river bank, river bank

At the foot of Taichang Mountain, it takes another 10 minutes to drive to Hexun's base.

Thinking of this, Bai San didn't dare to speak.

The interior of the car was still silent, but it seemed that he was born with the keen intuition of a small animal. He instinctively sensed that there was an invisible pressure surging in the air.

It was obviously a hot summer, but he seemed to be in the cold winter. He shivered suddenly, and his arms wrapped in the cotton coat were covered with goose bumps.

Yi Tian led the team to the joint training base first, chatting non-stop on the other side of the phone, going through everything from meals and lodging to the places where you can hang out around.As he was talking, he suddenly stopped, and there was shyness in his hearty voice.

"We've known each other for so many years and met suddenly, are you nervous? Actually, I'm also a little embarrassed..."

Bai San rubbed his uncomfortably yelling ears, feeling only panic in his heart.

I don't know if I should regret getting into the car with Coach Jiao, or if I didn't say hello to Yi Tian in advance, don't call myself at this time.

Subconsciously, his posture of lazily slumping into the back of the chair changed in a second, straightened his back in an instant, and sat upright like a primary school student. He didn't dare to do anything, bit his lower lip, and secretly glanced at him from the corner of his eye. riverbank.

The old man was not idle for a moment, his eyes were half closed, his eyes fell on the book with his legs crossed slightly, he slapped his palm on the side, put his two fingers together, and turned the pages of the book.

If it were Bai San, although he wouldn't read this kind of book that only urges people, the distance between his gaze and the book is too far away, so it's not a comfortable posture.

He will definitely lift the book and hold it flat on his chest, trying to read it as conveniently as possible.

No matter how bad it is, he lowers his head and bows his back slightly, just like when he is doing homework, his head is always put on the table without paying attention.

Bai San quietly glanced at Jiang'an, no different from when he usually stares at others, catches things and talks, his jaw is slightly raised, his lines are still sharp and smooth, without any slight movement, only his eyelids are drooping.

In these inconspicuous little habits, he admired Jiang An very much.

As expected of an old man, the cervical spine is good.

A few days ago, Bai San went to Jiang Lele's house to visit the little milk dog, and listened to Jiang Lele's mother complaining about it.

"Let's not talk about the young people nowadays, even those of us who have a mobile phone have become bowmen. We know that it is bad for the cervical spine and eyesight, but we can't change it."

At that time, Bai San agreed very much, raised his hand and squeezed his neck, completely ignoring the habitual soreness, which seemed normal.

Now, he feels ashamed of himself.

Because of this glance and Jiang An's natural behavior, Bai San leaned against the car door, turned his head, and secretly poked and glanced one after another, in a daze, full of disbelief and amazement.

What kind of old man is this.

Then he ignored the phone next to his ear, noticed it at Jiang An, turned his eyes sideways, and when he looked over, he suddenly came back to his senses, turned his head, shrank his fingers holding the peripheral bag, and carefully hid them in his cuffs little by little. .

Yi Tianxu babbled, Bai San listened, but he didn't receive the meaning of those words at all, like an incomprehensible dialect.

He bent down and pressed his forehead against the peripheral bag. The small space surrounded by his arms was dim and stuffy.He felt his breath hit the metal zipper of the peripheral bag, and the cold metal zipper was gradually heated up.

In an inch of space, the air could not circulate, and all his hot breath rushed back, and his cheeks were stuffy and red.He faltered in response, ended the call with Yi Tian in a daze, shrank back to the car door, turned his face away, leaving the back of his dark head facing the river bank, and carefully poked out a little red cheek , looking outside and breathing heavily.

All the way forward, at dusk, large tracts of wilderness are facing the twilight, coming with the wind, it should be a very interesting scene.

Bai San slightly turned his head to the side, and Jiang An's profile appeared on the car window that reflected his phantom.

The drooping eyes, the straight nose, and the slightly pursed corners of the lips are all Jiang An.There is nothing special about Bai San, just close your eyes, he still stays in your mind, lingering for a long time.

