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The waiting room is not quiet.

The conversation between Shan Jia and the new patient, the disturbed muttering of an old man answering the phone, and the sound of chaotic footsteps coming from the corridor.

All kinds of sounds ring in my ears, like a world separated by glass, blocking people out and hiding invisible boundaries that cannot be approached.

Only Jiangan.

No matter how noisy and chaotic the outside world is, Bai San can find that when he is about to speak, there is only his voice in his ears.

And it doesn't take much time to find him in the crowd at a glance, as if it is an intuition to follow the light.

And that layer of transparent and invisible glass becomes soft and magnificent, automatically opening a path of waiting quietly, which will distinguish him from others.

At that time, Baisan still didn't understand where this hidden biased feeling that existed from the beginning and continued to grow, from the heavy heartbeat to the trembling fingertips, came from.

A year later, Shan Jia had a cold war with her boyfriend. On a drunken night, while supporting Shan Jia, he called her boyfriend to pick him up.

"The newly transferred doctor is not friendly at all. Now I am the only one left in the stomatology department. I think it was great at that time. Dr. Jiang has not left yet, and you have to come to see the teeth. It is very interesting. My cat and I One look, so seductive that people can't get into bed..."

As soon as the words fell, Bai San was stunned, almost missed and hit the wall without holding Shan Jia.

In fact, he felt that he was quite mature back then, going to school alone, eating alone, and living in a small house alone.

In any case, it will not be a little kitten without the ability to survive, and as for seductive... It is nonsense.

"Look, don't admit it," Shan Jia laughed while leaning on the table, "At that time, you and I were exactly the same as when I was preparing to get rid of my dog ​​status. You obviously received the flowers in your hand, but they seemed to grow in your heart..."

Two more patients entered the waiting room, but Jiang An didn't pay attention, he glanced up, met Shang Baisan's gaze over the crowd, nodded slightly, and went back to the consultation room.

"Hey, ma'am, you came in first, right?" Shan Jia glanced at the treatment room, "Go in, there's no one there."

The aunt in purple responded repeatedly and took off her heavy down jacket.

Bai San touched the tip of his nose, and said in a low voice, "Dr. Jiang just came out and said, it's my turn."

He lightly licked the tooth filled with cotton wool with the tip of his tongue, not wanting to enter the treatment room.

Although he really wanted to play dumb and pretend he didn't see Jiang An's eyes, but thinking of the next request, even if the success rate was pitifully low, he had to behave a little better.

Shan Jia turned her head, pulled her ear in disbelief, with a shocked expression on her face, "You can't talk nonsense, I'm not yet 30 years old, I'm not blind or deaf, I watched Dr. Jiang come out and go in, without blinking my eyes , how could you miss his words."

After finishing speaking, Shan Jia turned her head to the other side and rubbed the other ear violently, her face still frightened.

Bai San was silent, and he didn't know how to explain it. Time passed by, and there was the sound of water flowing from the treatment room. After Dr. Jiang washed his hands, he quickly returned to silence.

"Don't worry, your ears are fine. Doctor Jiang didn't say anything."

Bai San pursed his lips, feeling inexplicably ashamed, like a little secret hidden in his heart, suddenly wanted to be revealed to the public, and it was a bit difficult to speak,

"He came out and glanced at me just now, and I happened to see him too. I understood, so I didn't say anything more."

Shan Jia was even more surprised than before, her eyes were wide open, she tried her best to suppress her voice, and still raised more than two tunes, "Is this similar to the legend, telepathy?"

"..."

Bai San nodded with difficulty, glanced at the treatment room without any trace, with a sullen face, suppressing the corners of his mouth that kept rising, and spoke in a deep voice.

"Well, telepathy."

Under Shan Jia's eager gaze of "It's amazing, I'll try it with my boyfriend when I go back, and tell him that I want to eat braised pork", Bai San slowly entered the treatment room.

Instead of being busy making preparations for the previous two times, Jiang An sat in front of the treatment bed, took Baisan's instrument box, put it on the item table, and took out a small scarf for him to cushion.

Kind of like the clumsy little friend who stains his collar when he eats.

Bai San raised his chin slightly, holding the long ropes at both ends of the scarf dishonestly.

Unlike before, when he put on the scarf and set up the equipment box by himself, Jiang An unexpectedly took it by himself, and suddenly exceeded the plan, skipping this step as a gesture of goodwill, he was a little terrified.

In addition to the inherent avoidance of the hospital, no matter how many times I enter the treatment room, it still cannot relieve the fear that rises from the bottom of my heart.

Bai San raised his head and stared blankly at the ceiling, opened his mouth wide, put on a standard dental look, and adjusted his posture slightly according to the angle.

The whole neck is like plastic material, and the rope tied at the ends is also light.

He didn't remember whether he let go of his hand first, or it was because of the crack in the window, the wind blowing in, and then he rubbed his fingertips, trying to touch something to relieve the pressure, but his hand suddenly became empty.

The air seemed to condense, and every minute and every second was extremely long.

Bai San subconsciously grabbed his clothes, the fabric was thin, tough and not easy to fold.

It doesn't look like his thick and soft sweater, even if it's the side of the underwear that is accidentally exposed, it shouldn't feel this way.

He tried his best to remember and touched again, but he still didn't recognize it, so he looked away and decided to take a break in the game of staring at the white top lamp.

The next second, Bai San shivered violently. He grabbed what he thought was his clothes, but it was actually a corner of Jiang An's white coat, and held on tightly.

In the blink of an eye, several long and undulating folds appeared on the corners of the clean and tidy white coat.

