pink tongue lovingly licking the remaining watermelon juice on his lips, Gu Lv Li also leaned over and took a sip.

"You said that you like snow very much." So the whole yard of snow is reserved for you, no one is allowed to go out, no one is allowed to step on it.

"anything else"

"Say I like watermelon, I want to eat watermelon" Since you were hospitalized, you have been buying watermelon every day, preparing very sweet and big watermelon every day, so in fact, there will be watermelon waiting for you every day, although you are reluctant to give it to you every day.

"anything else?"

Gu Lv smiled, showing a row of white teeth, "You said you love me very much"

"........"

"Say that you won't grow old with me forever, but will only share the same hole with me after death"

"........"

Seeing that Jiang Yuan couldn't bite the watermelon, Gu Lu took away the rest of the watermelon in his hand, and sat on the sofa with him in his arms, facing the very sincere snow that filled the yard. "Jiang Yuan, do you not like summer?"

Jiang Yuan nodded, "Yes."

"I dont like it either."

"I like autumn.."

"Don't like autumn, like me. The flowers you like bloom in spring, so I will like spring in the future. The most important thing is that you came back to me when it bloomed, so I like it very much."

"Winter is also good. In winter, you said that you love me very much. In winter, we live together until we grow old. After death, we have the same bed. There will be another favorite season in the future."

"..."

Gu Lu rubbed Jiang Yuan's hair. He used to be a very sunny and handsome boy, healthy and clear, with light in his eyes and a high spirit.His hair is actually not particularly soft, his body is very thin, and he occasionally hurts his bones when holding him. He is not such a petite and soft little boy, but most of the time he is a gentle man like a round-haired animal. Lover, if you want to add What kind of prefix, that is "Gu Haiyin's"

He loves this person so much that he can't be sad, painful, or lose hair. It's better to live close to him in his pocket and be able to touch him from time to time.

Jiangyuan will always be Gu Haiyin's Jiangyuan, and also Gu Lu's Jiangyuan. Gu Lu kept his footsteps. He knew that the young Gu Haiyin was desperately chasing after him. He was always repenting and guilty. He was going crazy. The same ran to Jiang Yuan, Gu Lu had to wait, wait for that Gu Haiyin to go downstairs to embrace Jiang Yuan, wait for time to forgive Gu Haiyin, wait for time to repair this memory, although it doesn't matter if it is not repaired.

Spring always comes.

The wood rose will bloom, and a new Jiang Yuan will grow on the wall.

This is the tendency of the heart.

They are all waiting for this earthquake to dissipate, for this decade-long aftershock to dissolve.

It should be in this spring when warblers fly and grass grows.Spring always tends toward grand rebirth, new birth, toward reincarnation and regression.

If the heart is truly sincere, it will tend to the light.

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