In his imagination, even Jiang An raised his eyes and looked at him.

So the red that had just faded came more quickly and more violently.

Bai San tried his best to turn his head, not showing any emotion, and concentrated on looking at the scenery outside the window, when suddenly the back of his neck felt cool, he flinched and turned his head quickly.

Jiang An just helped him fold back the collar of one of the shirts that was turned up, and Bai San waited for the hand to be put down with a stiff neck, wondering if his body temperature was too high and he felt cold.

Very comfortable, I want to rub it.

He clenched his cuffs tightly, holding his head in silence.

At this moment, Jiang An asked again, "Want to watch the video?"

The voice is very low, like a light that can transcend everything and illuminate all directions.

Bai San didn't speak, his arms tightened, and there was a rustling sound when the peripheral bag was squeezed out. It was the snacks inside that squeezed each other.

But now he doesn't notice these anymore, he likes to hold something in his arms, a fluffy puppet, a soft pillow, or a heavy boulder, anything is good, it will create a sense of stability.

After a long time, with the distance between two more people sitting, he nodded dully.

Jiang'an's elderly phone couldn't watch the video, but Bai San didn't take out his phone again.

In fact, after nodding, he hung his head with his peripheral bag in his arms and remained motionless.

very tired.

It's a day of driving, but it shouldn't be so tiring.

His eyes were fixed, his hair was dull, he didn't want to move, and he didn't want to raise his arms.Sitting firmly on the seat, the body seems to be dangling in the air, not daring to sink.

Jiang An borrowed a cell phone from Coach Jiao, but Coach Jiao politely refused when he asked if he needed headphones.

He has a little cleanliness, and he hides it so well that no one else can see it.Bai San knew it.

Jiang An searched for the headphone cable that he didn't put in completely in a panic, pulled it, and a whole pair of headphones fell out of the side pocket of the white loose peripheral bag.

He's so smart... Bai San bit his lower lip, thinking with a sleepy expression.

The earphone cable is very long, even if one person wears the other side, making some large movements will not hinder the other party.

Jiang An wore his right ear, and Bai San wore his left ear. He still huddled by the car door and didn't move over, even a little.

The distance between the two was shortened, Jiang An turned sideways, half an arm's distance away from him, and asked him to take off the earphones he had put on first.

Bai San pulled it off in a daze, put his ears on the car seat, pushed towards Jiang An, and looked over with some doubts after a while, not understanding why he did this.

The earphones have been used for a long time, so there should be no problems...

Jiang An put on both earphones, lightly pressed the side button of the phone a few times with his fingertips, and then saw Bai San with a strangely long reflex arc with a blank face, wanted to ask, but held back.

He laughed dumbly.

"Forgot, I should adjust the volume first."

"...Oh." Bai San pursed his lips, picked up the volume-down earphone from Jiang An's hand, and carefully avoided touching his palm. His voice was so soft and small that he doubted whether he really said it.

One person wears one headset, and the two lines are drawn into a straight line because of the distance in the middle.Jiang An didn't tell Bai San, but asked him to come closer so that it would be easier for the two of them to watch.

Jiang An didn't sit directly over either. Soon, he selected the video, crossed his arms, and held it between the two of them, to the right, which was more convenient for Bai San to watch.

He didn't click on the video that Bai San had watched for a long time just now, as if he had already figured it out in his mind, he played a cartoon directly.

Until 25 minutes passed, the ending song ended.

Bai San couldn't help but look at the screen of the phone, but his gaze shifted, and he kept staring at Jiang An's arm holding the phone.

unbelievable.

Jiang An closed the book, sat on the side, and watched childish cartoons with him for half an hour.

After the first episode was broadcast, we also arrived at the base of Hesu.

Jiang An turned off the video, took off the earphones, and returned the phone to Coach Jiao.

