aftershock

Helian is a witty and funny person. He always talked about many interesting topics along the way. He talked about common professional architecture to Jiang Yuan, from the introduction to design to I.M. Beauty, talking about the piety of the pilgrimage on the 318 Sichuan-Tibet line.

His tone was brisk and his rhythm was gentle, which made people feel relaxed and comfortable. Jiang Yuan felt that everything was beautiful when he heard it. He Lian thought that he would look yearning, so he also suggested that he should see the beauty of this world while he was young.

Jiang Yuan shook his head and said he didn't want to go.

"why?"

"I will regret it." Jiang Yuan sat there like a quiet cloud, most of them were listening.He will also say that he likes dugongs in the deep sea and butterflies in the tropical rainforest, but he actually understands that he will not really see them, whether it is the gentle animals appearing in the cleanest seas, or the short life dancing in the rainforest , he can't really hold it in his hands, if you can only pass by these most beautiful things in the world, when you leave, it must be more regret than happiness.

Because you can't get it, you will regret it, and there are not many regrets in life that you can bear.

He Lian would not understand his regrets. To say he is optimistic is better to say he is indifferent. He should be indifferent when he is in his 30s. He Lian will only feel that his narrow world view is too mediocre. Like those people who are too busy with their careers or don’t have enough time so they don’t want to visit the Great Thousand World. After weighing the pros and cons, they all chose to paint the land as a prison. What are you guilty of, if there is, well, don't doubt it, it's because other people want to hear that you are actually worse than him.

When they fully arrived at the museum, the museum was still 10 minutes away from closing. The museum is indeed very large and full of modern atmosphere. In order to create an atmosphere, I felt the green and humid heat as soon as I entered the door. Gangwon was still a little disappointed. There are indeed many things here. Animals, but most of them became specimens and were placed in transparent glass. He even saw a small living poison dart frog, squatting motionless on a dead tree branch, with dull eyes.

“Looks so poisonous”

The poison dart frog is bright red, Jiang Yuan bent over and clicked the glass from the air, and smiled, "It's beautiful, isn't it?"

"This is... a poison dart frog?" Helian looked at the label on the glass.

Jiang Yuan didn't look away, as if he was looking for his partner in the glass box, "Strawberry poison dart frog, do you think it looks like a strawberry?"

Helian frowned quickly, "I can't eat strawberries when they look like this."

"Its poison is very light and will not hurt people. It has 35 colors, and it can also be blue, cobalt blue, or luminous blue, which is more beautiful."

"You like blue very much?"

Jiang Yuan nodded, and he followed the glass to look at another little lizard, like a treasure, with light in his eyes.He talked about the stag beetle insects in Genting Highlands in Malaysia just like the scenery Helian talked about along the way, saying that they look the same as Japanese samurai helmets, and he also talked about the orchid praying mantis that grows in different types of orchids with the same color as flowers. , They are the most beautiful praying mantises in the world, not only abroad, but also in China, in Yunnan.

The animals emit different colors under different lights. Listening to Jiang Yuan's occasional introduction, even the hot and humid museum will not feel so uncomfortable. He Lian silently followed Jiang Yuan to see those vivid little animals, and waited until the forest was dark. Some specimen areas, he stopped again.

"what happened?"

"It's about time."

In fact, it is still possible to watch, but Jiang Yuan refused, they are no longer alive, he has wanted to see them in the tropical rainforest all his life, so he held back his pace, there is no reason to watch the dead ones first.

Even in such a small biological museum, Jiang Yuan still has some unfinished ideas. Although it is not so close to reality, it still makes him feel very good. He even wants to stay for a day before going back, but Helian is very busy. Quite a few also answered a lot of phone calls, so people who yearn for freedom will still be frowning at work.

Jiang Yuan found that among all the people around him, he seemed to be the only one who was doing nothing. He Lian said that he was not suitable for the construction department, not suitable for a project in a frame, and even less suitable for being a leader.

He said that people who can't play tricks will be played by tricks. He said that he is simply like a fresh graduate, and he said it tactfully. Jiang Yuan guessed that he actually wanted to say that he is not suitable for work, has a lot of knowledge on paper, and has no social survival. ability.

