door of eternal life

[Text of this chapter: This is the most important difficulty, whether they can get through it together.After walking through this long road of waiting, Kuo in his sleep dreamed of something. 】

Qing's mother looked at her wife.

Qing's father knew that it was impossible for them to change Qing's mind, not to mention that one of the parties involved was Kuo. If Kuo didn't care about the eyes of the outside world, then their son, Qing, couldn't care less.Regarding Qing, what he and the child’s mother have seen over the years, as Ziyi said, “experienced all kinds of hardships in life”, what these hardships are, Qing never told them that Qing was not a love complaining love Children who are acting like a baby shouldn't want them to worry.However, they saw that Qing was getting thinner and her smile was gone. After so many years, who and what happened to this youngest child who made them very proud, and how did the child endure it.Now Qing's spirit is clear, her eyes are firm, and her smile is back. Isn't it Kuo's credit?His life is approaching his twilight years, he has read countless people, and he is a child he likes from the bottom of his heart. He is broad-minded, upright, smart, talented, and has a very cheerful personality. He is complementing Qing.He has already heard Zilan talk about how Kuo followed Qing all the way and guarded silently when Qing was traveling and was hospitalized in a car accident last time. He saw with his own eyes how caring, considerate and distressed this child was towards Qing. He was almost out of shape. When Qing was still in the critical period after the operation, he once saw Kuo hiding in the corner of the stairwell alone. , head sullen, smoking a cigarette, there are countless cigarette butts on the ground, tears covered his bearded face.But when Kuo stood in front of them again, he changed into an optimistic smiling face, always comforting and enlightening them.During that time, Kuo's eyes were always red, and the face of such a handsome child was sunken.Qing's life is always full of ups and downs, missing the college entrance examination, car accident, suffering from stomach problems since childhood, and now it has turned into stomach cancer... Just the suffering they see is enough for them to feel distressed, not to mention those hidden by Qing , which they cannot see.If the child can be happy and can be guarded and taken care of by someone who truly loves him in his future life, then...

Seeing that her parents were still silent, Zilan saw that Kuo had already started to fidget nervously. If Qing was not still holding his hand, she believed that Kuo would have stood up and knelt down in front of her parents. The tension in his eyes was not well concealed.The air was silent and anxious, and it was so hot that it was difficult to breathe, as if it was about to burn, she had to do something.

Ziyi's statement made her more confident of success in this matter. Now, she has to give her parents more firewood: "Dad, Mom, how has Qing been doing for so many years, although no one said anything about it, But you all see it, right? Now, as long as he can be happy and live happily, what else do you two elders want? What are the old opinions and clichés in society? ?It is now the 21st century. With the progress of social civilization and the development of psychological science, many foreign countries and regions have legislated for same-sex marriage. In our country, homosexuality has also been removed from the list of mental illnesses. Homosexuality is not a biological condition. Illness, let alone a psychological illness, it's just that the person I like happens to be of the same sex, this is a normal emotional state."

"Yes, Mom and Dad, although homosexuals are rare, they are absolutely normal. I also know a few couples of homosexuals. They all live well, and the friends around them understand them very well. Discrimination, and once their relationship is established, it will be as stable as heterosexuals, because they have faced various difficulties together and overcome various difficulties together. It is precisely because they have gone through difficulties together that they cherish each other more. "Ziyi immediately added fuel to Zilan's words.

Qing and Kuo looked at Ziyi and Zilan gratefully, but Qing felt that not all his brother's words were true.