After a long period of surprise, Bai San stared at the back of the seat in front of him, thinking of the arm that was lying there just now, blocking the back of the seat, and now it has disappeared from his eyes.

There is no place to fall, and Jiang An's arm will be sore after half an hour of empty lifting.

Just when he was stuck in his thoughts and couldn't get out, his ear was suddenly touched, and it passed by, slightly rough, with a slightly hot temperature.

Bai San trembled subconsciously, his attention was pulled back instantly, he shrank his neck, turned his face suddenly, facing the car window, there was no expression on his face, he just breathed hard, his eyes opened wide and he blinked quickly .

Jiang An conveniently took off the earphones from his ear, wrapped them around and put them back in the side pocket of his peripheral bag.

"Get out of the car."

Bai San did not move for a long time.

The sky gradually darkened, leaving a faint lingering daylight, diffused across the wilderness where the wind passed by, bright and dark, stretching people's shadows for a long time.

He looked outside through the window glass, slowly raised his arm, suddenly stopped in the air, froze for a while, tucked his finger down on his cheek, slowly stretched out his index finger, and touched his left ear tentatively.

It's just the feeling of skin against skin, which is unremarkable.

Different from the moment just now, his touch is like a bright little planet, full of moonlight and flowers.

Outside the car window, Jiang An staggered a few steps, walked down the car to the young trainees gathered together, getting farther and farther away, and gradually out of his sight.Bai San just stared at the faint shadow on the ground, couldn't get enough of it, and only had one thought in his mind.

I'm done.

Half an hour ago, the call Bai San received was not without influence, but some people had a chance to win, while others stood still.

He dawdled out of the car with his peripheral bag in his arms, and was blocked by Coach Jiao who was standing at the vent smoking.

"You know Yi Tian from Kik?"

Coach Jiao is being polite, not just acquaintance.Bai San blinked his eyes and looked at the sky, hesitating, not very easy to answer.

Just at this time, a man with instant noodles wearing a Kik team uniform jumped down from the steps, looked around, and shouted loudly, "Bai San? Bai San?"

If it wasn't for the size 43 frog slippers that the instant noodle man was pulling on his feet, which happened to be exactly the same as the ones that Bai San gave to Yi Tian, ​​he wouldn't dare to recognize them.

Faced with Coach Jiao's questioning gaze, Bai San raised his arm and walked past him, hurriedly looking for Bai San's Yi Tian, ​​and tried his best to raise a smiling face at Coach Jiao.

"Actually, I don't know each other very well. A few days ago, he even teased me that I was talking about being a noob, and that the 1E youth trainees would go home to farm sooner or later..."

Transferring the fire, of course, this kind of thing should be done by someone who is good at it.

Coach Jiao's death gaze instantly focused on Yi Tian.

The perplexed Yi Tian confirmed that his eyes were blank for a second, then changed into a smiling face, opened his mouth, and babbled so much that Coach Jiao couldn't get in a word.

Bai San yawned lazily, looking for Jiang An among the youth trainees.

Coach Jiao has already introduced just now, Jiang An followed the training, and he just finished the game, so relax, so that everyone doesn't have too much pressure.He listened in the car.

Getting along every day, Bai San knows that pressure is impossible. Except for a small number of foodies in this group, they are attracted by the chef team, and most of the rest are admirers of Epoch.

Jiang An seldom went to the base, and he couldn't see each other in recent games. Even Bai San, since he entered 1E, he only encountered him three times by accident.

Now, Epoch is standing in front of him, not a virtual character projected by electronic equipment, who can speak, laugh and sign.

They were directly stunned by this surprise, and happily surrounded Jiang'an, saying one sentence after another, standing excitedly in front of the joint training base for half an hour.

If Jiangan is Jiangan, Epoch is Epoch.

Probably Bai San would only be more at a loss than them, blatantly.He stood behind the car, his whole body was blocked, only half of his head was exposed, he glanced at it from time to time, thinking sullenly.

