aftershock

This back seat is not Gu Lu's car, it's not very spacious for the two of them to sit together, and it's hard to tell who's smell of alcohol is getting darker, Jiang Yuan only felt that his ear on one side was getting hotter and hotter, and couldn't help reaching out to touch.

"Are you always so casual?"

Jiang Yuan looked at Gu Lv with a puzzled face, "Whatever?"

Gu Lushi suddenly looked away, and as soon as he closed his eyes, the image of the designer at the table reaching out to his ear flashed through his mind.Those actions that are not particularly special or inadvertent seem to have never been anyone's patent, and whoever gets close can touch them.

He said casually, "Jiang Yuan, sometimes you really don't look like a liar."

"I'm not a liar"

In response to his reflexive denial, Gu Lv raised his tone, "Oh? You are not."

"I'm not."

Jiang Yuan bit his lip, and he grabbed Gu Lv's left hand on his knee, making himself look more sincere, "I never lied to you."

Gu Lv seems to have talked too much today and doesn't want to talk to him. When he saw Jiang Yuan holding his hand, he just hooked the corner of his mouth, "What does it have to do with me?"

"How can it be okay..."

With a shallow snort, Gu Lv's voice was in a daze, "It's not clear, I've been hiding for ten years for no apparent reason, what else do you want to do? Huh? It's like nothing happened or reunion after a broken mirror?" Gu Lv twitched After walking the whole arm, Jiang Yuan followed suit, but didn't grab anything.

"You are so confident." Gu Lv's voice was still low, and he looked at Jiang Yuan with calm pity, "It's been ten years, and a dead person who has been laid on the ground for ten years should turn into ashes. Please spare me, Jiang Yuan .”

The mind is flustered, and the body is stiff.Jiang Yuan was stunned for a while before he felt chest pain from the pressure of the too cramped air.

He still felt a little sad, whether it was the playful eyes or the stinging words, they were too strange, just like the moment when Gu Lv saw him for the first time after ten years, his eyes were calm and even made people feel uncomfortable. He swam past so calmly and indifferently.

Really strange.

"Stop" Jiang Yuan heard himself say dryly.

Halfway up the mountain, Jiang Yuan opened the car door, like a fish that has finally entered the water, taking a breath of thin air.

Gu Lv was still sitting in the car, watching a childish game with ease, a little puzzled that he didn't need to understand, and looked away from the door.

Looking at the taillights going away, Jiang Yuan slowly bent over to support his legs, and only opened his mouth to breathe. On the quiet mountain road, there are only two rows of bright street lights, illuminating the entire mountain road with brilliance.

Dazzling, too dazzling.

How many times have I had the urge to cry, and how many reasons why I can't.

Gu Lu was right, but he was a liar.

Everyone knows he's a liar, but he's been lying to himself for too long, habitually comforting himself "I'm just lying to myself"

If you have lied to yourself for a long time, if you are exposed all of a sudden, you will appear a little panicky and miserable.

There are too many things Gu Lu should hate about him.

Lin Wang asked him if he envied Xu Xuan, and he said that the envy was true, even he was deeply envious of Xu Xuan, a boy, jealous of a boy, how petty and disgraceful he is.

But Xu Xuan's existence was like a bomb, which had been buried in Jiang Yuan's heart for a long time. When he thought of Gu Lvzeng's own heart for this younger brother, Jiang Yuan felt that his limbs were so painful that they were about to explode.

How could a person who would have given up his heart for Xu Xuan back then be willing to keep it for himself?

In fact, without Liang Ji's warning, Jiang Yuan would not have told Gu Lv where Xu Xuan was.

He was so repulsive and afraid of the enemy in his mind that he hated Xu Xuan so much the first time he saw him.He was the one who kept Gu Lv from telling him that Xu Xuan was close at hand, the one who pushed Xu Xuan down from the fifth floor, and the one who wished Xu Xuan to die was still the one.

Gu Lv is still too kind, look, he is always kind, he catches a snake when he catches a cold or sick, no matter how much Gu Lv hates him, he will still show some kindness to care about him, he can feel it, Gu Lv's point The benevolent mercy of old love and casual handouts.

Jiang Yuan patted himself on the head.

Really stupid, almost thought that Gu Lv was about to fall in love, almost thought that he would soon reconcile with him, and forgive him soon.

Why, Jiang Yuan.

Gu Lv even said that he was a liar, no matter how kind he was, he never said that he was a murderer.

He had dreamed more than once that Gu Lv threw him down from the fifth floor, with an expression like he was sitting in a car just now.

But those scenes of shattered bones were all fake. During those days of confusion, the only thing that could distinguish reality was precisely because there was no pain at all, because there was no feeling, so he didn't know how to shrink back, didn't know how to be afraid, and always eager to try.

For the first time in this real world, he clearly felt that this was not a dream he had had one night, all of this was real and terrifying, and all of this would not revolve around his will to simulate a long-lost reunion reunion.

The bright street lamps literally illuminated a long and secluded mountain road. When the night wind blows, Jiang Yuan feels that he is slowly waking up from the dream he had ten years ago.

Those impulsive impulses, longing for returning to China, and even the coquettishness that he tried to hide in front of Gu Lv these days, all began to gradually recede.

Yes, no one can forget sins, Gu Lu can't forget, and neither can he.

He wouldn't feel disgusted towards Xu Xuan just because of Gu Lv. In the same way, Gu Lv should be the same.

If he took off his mask, wouldn't Gu Lv be disgusted that he would die of nausea?

This night was really boring, like a strong wind blowing in my heart and then a heavy rain, it was bloody.