aftershock

Gu Lu gave him a reasonable identity the next day. I don't know what he told Peng Yang. He asked Lin Ze to send an invitation letter to invite Mr. Jiang from the Jiang family.

This year's National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival collided, and it seemed to be more lively than in previous years. You can feel the atmosphere just by watching TV. Uncle Xu divorced early and had no relatives by his side. Auntie is different. Jiang Yuan hopes that she will go back and be with her The family was celebrating the holidays, and the aunt was very upset and refused many times. It happened that the Gu family called in advance and asked Gu Lu to have a light meal over there for the holidays. Now there was no need for excuses.

Jianghe has a tradition of holding dinner parties before festivals. Gu Lu drank a lot of wine, and Lin Ze stretched out his hand slightly behind him all the way to send him back, fearing that he would fall down. "Huh? Drink too much again?" Uncle Xu seemed to be used to it, and together with Lin Ze helped him to the sofa, Lin Ze said with a sneer, "The old directors took the opportunity to drink." Among them, the daughter was rejected Mr. Mo drank the most, and he himself also helped to stop the drinking, but their Mr. Gu's drinking capacity is really bad. At most, he doesn't have a good expression before drinking. He has a cold face after drinking too much. It doesn't matter who talks to him He looks good, and others are not used to it, but Lin Ze thinks this trick is especially useful, at least no one dares to keep him to continue playing.

Uncle Xu also poured Lin Ze a cup of hangover tea. After drinking the tea, Lin Ze chatted for a while and left. After Uncle Xu washed the cup, he found that the person on the sofa had already gone upstairs. Uncle Xu looked Looking at the cold tea at the table, he hesitated for a while before turning off the lights and going back to the room.

Jiang Yuan noticed that he became lethargic, and he would occasionally suffer from insomnia. Now that he had almost finished his meal, he would automatically feel sleepy as soon as it got dark. When he was wrapped by a pair of hands from behind, he only thought he was dreaming.

The slender neck that was slightly hidden in the thin quilt was glowing porcelain white, and the faint bath fragrance radiated by the body temperature easily captured the senses. Gu Lv buried his breath in, his arms were tightly tucked in, and he squinted his eyes to see that the passage was too thin Unknowingly, he slowly pressed his lips on the very obvious bone knot in his cervical spine.

The temperature of the contact parts gradually increased, and he habitually caressed down along the spine, but his breathing became short, and he lost the calmness of the past.Jiang Yuan suddenly woke up from his dream, heavy kisses were coming down his face and ear tips, smelling of alcohol, the collar of his pajamas was undone, he panicked subconsciously, the more he wanted to break free, the pair of arms wrapped around him The hand on the chest pressed him even tighter.

"Jiangyuan..."

Jiang Yuan paused, and his heart fell back to the original place. With the help of the light, he quickly relaxed, turned half of his body and lay on his back, Gu Lv put one arm around half of his shoulder, half lying on his back On the side, delicate but hasty, I don't know whether to bite or suck between his shoulders and neck.

Jiang Yuan heard the heartbeat in a daze, not knowing whether it was his own or Gu Lv's, the pounding on his heart was heavy and painful.

Gu Lu's shirt was wrinkled, and his high-temperature palms moved slowly, seeming to be confirming but also just confused. Maybe he didn't get a response, or maybe he thought it was just a dream. He half-opened his eyes, and looked vaguely at the Man, Jiang Yuan couldn't hear what he said, but the passionate kiss stopped, and his breathing was also gentle, only his fingertips resting somewhere still had the lingering warmth.

Jiang Yuan looked at him with sparkles in his eyes.

"Little sea.."

Gu Lv frowned slightly, Jiang Yuan kissed his brows, and smoothed out the wrinkles on his brows with sleepiness. Touch the entity to confirm that it is Gu Lv. If Gu Lv opens his eyes at this time, he can clearly see his sadness and struggle.

"Um.."

"Xiaohai..." Those eyes opened slightly, like cold fireworks exploding in the deep sea, Jiang Yuan hugged his neck, imitating the way he was kissed just now, and kissed him little by little, every time he kissed, Gu Lv would flap his eyelashes.