Turning around, he found that the boy who had drawn him a little turtle on the bus in the morning hadn't gone there either, standing apart from the crowd like him, as if two cherries had been mixed into a pile of strawberries.

Seeing that Bai San finally found himself, Shao Nian heaved a sigh of relief and stepped forward to talk to him.

When facing Baisan, he will unconsciously relax, feel very close, without pressure, and can speak out those thoughts, sleepless, and difficult things.

"Don't you like Epoch?"

Hearing Shao Nian's question suddenly, Bai San was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously raised his eyes to look at the crowd.

No matter where, no matter how many people there are, he can always find Jiang An clearly and see him at a glance.

This skill point, and being able to take out toffee from a small pocket anytime and anywhere, are things that make him laugh when he thinks about it.

Without waiting for Bai San to answer, maybe he didn't need to answer, the boy went on talking.

"This is not the first time I met Epoch. I was still in school, freshman year of high school, and in order to skip class, I attended a lecture given by an old professor. Epoch was also present, far away from me, and I didn't know him. Maybe it was me It was too obvious to wear a school uniform. The professor asked me to ask questions. I was too young at the time, and I was so nervous that I couldn’t answer them. I coughed uncontrollably as soon as I opened my mouth. , motionless, I will never forget, only Epoch saw me, he took a glass of warm water and handed it to me, and pressed the acupuncture points on my hand for a while, I quickly recovered. His, his palms are very warm, he is fine , I like him very much, I never told anyone..."

Bai San listened to him quietly, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

Silent, he didn't know what to say, and then realized that his own silence was very strange, and it was inappropriate and impolite at this time.

After a while, he dug out a can of bubble gum from his peripheral bag and poured a few for Shao Nian to ease the atmosphere.I poured five of them and chewed them, puffed my cheeks, and blew a big sweet orange-flavored bubble.

"……I know."

Shao Nian chewed the same sweet bubble gum as him, but he still seemed in a bad mood.

"You don't know, you don't understand how much I like him, and how desperate I am for myself."

Bai San's eyes fell on a small stone on the ground, he didn't even have the strength to kick it, he comforted him softly.

"It's okay, it's okay."

When Yi Tian managed to appease Coach Jiao and was chased away by the stern-faced Coach Jiao, Jiang An had just finished dealing with the energetic young trainees.

We entered the base together, prepared to have dinner, rest directly, and formally train again the next day.

"It's okay, little sun, your face is so tender." Yi Tian walked into the restaurant with Bai San's shoulders hooked, "I thought you were a typical adolescent boy with traces of youth on your face, and I'm going to recommend acne removal to you." What about the product?"

Little Sun is the evolution of id-sun before Baisan. After meeting, Yi Tian made jokes from time to time.

Bai San returned Yi Daxia, and thanked him for not exposing each other to bragging before, Bai San said that he was 1.8 meters, but the actual 1.6 meters was a lie.

If you don't tell the truth, this is very similar to Jiang An, although it may have happened two years ago, and it has long been forgotten by now.

Bai San was sitting next to Jiang An, so he couldn't say that, the seat was chosen by himself, after Bai San took his seat, Jiang An walked over and was beside him naturally.

At the same time, Jiang An raised his hand and added a dessert, "Strawberry pancake."

As soon as the words fell, Yi Tian just raised his teacup and greeted Jiang An with tea instead of wine. When he sat down, he moved closer to Bai San and winked, "Your dream has come."

Bai San twitched the corner of his mouth, showing a somewhat forced smile, picked up the watermelon juice and gently touched his Mirinda.

He knew that his emotions were wrong, since Jiang An walked straight in front of him a few days ago, without eye contact, as if it was air.

Even though it was just that Jiang An wanted to put things in the front first, and he would be back soon.

This is just a trivial matter. He thinks too much, he is too sensitive, and he cares too much about him.

The moment he hid in his coat, his energy seemed to be exhausted, his emotions gradually lost control, and he didn't know what to do.

"That... Epoch..."

