door of eternal life

[The text of this chapter: A new starting point for life, Yu whispered in his ear: "From now on, we will always be together." A simple promise made him see a clear world.But when he watched Ennis and Jack, his tears were also flowing for himself. 】

Yu started an Internet business with Zhang Mingqi and Zhou Zhengyang.Their entrepreneurship this time is catching up with a great social development background, complete infrastructure, popularization of broadband, WIFI and smart phones, new algorithms and data structures, making many new services based on big data technology possible, and the open mobile phone platform , and gave birth to a wealth of applications APP.The Green Gang and the others drew up the name of the company—Splendid Life. They want to write their own splendid life and open up an infinite splendid world in this splendid era.

After more than a year of running-in, under the guidance of the professional team sent by Mr. Shan, Splendid Life has gradually embarked on the track of normal development.Because it was the beginning of the company's start-up, Yu was so busy that he could hardly sleep for a few hours a day.When Yu came back every day, it was basically after one o'clock in the night. My aunt and uncle had already fallen asleep. Qingben was a night owl, and now I could only meet Yu every day after Yu came back late at night, so I was more energetic up.Every late at night, as soon as they heard the slight sound of unlocking the lock, Qing would immediately walk out of the room and meet the entrance. Sometimes they would have a hasty kiss in the dark, or hug for a while, and then each went back to the room. Sometimes Yu came back a little earlier. After taking a shower, he went to Qing's room, leaned on the bed with Qing, and talked to Qing in a low voice, telling about the current situation of the company's operation. He knew that Qing didn't know much about these things, but he just wanted to say, say Qing listened to it, and Qing was very willing to listen, because it was all about people and things related to Yu, related to Yu's career and life, sometimes they didn't say anything, Yu just hugged Qing, closed his eyes and rested, Qing knew He's tired and doesn't bother him.At the end, they kissed and kissed reluctantly before Yu went back to his room to rest, Qing knew that he would have to get up early the next day and had a busy day ahead, even if he thought about it, he wouldn't really stay with Yu for a while .

Yu went back to the room, and Qing also felt sleepy.In the past, he often suffered from insomnia. The doctor said that he was thinking too much, which affected his sleep. He prescribed traditional Chinese medicine to regulate it. His mother boiled the medicine for him twice a day in the morning and evening. He drank it for three months but had no effect. Every day before going to bed, a kiss from Yu can calm him down, and fall asleep easily and quickly.Noticing the change in his sleep, his understanding of the phrase "love is the eternal theme of human beings" was suddenly enlightened. Think about the "Bi Cai Ai Xi in the Book of Songs" in the Spring and Autumn Period. ", "Tonight and Hexi, see this beloved." In the "Nineteen Ancient Poems" of the Han Dynasty, "Separate with one heart, and end up in sorrow for old age", "Wencai double mandarin ducks, cut into a quilt for acacia, written for long-term lovesickness, fate In the Wei and Jin Dynasties, "When will I forget my sleep and rest, and my worries will accumulate day by day", "The old friend's kindness and righteousness are so heavy, I can't bear to fly together again", to the well-known Tang poem "I wish to be a lovebird in the sky, and I wish to be a lovebird in the earth". In order to connect the branches, when the sky is forever and the earth is endless, this hatred will last forever" and "It is difficult to say goodbye when we meet each other. The east wind is weak and the flowers are gone. The spring silkworms will die when the silkworms die, and the wax torch will turn into ashes and tears will dry." In Song Ci "Ten years of life and death are boundless, don't think about it, and I will never forget it", "There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lower my brows, but it's on my heart", and then in Yuanqu, "The most caring, half warm and half cold. "" Sitting together next to each other against the cloud window, watching the double song on the moon pillow with a smile, listening to the counting and worrying about the early four o'clock." Turn yourself into a phoenix." "A generation of a couple in a lifetime, fighting to teach two places to ecstasy. Lovesickness, looking at each other but not blind date, who is the spring for?" There is also the song "Wang Ning Mei" in "A Dream of Red Mansions": "How many tears can there be in my eyes? My son, how can autumn flow into winter, and spring flow into summer!" There is also the sentence of the [-]th Dalai Lama, "The world is safe and secure, and you will not fail the Tathagata and not disappoint you"... From ancient times to the present, each dynasty has In the ancient times, in the long river of time, the most passionate people have written about the various forms and tastes of love. The power of love is so magical and incredible, it transcends the constraints of time and space, and jumps out of the scope of science. It spreads along with the eternity of time, even if it exerts only a little bit of power, it can make people feel sad and happy, and make people crazy, just like the change of a note affects the whole movement, a drop of ink is in a glass The smudge of water...and Yu, like his medicine, cured his insomnia.Recently, even his manuscripts are different from before. The editor repeatedly asked him if he was in a relationship.

