100 days break up

"One Hundred Days of Breakup" Author: Zizhi Yuzhile

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Lu Guanyu: What are you doing here?

Fu Yuan: Today is so special, I'm here to celebrate.

Lu Guanyu: What are you celebrating?Break up for a hundred days?

Fu Yuan: Celebrating the first day of our second relationship.

[short story]

Cookies with a slightly bitter front.

A tossing story about a couple who have been together for several years breaking up and reconciling.

Content tags: reunited after a broken mirror, the seven-year itch, sweet text, sadomasochism, deep love

Search keywords: Protagonist: Fu Yuan; Lu Guanyu┃Supporting actor: Ruan Liangping; Bai Yang┃Others: short stories

01

Lu Guanyu stopped the knife, looked at the strangely shaped bitter gourds on the chopping board, and couldn't help thinking back to the past.

When life was hard for him and Fu Yuan, they were often burned out in order to survive.Life was so tight that they were reluctant to buy medicines, so the two soaked the bitter melon they bought in honey and ate a little bit of it every day to relieve internal heat.

Honey is too expensive and you can only put a little at a time. Although it is bitter, Lu Guanyu's heart is sweet.Every time Lu Guanyu saw Fu Yuan reluctantly eating bitter gourd, and taking the opportunity to ask him for a kiss, Lu Guanyu could laugh out loud now.

But now, think about how long it has been since the two of them had a good meal together?Not to mention eating, I am used to not seeing anyone for a few days now.

Picking up a piece and putting it in his mouth, the bitter taste seemed to permeate from the tip of his tongue to his whole body.Lu Guanyu's eyes were wet with water and blurred, just closing his eyes to prevent tears from streaming down, exhausted all his strength.

Ah, so bitter gourd is so bitter?

With no intention of cooking, Lu Guanyu went to sleep in the bedroom without eating anything.When Fu Yuan came home, it was a bit unexpected that he didn't hear the all-too-familiar voice saying "I'm back" to him.

Fu Yuan pulled off his tie and went to the kitchen full of irritability, ready to pour some water, but saw the kitchen was in a mess.A pot of thick soup that has cooled down, several stir-fried dishes, half-cooked rice, and pathetic-looking slices of bitter gourd on the chopping board.

This is not common.

Fu Yuan didn't know what kind of temper Lu Guanyu was throwing again, and he wasn't in the mood to ask.He knew that there were some problems between the two of them, but Lu Guanyu didn't say anything, and he didn't want to bring it up, he just felt annoyed.

I don't want to go home, I don't want to see Guan Yu wanting to talk but still worrying about his thoughts, the pride and self-confidence Lu Guanyu used to be too vivid in Fu Yuan's mind, but facing him now, he can't fall in love no matter what, he is so strange to death.

Sighing lightly, Fu Yuan started to tidy up the kitchen. He hadn't done housework for a long time, and he stumbled all the way, but he finally cleaned it up.

Walked to the second floor, pushed open the bedroom door, the bedroom did not turn on the light.Fu Yuan went to the bed and sat down, turned on the bedside lamp, and the dim light illuminated the bedroom.

Fu Yuan gently lifted the quilt, and the people who were stuffed in the quilt tried their best to hold back their sobs.

"What's wrong?" Fu Yuan gently rubbed Lu Guanyu's hair, "Why are you crying?"

Lu Guanyu opened his bright eyes and asked, "A Yuan, do you still love me?"

Again.

Irritability resurfaced again, Fu Yuan didn't want to answer him at all, Fu Yuan turned cold: "Have we spent all these years in vain? What are you worried about?"

"If you don't love me anymore, just tell me, I..."

"Don't be so hypocritical, like a woman." Fu Yuan untied his clothes and threw them aside, "I'll take a shower first, you go to bed first."

Since that night, the atmosphere between the two has become more delicate, and Fu Yuan has become more silent. Lu Guanyu wanted to find some topics to talk to Fu Yuan more, but he didn't know what to say.

Fu Yuan was actually a talkative person, for a while, Lu Guanyu even chatted with Fu Yuan all day long.

Of course, at that time, Fu Yuan said and Lu Guanyu listened.

Fu Yuan would occasionally protest that Lu Guanyu would not respond to him, but Lu Guanyu has such a restrained personality.

Now Fu Yuan doesn't talk much, and Lu Guanyu still talks less than before, so the conversation between the two is getting less and less.In addition, in the past few years, Fu Yuan's business has gradually grown, and the lives of the two of them have become more prosperous, and Lu Guanyu doesn't have to go to the bar to play the piano to subsidize the family, so of the two of them, one is very busy, and the other is bored.

After Lu Guanyu came out of the closet at university, he basically stopped communicating with his friends and classmates.Occasionally go out to meet friends, that is, go to drink coffee and chat with Ruan Liangping.

Ruan Liangping is an old friend of Lu Guanyu's. They used to be in the same piano class, and they got back to talking.Later, Lu Guanyu fell out with his family, and Ruan Liangping didn't feel disgusted, but just kept as busy as possible.

"Have you been here for a long time?" Ruan Liangping put the bag behind him, "Thank you for a cup of coffee."