Shao Nian walked over slowly, went to the table, and asked cautiously, "Can I sit next to you?"

The carrots in the stewed pork ribs with carrots were a bit hard. Bai San took a look and lowered his head, looking at the trademark on the plate, wondering how there could be such an unpalatable thing in the world.

There were not many people in the restaurant, but it was noisy. When the two teams got together, no one would obey the other. Every potato would be snatched away. Their table was rare and quiet.

Jiang An didn't speak, Bai San frowned and swallowed the strange-tasting carrot. With the round carrot in his hands, he raised his head, glanced at Jiang An who was putting down his teacup, and retracted it in a second. interfered by foreign objects.

He poked the round radish with his chopsticks. He didn't know what kind of texture it would be. It felt like he hadn't eaten these normal meals for a long time, and they were usually snacks.

Why do you like snacks so much?He picked up the dried tofu, took a small bite, and fell into thought.

The restaurant was very noisy, Yi Tian was called by the team members to comment while eating, and the two sides faced each other, so it was even more noisy.

The white porcelain teacup that was gently dropped on the glass table made a soft, cold sound.

After a while of silence, he heard Jiang An's low "hmm".

Round radishes are delicious.

Bai San raised his head and drank a big mouthful of watermelon juice. The crystal chandelier hanging on the top of the restaurant reflected double shadows of the light, and the light trails were finely fragmented and dotted with stars.

When he put down the watermelon juice, Jiang An asked sideways, "It's evening, don't drink cold drinks."

Bai San paused the hand holding the watermelon juice, then slowly moved it down, and let it hang under the table.He drooped his head, staring blankly at the dark patterns on the off-white tablecloth, and after a while, he nodded obediently.

The strawberry class is ready, a small portion, very close to Baisan.

He pursed his lips, glanced cautiously at Jiang An from the corner of his eye, and was eating vegetable salad slowly.

It stands to reason that when a person is concentrating on something, he will not notice the things around him. For example, Bai San is doing a problem. He only has the problem in his eyes, and he is thinking about how to solve it, and he will not be distracted. To the side ruler, eraser.

Therefore, if he sneaked away a little bit of strawberry bangan while Jiang An was concentrating on eating, Jiang An would not notice.

Thinking of this, Bai San took a few deep breaths, summoned up his courage, gently picked up the small fork, and stretched it towards Strawberry Bangan.

While keeping an eye on his side, he would take it back if something was wrong.Jiang An picked up a small tomato, his eyes fell on the joint training schedule at hand, and he read it carefully.

well.

Bai San breathed a sigh of relief.

In a blink of an eye, Shao Nian was also working on the strawberry class, raising his arm to cut off a small piece.

Bai San didn't change his face, and silently retracted the little hand that was stretched out to Strawberry Bangan.

Strange to stick out the fork and not get anything back, instead he forked a piece of burnt eggplant that looked awful.

The taste is sticky.

Looking at the empty dinner plate with only a smear of eggplant sauce left, Bai San suddenly understood why he prefers to eat snacks, because his parents spoiled him so much.

"Eat so fast?"

When Yi Tian came back, Bai San had already eaten two pieces of round radishes, one piece of eggplant, three pieces of beans, one small tomato, one piece of carrot, one piece of red pepper, and two pieces of sweet potato.

I didn't like to eat in the past, and I tried all the things on the table, except that some were far away.

He stuck out his tongue at Yi Tian, ​​his voice was hoarse, "You are too slow, the food is cold."

After speaking, he swallowed a small piece of yam.

My stomach was very distended, and besides the food, there seemed to be something bulging together, making a fuss.

Jiang An, who was talking with Coach Kik, suddenly fell silent, raised his palm to signal Coach Kik to wait a moment, poured a cup of hot water, and put it in Bai San's hand, Coach Kik was dumbfounded.

Then, as if nothing had happened, Jiang An continued the topic just now and adjusted his training plan.

Bai San looked at the hot water in his hand, swallowed his throat, dazed.