Qing's mother thought at first, "Why did you lure wolves into the house?" It's not that she doesn't like Kuo, it's just that as Qing's lover, she doesn't think she is a conservative person. She can understand that this happened in someone else's house And accepted, but it happened to her own child, she was still a little bit overwhelmed for a while.Look at my wife, who is still thinking and doesn't object immediately, which means that it's not that my wife can't approve, but it also needs a process of acceptance.My child, I know how distressed I am. Every time I tell my wife that Qing has lost weight again, there is something in Qing's heart that cannot be resolved, Qing's mood is not right, Qing's stomach problem is so serious... She just thinks, as long as the child can be well It doesn't matter whether you are married or not, whether you have children or not, no matter what others say.Coupled with the two times of rescuing Qing from the brink of death, she has nothing to ask for.Like Zi Yi, she is not worried about Kuo's feelings for Qing at all. Instead, she is worried that Qing is a whim, but she also knows that today Qing is no longer an ignorant baby. What she said today is so decisive. If it is not for her The feelings are fully confirmed, and the firmness in the eyes cannot be revealed.Looking at Qing and Kuo in front of me, they are really a good match... Sigh... Yes, what more do you wish for, a good child is better than anything else, besides, didn't Ziyi and Zilan say it just now, this is very Normal things, homosexuals can also be very happy.She turned to look at her husband, who was also looking at her. After decades of being together, they already knew each other's thoughts and attitudes.

Qing's father sat up straight, coughed, and was about to speak. Seeing this, Ziyi, Zilan, Qing and Kuo couldn't help but sit up straight. Everyone was a little nervous. He looked at Qing and Kuo, Said: "Qing, Kuo, we all understand your attitude, let's just say: support!"

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on their tense faces at the same time, Qing and Kuo looked at each other and smiled.Qing felt that his hand had been tightly held by Kuo, the blood had stagnated, and his hand was almost numb. Only now did he feel that the blood was sent to his fingertips again, flowing warmly, and only then did he realize that , palms full of sweat.

"However," Qing's father continued, "Ko, we agreed. What do your family think? You have to understand our selfishness. We don't want Qing to be rejected and hurt by your family."

When Kuo heard the word "but", his heart that had just relaxed suddenly became tense again, as if he was lifted from his original position by a pair of hands. He was relieved after hearing Qing's father finished speaking, and hurriedly said: "Uncle , Auntie, the elders are absolutely assured of this. My parents knew that I liked Qing several years ago, and they urged me to find a girlfriend to get married. I said everything about Qing, and I expressed my attitude at that time. In this life, I will not be with anyone except Qing, and I will not find any girl to marry. My brother is the one who carries on the family line. My parents are as open-minded as the elders. Although they were not very accepting at first, they gradually accepted it after so many years, seeing that my attitude has never changed. I went home for dinner, but at that time, Qing hadn’t accepted me, so I could only tell them that Qing was too busy and didn’t have time. I lied to them on this point, because I didn’t want them to worry about me.”

Qing felt apologetic and distressed again, Kuo, how much wronged you have suffered for me, how could I be stubborn for so many years...

Kuo scratched his head in embarrassment, looked at everyone, and said: "Some time ago, when Qing was undergoing surgery, my parents came to City D on a special trip, and they wanted to go to the hospital every day to see Qing. When we were children , my mother likes Qing very much, she is full of praise every day, and I have a deep love for Qing, so she likes it even more. But I stopped me, I was afraid that when they talked to Qing, they would expose my lies, hehe Uncle, aunt, and most importantly, a few days ago, Qing and I called my family to talk about this matter, and my parents unconditionally support it!"

Hearing this, the two elders looked at Qing questioningly at the same time, and Qing nodded solemnly, finally showing smiles on their faces, Qing's father patted the armrest of the sofa and said happily: "Okay! Good! Kuo, I just like you Open minded! He is a man! Wife, let's go cook, and celebrate today!"

"Hey! Hey!" Qing's mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, agreed and happily walked into the kitchen.

Zi Yi laughed and said: "You can't live without wine on a day like today. I'll go buy wine. You must be drunk today, otherwise I won't give you my precious brother!"

Kuo repeatedly said, "I obey! I obey!" Then he hugged Luqing vigorously.

Qing smiled, with a sweet and sour emotion surging in his heart, he took the opportunity to rub the corners of his eyes on Kuo's shoulders.

