aftershock

When Jiang Yuan woke up again, his head was still very dizzy. Gu Lv was sleeping very heavily on his side, lying on his back, his expression was not gentle. The face was neither close nor far away. It looked like he was still angry and alienated, but his wrist was firmly clasped under the quilt. Jiang Yuan struggled a little, and the sleeping person frowned. It was still a little uncomfortable to resist the nausea of ​​dizziness in his upper eyes, but the heat on his wrist made him feel at least mentally peaceful.

The first thing Gu Lu did after waking up was to touch Jiang Yuan's forehead. As he said, the heat had subsided. Gu Lu got out of bed very slowly and lightly. Jiang Yuan opened his eyes only after the sound of water came from the bathroom. The weather in the north is too dry. He burned it in the middle of the night. When he got up slowly, he felt something was wrong. He quickly raised his hand to cover his nose, but the nosebleeds still dripped from his fingers onto the snow-white quilt of the hotel. He lifted the quilt , Drowsily wanting to get out of bed to find some tissues.

It's only been a long time since I took a shower, and when I opened the door, Jiang Yuan's hands were covered in blood. Gu Lv almost rushed to the bed, leaving his soul at the door of the bathroom. "Head up" Jiang Yuan's left nasal cavity continued to bleed, Gu Lv helped his chin, the warm blood continued to spread down the palm, the amount of blood was shocking.

Probably because his expression was too serious and focused, Jiang Yuan felt that he should have filtered all the leukemia and the like in his mind, Gu Lv kept lifting his chin, thinking about something, Jiang Yuan raised his head and felt very uncomfortable , It wasn't until he was coughed by his own nosebleed that he felt that Gu Lv had lightened his hand.

Even though he gently wiped his face with a wet towel, he was still unwilling to talk to him. Jiang Yuan knew that he deserved it, so he took the opportunity to carefully hold his hand and smiled flatteringly, "It doesn't matter. .”

Gu Lu's two rows of back molars were crushed tightly, and he looked at Jiang Yuan with his head up halfway calmly, his oval eyes were smiling but tired, his blinking movements were slow and feeble, Gu Lu didn't know who he should be angry with He obviously tried to do everything well, and tried to be nice to Jiang Yuan, but Jiang Yuan didn't seem to sense it. He didn't like Jiang Yuan's silent and dim appearance very much. He wanted to anger him, but he wanted to hide him in the back of his body. Let him go to a soft place, so that he will not show a sad look, so that he can go back to the past, so that he can be as happy as before.

Why can't Jiang Yuan be honest with each other.Why must you be so timid and cowardly.Isn't all this what he wants to fight for when he comes back?

It's at your fingertips, as long as you open your mouth, Gu Lu can give him anything, but he doesn't want to.

It's been a long time since we've met each other, and when it's really close to consummation now, and he's still controlling the distance, Gu Lv already wants to wonder why Jiang Yuan ran back, whether he can live without him, or if his wish is true. It's only so small, so small that I just want to see if I'm doing well?

Sometimes I really want to harden my heart, and hope that he will know where the problem is after thinking about it as smartly as he did when he was a child. I want to leave him alone and neglect him for a while, and he should always understand and explain to himself.

Gu Lv thought it would be enough to give him time.

But it was too late.

With just one door, he can disappear without making a sound.When he turned around, his face would be covered in blood so much that he couldn't handle it. Gu Lv didn't even want to ask him if he felt bad or if it hurt. Most of the time, he would probably just tell himself selfishly that it's okay, it's okay, it will be fine. Yes, with a look of ease with a smile.

Has anyone ever asked Gu Lu himself if it hurts?Gu Luming was in so much pain that he was about to die.

Jiang Yuan was stared at for a long time, seeing Gu Lv's complexion getting worse and worse, but he felt that Gu Lv didn't seem so angry anymore.When he couldn't feel the liquid returning, Jiang Yuan gently pulled Gu Lu's hand away, and said softly, "I'm so hungry and dizzy"

Gu Lv stood in front of him, stopped his hand movements, let him wrap his arms around his waist, leaned his face against his front abdomen, and asked after a long time, "Are you sure you're hungry?"

Jiang Yuan hummed. He knew that Gu Lv had always been soft-hearted. If he was willing to talk, he was willing to reconcile. Sure enough, he heard Gu Lv snort slightly like a sigh. Still a little stiff, but unexpectedly gentle. "I asked someone to bring food over."

Jiang Yuan was really hungry. Gu Lv opened the curtains of the room. He looked at the hotel's menu against the bright light. The pictures were very beautiful and everything was very attractive. Ask him what he would like to eat, and he said sensiblely to have porridge. After saying that, Gu Lv smiled slightly and said hello.

I thought the hotel would send some congee, soup and snacks at most. I was surprised. In just a short while, a steaming steamed bun and a delicate casserole were delivered. The man moved his index finger.

Before Jiang Yuan made his move, Gu Lu put some in a small bowl and let it cool down.