The feeling came suddenly, nausea, dizziness, and the food kept pouring up.Before he vomited into the restaurant, he quickly pushed Yi Tian away and ran into the bathroom.

The process of eating food is uncomfortable, and the process of spitting out food is still uncomfortable.

Bai San sat down in the cubicle, looking at the ceiling blankly, when he heard Jiang An's knock on the door, he whispered intermittently.

"It's okay, I'm fine, but I got it on my clothes and it's a little dirty...Mr. Jiang, can you call Yi Tian for me?"

Bai San was resisting his approach.

Standing in the bathroom through a thin door, Jiang An was clearly aware of this.

He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, there was no emotion on his face, and his voice was still calm and powerful.

"it is good."

Afterwards, he turned and walked out of the bathroom, raised his chin slightly, and motioned for Captain Kik, who was waiting at the door with a concerned expression, to enter.

where is the problem?

He was walking on the road to get Baisan's suitcase, so that when he needed to change his clothes, he kept thinking.

From the sudden incident, Bai San found out that he was Epoch.

The most recent change occurred when he returned to the base and met Bai San's key in the training room that day.

Before entering the restaurant, luggage is placed in the lobby on the first floor.

When it was time to fall, Jiang An met a young trainee who had a good relationship with Bai San, let it go, a robot.

They sat on the lounge chair, next to the white suitcases and peripheral bags, as if they were guarding.Seeing Jiang An passing by, he immediately stood up and said hello.

Jiang An nodded, explaining why he came, "I'll help Bai San get the suitcase and peripheral bag."

"Ah?" Xie Ba was a little hesitant, holding Bai San's peripheral bag, which was exactly the same as Bai San's posture in the car just now, "Where is Bai San? He can't, no, he can't pass, come here, take, Have you got it?"

"He's not comfortable around him."

Jiang An explained this sentence, but the robot pushed the suitcase. After unpacking it, he looked at the robot, struggled for a while, and finally handed over the peripheral bag.

As soon as the peripheral bag was in his hand, Jiang An sensed that something was wrong. He didn't ask or say anything, with a faint smile on his lips all the time, thanking the two of them.

The moment he turned around, he pinched Baisan's bulging peripheral bag.

as predicted.

Pack full of snacks.

After taking two steps, he paused, turned back, and stopped the two of them.

"Has Bai San had a lot of snacks lately?"

"Ke Ke, it's too big!" Xie Ba nodded sharply.

Jiang An nodded slightly, and his brows that were relaxed were frowned again.

"There are also desserts such as the small cake strawberry tart Napoleon," the robot added, "Yesterday morning a raspberry tart, a box of chocolate crisps in the morning, a piece of cheesecake at noon, two bags of toffee in the afternoon, and a ginger milk in the evening , three egg tarts, and one piece of chestnut cake."

Before Jiang An said anything, Xie Ba was already stunned. He only knew that Baisan could take out snacks anytime and anywhere, and he was eating sweets from time to time, or going to eat sweets.

It never occurred to him that Bai San eats so many snacks every day.

He widened his eyes in disbelief, "Eat, eat, go, no problem? How could he, this, this, like eating, eating, sweets?"

The robot shrugged, hard to understand.

Carrying a bag of snacks, Jiang An was silent for a few seconds, his eyes turned over Xie Ba's shoulders, and fell in the distance.

"Because eating sweets makes you happy."

Xie Bahe and the robot are still a little hard to understand. Could it be that if you don’t eat, you will be unhappy and sad...

Jiang An didn't say any more, he nodded and left.

Where did Bai San's change start? Because of hearing some rumors, or being misled, Jiang An walked through the dimly lit corridor and walked up the stairs step by step.

He has passed the age where he would ask why when he encountered something he didn't understand.

The youth trainees lived together on the third floor, sharing a room with each other. He waited in front of Baisan's room, looked down at the time on his watch, and calculated that in about 10 minutes, Captain Kik would come up with Baisan Wash and rest.

