aftershock

On the small plaque of the hometown are two words drawn in gold. Xu Mu has never been behind this door. Liang Ji told him that there was such a place at the beginning, but in fact he did not dare to come.

Today was a coincidence, he sat on the ground under the plaque with his hands behind his back, he had grown into a tall and handsome man, looking up at the two words, his heart was actually very peaceful.

Chonglu, brother also came to see you.

It was Liang Ji who worked so hard to get in touch with Xu Mu. When Xu Jingxing asked Liang Ji to take Xu Xuan back with him, Liang Ji disagreed.Gu Lu, no, Gu Haiyin was handed over to Liang Ji by Xu Mu himself.

Liang Ji said that if he had to be surnamed Gu, then he couldn't have anything to do with someone surnamed Xu, and Xu Mu agreed.

What kind of Gu Haiyin who silently collected Gu Xu's ashes was like, no one can't remember that after growing up so old, she was still so withdrawn, but she was no longer calm.

He also sat on the ground next to Gu Lv, with a high threshold behind him, "It is said that the threshold of the yin house should be made higher and higher, so that they cannot come out."

"Jiang He did such a good job..." Xu Mu smiled softly. He is already in his fifties, and he is an older man. In his mind, he always treats his younger brother as he is before he is 30 years old. Seeing, extremely handsome and scribbled face, Gu Lv's age, Gu Lv's face.He patted Gu Lu's shoulder lightly, "Thank you, Xiao Hai."

Gu Lu turned his neck slowly, like an incompletely transformed zombie, Xiao Hai.

The name is so familiar, he looked at Xu Mu, his sea water eyes were as clean as before, and the extra emotions filled his eye sockets, forcing him to raise his head and open his mouth, but he was speechless, inciting The nostrils made him breathe so urgently that he could hardly hold back his emotions.

For a very long time, three days in the afternoon in winter, the sun gradually set, and the wind blew one after another, rolling around withered yellow bamboo leaves. Gu Lv didn't say anything to Xu Mu, his eyes occasionally wandered with the fallen leaves.Xu Mu just sat with him like this, sighed after a long time, and said

"I'm not from the Jiang family. My real father's surname is Xu. Chong Lv is my younger brother, but Jiang He cannot be mine. I can't help you."

"I'm Jiang Yuan's uncle, and also Jiang Yuan's doctor who has been abroad for ten years. I heard that you like him very much. You also want to know about him, don't you?"

"You...have you heard that I like him very much..." Gu Lv's hoarse voice started to cough, and he had a high fever until the back of his fingers and hands were red, but he seemed to only care about this.

Xu Mu nodded at him, "Well, everyone knows."

"Everyone..knows..." Gu Luqiang tried to stay awake. He didn't eat, drink or sleep, and couldn't hear what he said clearly. "Really?"

"Yes, he is waiting for you, too, in the hospital."

Gu Lv shook his head, he knocked the back of his head on the door, his voice sounded like antique porcelain dug out from a tomb, broken and fragile

"You lied to me."

Liang Ji finally broke free from Gu Zhengzhong.

"What did he lie to you about?"

"How do you want him to lie to you? To lie to you that Jiang Yuan has lived a wonderful life these years? Or to lie to you that Jiang Yuan is happy and happy? Gu Lv"

"Liang Ji!" Gu Zhengzhong stopped him, trying to stop him from speaking, Liang Ji waved his hand wearily, Gu Zhengzhong asked him to watch it, he saw it, and only thought it was ironic and funny.

This is not two children playing house wine, this is a real fool, which has caused indelible and substantial damage to people's body and mind.He walked to Gu Lu and leaned against the wall with his shoulders in his arms.

"Don't you blame us for not telling you, nothing can be found out, I don't want to hide it from you, it is Jiang Yuan who wants to hide it from you, I will tell you today."

"Liang Ji! You promised Jiang Yuan!"

Liang Ji smiled and asked Gu Lv, "Do you want to know?"

"He already knows." From the moment Liang Ji appeared, Gu Lu kept looking at him, and before Xu Mu could continue speaking, Liang Ji laughed again, "He doesn't know."

When Liang Ji met Gu Lu's eyes, it was like they met for the first time. When they met for the first time, Liang Ji didn't like these eyes, he didn't like this child.Gloomy, indifferent, he is no one's heir, he took everything from Gangwon.

"Did you ever hate him, blame him? Hate him for pushing Xu Xuan down, blame him for disappearing without saying a word?"

"You don't know, do you? Jiang Yuan is willing to be blackmailed by Xu Xuan. He owns you. He is very guilty. He tried every means to send money to Xu Xuan and let him bully him. From the time he knew Xu Xuan's existence, from the first day you went to high school For three years, Jiang Yuan was prone to injuries whenever he ran to play. His legs, back, and those invisible places were all injured. How did he tell you about the places you can see? Did you accidentally fall while playing? "

"You hate him for leaving without saying a word. When you moved out on your own, what did he do to you? Did he wait downstairs at your house every day? He went to you every day when he didn't have time for lunch. Don’t eat at night, wait for you, just for your cheap forgiveness, he hides behind you, rain or shine. Jiang’s family raised him so that he can’t catch up with you, inferior and afraid of being hurt ?"