"Soup dumpling?"

Gu Lu nodded, and poured some vinegar into the small dish in front of Jiang Yuan, "I heard that the soup dumplings here are very famous."

The soup dumplings are extremely hot. When Jiang Yuan was in school, he loved soup dumplings very much. He took a bite and sucked off the soup, then dipped in vinegar and swallowed the whole one. After going abroad, he never ate it again. All genuinely happy.

He picked up the chopsticks and wanted to pick up soup dumplings for Gu Lu, but unexpectedly, Gu Lu picked one up and put it in his vinegar dish, "It's hot, let it cool down before eating"

"You...don't you eat..."

Gu Lusheng congee's hands paused. After Jiang Yuan left, he never ate soup dumplings again. For him, he didn't want to look at anything related to Jiang Yuan at the time. As time passed, it basically became a habit. The steaming soup dumplings were very full of soup, Jiang Yuan bit his chopsticks and asked him, he obviously thought of the scene where the two of them sat in a small restaurant and shared a basket of soup dumplings like this, the little memory caught off guard, and Jiang Yuan Xian Like the cheerful expression of Shao Shao, it makes people feel soft. "Give me one"

Jiang Yuan happily made buns for Gu Lu, and took a bite of the soup full of peace of mind. The long-lost taste was almost touching.

His expression was really happy, unlike seeing the sunflowers and eucalyptus in the room, his pale face suddenly became bright, just because of a soup bag, Gu Lv also ate the soup bag, and it was still nothing In particular, it's not particularly delicious, nor is it bad. Thinking of Jiang Yuan's poor health, he can't eat many things, so he feels very satisfied because of a rare sweet bun. I find it hard to even drink porridge.

No matter how novel Jiang Yuan liked it, he only ate two buns. There were a lot left over, and Gu Lv didn't want to eat any more. He drank some porridge with Jiang Yuan, looked at his watch, it was enough for Jiang Yuan to rest for a while, and urged him to lie down. sleep.

How could Jiang Yuan get so much sleep, but he really had nothing else to do, so Gu Lv buried him in the quilt and raised the quilt.

"Xiaohai..." Jiang Yuan suddenly tightened Gu Lv's wrist, realized that the force was too much, and then loosened it a little bit, "...I'm sorry, yesterday I...I shouldn't...said... I don't know you well.."

"I'm just... afraid of causing you trouble, sorry."

Gu Lv stared at Jiang Yuan's tiny hair, held the warm palm of the man with his backhand, and sat down beside the bed, "In the future, you will find me troublesome if you are seventy or eighty years old and have limited mobility."

"How could it be?" Probably because he was full, Jiang Yuan's complexion improved a lot, he thought about it, and laughed, "If I were still there at that time, I would definitely take good care of you and not make you inconvenient."

"Why aren't you here?"

Jiang Yuan was taken aback for a moment, and looked directly into his eyes while staggering away from Gu Lv, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid I'll die first."

Gu Lv didn't answer, but took one of his hands and looked at the lines on his palm of different shades, "If you asked me before, why don't you ask me again."

"what?"

Gu Lv looked at him determinedly, "You asked me if I would like to be buried in my hometown after I die."

"I...you..."

"I am willing."

Feeling his heart beating violently a few times, the aftershocks lingering, Jiang Yuan lowered his head in Gu Lv's gaze countless times, he wanted to look up at this moment, but more, he could only strangle Holding his thighs under the quilt, he let the joy and pain wash over every nerve ending.

"I am willing. If you don't tell me many things, I don't have to know, but if their existence will affect your trust and affection for me, I still hope that you will be honest with me."

Jiang Yuan knew that Gu Lv had said a long word, and in the long silence Gu Lv let go of his hand, then got up and left the room.

A swollen heart suddenly becomes empty.

Gu Lu still decided to give Jiang Yuan some more time. He knew that Jiang Yuan had a Tower of Babel in his heart. He didn't have to go in and see it thoroughly, but just wanted to know how high, how far it was, and how long it would take to get there. He would give Jiang Yuan a lot of money. As long as he wants, he can give everything he can. Maybe Jiang Yuan will never feel that there is no difference between Gu Lu and Gu Haiyin, but Gu Lu knows that he has never changed. Willing to admit, he is still the same as Gu Haiyin back then, he only wants that simple, happy boy who likes butterflies, and he only wants this person living in the Tower of Babel to return to his original appearance.

Gu Lv thinks that the time is still very long, and ten years is hard to catch up. With enough sense of security, everything can be done slowly.

In the same country, the temperature difference between the north and the south tends to diverge in October. The temperature during the day is not bad, but after three o’clock the sun is weak and the temperature suddenly cools down.The sky was gray and blue, and it was hard to tell if it was going to rain or not.