He put the suitcase and peripheral bag at the door of the room, went to the window, opened half of the window, took out the cigarette case and lit a cigarette, held it between his fingers, quietly watching the gray smoke spread out one by one, slowly Slowly rising to high altitude, silently disappeared.

It lies in the road he walked before returning to the base and talking to Bai San.

Jiang An closed his eyes, and the scene at that time came to mind, and he recalled it again and again.

The phone call from the secretary who suddenly called and found out that there was an error in the bidding document, the thousand pages of important materials in the briefcase that will be used for the next day's bidding, the very quiet corridor, and the children who huddled against the wall like small mushrooms.

In just a few minutes, he recalled the road he had traveled, and every time he took a step, the closer he got to the children, the brighter his eyes were when he smiled.

Jiang An couldn't describe that feeling, but if someone asked why he wanted to see Bai San, he would have a hundred reasons.

Sometimes, he would feel that Baisan was like clusters of pale pink roses growing in the courtyard in the rich summer. Their branches and leaves were sparse, and the big flowers were wrapped in sunlight, which was illuminated transparently, softly and brilliantly.

He wants to spend all his time taking care of it slowly.

Life begins and ends slowly.

"Hey, I told you just now," Yi Tian helped Bai San up the stairs, chattering all the way, "Eat less, eat less, it's not that there is no next meal..."

Bai San clenched the handrail of the stairs slightly, his face was pale, a layer of cold sweat broke out in his palms for a moment, he put his arms on his stomach, and let out a muffled cry.

"Yi Tian."

Yi Tianyi kept silent, and raised the white flag, "Okay, okay, I understand, you're not feeling well, so I won't say anything."

Passing the corner of the stairs, Bai San saw Jiang An standing in the corridor, he pursed his lips, lowered his eyes slightly, and clenched his pale fingers even harder.

"Hey! I just said that I will send you back to the room first, and then I will bring you your luggage next time. It seems that Epoch is still very good, and he is very good at predicting things. He brought them up for you in advance." Yi Tian said with a smile.

Bai San didn't answer, he walked all the way in silence, and when he confirmed that his room number was the one next to Jiang An, he also acted gracefully and didn't care.

He took the suitcase and peripheral bag, thanked Jiang An, and took the key to unlock the door, but he was a little stunned when he saw Jiang An coming in behind him, and refused unnaturally.

"……I'm going to rest."

Jiang An stared at him, nodded, "Me too."

After speaking, he didn't leave.

Bai San was a little angry, and he knew there was nothing to be angry about, but his heart was suffocated like a balloon.He can't say it, it's in his heart, he can't even touch it, ignore it for a while, divert his attention, eat a small cake and play a game, it's just a temporary forgetting, not a solution.

When he came back again, it was still lying there, affecting his every move.

"This is my room." Bai San raised his voice slightly and said seriously.

"That," Yi Tian came over and interjected slowly, "When you arrange the accommodation, you and Epoch are in the same room."

Bai San lowered his head and blinked his eyes. He had already digested the matter in a few seconds. He raised his eyes, looked at Jiang An and shook his head.

"I don't want to live with you."

There was no expression on Jiang An's face, and no emotion could be seen in his eyes, "This has been decided long ago."

In other words, it cannot be changed, whether he wants to or not.

Bai San's emotions suddenly collapsed, and he seemed to split into two people.

One is like a child, very angry, noisy, noisy, dissatisfied with everything.

The other stood in the corner, watching with cold eyes.

"It's been decided a long time ago, isn't it you who made the decision?" He heard himself asking, breathing heavily, trembling with anger, uttering harsh words with a cry in his voice, "I hate you, I hate you so much! I don't want to see you again!"

Uncontrollably, the behemoth of emotion roared in his heart.

He made trouble for no reason, vented his anger excessively, and when Jiang An reached out to touch him, he slammed away.