"Have you looked back at him, have you? Did you find out the day he didn't go downstairs to wait for you? No, since he was lying on that bed, he dared not close his eyes and could see It was dark again, no one knew what happened to him, the day Xu Xuan fell, he just broke his spine, if he hadn't broken his spine, do you think your brother Xu Xuan would have any way to survive?"

"He threatens Jiang Yuan with photos, every day. On the way Jiang Yuan goes to school, on the way Jiang Yuan leaves school, why does Jiang Yuan go to school? He is so scared, he still has to go to school, Gu Lu, tell me, why does he still go to school?"

“…”

"Yes, he is going to see you. See you from afar."

"That day, Jiang Yuan pushed Xu Xuan down. Because of you, he ran away again, and he was arrested by those scum again. What would they do to Jiang Yuan? You know? Those stab wounds on his body that can never be healed, Coughing all the year round, unable to eat anything greasy, unable to jump or run. You must know it? He always keeps his head down, afraid of the dark and dogs afraid of the cold, and catches a cold when blown by the wind. It’s not easy to take care of him? Do you know it’s Bai? Who gave it to you? Oh no, you don’t necessarily know, he probably won’t tell you that you can see the pain behind you for a person who will only walk in front and never look back.”

"Let's talk about that decade again."

"A decade of severe depression, didn't you ask me why he sleepwalked?"

"Because of mental abnormalities, memory confusion, neurasthenia, he can't sleep, he thinks he killed his mother, and he also thinks he killed you, he feels guilty all the time, fears all the time, he abuses himself for fear that we will find out and make us sad , every time he can't sleep, every time he thinks about those things, he drowns himself in the bathtub, drowns in the bathtub...even sleepwalking..."

Liang Ji tensed his jaw, and the picture recalled in his mind made him pause for a while, but when he saw Gu Lv's eyes were blank and motionless, he felt that every nerve was itching.He squatted in front of Gu Lv, gritted his teeth and said, "His lungs are very bad, because he likes drowning too much, it's just such a deep bathtub, he always wants to drown himself in it."

"But don't worry, he has never challenged successfully."

"He wanted to jump off the building, on the window of the hospital, on the balcony on the top of the building, at any high place, he told me that he always wanted to jump, and he just wanted to jump for no reason."

"Gu Lu, do you know what I was thinking when I heard this sentence?"

When Liang Ji clasped Gu Lu's shoulders with both hands, Gu Zhengzhong, who had been silent for a long time, immediately stretched out his hands to hold him down, but Liang Ji didn't do anything. The water flowing out of his blue eyes was not blue, which made him a little sad, as if he sighed softly, "I want you to see him too, let you drown in the water, let you stand on the top of a tall building, let him You were blindfolded and tied up in an abandoned house, and I want you to die every day in the past ten years."

"Then you must die."

Liang Ji let go of him, he stood up and took out something from his pocket as if disgusted

He pressed the glowing butterfly into Gu Lu's hot palm, and said lightly, "You are not as good as him, because you can't hold on at all."

Gu Lu was very decadent, he couldn't digest what Liang Ji said, and gradually couldn't understand it.

The butterfly landed on his palm that could not be closed, and his throat felt astringent and bitter like sand was clogged.Liang Ji said again, "Lin Ze asked me to give it to Jiang Yuan. He said that the little hooligan from the Xu family sent it over, but I think it's something Jiang Yuan doesn't want. You should keep it well."

It's a real ominous thing.

Everyone present who knew it should think so, but Gu Lv held it in his hand like a treasure.

Xu Mu still stretched out his hand to Gu Lu even though he was shocked, trying to pull him up, Gu Zhengzhong came to help, but Gu Lu still looked at Liang Ji, and he said the most coherent sentence in a long time, he asked Liang Ji "You Come see me here, is he... is he alright?"

Xu Mu thought, what he meant was that Liang Ji could still come here to see him when he was free. After talking to him for so long, could it be that Jiang Yuan is still alive and well treated.

Probably Gu Haiyin is sitting here and refuses to leave, and doesn't listen to what others say to him, just waiting for someone to tell him a good result.But this result is not good.

Gu Lu was swayed by Xu Mu and stood up. His stiff legs seemed to fall down at any time, but he was very persistent in wanting a result, but Liang Ji didn't answer. His eyes were scarlet, and his face was full of embarrassment. Sadness, sadness and collapse knocked him unconscious, so that his urgent voice was more like anger, he roared at Liang Ji, tearing his hoarse voice

"answer me!!"

Answer me....answer me, he's alive.

"Little sea.."

"Gu Lu, he hasn't..." Liang Ji pushed him violently, "You don't know how to go and see for yourself!!!"

With that force, Gu Lu straightened his back.

"Gu Law!!"

He wanted to close his eyes, but he found that he couldn't close his eyes either. Jiang Yuan said that they were not destined.

They didn't say a formal goodbye, they didn't have a good goodbye.

They have no fate.