The more happiness you share with others, the greater the value.And his happiness can't be shared with others, it can only be conveyed through his own works.

Qing smiled silently, closed her eyes, and quickly slipped into a dream.

In the dream, Yu's lips were like a poison designed to take people's souls and minds, and he couldn't get enough of them.He opened his mouth slightly, and moved his tongue towards him, wanting to wrap around Yu, but Yu had already kissed him, he couldn't help reaching out to hug Yu, and then he heard Yu sneer, and then felt his tongue was bitten, and it hurt a little , he woke up at once.

Then he saw Yu, lying on his side beside him, looking at him and smiling, whispering, "I miss you."

It turned out that it wasn't a dream, it was really Yu!

Thinking about her dream, Qing felt that all the blood rushed to her face.Yu kissed Qing tightly, and all his voice was blocked in his throat.Qing heard Yu sigh in a low voice, the voice was full of comfort, satisfaction and satisfaction.

When their whole body relaxed, exhaustion and tension surged at the same time, afraid of being bumped into, Yu kissed Qing and said in a low voice, "I'm going back to my room."

Qing nodded, but didn't let go of the hand that hooked Yu's neck, and half lifted her body as Yu got up.Yu didn't stand up for a while, so he bent down and hugged Qing, and whispered something in Qing's ear quietly, Qing's chin was pressed on Yu's shoulder, and a beautiful curve appeared on his lips in a smile. Yu patted Qing's back again, and Qing let go of his hand, and when they came, the two pecked and kissed again.

A night without dreams.

Just now Yu whispered in his ear: "From now on, we will always be together."

Qing saw that the world that had been filled with white mist had suddenly become clear, and there was a warm and bright place ahead of the future, waiting for him to walk there hand in hand.

Not long after, Yu bought an apartment, brought his own hardcover, and moved in with his bags.At the beginning, Qing always made up various excuses with his family to borrow from Yu, but he couldn't always use one excuse, and when all kinds of reasons were exhausted, Qing decided to buy a house.He and Yu searched all the sales properties in City D. Considering that he needs a relatively relaxed and quiet environment for writing, he chose a community with only four or five high-rise buildings. The roads in the community are spacious, and the green area occupies the entire area of ​​the community. Two-thirds, the large expanses of lawn make people look good and refreshed, with flowers and trees everywhere, and belong to a high-end community in terms of overall layout, facilities and environment.Qing's apartment is on the top floor, with a roof garden of more than 100 square meters.Push open the balcony door, and you will step into a small garden with complete pavilions, verandahs, overflowing green plants, singing birds and fragrant flowers, just like a paradise in the air.But it was far away from her parents' house and Yu's apartment.Regardless of the objections of my parents and elder sister, I moved out under the pretext of writing manuscripts quietly. I said it was a move, but in fact it meant moving clothes, shoes, books, etc. The furniture was all newly purchased Chinese-style solid wood furniture, and the appliances were It was a new purchase, but Qing deliberately brought the rosewood official hat chair, which was the first thing he bought with his royalties.On the day everyone helped to move, I really took a good look around and saw that the environment really fit Qing's temperament and taste. What's more, everyone knew that Qing was very independent in doing things since he was a child. He made up his mind and everyone changed it. Not his.Parents and elder sisters could only tell him to eat well and rest well. That stomach problem is not a joke, and if he feels uncomfortable, he should call them immediately... Qing kept smiling and agreed one by one.

In fact, he just wants to be able to live together with Yu all the time, to stay together.

Yu is very busy, and the company's operations are not yet on the right track. There are many things that Yu needs to communicate and coordinate. When Qing chose the apartment, he planned to move in and live with Qing.Every time he came back from a business trip, he would go directly to Qing. In his heart, the place where Qing was home was home. In this home, Qing would call him "husband" and he would call Qing "wife" or "baby".

But cohabitation is only a secret that the two of them know.They never discussed it, and neither of them took the initiative to touch on this topic. They tacitly kept the matter secret, and Qing's temperament also became an excellent shield to refuse people's visits, and everyone was unwilling to disturb Qing. , I just saw that Qing and Yu get along very well, without him.

Gradually, Yu can also take a day off on weekends, and sometimes goes out to eat with Qing.As he was passing by the movie theater after eating, Yu suggested whether to go to the movie theater to watch a movie. Qing Xiangxiang thought that he and Yu hadn't gone to the movie theater to watch a movie, so he said, "Okay, let's go watch it."