"Everything is negotiable, everything is negotiable," Yi Tian hurriedly came up to hold him back, "Try another person, that is, Epoch has a good temper and can endure until now, but if you keep making trouble like this, we will leave. Never mind you."

Like a basin of cold water poured on the head.

The face of Bai San, who was so angry that he couldn't control it, calmed down instantly, as if he had been drained of strength. When he heard Yi Tian's words, with each word he uttered, his heart became more calm, as if solving a problem.

He should have known long ago that Jiang An would leave sooner or later.

In fact, from beginning to end, he was alone.

Jiang An has parents who love him very much, Jiang An has classmates, colleagues and friends, Jiang An has a career he pursues and loves, and Jiang An has his own world.

Bai San turned around and entered the room.

The key was left in the lock, and anyone who wished could come in.

As if the noise just now was a dream, in a blink of an eye, the corridor became quiet again.

Yi Tian had a headache, he could feel that he said something wrong just now, Bai San's reaction was too abnormal, judging from his past experience, it should be more noisy and fierce.

There is a key on the door, and it is very easy to get in, anytime.

At this moment, it seems to be a wall.

He turned his head dejectedly, but found that he had been standing quietly by the side. He should have been the protagonist in the quarrel, but now he was like an outsider.

"This is a quarrel!" Yi Tian was dumbfounded, "Bai San is arguing with you, getting angry with you, what are you laughing at?"

Jiang An didn't speak. After a while, he pressed his hands into fists to his lips, and his smile deepened, "Did you find that Bai San's tantrum is cute?"

"..."

Yi Tian was speechless, so that's why he suddenly laughed when Bai San quarreled with him.

From the time we met, Bai San has been very clingy to him, even if he touches his hair, he would gently rub it.Just now when Bai San dodged suddenly, Jiang An couldn't recover for a long time.

He suddenly thought that on the night when Bai San left the key in the training room, he walked past Bai San and planned to put the things down first.

Assuming that Bai San has been watching him, he knows what he is thinking, knows that he will come back, and will not abandon him.

But when Jiang An walked straight in front of him, if he was scared, he wouldn't have the courage to look up.

So, he hid, put the coat over his head, hid his eyes, blocked everything from the outside world, and that small space was safe.

"Bai San said that, aren't you angry?" Yi Tian looked at Jiang An in disbelief, "Aren't you angry?" Jiang An smiled.

"What I see with my eyes, what I hear with my ears, sometimes I can't believe it. Compared with his angry words and quarrels, I care more about the pain and struggle behind his behavior that cannot be conveyed or concealed. What he said to reject me, in my opinion, is a disguised, cool way of showing off, because saying "I like you, I want to see you, and I need your company", in the eyes of children, it will appear Weak and incompetent. It is also easy for children to express their emotions in inappropriate ways, such as being awkward, asking the bottom line, and trying to attract attention."

What Jiang An didn't say was that the children's quarrels stemmed from disappointment, and the children's refusal stemmed from not being sure that they were deeply loved.

With so many twists and turns, Yi Tian's head got dizzy, he waved his hand.

"It means you have a good temper. If anyone says such things to me, just go straight to Goodbye."

Jiang An laughed dumbfounded, and said nothing more.

What he likes is Baisan, not just Baisan's cuteness, Baisan's cuteness, and Baisan's smile.

It is impossible for a person to be happy without anger and sorrow.Jiang An saw him happy and carefree,

I am also willing to accept and accompany him when he is in a bad mood and making trouble for no reason.

There's nothing wrong with that, it's all him, and he doesn't turn away when he shows his bad side.

"Then why don't you open another room?" Yi Tian said, "After Bai San has passed this period, we can have a good chat with him."

Jiang An vetoed it, and asked back with a smile.

"have a drink?"

Bai San entered the room.

Alone, there's no need to act like I can.He slid down the door, bent his knees and sat on the ground, with his head down, staring blankly at the ground for a while, regained his strength, and got up to wash and change his clothes.

The room is a standard double room with two beds, which look very soft and comfortable.