aftershock

The long mountain road, the road light is sparse, the villa on the mountainside is brightly lit, Xu Xuan is supported in a wheelchair, he looks at his brother sitting on the opposite sofa, looking at him from head to toe. dissatisfaction and indifference.

If Gu Lu is not his biological brother, this is definitely the type of person that Xu Xuan hates the most in his life. Xu Xuan doesn't know why he brought him back in the first place. After getting along with him for so many years, except for the money he no longer needs, They don't have the slightest affection for the "favor" that is not rare.

Gu Lv always looked at him as if he was looking at an insignificant person, or did he know too little and too late, if he had known at that time that there was no Jiang Yuan, Gu Lv would also be such an emotionless person, he would never know Do those things to Jiang Yuan.

It's not that Jiang Yuan took away his original feelings, it's that Gu Lu really didn't deserve this.

"You said."

Gu Lu's face was stern, and he raised his eyes to look directly at Xu Xuan, which made his heavy heart beat more sluggishly. Xu Xuan turned his face sideways and stared at the few pieces of glass jars still scattered on the ground.

"I said, it's not me. Auntie broke up. She happened to meet me and wanted me to see what it was. I didn't know Jiang Yuan would come back, and..." He managed to calm down, but he didn't have the courage to meet her. Looking at Gu Lu's eyes, "Today, I heard the news that Xu Jingxing had a mother."

"That's not what I asked." Gu Lu frowned at him impatiently, and said coldly, "Tell me what I want to know."

Gu Lv was fed up with the feeling of xenophobia being kept in the dark by everyone, his very bad face at the moment was not as good as the annoyance in his heart.Just ask him to avoid all the truth, and keep the things that everyone knows open and aboveboard, how humiliating it is to be able to bear it.

"Brother, isn't the news about your mother what you want to know the most?"

Gu Lu's sharp eyes forced Xu Xuan to dodge again and again, Xu Xuan said helplessly and difficultly, "Is there anything important to you? You once gave me everything for me, and you once... .in order to find me..."

"You're wrong."

Gu Lv seems to be in a hurry, and he is unwilling to trace the deviations in his memory at all. His eyes are extremely dark, and his words are cruel, "I can give you anything, but not for you"

"I don't want to live that kind of life, I don't want to live."

Xu Xuan tightened and loosened his fingertips on the armrest of the wheelchair, his cracked fingernails blushed bright red, he smiled, and smiled again.

"Is that so?"

"So you'd better not do anything that pissed me off too much."

Gu Lv stood up coldly, at his feet was the orchid pot that Jiang Yuan smashed to the ground just now, soil and debris fell all over the floor, the carpet was so messy that the aunt did not dare to clean it up, Gu Lv stepped on those The fragments made a broken sound. Before that, he asked Xu Xuan again, "You don't want to say?"

Xu Xuan shook his head, and still answered the same, "You don't want to know."

Gu Lv left quickly and stood with his back in the clean hall, completely out of the filthy place where Xu Xuan was. "Then you can go too."

Jiang Yuan did not know how many times he walked this mountain road since he was a child. When he was in school, whenever he wanted to exercise, he would run along the avenue. The avenue ran from the door of his house to the property management guard at the foot of the mountain. There were 71 dogs on this road. He knew which manhole covers made the loudest jumps.

The environment here is really good. He came and went, and went back. He never thought that there would be a day when he would leave like this. He said he was sad, but he really didn't know how sad it was. There are so many, so many that when encountering a little happy and gentle thing, they are afraid of wanting it. In a completely dark life, there is no need for light. That little bit of light will attract endless hope and make them very tired.

So don't expect something that is only one percent in your life, it doesn't deserve it.

Thick clouds squeezed the sky where the moon was unclear and the stars were sparse. The strong wind in the mountains seemed to think he was walking slowly, urging him to go straight down. His eyes were red and puffy.

Fortunately, it didn't rain.

Jiang Yuan is sitting on the bus stop at the foot of the mountain, the huge and bright advertising light board is a source of comforting heat, Jiang Yuan is leaning on the chair, watching the very few vehicles passing by the wind quickly, the taillights seem to be diving into deep water after a short sway Red scale fish tail.

His mobile phone is never full of power. Sometimes it is because the battery is not working well, and most of it is because there are not many people who need to contact him. As time goes by, he becomes more and more lazy.

Jiang Yuan turned on the screen of his mobile phone, and he thought of Liang Ji very hopelessly, and he always thought of this person when he was in distress and despair.

According to the time in Canada, Liang Ji should have just fallen asleep not long ago. He is always so busy, so busy until very late, how could Jiang Yuan have the heart to disturb him, he just dialed the number and hung up before connecting.

Time and time again, over and over again, it seems that just like this, he can already feel that there is still a person in the world, that person has nothing to do with him, but his heart is sincerely and warmly attached to him, even though, despite He is always so downcast.

He is 29 years old, but in his whole life, he has accomplished nothing and is incapable of everything.

He has a lot of money, a lot, enough for an ordinary mediocre person to live luxuriously for several lifetimes, but he is always so lazy, even if he has money, he is lazy to take it, so he deserves that he has nowhere to go in such a situation.

He missed Liang Ji so much, and even himself, who said he was not sad just now, unexpectedly felt a little bit of inexplicable grievance at this moment.

I used to hate him when I was ignorant, and I hated him too. I hated his severe criticism of Gu Lv. I hated him for making Gu Lv cold and distant. He made Gu Lv not like me anymore. All the cells are used to catch up with Gu Lv. For Gu Lv, he is a tenth-level basketball enthusiast, and he spends his days and nights doing test papers, listening to lectures, making up lessons, working hard, working hard Gu Lu is really relaxed, and most of the time, he has to pretend to be relaxed so that the distance between the two is not so far away.