Jiang Yuan tried his best to bend the corners of his mouth, Gu Lv was the one who was drunk, but he was the one who really wanted to get drunk.He pinched himself hard, closed his eyes and half propped his body up, and unbuttoned the white shirt in front of him one by one. The tight muscle texture was slowly swept away, and the cold fingertips moved down little by little. Lu felt that he had woken up, he was stunned for a moment, and then there was a strange emotion in his eyes, he buttoned his waist, he didn't know whether he was flustered because he couldn't find the buttons of his trousers, or because of some other trembling white fingers. Dizzy, he half sat up "Jiang Yuan?"

Jiang Yuan lowered his head, he kept his eyes closed, and his reaction was extremely slow. Gu Lv held his wet palm for a long time before he heaved a sigh of relief and laid down on his chest with all his strength.

"Xiao Hai, do you want me?"

Gu Lv turned his head to the side, unable to see Jiang Yuan's expression clearly, he pulled Jiang Yuan's disorderly and chaotic hand up and kissed him, and said with a smile, "No hurry." After that, he lay down again with his arms around him, he liked it The scent of the warm shower gel, mixed with Jiang Yuan's body temperature, is a very long-lost gentleness. It is not only like covering the body with a warm quilt in winter, but also like rubbing an extremely soft towel on the fingertips. It is incredible. Let every capillary be satisfied.

Jiang Yuan subconsciously let out a sigh of relief. It's not that they haven't slept together before, but their grown-up bodies will still be stiff for a long time if they are held face to face by Gu Lu in his arms.The smell of alcohol lingered around, Gu Lv hugged him very tightly, and even breathing came from the top of his head soon, but it was difficult for Jiang Yuan to fall asleep, this is not a comfortable position, but he is greedy for this Temperature, greedy for this person, in order to get close to this embrace, to get close to this heart, he worked harder than anyone else, and worked harder than anyone else.

Gu Lv woke up early, and his shirt was already wrinkled. He looked around and looked down to see Jiang Yuan resting his head in his arms and closing his eyes. His arms were numb and stiff. He was holding Jiang Yuan's entire back with one hand. Did it really make a circle, as if wrapping him up, or that little twist and jet-black hair, a little long, half covering the outline of his eyes.

It is true that he told Jiang Yuan that he would not be able to fall asleep, no matter how much he drank, he still had to go up and take a look, not only to make sure that he was asleep, but also to automatically wake up in the middle of the night in case he was sleepwalking , After so many things, I don't feel relieved to leave him so far away.

The hangover made Gu Lv's head swollen, he wanted to press it, but he moved his arm a little, and Jiang Yuan woke up immediately, his hair was fluffy and messy after a night of rubbing, like a little lion, seeing Gu Lv woke up, he felt sleepy Sitting up cross-legged, he spoke nasally, "You're awake"

"Well..." Gu Lv retracted his arms and moved them, seeing him yawning, he stretched out his arms to wrap around his waist, "Sleep a little longer"

Jiang Yuan nodded, looked out the window, the sky was already bright, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, suddenly remembered the phone call from Gu's family, he rubbed his eyes and said, "Gu Yi called to ask you to go to eat during the Mid-Autumn Festival, so I asked my aunt to have a holiday today OK, okay?"

At this time, there was no sincerity in asking for an opinion. He said it seriously, and Gu Lu supported his head with one hand and wrapped his arms around his side, "The bed is too small."

"Ok?"

Gu Lv seemed to be smiling but not smiling. The Gu family never forgot to call and invite him during the holidays. They said it was a family feast. In fact, everyone knew that Gu Lv didn't have any family members. This was just the demeanor of the Gu family. Sending it over, as an act of filial piety, maintaining mutual respect is a kind of etiquette and accomplishment, and the Gu family has always done a good job.If they really went, maybe they would be surprised. Jiang Yuan is simple, he doesn't understand these things, and he doesn't need them.

Gu Lu pulled him down again, not forgetting to support his neck, "Move to my bed and sleep."

Jiang Yuan froze, but seemed to be awake. Gu Lv didn't answer his words, but lightly sniffed at the side of his neck, then got up and pulled the quilt up for him, "Go to sleep."