"No, just for a while." Lu Guanyu smiled, bored at home, and Fu Yuan was also busy, so he didn't have time to accompany him.

"I'm sorry to call you out to accompany me in such a hurry."

"Hey, we have been friends for so many years, besides, how often do you call me out for coffee so suddenly?"

"Haha, yes."

"Why, what's wrong with you again?" Ruan Liangping took a sip of the freshly served coffee and pretended to ask casually.

Lu Guanyu became sad, "I feel like I have failed. There is a problem between me and Fu Yuan, but I don't know what the crux is. Liangping, do you know what the saddest thing is? I dare not sit down with him and talk about it. I'm afraid that he will say that he annoys me, that he doesn't like me anymore, and I'm afraid that we will break up."

Ruan Liangping smiled wryly, Guan Yu said that he was pathetic, but he didn't know that the person in front of him was even more pathetic, he always liked him but was afraid that he would not say anything, so he could only watch Guan Yu and Fu Yuan walk together.

Resisting the words that Guan Yu and Fu Yuan should break up, Ruan Liangping took a sip of his coffee and said softly, "You have lived together for so many years, how could you break up so easily."

"You don't know that feeling, that feeling of love slowly disappearing and you can't catch it."

"It's not as serious as you said, don't always think too much."

"Thinking too much..." I thought I was thinking too much.

After pouring out all his troubles, Lu Guanyu felt a lot more relaxed. He declined Liangping's proposal to send him home, and Lu Guanyu walked home rarely.

The street lamps on the street were all turned on, and the evening breeze blew a little bit of coolness.

In the past, there was no car, and the work in the bar was also a night shift. Fu Yuan's company was in the start-up period, and working overtime was common.Anyway, either Fu Yuan went to pick up Lu Guanyu, or Lu Guanyu went to Fu Yuan with a midnight snack.

Both of them were obviously exhausted to death, and they had to fight for a long time at night before going to sleep.The days are tiring but very happy, and the material life is scarce but extremely happy.

Lu Guanyu inserted the key into the keyhole, and instead of continuing to move, he sighed.

Opening the door, what awaited me was the darkness and coldness of the room again.

Lu Guanyu didn't know how many days like this he had experienced, and now he just thought that his whole body seemed to have felt the cold.

Resisting the slight trembling of his body, Lu Guanyu opened the door. Unexpectedly, the living room was bright and warm, and the source of that warmth was sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Lu Guanyu didn't expect that Fu Yuan had already returned home, he was a little dazed for a while, standing in the porch without moving forward or retreating.

"Are you back?" Fu Yuan switched the TV to the financial station and asked aloud, "Where did you go?"

"Well, He Liangping went out for coffee." Hearing Fu Yuan's question, Lu Guanyu took off his shoes leisurely and put on the slippers beside him.

Fu Yuan frowned, and said calmly, "That Ruan Liangping?"

"En, it's him." Lu Guanyu walked into the room with a brisk pace that he didn't realize, "Why are you so early today?"

"There's nothing important today, so I'll be back early."

Lu Guanyu regretted going out for coffee, it was rare to have time alone with Fu Yuan.

"I'm going to cut some fruit, what do you want to eat?"

"Don't bother, have you eaten? I ordered takeaway." Fu Yuan pointed to the lunch box on the table and said, "It shouldn't be cold yet."

"Ah."

After eating, Lu Guanyu cut the fruit into small pieces and put them on the coffee table in front of Fu Yuan.Then he cautiously shrank to Fu Yuan's side, feeling the feeling of staying with Fu Yuan secretly.

Although Fu Yuan was focusing on the financial reports, he knew Lu Guanyu's little tricks clearly, and he even understood Lu Guanyu's inner cautiousness and secret joy.

"Don't keep playing with that Ruan Liangping, go out and tell me." Fu Yuan's voice was full of displeasure, seeing Lu Guanyu like this made him irritable, he didn't understand, what was Lu Guanyu afraid of?

"Oh." Lu Guanyu wrinkled his nose and only answered.

"Why, are you still unwilling?" No matter how small the change in Lu Guanyu's expression was, Fu Yuan could still tell it at a glance.

"I also have my own friends," Lu Guanyu retorted, "I'm alone..."

Fu Yuan saw that Lu Guanyu was in a good mood after going out for a while, and after thinking about how busy he was with work, it would not be impossible for him to go out to relax, so he nodded and said, "Happy as you want."

People, they have always been in a state of conflict and entanglement. Fu Yuan said that he was happy with Lu Guanyu, but Lu Guanyu immediately became unhappy.Like a needle poking a small hole in my heart, that kind of subtle and sharp pain has always been with me.

Lu Guanyu began to wonder again whether Fu Yuan didn't care about him anymore.

*

?Sometimes life is so cruel, you have to say it out loud, just so blunt, tearing off the seemingly beautiful shell for you, exposing the bloody facts outside, making you numb with pain.

Fu Yuan came back in the middle of the night from a social engagement, and his body smelled of alcohol faintly with the smell of stranger's perfume.Neither of them likes perfume. For Lu Guanyu, the pungent fragrance undoubtedly deeply stimulated Lu Guanyu's reason. Fu Yuan's clean white shirt