Jiang Yuan couldn't help laughing, he understood that what Helian said was true, Gu Lv should have known about things that Helian could feel.

Knowing that I was as stupid as an idiot, I really seriously discussed with him what leadership is.

He also has the matter of talent, which has always been very brilliant, but it suddenly failed after returning to China.Probably because compared to the skill of "to be with Gu Lv", which can only be used with one's own efforts, trying to upgrade to the big move of "able to help Gu Lv" is too whimsical.

He doesn't need to admit that he and Gu Lv are really far behind. Just helping him seems so stretched. Fortunately, when he first returned to China, he was eager to share with him. Thinking about it now, he is really naive and cute.

Helian said that he would take him to eat barbecued skewers and stewed dishes in the north, but Jiang Yuan didn't refuse. He didn't have to be so worried when he went to the museum with Helian this afternoon, and he didn't have to be afraid that the other party would be angry.

Helian drank a few bottles of beer and told him slowly that there will be a lot of snow in winter here, and if you go to the north, the snow there will be up to your knees, and it will be creaky when you walk, unlike the south. Xuedu is so stingy, not too big and easy to melt, without any sincerity.

What he said was right, but Jiang Yuan didn't dare to drink alcohol. He tasted the cumin-flavored meat skewers and grilled eggplant, which tasted very strong, which was almost a luxury for him. He always thought that he ate too little, and kept persuading him to eat. Jiang Yuan only took a bunch and tasted it slowly.

Helian, who drank too much, talked a lot. Although he was still calm and breezy, but he blushed, propped his head on his hands, and when his eyes stopped in an open place for a long time, Jiang Yuan also doubted whether he had ever liked it. who.

Because he always said "you look like him"

Said "You shouldn't have liked someone before, just think that you like it, and think that you only like one person so much"

Jiang Yuan didn't know who He Lian was talking about, and he didn't intend to ask, he didn't dare to drink, he had to drive Boss Peng's car back, and his stomach was always uncomfortable here and there, he didn't really want to know where it was, He just didn't want to cause trouble for others, so while Helian wasn't paying attention, he sniffed it like stealing the bell.

On the way back, Helian leaned on the side to sleep. Although his alcohol capacity was poor, his wine quality was good. Jiang Yuan drove quietly, thinking of what Helian said.

Liang Ji also said something similar to him.

Before returning to China, Liang Ji felt that he was persecuted by Jiang Chonglu and himself.

He always thought that Jiang Chonglu liked men, and he also liked men, so Jiang Yuan had emotional barriers in his consciousness since he was a child, thinking that liking men was the right thing to do.

Liang Ji didn't say that it is wrong to like a man, but mainly because he thinks Jiang Yuan is wrong to like Gu Lv. He has been persuading Jiang Yuan to get in touch with everyone around him and to like others. He shouldn't think that liking someone when he was young is like liking someone. This is superficial, immature and irrational, just like first love, most of them should follow the tradition and die young, it can be beautiful in nostalgia, but it cannot hurt in reality, let alone the object is Gu Lv.

In Liang Ji's eyes, Gu Lv has experienced too much, but at such a young age, he has already gone through the ups and downs of other people's lives. He is calm, indifferent, and his cold eyes are neither angry nor happy. He can cooperate with anything, but refuses to accept anything. He didn't care about people, and any emotion was settled in those dark blue-green eyes, preventing others from peeping.

He is not likable, but he must exist.

Liang Ji took his flattery and enthusiasm in his eyes, and used it to cast a cold and selfish prejudice against Gu Lv. Jiang Yuan didn't know how much that prejudice had brought to the young Gu Lv, but he became dull when he grew up. It was too late to discover.

too late.

What's more, he later became an accomplice to this prejudice, and paid the price for it, and suffered retribution for it.

But Gu Lu still likes Jiang Yuan who looks lively and sunny, innocent and well-behaved, and only has him in his eyes. After so many years, he can't bear to tell him that Jiang Yuan has become a specimen.

As for what kind of existence he is now, Jiang Yuan is not clear, if he has to describe it, he is more like the shadow of Jiang Yuan who loved Gu Lv deeply after drowning, still loves him, still loves him, Love him in the coldest place under the sun.