His heart skipped a beat, no wonder he was in a daze for so long, his teeth didn't feel anything, Jiang An watched him nervously grabbing the rope, staring at the ceiling as if dead, and didn't move at all.

There was a breeze entering the window, gently brushing the wet sweat on his palms, such a long time of mental preparation was in vain, he carefully shifted his eyes a little bit.

The light outside the window is just right, and the fine fluff on the edge of Jiang An's side face is clearly visible. Facing the light, it looks like a carefully drawn golden thread, and the sharpness brought by the outline is only gentle.

very safe.

Immediately, Jiang An lowered his head and said suddenly, "Don't act like a baby."

Inadvertently falling into Jiang An's eyes, Baisan's breathing stagnates, his heartbeat stops for a beat, and then jumps quickly, making a loud beep, as if the warm light in the room would be disturbed.

His eyes widened slightly, his knuckles turned white from too much force, he flinched, still clutching the corner of Jiang An's clothes, the roots of his ears turned red slowly, and he whispered "Oh".

After a long silence, Jiang An put on medical gloves without haste, raised his eyebrows slightly, "Going to buy a fish tank on Tuesday afternoon?"

Today is Sunday, read notes at home, tomorrow Monday, go to class reunion in the morning, go to school for exams in the afternoon, and on Tuesday the day after tomorrow, do a set of Sicheng math problems at home.

Bai San lowered his eyes and thought about it, there is really nothing important on Tuesday, the math problem can be moved to today, stay up late to catch up, and nod obediently.

"Then Tuesday—"

He suddenly stopped. Although Shan Jia's suggestion was shameful, it was impossible to do it at the moment, and it was absolutely impossible to call it out in the future, but there is no unparalleled road.

Especially Dr. Jiang, who has level [-] Sense of Mood and Words skills.

Bai San continued to play the game of whoever blinks first loses with Bai Dian Deng, staring at the corner of the ceiling for a long time.

The old dean said that when you talk to people, you should look at the other person's eyes, so that you will appear sincere and polite.

Maybe the old dean has never met a person like Jiang An, and he can't tell what kind of person it is. In short, after meeting his gaze, his brain is blank, his breathing is disordered, and the deer is stunned. All his little thoughts seem to be seen at a glance. do.

It's very scary, but it makes people want to rub against it.

He opened his mouth, tentatively asking questions, struggling with what the old dean said about keeping eye contact, being polite, but not daring, cowardly.He had no choice but to bend his fingers, with no sense of presence, and like a soft animal, he stretched out his little hand and poked Jiang An's cuff.

"Hmm, then Wednesday will be fine, but Xiao Jin and Xiao Hei asked quietly, would it be better to change it to tomorrow? I want to move tomorrow afternoon, I really want it."

Tuesday is certainly possible, but the school exam is on Monday, and he looks forward to being able to take the exam on the same road before buying a fish tank, just like going for a walk in the park and buying ice cream on the side of the road.

Jiang An thought for a moment, then refused for a moment, because he had work to do on Monday.

"OK."

Bai San understood very well. He used to be very busy at school every Monday. He had to raise the flag, hold a class meeting, check the homework of the previous week, etc. He understood very well.

"Xiao Jin and Xiao Hei received it. They said they were very sad. They might swim a lot less today and eat a lot less fish food tomorrow, and then they turned into Xiao Shou Jin and Xiao Shou Hei. When they saw each other again, they even vomited. Bubbles didn’t have the strength to say hello. But it’s okay, I’ve tried my best to comfort them. Xiao Jin and Xiao Hei also said, don’t worry and go to work, they will wait for you at home.”

After conveying the words of Xiao Jin and Xiao Hei, Bai San twisted and twisted, tilted his head and rubbed against Jiang An's knee, then raised his arms to cover his eyes, and opened his mouth wide.

Self-assessment, an emotionless little dork.

Actually, it looks like a little kid who is quiet, hides himself and gets sulky, doesn't allow others to talk to him, and if he really doesn't talk to him, he will still make a fuss.

Jiang An smiled, raised his hand to stroke his fluffy hair, and asked in a low voice, "Monday?"

The child shrunk his neck to hide, and let out a long and soft nasal sound that could turn, "...Wednesday."

Bai San knew that he was 18 years old, and he was an adult, so he had to be mature, steady and rational.You can't act willfully, you can't play tricks, and you can't need company like a child.

He knew that Jiang An was very busy and had a lot of work to do every day, and accompanying him to Rongcheng and back to Beicheng had already wasted a lot of time, and that was enough.

Wait another half a minute, only 20 seconds, and he will be fine once he figured it out, and he will reveal the blocked eyes.

"Maybe, you can have time on Monday afternoon." Jiang An said softly.

He didn't stop because of Bai San's superficial dodge, or superficially agree because of his brave words.

Bai San dodged again, and then again, as if confirming that Jiang An would not take back his hand, he slowly leaned over, his cheek pressed against Jiang An's palm, moved his arm slightly, revealing a slightly moist eye, but spoke seriously.

"Doctor Jiang, I have already comforted Xiao Jin and Xiao Hei. If you go on Wednesday, you will go on Wednesday. You can't do this. People who don't count are puppies."

I wanted to go on Monday so much before, but after a while, even if I really changed my mind, those thoughts sank in my heart without even a thud, and it was not unreasonable.

Jiang An lowered his eyes slightly, curled up his lips, and coaxed him, "Tell Xiaojin and Xiaohei that I'm a puppy."

After a long time, Bai San understood.

At that time, he said "It's okay, I can do it" which was equivalent to "I'm scared, I need you" in Jiang An's mind.

Jiang An understood and told him,

"I always."

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