Jiang Yuan was also dug up from the bed by Lin Ze. He really didn't want to participate in the so-called auction, but Lin Ze recruited Gu Lv back. He didn't need to wear a grand suit anymore, he just changed into a light and comfortable one. Looking at his light-colored jeans and an ordinary shirt and sweater, Ritsu just curled the corners of his mouth, and deliberately silenced all the reasons Jiang Yuan could use.

Gu Lu held a windbreaker between his arms, and Jiang Yuan looked at their projection on the elevator door. No matter how you looked at it, it was a strange combination. There were a few other people in the elevator, probably going to the same destination, young man The one in the elevator looks calm and stable, with an outstanding senior temperament and a confident appearance, coupled with Lin Ze's elite face, in the entire elevator, no, maybe the most incongruous person in the entire venue is himself.

Jiang Yuan, who wanted to find a gray place to hide for a while, felt a little regretful about his irrelevance. He reached out and touched his nose, maybe a little embarrassed.The left hand beside him was suddenly held, Jiang Yuan looked at Gu Lv suspiciously, and Gu Lv was also looking at the clear projection on the elevator door, completely ignoring others, he squeezed Jiang Yuan's palm with an ordinary expression.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yuan asked in a low voice, looking at the place where their palms met.

Gu Lv's voice was not loud, and it sounded like he just said something very normal, "It's a bit cold"

"what?"

"Hands, put on your clothes later."

The windbreaker he held in his arms was his own, and the elevator was instantly quiet. Jiang Yuan opened his eyes slightly, seeing that Lin Ze was also touching his nose, so he decided to keep quiet. Unexpectedly, when he got out of the elevator, Gu Lv not only put the clothes directly on the He put it on his body, and then directly took his hand, as if Jiang Yuan didn't resist, he planned to hold his hand and go in like this.

Lin Ze coughed hypocritically, "I'll find the location first."

"Yeah." Gu Lv took a few steps forward, Jiang Yuan hesitantly raised their hands and said with a smile, "Girls who like you will hate me to death."

"I'm not a star."

"Just go in like this, and you will see the newspaper."

"See you then." Gu Lu didn't let go, he was not walking fast, Jiang Yuan was always a little behind him, even a long time ago, when Jiang Yuan felt that Gu Lu liked him too, Gu Lu had never been like this anywhere Holding his hand, he can understand the overflowing happiness of those girls who are firmly doted on by their boyfriends in the sweetest love. He is a boy, but he is the same at this moment, full and full, feeling beautiful.He heard himself ask with a coquettish teasing, "What if it affects the company?"

Gu Lu held his hand and didn't even stop walking, "This is not what you have to worry about now."

"Ok?"

"Worry about it in two hours."

Jiang Yuan thought the same thing, no matter how fast, it would take two hours before the headlines appeared.

The gate of the auction venue is made of antique flavor, and the waiters who guide the way call them very politely, "President Gu, Mr. Jiang."

People around him came and went, Jiang Yuan wanted to let go when he saw Lin Ze looking at them in the front row, Gu Lv glanced at him, for some reason, Jiang Yuan always felt that there was a rare joke in the eyes looking at him.

Ignoring the tiny struggle, Gu Lv took him to sit in the front row. This position is quite good. The auction locations are all small tables one by one, not too close to each other. The distance for people on the road to say hello is a little far away for whispering.

They sat down at the table, Lin Ze handed over a sign, their serial number was 7, and when Jiang Yuan was bored looking through the album, Lin Ze took another sign and handed it to him, the serial number was 9.

"Didn't you say donate a shot?"

"Yes, so it's yours."

"Me? What did I donate?" Jiang Yuan looked at Lin Ze strangely and then looked at Gu Lv. Gu Lv moved the picture on a certain page of the album to Jiang Yuan's eyes, "This."

Jiang Yuan felt a little familiar, and felt a little bored after watching it for a long time.Before he had time to take a closer look, Gu Lv was sitting beside him with a loose smile in the corner of his eyes.

The light gradually dimmed, leaving only circles of dark light around their feet, enough for Jiang Yuan to see the album in his hand and Gu Lu's eyes. Jiang Yuan looked at Gu Lu's eyes silently, and he blinked for a long time. Blinking, Gu Lu smiled at him, and asked Jiang Yuan in a voice that the two of them could hear, "When you asked me, you wanted to be with me forever, didn't you?"

That piece of quiet and deep blue sea called Jiang Yuan sinking, sinking for more than ten years.

The author has something to say:

The humble me who generates electricity for love.Really, there are still people watching it, what a miserable statistic.

Even if there is one more wild collection, I will be happy, but someone urged me to update it, my god, hurry up and update it.

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I keep forgetting about demining.

I don't like a lot of vice cps in one article.Generally, the length of sub-cp will be very small, unless it helps the plot.

Also... I like iceberg attack too much, and I will ice to the end... There is no such thing as sudden enthusiasm and dog licking.

How sensational, baby baby or something,... don't count on it.Make sure that even the name of the yelling subject is connected with the first name and the last name.

I love you three words, and my attack is generally... unspeakable... emm. . .