After Gu Lu got up, Jiang Yuan couldn't sleep much. Even though it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, Gu Lu still had a lot of things to do, so he buried himself in the study all morning.

From morning to noon, Jiang Yuan watched Uncle Xu playing Baduanjin in the yard for a while, changing pots for a few crabapples, feeding the fish, watering the flowers and plants, his stomach groaned a few times before he remembered that he was coming soon. It was lunch time, and the two looked at each other at the empty dining table.

"Uncle Xu...you don't know how to cook..."

Old Xu had no shame on his face, "I'm old, I forgot that you gave the kitchen aunt a holiday."

"Then what shall we... eat..."

Old Xu looked upstairs, feeling a little distressed, "Bread?"

It seemed like this was the only way to do it. There were still a lot of Spanish mackerel dumplings in the refrigerator, which my aunt had frozen the day before, and Jiang Yuan could handle a couple of them. He nodded, and Uncle Xu saw that he had no objections, so he was ready to boil water.

Jiang Yuan doesn't like fish very much, but he has never had a big need for food, so he accepts it well. He went upstairs to call Gu Lv. The whole corridor was very quiet, so he bit his lip before he knocked on the door.

"Enter"

Gu Lu looked up from the computer, and quickly returned to the computer. It seemed that he was on a video call. Jiang Yuan put his hands behind his back and looked at Gu Lu's bookshelf.

This study room is a place with a strong literary and artistic atmosphere. There is a huge bookcase in the color of old black walnut wood. Gu Lu probably added a large walnut wood desk of the same color later on. Together, it has a low-key sense of grace in the Republic of China period. , This is probably Gu Xu's study room in the early years. The entire wall is filled with books, neither too new nor too old. It looks very pleasing to the eye, there are no photos or personal things of Gu Lv on the shelf, but Jiang Yuan is not easy to flip through, he bends slightly to read the names of those books, with a faint smile on his lips, as if he read it so carefully last time Strangers have been too long ago.

"Remember what I said before?"

Gu Lv closed the computer, and Jiang Yuan turned his head to look at him when he heard him speak, "What did you say?"

"I said I don't want a wall of books when I grow up." The light in the room was good, Gu Lv saw Jiang Yuan gradually standing up straight, with some doubts on his face, the unblocked light and shadow fell down, and the fine particles in the air suspended around him, He was wearing a thin white sweater, even the wool was shining, and he felt unreal at once.

Jiang Yuan said a lot of unrealistic things, and he couldn't remember what he said at all, but when he mentioned the past, his originally relaxed expression quietly gained weight.

"yes."

Of course, Gu Lv didn't miss that expression. He suppressed his unclear emotions. He nodded and hummed in an inaudible manner, but he didn't continue. Even less interested, physics is excellent, and subjects that are not mainstream attract his attention more.

Liang Ji dotes on him very much, and at the same time indulges him in pursuing what he likes.He likes butterflies very much, Morpho.

A small creature living in the tropical rain forest, who has mentioned various names to Gu Lv countless times. Jiang Yuan said that people will rush for things they can't ask for, and no one will be refined, and the eyes will instinctively. The more beautiful things compromise, the more fragile they are, the more precious they are, and the more precious they are, the more they can't ask for them.

He was talking about Helena Ramphobia, a fragile blue creature that glows. At that time, the butterfly was just a butterfly, an ideal that had just taken shape. Not only Liang Ji was willing to pamper him, but Gu Lv was also willing to pamper him. I don't have any favorite things to do, but if Jiang Yuan, Gu Lu hopes that he will be happy.

Gu Lv has read a lot of books. In those years and these years, in those years, Gu Lv wanted to read all the books as soon as possible, otherwise when the wall is covered with Jiangyuan butterflies, there will be no place to put the books and they will turn to ashes , will be eaten by moths, but when I really read almost all the books these years, it turns out that Jiang Yuan has forgotten the butterflies.

There is probably a difference between an ideal and a dream.An ideal is an ideal, something that should be realized. A dream is different. An ideal that cannot be realized is called a dream.

Whether it was Jiang Yuan's dream or his own dream, it has long been unclear.