Gu Lu has many talents that have not been developed before. He can box and tennis very well, and he can also draw. The house he painted is the most beautiful, so Jiang Yuan guessed that he likes architecture.Gu Lv has been very sensitive to lines and numbers since he was a child. During the summer vacation after graduating from high school, he also drew a beautiful manor. There are steps at the gate of the manor, and a teenager is sitting on the steps.

Jiang Yuan told Gu Lv that his paintings were beautiful and he liked them very much. Gu Lv gave them to him. Gu Lv said he liked them too, and liked houses. Jiang Yuan really always thought that Gu Lv liked architecture, so he later Hearing that Gu Lu was changing the direction of the company's development, Jiang Yuan still felt that everything was worth it when it happened to be construction. In the few years before that, Liang Ji urged him to divert his attention earlier and get better soon, and persuaded him to count Years without fruit, Jiang Yuan was just because he found that old painting again. He seemed to be a different person overnight. He worked harder than in the three years in high school. He accepted the one-on-one support of seven teachers. In every night when he couldn't sleep, couldn't figure it out, and was entangled in every night, he transferred those bad emotions to his studies, which made him look like a genius who never wasted time, and easily Became a top student at Columbia University.

Only Liang Ji knew he wasn't, and he never was.

He and Tsinghua University and Columbia University were originally irrelevant people, all because he looked up to the vast galaxy in his life, thinking that as long as he worked hard to fly to the highest point, he would be within reach.

Is it too naive, probably, the billboard is hot on the back, Jiang Yuan has not recovered for a long time, but the mountain wind blows his face even colder.

"Hello, Jiang Yuan?"

Gu Zhengzhong woke up early, he didn't wake up Liang Ji, he answered the call immediately when he saw the call, and took it to the window.

Jiang Yuan was stunned for a moment, he accidentally dialed the number, subconsciously cut off the phone, and then regretted and felt uneasy, he thought for a while, and replied a message about dialing the wrong number.

Gu Zhengzhong shook his head when he received the message and went to the bathroom.

Jiang Yuan turned off the phone, he stood up for a while, and then leaned over the railing to step down the steps. He was still aimless, with no waves in his heart, and even maintained a smile and asked the familiar doorman for some relief. A pocket or jar of stuff.

The doorman's uncle looked older than Uncle Xu. He was on the night shift, eating canned eight-treasure porridge. When he saw someone coming to talk, he put down the plastic spoon and enthusiastically found an empty jar for Gu Xu.

"Is that okay, lad?"

Jiang Yuan took it, it was a tea pot, he thanked warmly, and was about to leave, the old uncle called him again, "When the northwest wind blows, it will cool down, maybe there will be rain, where are you going. "

"Me?" Jiang Yuan was taken aback, "I'm leaving."

"Go? Where are you going so late, don't you live up there?"

Holding the tea pot, Jiang Yuan twitched the muscles on his face, smiled awkwardly, and murmured, "I'm going to find my family."

"Oh, I'm going to visit my family." The old doorman turned around and took a can of eight-treasure porridge from the box, and stuffed it to him without allowing him to refuse. "You rich people don't eat well, look at your skinny."

Maybe this eight-treasure porridge is already very delicious for the guard. He stuffed it in and saw Jiang Yuan lowered his head and frowned before realizing that he might not like it, but he couldn't take it back, so he said with some embarrassment. "Don't throw it away, go find your family."

Jiang Yuan took the can of eight-treasure porridge and the empty tea pot, and walked slowly to the side of the road where the gate of the community could not be seen.

There was no light on the side of the road, and the most urgent thing was to store the ashes, so he found a random curb and sat down, put the eight-treasure porridge on his lap, and went to dig into his pocket.

Picking and digging, Jiang Yuan's hands became more and more stiff, and his heart became colder and colder. He slowly stretched out his empty fingers. In the dark night, his palm was almost empty, except for a few black and gray traces to prove She did exist.

There are no ashes in his pocket, and the sweater obviously can't block the wind.

For quite a long time, Jiang Yuan just stared at his hands in a daze, and he didn't notice the chill all over his body.

Thoughts stagnated, time stood still, the wind kept blowing his hair, sweeping across his cheeks and his completely absent-minded eyes, and finally, the north wind fell fragilely into the darkness with a faint whimper.

This person bit his lip unconsciously, closed his eyes and clenched his teeth in the hysterical pain, as if this could stop the collapse from spreading, shut off the pouring pain, and make everything unspoken Her sorrow and despair are successfully diluted in the capillaries of the limbs.

He opened his eyes without focus, as if just turning his head made him struggle like a machine in disrepair. He looked at the way he came, looked at the north wind, and he got up slowly. The tea pot and eight-treasure porridge They fell to the ground together, the eight-treasure porridge rolled a long way and hit the curb, he didn't know why he insisted on picking it up.

When he came across the long round can, in the silent night, there were two snow-white high-beam lights illuminating the entire section of the road. Jiang Yuan subconsciously took a step towards the middle of the road, and the lights immediately switched back and forth, together with the horn. Start sirens.

Jiang Yuan turned a deaf ear to it, the light was so strong that it illuminated his thin and bewildered figure, and he was like a blind man who was deaf and lost his voice, holding his eight-treasure porridge with his head down, staring at the tea pot that had not been picked up under his feet, There was a moment of relief between the brows.

If so, fine.

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