After entering the movie theater, Qing looked at the cloth-covered sponge seat and couldn’t sit still. Yu knew that his cleanliness problem had surfaced again, so he dragged him out of the movie theater. Qing said that he might as well buy a DVD and watch it at home. , The home theater at home is well-equipped, and it is free and comfortable to watch at home.So they went straight to the audio-visual store, picked up and down, and picked out a few DVDs. There was a salesman in the middle who followed them all the time. After watching them choose, they whispered something to Yu. Yu nodded, and then The little brother took out a plate from the bottom of the cabinet on the shelf and put it in a bag with the other plates.Qing felt that there was something tricky, but she didn't have the nerve to ask, thinking that she could see it anyway when she got home.

Sitting in the audio-visual room, Qingcai saw what the movie that brother had recommended to Yu just now was "Brokeback Mountain".The media has long reported overwhelmingly that this film was shot by the Chinese director Ang Lee and won eight nominations for the 78th Academy Awards, including three for Best Director, Best Adapted Screenplay and Best Film Score The grand prize seems to be banned from broadcasting and selling, because it involves sensitive topics, such as his relationship with Yu. Thinking of this, there is a sense of helplessness not being understood and rejected by society.He is a movie fan. He has downloaded the original soundtrack of the movie from the Internet and listened to it many times. He imagined the story in the movie, and he was sad or happy or in a trance with the music... because he couldn't buy the DVD, and he couldn't download it on the Internet. Movies, he has always felt very sorry, not because of the subject matter of the movie, but because of the artistic level of the movie.

When Ennis said "ISwear" affectionately and firmly to Jack's blood-stained shirt, Qing couldn't hold back her tears, and embarrassedly wiped them away with her hand.Zhong Yu noticed the choking sound he was trying to restrain, so he reached out and hugged him, kissed him on the cheek, and didn't speak until the end of the movie.Qing still can't understand why Ennis can't live with Jack. The two accompany each other, depend on each other, and face all the problems, pressures and challenges together. They can do it with a little effort, just like Jack planned. Wouldn't it be nice to buy a farm, away from the crowds, and run it together and live together?But you have to waste the best time in your life, you have to bring great pain to yourself and others for no reason, and you have to wait until you lose it before you know how to wait and cherish it, but what is the point of this?Jack, who had despaired of him before his death, would never know, let alone appreciate the remorse, regret and affection contained in the phrase "ISwear".Ennis always let the terrible memories of his childhood occupy his heart, but let Jack's dreams have nowhere to rest, why he just can't see that the society was decades ago. Over the decades, civilization has progressed, society is becoming forgiving.What was Jack thinking the moment before he died?Thinking about Ennis?Ennis is too realistic and Jack is too romantic.Jack was actually killed by Ennis' reality.Such two people, whose life attitudes are like north and south magnetic poles, are doomed to such a painful ending once they fall in love?

Yu patted him on the back lightly, and comforted him in a low voice: "Okay, okay, baby, this is just a movie. You know it when you write, right? Art is extracted from life and then processed and rendered. It needs the strongest conflict, so as to produce an impressive artistic effect. Right?" Qing forced a smile, he didn't know it, but he also knew that he was not just for Jack and Ennis Weeping, also for his and Yu's situation and unknown variables.Yu saw that Qing was still a little bored, so he rummaged through the newly bought DVD, picked out the comedy movie "Crazy Stone", raised Qing's face to the screen, and forced him to watch it.Yu was finally able to rest at home for a day, and Qing didn't want to spoil each other's mood, so she let herself jump out of the depressed mood and concentrate on watching the movie. In the end, the two of them laughed so hard that Qing smiled and said: "This is considered a good relationship." It is one of the few successful domestic comedies in recent years." Yu looked at him and kissed him, he saw a different kind of emotion in Yu's eyes, and this emotion Yu didn't want to let him Know.

Qing thought of Jack and Ennis again.And they... What will happen to him and Yu?Yes, that's just a movie, it's about the events of the last century, it has nothing to do with them, and their future is still very long, they still have time to plan well, they should be able to find a way to stay together forever.Therefore, now we need to work harder and better, and have enough ability to control our own life and arrange our own life, so that they can always be together, if their relationship remains unchanged.

Qing looked at Yu, and said to Yu very seriously: "If one day, the relationship is gone, you must tell me in time, and I will leave on my own initiative."

Yu embraced Qing, pressed tightly in his arms, kissed his forehead again, and said: "How could it be, don't think about it."