aftershock

Gu Lu has never traveled such a long way in his life.

He felt that this road was very familiar.

When I got here, I found that every road was familiar.

It was still too dark too dark, too dark.

The road in my memory was not a black asphalt road. Was it so narrow? It turned out to be a bad white concrete floor with potholes.

There was no one in the middle of the night, Gu Lv was standing on the red and green curb bricks, the maple trees were all withered in winter, and the street lamps accompanied every branch, giving them a little heat to keep warm.The school was pitch dark except for the night lights in the guard.

"Who is it?" The uncle in his pajamas, who was wearing a cotton padded jacket and only long johns, was sleepy. The moment he came to open the door, he almost thought he was hitting a ghost.

"let me in"

"Let me in"

The uncle of the doorman rubbed his eyes, "He came here to make trouble when he was drunk, this is the school! Hurry up and leave, if you make noise again, I will call the police!"

Gu Lv had never quarreled with anyone before. He didn't know how to open his mouth. He moved his lips and walked a few steps forward. Before he could say anything, his eyes were wet. He couldn't figure out why, as if an important appointment was rejected. He almost wanted to ask this impatient doorman, who was so ordinary that he couldn't be more ordinary. "Let me in, I want to.. I want to go in.."

"You can go in if you want? What time is it? You..." The guard took a closer look, and saw bloodstains on the clothes of the person in front of him. He woke up from fright. He quickly took two steps back, pressed his hand On the phone "you.. you can't go away.. I'm calling the police.."

"Don't..." Gu Lv raised his hand and took two steps back. He said, "I am... I am the chairman of Jianghe Group... I am the... honorary student of the disabled... disabled primary school next to you. Principal..I..I am.."

"I've brought money, can I give you money?" He wanted to take out his business card, but also wanted to get his wallet, lowered his head and shivered, and put his hand into his clothes in embarrassment, but suddenly he heard the guard say to the phone, "Hello!" ..Hello, I am the No. [-] High School in the province, and there is a... ".

Gu Lv's hand covered his arms and slowly lowered it. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth to breathe lightly. Looking at the dark school and the door that couldn't be entered, he retreated further and further away, becoming more and more blurred .

There should be a large fountain in the middle of it. When the fountain enters the hall of the teaching building, there is a large flower bed corridor on the right behind the hall.

There are flower shelves there, and small white flowers bloom in March and April, covering the whole shelf, called wood rose, wood rose.

Someone picked wood roses for him that year, and tricked him into picking wood roses for him for a lifetime.

There are, obviously there are.

There must be.

How can you not get in, how can you lie to me, how can you?

The guard closed the door, the guard turned off the lights, the guard refused him, and the guard said he would call the police to arrest him.It was useless for him to beg, it was useless for him to beg, it was useless for him to report all his identities, and it was useless for him to give money.

He has nothing.

There was no end to the long night, Gu Lu's tie had gone for a long time, he tore at the collar of his shirt, the cold wind poured in, he walked all the way, unwilling to collapse all the way.

He has walked too many roads.

Keep walking, keep walking, don't think about anything, just keep walking.

He has no support in his life, no origin and no destination. The only person who made him feel warm has already gone to other places.

Gu Lu didn't want to come to see him, at least he shouldn't be so despicable and sloppy.He hates Jiang Chonglu so much, hates him so much, looks down on him from the bottom of his heart, why did he become him in the end.

He knocked on Gu Xu's door, afraid to see him.

That person is as gentle as a feather, he went to pick up his ball, he came to hold his hand, he gave himself the first piece of candy in his life, but he had to suffer half his life before he remembered how much that piece of candy was. sweet.

Gu Lv leaned against the door of his hometown, he didn't go in, but just sat down like this.

He didn't dare to go in, he didn't want to see Gu Xu, he always didn't want to.

She didn't want Gu Xu to see him either.

"Will you be disappointed that I have such a bad life?"

"I planted a whole yard of flowers, I planted one every year, I planted so many flowers."

"I know that one day.. he will grow out of those flowers... Gu Xu.. do you remember.. You told me what to grow.. how can you lie to me..."

Gu Lv took a deep breath and laughed again, as if Gu Xu was really behind the door, he was still a child "Can you save me...can you save him..."

"Please..Please.."

Gu Lv buried his face, he couldn't feel his feet walking, his hands were cold and he couldn't feel it. He pinned his only pitiful hope on this door.

He seemed to be laughing or crying, the red five finger prints were there, and he didn't know who he was praying to, "I'll help you...I made Jianghe...it's okay...can you...can you... ..help me too..”

"Gu Xu... help me..."