Zilan also got into the kitchen to help, and invited his father out. The old man took out a chess set, and Kuo volunteered to play a few games with the old man.Qing stepped onto the balcony and looked at the sky with random clouds in the distance. Here and now, behind him, in this home, that mass of peace and joy is the life he has always wanted, but all the time, He stands too far away.

Not long after, a table full of rich meals was ready, and the family sat around together, and laughter filled the whole room.

Seeing Qing's long-lost smile from the heart, Zilan almost shed tears again. She poured a large glass of wine for Kuo Manman and said, "Kuo, this glass of wine is for you from my sister. For the sake of Qing , you must do it!" For Qing, who has gone through hardships and scars, thank you, Kuo.She added another sentence in her heart.

Kuo said "good, good, good" and drank it all.

Ziyi filled Kuo's wine glass again, and said, "Ko, this glass of wine is for you, brother, for my precious brother, you must do it!"

Kuo You laughed and said "good, good, good" and drank it down.

Seeing the bottom of Kuo's cup, Ziyi said: "Now let's get to the point, Kuo, you have to toast us in turn, if you toast us one cup, you'll get two cups, if you toast us two cups, you'll have four cups, Good things come in pairs, Qing can’t drink, and you drink the extra portion on his behalf, is there any problem?”

Kuo Lian shook his head: "No objection, no objection, don't say two glasses, four glasses, two bottles, four bottles are fine! Uncle, aunt..."

Zilan interrupted him: "Change your words and call your parents!"

"Dad, Mom..." "Brother..." "Sister..." After eating a meal for nearly three hours, even with such a huge amount of food, I was already spinning like a dick, and my tongue couldn't control it.

Seeing Kuo drunk like this, Qing decided to stay at home overnight.He also wants to spend more time with his parents and sisters because of his family relationship. His illness tells him that time is precious, and it is only a moment to be able to spend more time with his family.With a smile, he and Ziyi helped Kuo to his room. Even if Kuo was drunk, he didn't want Qing to be even a little tired, so he put all his body weight on Ziyi.

Ziyi was so tired that his head was sweating, he smiled and said, "This guy, is he pretending to be drunk? His heart is like a mirror."

Qing smiled, and then asked in a low voice: "Brother, you just said that there are several gay couples around you, is that true?"

Ziyi chuckled, and whispered, "Did you hear that? I made it up in a hurry, but I really think that gay people will know how to cherish each other more after they have endured all kinds of blame."

Qing moved and said: "Thank you brother." He knew that his brother hated lying the most, but today he lied for his peace.

Throughout the night, Kuo held Qing tightly in his arms and did not let go, Qing slept very soundly and soundly.He just woke up once in the middle, and was woken up by a kiss.

Kuo kissed him deeply and gently, making him breathless. When he opened his eyes, he found that Kuo was still asleep. After finally letting go of his lips, Kuo laughed again and said triumphantly: " Let me tell you, this is my Qing! You should envy it every day! Or you can pray to God and worship Buddha every day, so that God will give you one too!" Then there was silence again, Qing couldn't help laughing, closed her eyes and went to sleep, and was about to fall asleep. When falling asleep, Ting Kuo said seriously, "I warn you, if you dare to disturb Qing again, even if Qing frowned, I will not let you go easily!" After finishing speaking, He hugged Qing into his arms again and fell asleep still.With a sore nose, he knew who Kuo was talking to, tears slowly rolled down the corners of his eyes, he kissed Kuo's cheek lightly, buried his face in the socket of Kuo's shoulder, and fell asleep soundly up.

Qingyi slept until nine o'clock in the morning, and looked at Kuo who was still in the dreamland, so close to him, so close to him, and so loving to him... Happiness turned out to be within reach.It's just this place, he walked for a long time, a long way, he didn't arrive until he was covered in dust and bruised, but Kuo always waited there, opening his tolerant and warm chest to embrace all of him. in the arms.

Yes, the blue clouds are long and wide, and there is no place in this world that is more reassuring, comfortable and self-willed than a broad embrace.